 Cold
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I lay in my bed staring at my wall, as I feel a cold breath in my neck.
When I turn around there isn`t a soul there. As I stare into the mirror
I see my own lost soul. A lost soul that is slowly pulling me down in
the deep pit of depression. A place that has prison walls. No escape can
be made. I am stuck forever in this place.
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| For
Cari |
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The sky looking down on an ocean so blue. The stars
shine bright, high in the sky. The full moon smiles up on us, as we
stroll along the beach. Our hands united as one, never fading away. A
beauty of love, a love that is here forever to stay. As we walk into our
future, together as one. We gaze into eachother eyes. Both knowing that
together some day we`ll die. Even with that thought in our minds, we
smile. Knowing that till that day we will be together. And that day isn`t
going to be for a while.
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| Night
& Day |
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One day my life is full of light, and the next it is to dark for me to see.
I can`t see what I am heading for and what I have left behind. When it is
dark I feel so alone. It is like I am all alone on this world with no one
around. No one to share anything with, no one to talk to. But on my days
filled with light, I seem to have everyone around me. Laughing together,
joking together. It seems like the light can`t stay it is like day and
night. The day always gets overshadowed by the night. That is my life
night and day.
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| Depression |
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What am I doing? Am I gone mad? Everything is going wrong. A girl crying,
a boy upset. I am not sure anymore. Is this who I am? Or am not this jerk,
am I better then this? Who can tell, I know I can`t anymore. It is all so
dark I can`t find my way through anymore. It feels like a presure on my
chest, a weight on my shoulders. And I can`t seem to make them go away. I
am not rotten, I am just not who I am for real. I need to sort it out. I
have too. For everyone.
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| Future |
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Making plans, making a picture of what will come. Not there yet, but soon
to be. We dream of perfection, we dream you and me. It is like a movie, we
know the end. But we just have started. We don`t want to miss a thing. So
no fast forward. Not even a second of pausing. We are going, to what will
be. Just you and me.
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