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Finding the Celebration
Author's
note: It has been a long time, and my life is slowly shambing into
a lost cause. In an effort to make something meaningful come out
of my meanderings, I began thinking about a project a little while
back, and now, I hope that some will read it, and even read into
it, and thus gain something from these few words. Knowing that there
will be such readers, this is one holiday season I can have salvaged,
if only a little. And so, without further note, please.
...
"Hey,
Boss" greeted a Touji in high spirits from the hallway, "Good
morning."
"Yes," Shinji answered in a mumble.
The door opposite the hallway behind Touji slid
open slightly, and the form of Asuka peeking from behind it groggily
could clearly be perceived. "Ironic seeing you up so early
on days without school."
"Can't waste a perfectly free day,"
Touji bragged, shrugging his shoulders in satisfaction. "Hey,
Shinji," he urged, prodding in earnest at his friend's blankets.
"C'mon, we don't have much time."
"Before what," the German redhead interjected.
She was no longer at her door, which was now shut, but calling from
within, probably from the bed. "It's the holiday season, idiot."
"Yeah, well, you sure aren't acting like
it," Touji declared with a small hint of pity. "C'mon,
boss, today you're gonna get up early and you're gonna like it."
"Misato!" Asuka yelled - her muffled
voice mean that she was probably yelling from under her pillow.
"Make him go away!"
"Shinji-kun," Misato called in a rather
cheerful voice. This was a surprise, given the time of day. "You
have a visitor."
"Really?" asked Touji, excited if the
boy in bed was not. "Who..." His voice broke off so suddenly
that Shinji actually turned towards the two of them in curiosity.
Or rather, the three of them.
PenPen won the staring contest easily, and crowed
happily to greet Shinji in the morning.
"PenPen would like to say thank you for feeding
him daily, keeping him company, and saving the world on a monthly
basis," Misato beamed.
Still frazzled in the morning, Shinji grimaced
and turned in his bed towards the wall.
Silence. A little more crowing, followed by the
sound of footsteps. Then a dry and sticky sensation on his cheek.
Shinji's eyes snapped open upon realizing that the penguin was licking
his cheek. Then, he did his best to leap unto the ceiling, screaming.
And then, the madness ensued.
...
"Shinji-kun's
eye will be fine in a week," the Doctor Akagi announced. Meanwhile,
beside her, standing quite calmly, was one Shinji Ikari, now donning
a patch over his right eye.
"Now please tell me," Ritsuko asked with
a somewhat annoyed pitch in her voice. "How did a hot spring
penguin manage to be excited to the point of nearly clawing out a
boy's eye?"
"It's okay, Akagi-san," Shinji said.
"Well ... let's see..." Misato began,
smiling with embarrassment and scratching the back of her head. She
gave her explanation of the ruckus that came to pass earlier in the
morning, and by the end of it, Ritsuko had to hide her amusement.
"It's all fun and games, as the saying goes,
until..."
"I know!" Misato yelled. Thoroughly
perturbed as it was, she grabbed Shinji by the hand and dragged him
out of the hospital ward's waiting room. "Che..." She looked
down beside her for a brief moment. "Sorry, Shinji-kun."
"It's okay," Shinji said, meaning it.
Despite the side effect of the events that transgressed this morning,
the boy somehow did not regret waking up the way he did.
"Hey, Shinji!" Touji greeted him again.
"Tough luck," he comforted, upon eyeing the patch. "But
at least maybe you'll get up next time," he grinned.
"Yes, yes," Shinji answered with a resigned
simper. Then, a thought came to him.
Misato-san?" Shinji asked. "Why were
you up this morning, anyway?"
"Hm? Oh!" Misato clapped her hands together
eagerly. "Par-ty..." she crooned.
...
Misato had insisted
on checking the eye patch with maternal detail before she was convinced
that it would suffice before they headed out for their holiday shopping.
So Shinji sat obediently on the living room couch while Misato conducted
her inspection. Touji flipped through the channels offered on the
television, doing his best to seem occupied; the class representative
Hikari Horaki remained stationed at the front door, while Asuka grabbed
what belongings she would need before the she headed off with her
friend.
"Come on!" Asuka demanded, giving Shinji
a slap on the back that was a little too hearty as she dashed into
her room for her belongings. She was clearly in better spirits after
her morning bath, and now that the class representative was at the
door, Shinji had to admit that the holiday season was doing well for
even and especially the Second Child's spirits.
"It's the holidays! Holidays!" she rejoiced.
Is she singing? Shinji wondered, referring
to Asuka's singsong tone, pointing a disturbed look at her door.
Asuka ran by and was about to announce her departure,
but for a slight idea. She doubled back, stared down at the Third
Child until he noticed. He turned his head like a broken wind-up toy,
and asked, "W-what?"
"The First Child called this morning,"
Asuka said softly, her eyes narrowing to match her serious tone.
"What?" asked his puzzled voice.
"Yeah," Asuka declared. "She told
me to deliver you a message."
Shinji, becoming more frightened by the second and
wondering if the German's head was expanding in size as it loomed
over his seated being, asked cautiously, "What?"
Asuka took a deep breath before she gave her answer.
It rivaled the loudest screech a ten-foot parrot could manage. "Merry
Christmas!"
Five seconds later, she was out the door with a
simple good-bye, leaving behind a very flustered Touji, Misato, and
Shinji.
"Ouch," muttered the woman.
...
Aida Kensuke
had no words when he met them outside the arcade. Instead, he chose
to blink and readjust his glasses, and think for a moment before he
opened his mouth to speak.
"Bird bite," Touji replied before the
question was asked.
"Damn!" Kensuke muttered. "I was
hoping that it was some battle scar or something cool like that. 'Bird
bite?'"
As the otaku went on about the what's, why's, and
what could have been's behind an eye patch, Touji and Shinji decided
to put on a smile as they wondered what sort of present Misato would
be getting the boy. As for the raven-haired woman herself, she hoped
that whatever she chose, it would not involve any sharp objects, flammable
ingredients, or projectile properties. This scene went on for some
non-figured measure of time.
"But," Kensuke finished, "I suppose
it'll make it more difficult for the media to recognize you."
The three thought back to some of the news they
had seen on television involving Asuka Soryu Langley, Second Child
and pilot of the world's first production model EVA Unit Two. They
nodded together with a sense of bafflement on their minds.
"Let's go."
...
"Those who
nominate Shinji-kun to be the one who invites Rei, please raise your
hand." Misato finished by raising her own hand, while Touji did
the same with his. Aida had left them at the arcade where he met them.
This left Shinji, the only remaining passenger in the vehicle, feeling
somewhat cheated.
"But," he resisted, "but she probably
doesn't want to come."
"Who knows?" Misato countered. "No
one for sure until we ask. Besides," she winked into the rear
view mirror, "she might even have a present for someone."
"Yeah," Suzuhara agreed, nudging the grimacing
boy beside him for good measure.
"After all," Misato illuminated, "a
party is a good excuse to give someone special something special without
it seeming special." She looked into the rear view mirror, this
time at Touji. "Am I right, Suzuhara-kun?"
"Ah hah hah..." Touji replied uneasily.
Shinji, still only rather recently enlightened on
the subject of Touji's secret admirer (and unsure of it, due to Asuka's
rather ambiguous explanation), wondered for a moment who would be
giving what as far as Touji and the class representative went, if
at all.
"So, how about it, Shinji-kun?"
"But, I don't think she'll have any."
"Oh?" Misato persisted, "what makes
you so confident?"
"That's because..." Shinji began, stalling
for an answer, "that's because..."
"Hm?" Misato peeked in, leaning slightly
back in her seat for a reply.
"She's never asked for anything. It wouldn't
be right."
Touji grunted and leaned back lazily. "That
doesn't really mean anything," he grumbled in a half-felt annoyed
tone.
Shinji mumbled in an affirmative tone, and said
nothing more as they arrived home. What am I saying? he wondered.
...
"Have you
ever known what snow is like, Shinji-kun?"
"No," the boy admitted easily.
"It used to snow during the winter season,"
Misato mused, her listening focused on the cicadas in the broad daylight
outside the kitchen window. "The holiday season is different
than it used to be."
Shinji said nothing and wondered what Misato had
to say to him. She would not merely joke around if they were seated
at the dining table - a medium of casual lounging during the meals
that took place upon it, a conference desk otherwise. And the situation
now fell into the latter category.
Hikari was behind them, having volunteered to prepare
some food for the gathering. Shinji had helped for some time before
Misato had asked to have a short conversation with him.
"Shinji-kun," Misato said solemnly. "I
just wanted you to feel appreciated. Everyone is very thankful for
what you've put into your position."
"It's fine, Misato-san," Shinji answered
lightly. "I know."
"Shinji-kun," Misato began with a seriously
and perhaps even sad tone. "I thought about what you said today.
"About Rei," Misato explained before the
boy could ask. She leaned forward slightly, rolling her drink on the
can's bottom rim. "I think what you meant today was that Rei
has never asked for anything in return. Right?"
"Yes," Shinji replied with some hesitation,
knowing that what Misato had articulated was closer to what he had
meant on the trip home, but wondering if that was fully it, either.
Staring at his can of tea offered little aid towards figuring what
he meant as well.
"So, I think we owe her at least a little,"
Misato reasoned easily.
Was that it? Shinji wondered. Maybe. Nodding,
he stood to leave. Hikari had stopped in the middle of cutting a vegetable
and had listened in on the conversation, probably despite her efforts
otherwise. Shinji made no note of this, but merely tossed on a jacket
instead.
"Cheer up, Shin-ji-kun," Misato sang in
her normal playful tone. "Everyone should be happy during the
holidays." She gave him her most encouraging smile.
...
Around the door's
corner was Ayanami Rei, looking out to see who had come. Standing
outside, trying to find a compromise between looking back at those
deep jewels of crimson and being a rude intruder, was the commander's
son.
"Ikari-kun," she greeted.
Shinji realized quickly, as he had half-expected,
that Rei, having nothing to wear other than her school uniform, was
garbed in little more than a shirt and underwear. She was a conglomeration
of black and white from head to toe. So pale, she seemed, contrasted
against the darkness behind the door. Her eyes, on the other hand,
were brightly lit. "Ah, yes," he addressed in return.
"Are you alright?" she asked.
"Ah? Yes," he answered once he figured
out that she was referring to the eye patch he wore. Shinji would
realize a moment later how miserably out of place he sounded. Not
a good beginning to an invitation.
"Come in," she offered, opening the door
fully and heading back into the room. Shinji complied, but not without
a moment's pause. As the door opened fully before she turned to go,
the afternoon's light poured in, and in a heartbeat, Ayanami's persona
had been lit with an aura of acceptance, life, and luminescence. And
it was in this was that Shinji Ikari was welcomed inside. As he shuffled
off his shoes at the entrance, the sound of the stove lighting up
could clearly be heard.
Shinji decided to wait before getting to the point.
The room had yet to change. The walls were rotting
with mildew, and indoor lighting were desperately needed. Bandages
and blood littered a corner of the floor. Cold dust rendered the window
pale, which in turn transposed the room's only source of light into
a ghost tone of white. The construction outside sounded as if it would
not be completed in a lifetime. The interior of Ayanami's fridge was
probably the most inviting aspect of her entire living space. Perhaps,
he could offer to help her clean it some time. If he would, that was,
or if she would bother.
"Here," Rei suddenly offered, holding
out a warm cup of tea. Broken out of his line of thought, Shinji accepted
the cup uncertainly.
"What is it?" she asked as she lifted
her own cup.
"Oh," Shinji began, "I, or Misato,
or ... that is, everyone, everyone was wondering if you would like
to come to Misato's apartment ... to celebrate the holidays."
A brief moment of silence fell upon the room as
Shinji recounted how much easier he had thought this task would be
in theory than it actaully was in practice.
"I think," Shinji explained, "that
Misato has presents for everybody - she likes to do this stuff, and
Asuka probably as some, for some people, and..."
"I do not have any gifts," the pale girl
apprised to him, "for anyone."
"Oh," Shinji murmured, scratching the
back of his head slowly with his free hand. "I don't have any
... either," he thought aloud. He glanced to his side, and was
noticed immediately by a pair of dark red eyes.
"I ... I suppose I should be sorry for not
getting anyone any gifts," Shinji admitted with an effortful
note of laughter in his tone.
"Then," Ayanami calculated, "I am
sorry also."
For some reason, Shinji felt his something in his
stomach sicken at her words.
"Oh," he managed.
"What happened?" she asked.
"This?" Shinji replied, pointing to his
eye. "It was a cruel joke," he chuckled. "It will be
fine soon, even if it's a little inconvenient."
"I see," Rei replied evenly. "It
is good that it is only a slight injury."
"Oh ... yes," Shinji agreed, turning away
to stare at his tea. "Then..." Without anything more to
say, he simply nodded, put his cup down, and began to turn towards
the door.
She followed him so much as to open the door as
he shuffled on his shoes. The door screeched open slowly, ringing
sharply in Shinji's ear. Once the noise ended he let go of a breath
he could not before, his mind a twirl.
"Are you alright?" asked a calm voice.
She sounded just as she probably meant it - that is to say, professionally.
Though, her eyes might almost have whispered a hint of care.
"Yes," Shinji answered, nodding his head
so that he would not have to look at her as he exited.
The door creaked behind him as he walked. Inside,
the First Child focused her attention at her hand on the door's handle,
holding it down as the door swung shut. It did not. Instead, a hand
slammed the other side of the door and held it open.
Curious, Ayanami looked around the corner. It was
Shinji Ikari, peering back at her steadily, albeit not without some
exertion. Before Rei could ask, he answered.
"You shouldn't be sorry," he informed
her. "That is ... I mean ..." Despite his shaky tone, the
Third Child seemed rather calm when she could only see him with one
eye around the door, and only a slim half of him with that. He blinked
once, and then, in spite of the daunted expression he was probably
wearing, continued now in a more saguine tone. "No one,"
he said, "can ask for more."
With that, his eye shut, and he nodded firmly, or
bowed slightly. "Thank you, Ayanami-san."
With only a slit of view between the door and the
wall frame, Shinji could not see how Ayanami reacted. Most likely,
she did not react much at all, but he hoped, nonetheless. Her reply
then made anything he wished to see inessential, redundant.
"Oh," she breathed.
~fin
Author's note:
special thanks to Toh
Ee Loong, especially for pointing out a small but critical scratch
in the first draft.
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