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I Wonder 3/2/99 It's three in the morning And I'm just lying here Wondering if it's going to be How it has been lately Without you The yearning to be near you The wanting to go back But there must be a way To go through just one more day Without you Can't you hear my heart break? Don't you see it bleeding on the floor? It needs love's lightning, it needs you more How will life ever be complete Without you? What's it going to be like When you've forgotten my name, Forgotten my touch, our love now in flames Is there anything in life I'm going to miss Without you? - c. Rebecca Webster Heartbreak 4/25/99 The sky seems to explode And so does my heart As this lightning strikes down And rips my soul apart I'd do anything you wish But will I still get nothing back? All I have is promised hope for love But kept promises is what I lack "I can't do anything right" My ears have heard many say But I know somewhere I truly went wrong Because with me, you would not stay I dial the numbers over and over Just to hear your sweet, happy voice on that machine Saying that you're not home right now As I cry my eyes out clean And as the sky explodes With lightning once again I know my love for you can't die And your love, I'll never win - c. Rebecca Webster My Innocent Sin 5/23/99 Innocent fingers dripping with sin Too early to die, too late to win Myriad images flashing in my brain Enough to tear a heart, to drive it insane Fear chases me in circles Digging deeper into my skin As fear is becoming ammune to pain So we are kith and kin Because life's a killer, Death's a thriller They'll never let you in, never let you out Only let you suffer in between Till you seperate the pain from the sting Innocent fingers dripping with sin Death won't let me out, Life wont let me in They're ripping out my hair, bleeding through my brain Enough to take a soul, and drive it insane. - c. Rebecca Webster Hallow Night 8/17/99 Ghastly Untouched Clouds And a moon glowing fair Drift in my soul tonight As the fae wait to share Something's coming closer And letting itself be shown Slowly yet surely It's wisdom will be known It holds a premonition And tempts me "if you dare..." For soon, something shall happen It's written in the air I do not know this mystery Yet tonight perhaps I might As the stars come creeping out Into this Samhain night. - c. Rebecca Webster Don't Know How to Stop 8/18/99 It's just another love gone wrong Yet feels like so much more Why does it seem the fate of the world Has just been thrown out the door After all that was thrown at us You gave up and went astray And after all these chances My love still refuses to go away You were all I ever had And what i wanted forevermore It's been years, still I can't let go Though I'll hold you nevermore The world refuses to stop for me It won't wait for my aching heart to drop In time, some stars burn out But some don't know how to stop - c. Rebecca Webster This Feeling 9/11/99 I'm not even close to over you I still have a long way to go I keep fighting back these emotions That I'm not able to show For you will not listen, nor care Won't let it beat in your heart My soul dares to keep loving you Even though we're torn apart To let you go is impossible For I've fallen in too deep My love is not capable Of just forgetting and falling asleep Even though my arms can't hold you My bleeding heart will so much more This feeling cannot fade But strikes me to the core - c. Rebecca Webster Untitled 1/1/00 Get out of my head Get out of my heart No matter how I try Your memory won't part All other loves I've known Fade like moonlight at dawn And the only one I need In my life, won't be gone You're a drug to me I'm addicted to you A bad habit I can't break And time can't undo You promised you'd always love me Does this mean you do still? Because you refuse my open heart When to love you is its will. - c. Rebecca Webster Servant 1/1/00 You're my fire, my sun My quiet rage With my captive heart Locked in your cage You try to break me, tame me Yet love me not While in your net of obsession You have me caught Overdose my thoughts To make my heart yearn for you Then leave me in pain A pattern I can't undo Tease me with love Refuse to satisfy me So the rest of my dead life I'll drown in this need - c. Rebecca Webster Only Place to Be 7/10/98 I'd take down the Moon Just to be with you And every moment without you now Seems like eternity and a day I know I'm far from perfect I make many mistakes But I know I could not go on If this love you would not take I just want to lay with you in the night In our hearts we know it's right And watch the starts spell out our names Ou love, just as bright as those nightly flames Though sometimes we can be worlds apart You still obtain the key to my heart When I am with you, I am set free And I know in your arms is the only place to be c. Rebecca Webster Confused '98 Confused Nothing seems to explain it all He taught me love could be like that... Graceful as the morning breeze Or shrivel up like burning weeds Passionate as the sky on fire With whispers like wind in a wire Beautiful as flowers bloom Tragic like Death's calling gloom It can all be filled with unknown lies With no one to hear your desperate cries Painful as words cannot explain Lonely as an empty plane Wonderful as flowers growing wild Magickal as a young, playful child It's all perfectly set, as fine neat rows Then lies and act takes it blow The true marking of your life... gone With nothing but lonely hours that linger on I still can feel him as close as skin And to me it did not matter who would win Still on he went and left me here Life no longer being so dear I'm not saying love is wrong and never true Just don't be a victim of those out to hurt you For I made that mistake time and time again And now I'm left here Confused - c. Rebecca Webster Angel 4-23-99 Glittering Fire that travels your skin One pure heart that never knew a sin The thousands of diamonds that kiss your eyes More powerful than words could start to describe Open your heart, and with it your hand Send your light that emanates from your skin It strikes like lightning, your pure, sweet touch It's not wonder why I miss you so much Swirls of pure white and blue That break the scene, with a love once true With a graceful breath to my ear Life would never know another fear Not bittersweet lips, but a softness that's rare If only they were mine, those gentle gates of air That unleash a passion and my meaning to life Yet for now, my soul must bear this strife - c. Rebecca Webster At the Stake 4-27-99 Velvet Red Blood Catching in Fire Boils in painful veins Sweet burning surges higher You think the pain Is now too unbearable But welcome to my world Where it has only begun I want to reach out To a sanctuary in the sky But a breath between two breaths Is my only impossible way But even that sky On me comes crashing down So why cry for help When there's no one around? c. Rebecca Webster I'll Never be Free 7-16-99 For an eternity I have loved you But when will I accept the fact That even though I'll love you still You're just not coming back I know I cannot make you need me (Though sometimes I wish I could) There must be a way to move on And find one who loves me like you should My heart is a myriad of pieces My dreams have been split in two Like a drug you have destoyed me Yet still, I think of you Don't worry about me now, love I'm getting used to the pain I knew this even when I was above Some emotions just never change - c. Rebecca Webster Stuck 9-1-99 I'm fading from my sanity I wish I could tell you good-bye But you don't seem to listen Don't care when I cry The nights are getting longer And the days do too Because I can't gain new love When my heart is stuck with you I could call you if I wanted But my fingers freeze to the reality That you'll probably be too busy Or won't have the time for me I wish I could stop this feeling See, you're not the man you used to be But I'm still stuck on the memory of you Because I need you close to me - c. Rebecca Webster This Pain 9-1-99 I've never hurt so badly As I cry myself to sleep On a road I can't turn back on For I've fallen in too deep Oh, what I would give Just to have you love me Even just for a little while You'd see we're meant to be You keep putting me off Don't you see I need you now? More and more than ever before If only you could feel how No one deserves to feel this pain Most would rather die But there's one thing that keeps me alive About the way you treat me... why? - c. Rebecca Webster Untitled #2 9-30-99 Take down these walls That surround this cord Which connects me to you I'm begging you now Please love me this way The way you used to It's all the same I still feel the pain Though we're no longer apart Please forgive me If I ask too much To share with you my heart Do you truly love me Sometime other than the night? If so, wouldn't you agree... That I know not what I do When I'm near you I just want you to want me - c. Rebecca Webster Unchanged 2-12-00 No more tears will kiss these cheeks I don't want to cry anymore Out of love I must fall fast So this pain will some day fade Fade like the stars at dawn Leave me in pain after these years of war I'm tired of fighting but I can't give up There must be a way of getting over you You were my sun, my first love I let you go and only felt regret since After a while, you turned away like the tide And now to me, you are forever lost Lost lover, friend, and your lost enemy But now we are strangers who never speak This time I tried to hold on, but you let go And let one difference come between Between the old and new, something remains That runs deeper than the sea or sky Though we could never be together, even as friends You will always be the part of my heart unchanged - c. Rebecca Webster Fallen Angel 3-16-00 An angel fas fallen Since you've been gone Her wings now broken On fading song You didn't know What her love meant Something more Then money now spent Images of what could be Still spin through her head Fill and haunt her mind 'Til her body is dead But her soul still travels And has for so long In blind pain and suffering Since the day we went wrong An angel has fallen Since you've been gone Her wings now broken On fading song No more nights But no more tears Love forgives your leaving So Good-bye, dear c. Rebecca Webster Bottom of Pandora's Box 6-12-00 The myriad of sorrows and pains You have dispelled from my plangent heart Replaced with a new Utopia As this sanguine expectation takes part Fervent hope that your tender passion Is true as the infinite extent of my love And how can I resist such brilliance When your bliss kisses me from above All of my soul; a satellite to your sun My mind; a victim of your gravity Now abandonment infects this void of Despair Until the spirit of you returns to me The sweet melody of your presence A paragon so sublime A radiance of such unearthly wings Entwine me through the ends of time - c. Rebecca Webster Untitled #3 8-4-00 How could you look me in the eyes And not mean the words you said Making me live with all these lies 'Til my broken heart is dead I can't forget the way you loved me Can't silence the screaming of my soul You used to need me, so how could it be That after one fated night, your love grows old The night your wings sheltered me from cold The most beautiful night of my life, I still believe But one by one, the nightly charms started to enfold In the blackness of a void that won't leave - c. Rebecca Webster Walk Away 11-24-00 I hope for this to not be love For love has pierced the heart Taken the soul from eternal bliss Then left to be torn apart Please don't tell me you love me After all the lies I just said Don't let me keep you at arm's length Just walk away instead My heart will try to love you And struggle with all its might It's confused from the obsession of another And tired of this fight Please don't wake my heart up now, love For I'm lost, torn and tattered Yet why do you refuse to give up on me When my wings have already been shattered? - c. Rebecca Webster Stay This Way 12-10-00 How do you explain a love When there's no words to describe A paragon reaching out Into my bruised sky Have I ever felt such wings Entwine me quite like this Like night's velvet blanket Kissed with starlight's bliss Oh how my heart pounds Every sweet moment I become lost In the magickal forest of your eyes That travels beyong all cost And if your heart may find me In all the words I fear to say Know that I long for you That you'll always stay this way - c. Rebecca Webster Why Does it Seem... 2-26-01 I do not know if I still have wings Sweet angel before me Stop saying these things Love has already torn them apart So why are your eyes Still fixed on my heart You make me question all of these things I thought I loved him But where are my wings? For won't true love set your heart free? Why does it seem You're perfect for me "You have wings to fly" I hear you say If only they could Take my soul away So I could fly to your arms and see If this is true And would set me free For won't true love set your heart free? Why does it seem You're perfect for me - c. Rebecca Webster More Than You Know 5-22-01 I'm still in love With a man I used to know Once alive inside of you That you no longer show I know you don't need me The way I need you But I can't get past What my heart says is true My soul is a fool For ever letting you in And will never repair itself From letting this begin I see you don't need me So I let you go Inside, I still love you More than you know - c. Rebecca Webster I'll Always Remember 5-24-01 How can the one That makes me happy Leave me so sad Perhaps if I Didn't hope or try It wouldn't hurt so bad If I could only Forget the way You made me feel inside I wouldn't have to Hide from how You still can make me cry New love fails To match what I'll always feel for you Even when This whole world fades Into the midnight blue What is it That you fear Inside of me to love? Why do you turn And hide away My angel from above Do not fear What's in the past That girl is gone you see And all that's left Is infinite love I hoped you'd share with me But now I see It's too late For us to ever be I'll always remember Your soul, and you Are still a part of me - c. Rebecca Webster Your Shore 6-25-01 Life is like a river That is twisted on its path Leaving no mercy for those Searching for a way back It tosses the pieces of your heart To be scattered on the shore As the sharp edge of the rock Rips you to the core But the pieces have been found Just let me kiss the pain away And entwine you in my own essence Where I once was so afraid If Fate could be so kind To let me hold you once more Would it be too much to ask Fate To let me stay on your shore - c. Rebecca Webster I Wish to Follow 6-25-01 I am a sattelite to your sun A victim of your gravity Yearning for your touch that is like the fire That burns within me For all life has made us endure Has been worth one taste of you To make your lips smile just once Is all I desire to do To feel your skin dance across mine And to kiss away your tears Would be worth all the pain That has been inflicted in the years To breathe your essence into mine Own soul that once was hollow Let me become lost in your eyes For it's your soul I wish to follow - c. Rebecca Webster Joseph 6-28-01 When I kiss your sweet lips It's as though my heart stops And surrenders to your touch When I look into your eyes Is it easy to read That I want you so much? When those eyes steal a glance at me They also steal my breath Like the dawn takes the night Could I ever stop the trembling Of my heart beating for you If I tried with all my might? And if I never had the chance To brush my own lips Against those gentle gates of air Then I'd still be satisfied Knowing you are not a dream That my angel really was there Forgive me if I cry But I never thought I'd ever feel this way I don't even need to try But it comes as if Fate Made me for you this day - c. Rebecca Webster Poetry 7-1-02 It's not that I've forgotten you Within Me 10-14-02 My Love 12-13-02 Any Man 4-30-03 No One 4-30-03 Orange 9-2-03 My Lesson 9-3-03 Be Your Own 9-4-03
Blessed Be 2/6/99 Lady Goddess, Lady Fair With spring flowers in your hair I feel your light encompass me Whispering to all "Blessed Be" Horned God, God of Love Bringing bounty from below and above I see your sunbeams through the trees Singing to me "Blessed Be" Come and feel Their Joy and Love! See all of nature's beauty Feel the peace fly over you like a dove Chanting to you, "Blessed Be" See the twilight in the sky Know They stand by you and I By the land and endless sea With Love and Trust, Blessed Be! - c. Rebecca Webster Maiden, Mother Crone Chant Pastel Maiden Of the stars and sky Lead us to your path; the creatures and I Rich Mother Lady of all Earth Sing me your song Of your beauty and mirth Darke Crone Of the wise and the sea Show me my path So Mote it Be! - c. Rebecca Webster Moon Goddess 7/20/99 Whenever I feel that I am out of place She whispers to me of her undying love I'm so blessed that I've come to see her face As her blue rays kiss me from above All I do is breathe in Her night air And I am filled with her peaceful energy Question her love? I wouldn't dare! Not after all that she has shown me Many "friends" these days come and go And tell me I don't know what the truth is But I am reassured when I see her glow My heart will always be safe with the Goddess - c. Rebecca Webster
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