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1:21 PM 8/31/2008, about 08:21 PM GMT web server time
Note: oocities.com/wheelifes will be the primary web page site now, with wheelife2005 being a mirror site updated infrequently.
wheelife2000sh was set up because I worried when they suspended my license a while for a useless health check; password stopped working while at an 0range county library; no access to blogwheel2006 either. happens.html is the current blog file again (with its partner for overflow comments, park2.html).
The history is that in 2006, I tried using a separate geocities account at "blogwheel2006" for the blog but lost password access to it, so then replaced it by adding another file, happens06.html within wheelife2005 for new remarks. And it got too big with time, so I pushed older years into happensArchive.html and some long sections into park2.html. The mirror/copy site "wheelife2000sh" was created, and something happened to the password, and now "wheelifes" is set up as the most active site, with "wheelife2005" a mirror site.
Starting to do zip file/crc's again; did not on previous files for July 16, June 20 saved as park2Jy16.html, happens06Jy15.html, park2J20.html; June 05 are saved as J5park2.html, J5happens06.html, J5checkpt2.zip
Gremlins on word access, add counts later. Put blog sections before this year in happensArchive.html.
wheelife2005 will be the main (most edited) set of pages now. Email is checked very non-frequently. Many times I have seen strangers who look like characters from movies, like the white bearded guy in the Matr1x 2 + 3, but since my life does not resemble any movie role very much, nor do I look very much like any movie character, it does not seem something that should mean very much. Got through the S.1.O. c0urt thing with short summary pr0bat1on + charges dropped. Long delay getting a copy of the p1ea bargain I signed; not given one at the time. Put up with hassles with 0range County c0urt, but 1 traffic problem was reduced to an 1nfraction without points. See "new section here" for comments about that. This is a (long) page with more theories/comments on life, sociology called park2.html which says more about some ideas or differently; it was way past time to take this out of the blog file; happensArchive.html now has previous years blog/events from happens.html. Editing copy may be at park2ed.html (copies at wheelifes, wheelife2005, but links go to wheelifes). 'Quiz' questions added to "wake up to reality" segment, for those who dare read that.
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(446,487 bytes/local file, MS Word 2007 count: 71409 words, 352198 characters, 423970 with spaces).
(! Other place's MS Word 2003 (version 11.8125.8122 SP2 vs. 11.6359.6360 SP1, both .5k/sector) says 285,152 vs 000,000 bytes, 45023 vs 00000 words, 224713 vs 000000 char, 270024 vs 000000 char+spaces... counts differ!) And Geocities adds header/trailer/ads. Note that Word's byte count, as local file, is less if reading the web html, which varies with ad stuff (244,882 vs 246,214 bytes for example), but word/character counts are the same. There is local vs. web server time too, web time on THIS file is given over at happens.html. There is a winzip archive checkpt2.zip to compare with this page. It has a password protected copy & no password copy.
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View & copy the page source without server additions, the same method as in the web page copies I have linked to. There are no html comments or java in this page, or partial or useless html phrases; just a few spaces to indent html. But the software/hardware may have tricks in it! (Ads put a bottom pop-under window now; a browser system like a library calnet blocks out the ads unless login authorized. I usually make nothing I call grammar or writing errors! I use 'or', not 'and'.
Names or key words are typed in with some numbers or (-1) inserts on purpose, swap 1 for L or I; swap 0 for o; sKy/sKies: swap p for K; sKypawn: remove pawn + do swap; sp1es: swap i for 1; mostly swap 'us' to upper case). Tips on word changes will appear when you put the mouse over the word. Clicking the word link takes you to this note, clicking the BACK button switches back to the place before. When Explorer first opens, it will need to wake up about mouse titles... I find clicking the right mouse button anywhere, or selecting something like the target word, or selecting a browser menu, will work to wake up mouse titles. (? All writing is copyrighted by the way).
These are more theories/comments on life or sociology, called park2.html; The newer blog pages are at wheelifes/happens.html (older one is at wheelife2005). It is split into this page and a funny page now:
* blog page happens.html
* Web page with funny view of this at humor.html
* Old blog page at happens.html
* Main web page at index.html
I just do thinking, the real source of inspiration is elsewhere. I warn you seriously, it is very likely a more dangerous threat to anyone who tries to hunt them, than I or you imagine. You can end up feeling like your soul is turning to waste, your life turning into deep tragedy. How are you going to find someone with a connection to freedom of mind, etc. Can not see me if I am in jai1. Besides, I doubt another one like me can be found. I also doubt life will be so forgiving as to give you another chance. Sometimes it is very weird not finding things, misplacing them, etc. Little bit of pain, (ouch,) many times not too bad for me. A warning for you watching me, maybe, you think? Well, you do not think you are really vested with what would be the powers of g0d, do you? I also would not want to pretend to be me for very long - all the tricks, annoying tests I seem to be put through.
(This highlighted section will get moved down + split/merged sometime later) What I am revealing on these web pages has been done quite gently to help bring about changes in attitude or behavior. There is almost no chance any of you can plan anything similar. Life so far is still a pathetic comical tragedy. When will they start to find ways to turn it into a humorous celebration of life?!! It is a challenge for those with power: can they accomplish this turn in behavior? Look at 1raq or Afghan1stan: here supposedly stronger powers try to make changes using brute force and indiscriminate kil1ing to punish opposition: washingtonpost.com/wp-dyn/content/article/2007/09/22/AR2007092200429.html
japantoday.com/jp/news/419780. Backwards as always, many really do feel a delusion that injuring someone or some living thing is an achievement when really it is hard to keep them from being hurt; there are so many ways they can be. Those who help cause traffic delays, help trap people/animals, are doing something only as (simply) clever as animals which hunt. Who/whatever organizes this continues to have a disgusting attitude unworthy of life. I usually try to use force reduction, while these others talk about trying to achieve the opposite. There are too many with wrong attitudes who support things like toll road/booth slowdown traffic jam which waste life for everyone else. Ch(-1)urches, jai1s, f1re stations get hit by tornadoes - so far, if I read about them (noted in happens.html), there is only property damage, almost never injuries or someone dy1ng. But the emergency f1rst resp0nders (f1re, med1cal, t0w truck, c0ps, etc) or 1aw here support or cause much injury or dy1ng. When someone is driven crazy to do vio1ence by these exper1menters, and then they kil1 the animal or biped, it is surely to hide the truth, and they cause a large part of other kil1ings or problems:
nctimes.com/articles/2008/03/10/news/top_stories/22_35_383_9_08.txt
...They drank, argued, C0sta Mesa c0p kil1s man, many different stories about it. C0p runs over several bicyclists (3/09/2008)...
mercurynews.com/ci_8519919
There is a big penalty for hurting or stealing from higher authority. They are also delaying or refusing to clear explanations that they should behave ethically towards life. Well, this year is on a record-breaking tornado rate, so they should look at those costs and rethink a disgraceful system. Tickets have no direct relationship to accidents or safe driving, but they are driven by profit, petty emotion, or po1itics, with much lies too: "... on track to break record for tornadoes" news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20080528/ap_on_re_us/tornadoes
One of the biggest lessons from my experience is that any living thing can be important, no matter how small it seems. ...There is much to ponder or generalize about that. They protect their pathetic scientific advances of the hour from others, yet living things, with vastly more important secrets, they treat as unimportant trash. Returning to the topic that any living thing can be important, here is a key implication: Failure to behave with respect, care, or courtesy for someone, or some animal, etc. may bring the anger of someone powerful upon you. If one does not deduce this point, as well as other generalizations from the previous sentence, then conclude that the ability to analyze or generalize is seriously inadequate. A bad situation that means one should be very very careful. Do not expect it to be easy to figure out which ones are important, that is not how something like that works. (Sex w0rker is a term for wh0re which has less artificial degrading emotional judgements attached) G0vernor E.S. resigns, ex-g0vernment 1awyer, hired expensive sex w0rker (but I wonder how much she actually gets out of the whole fee) groups about human r1ghts, fore1gners, sex feel betrayed, is there going to be anything discussed or done to prevent this or worse acts (and groups usually fail to fix their own problems), in the future is the question:
nysun.com/article/72640, nytimes.com/2008/03/12/nyregion/12prostitute.html
nytimes.com/2008/03/16/opinion/16kristof.html
chicagotribune.com/news/nationworld/sns-ap-sex-and-politics,1,2705884.story
...lots of chasing "temptations of the flesh" (sex) at cap1tols. 2 reports on cheap and greedy side of the dr(-1)ug/sex business which is tolerated by social systems, keeps bipeds poor, causes s1avery: San Mate0 County T1mes, CA 4/18/2008, "1awmakers want top c0ps held accountable", insidebayarea.com/ci_8970374: (high sex prices, s1avery, threats, bad working conditions). "The Op1um Brides of Afg." 03/29/2008; newsweek.com/id/129577/output/print: Farm debts owed unpaid if raids destroy crops, families are tracked down even when they run away like sp1es can do, threats force girls to be sold cheaply for $2000 in debt to be "wives" (servants + sex): much less than a car or weapon which does not understand what I say or is not fun to cuddle. Money problems or crisis have been used for a very long time to pressure others so they yield to being taken advantage of. The dr(-1)ug business, etc charge so much and f1nes by the 1aw cost a lot too, yet they are so cheap to poor people they use. When an activity is made i1legal, or the c0ps seem to be bad, problems are not reported, so they are now easy targets and sleazy ones can get away with even more vicious cr1me. Evi1 wins when it gets 1aws made which cause much more unethical cr1me by suppressing reports. It turns out to be a (silly) mistake which turns out to cause more bad cr1mes, so they should fix it as quickly as possible to turn things good. If there are nasty rough groups taking over areas, then they must join one to protect themselves when they feel the 1aw is no help or so many bosses cheat them. There are constant attempts to add more severe rules. To repeat this point, it is publicly not announced, but I am very sure that there are things which cause mental malfunctions of all types, including driving or operating things the wrong way. We have lots of experience with alcohol - NORMALLY it does not make anyone start doing things switched backwards, etc, OTHER things probably do that, and the alcohol is used as a c0verup. Besides, it would be just the thing tricky sp1es would do, add controls to power steering + engine controls so they can set victims up for crashes or tickets. I have noticed my car acting unusually. And in Brave New Wor1d, they described how popular the use of something to encourage easy sex + pleasure would be; now a similar thing is very popular in the expensive trade. Guys would do anything to get sex. But the ones that work the way they want are probably se(-1)crets used by sp1es.
It is very annoying to be forced to put through exper1ments, almost always. Anyone who is part of the (use of) psych01ogy, 1egal system (which uses those in jai1s for tests), faith (which uses psych01ogy tricks), or med1cine is responsible for being a part of such a system. Either be blamed as part of it, or they must try to change it to a more decent kind system for the people or living things being tested. My recent eye checkup says signs of bleeding damage show up, though my vision is good, meaning it has been amazing about withstanding or repairing the constant damage I think is inflicted. (The system is creating such hassles for me about supposed safety and car damage issues, yet the issue of damage to my eyes, me, etc is something it does not bring up on its own. It was just like my camp stove was stolen, not being able to find it, even if I found it in June in a bag near a door a few years later. Anything that uses fuel emits chemicals, by the way...) No friends to visit in southern Ca1, no companions, they keep dangling sexual attraction/tests, I guess. I blame it on the obnoxious paparrazi-like sKies harassment, arriving when I do, staring or peeking or other suspicious things, or causing it. Very annoying in traffic. Periodic/frequent intimidations of some sort, like just now, by white guy this time with ugly attitude. They are truly the most twisted anti-social ones. It is all such a repulsive ugly psychic oppress1on. (I also find their acts, ideas seem unoriginal, taken from others; they copy or refer to ideas from movies done by others, etc; probably they always copy for their repulsive manipulation) And how many of you are sent to other places to harm or harass others who you know nothing or very little about?! Letting yourself be used like a dumb dog! This is wrong and irresponsible.
The next reports ask what is wrong in cultures where scanda1s happen too often with terrible things being done to people, and how those with responsibility, or neighbors, can fail to detect or report them: ("Austr1a fears for its image in 1ncest case fall-out", a few sources): monstersandcritics.com/news/europe/features/article_1402954.php; timesonline.co.uk/tol/life_and_style/women/the_way_we_live/article3834569.ece There are many things wrong about our nations or how we approach the way we live. There is much evil sleaze everywhere, s1avery always tries to grow in some form, and the system must beware being twisted to help evil.
We are not looking to choose a leader based on who likes to cause traffic jams, something any evil moron can do, ruin the environment, or harm life (a simple stunt like damaging a pc). We want to choose one based on who can bring better technology advance, which the advanced nations brag or claim they can. The contest should not be held about who is luckiest with the sneaky po1son or knife in the back, but who is smartest with science and whose ethics can be trusted, but thugs try to win with betrayal and vio1ence. It should be like a math/science contest, sKy skill contest, so it should be secret, but then how do we know if they really solved it or just got passed a stolen solution instead, etc. There is also the big issue of who knows what to do when faced with invaders with better technology. (The environment would be very nasty if all the things in it were as lethally predatory as possible. The brutal truth is that bipeds with a smug superior attitude would be disposed or replaced quickly if that was the case. That is the reason not to let thugs win the selection nor to be heroes.) What are the qualities to look for in leaders: selfishness, greed, c0rrupt1on/br1bery, foolishness, unenlightenment, bias, sexism, rac1sm, irrationality are not what one wants... but most of the time it seems to be a race to choose bad leaders. A greedy and cheap attitude towards others has infected too many who lead. It seems like this is really what the "(ne0)-c0nservat1ves" are about. Look at the bad choice the R. party made for leadership, choosing one from the greedy side of the fuel business, so prices have gone up, etc. They are still trying to get rid of ecology protection. They make big profits, but were charging for air or water which costs very little except in deserts. A businessman which does not view customers in a friendly way, but se(-1)cretly prefers most others to be sheep or s1aves if possible. Fuel prices should be raised in a revenue-neutral way, with other costs reduced to offset them. Instead, inflation distorts prices and the poor suffer with anger about higher prices for many essential things. I do not believe claims about the fall in the dollar currency value (the punishment for loss of credibility). It has been the world "reserve currency", it has controlled world financial/currency markets for a long time. Exchange rate changes have probably been used as a tool, this situation has been caused again by someone on purpose; (search on: influence 1nternational currency dollar standard etc) "Choose Your Weap0n: Trade Po1icy, Exchange Rates, ..." allacademic.com/meta/p209631_index.html ("The case for a g1obal currency", 1nternational Hera1d Tr1bune): iht.com/articles/2006/08/03/opinion/edwade.php
Estimates cite huge waste of natural gas, puts carbon into air, worth 40 or more billion. With huge profits and years of big tax breaks, the fuel companies have yet to build things to save this resource, pushing to get more areas to drill in. earth2tech.com/2008/08/15/synfuels-converts-natural-gas-to-gasoline-to-cash/ www.spiegel.de/international/world/0,1518,504511,00.html "Democ's drying up oi1 industry tax breaks:" articles.latimes.com/2007/jan/17/nation/na-energy17
They raised prices a lot when some tax rebates first started going out, while many have yet to receive theirs even now, and blame others as usual ("McCa1n ad blames 0bama for high gas prices" news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20080721/ap_on_el_pr/mccain_adwatch_1). It hurts businesses or economies a lot, once again putting people in desperate money trouble, and I bet they are emotionally squeezed to do unpleasant or unethical things. It hurts tourism, more of the travelers are those sent on sKy purposes. Campgrounds are more affordable, but on the west coast, most are right next to noisy roads or far from town. And (traffic) courts make people like me appear, waste gas; when will they provide more ways to reduce driving, or answer phones quickly, some of them. Powerful old (men) really run states - they should be mature by that stage, so why is mean exp1oitational sexual trade and destructive unethical dr(ug) trade everywhere, why do they permit so many cr1minal gangs to exist? They profit from traffic jams too caused as they work on ways to trick us in traffic; they probably cause it to be done and it shows their unfriendly attitude (1aw wastes time/money like that too). Tickets, accidents force people to buy from independent 1nsurance companies, who profit with huge rates costing many times normal. I hear that Pr0gress1ve is about the only choice in the west, but there is a pool of them that handles those who get put into a category with lots of tickets. The un-enlightened "(ne0)-c0nservat1ve" attitude is really to seek to increase the old feudal servant system even more, for an ever smaller privileged powerful few, probably. They are creating a rotten image for this large nation, that it is a bully which has no integrity, no conscience, is cheap, cruel, oppressive, loves s1avery, and deep down, is run by those with a destructive thug attitude which lacks class and enlightenment. It should be bringing enlightenment, advances, better lives especially for te poor, bringing better balance, freedom and peace to the world. "Sen. Repub1icans block windfall taxes on Big Oi1" news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20080611/ap_on_go_co/congress_oil_profits It is dragging down economy, despite the spending caused by all the weather disasters, f1ghting, f1res, and the low do1lar helping exports of uncompetitive products. Oi1 is priced in dollars, so it does not "need" to go up in price, they refuse to let it get cheaper in non-dollar terms or make up for other costs apparently. We use less (reduce demand), add supplies like those in I. which has been taken over, but they raise prices even more, like certain other types of products. They do not seem to be spending extra profits or boosting this economy. ...apartment rents seemed to go up a lot as house prices did, do not fall very much. They are not doing many things to conserve fuel either, stop signs are not removed in places like Berke1ey to smooth traffic flow, allowing more u-turns, still building black roofs/roads/cars, etc. The road building crews are part of this, some make manipulative expressions, one jam somehow stopped me right next to a smelly parked car fume. (Their design ability shows in road quality which degrades pathetically; they can not build life but want to trick us to exp1oit us, abuse us, with their acts, etc.) R's may say they will keep taxes lower, but fuel companies run the nation now, and those costs, along with tickets etc for drinking, driving, etc have gone up a lot in the last ten years of their rule. Cars, chem1stry, and pest1cides are closely linked; in turn linked to 1nsurance, which would want to monitor threats as much as possible. Manufacturers already use contractors to shed blame for bad work situations; the way fuel setup is split up may likely be the same thing. Hard to imagine little desert nations with their technology bought from western nations have somehow got the leverage on them.
Many of the rich cheat the poor to get even richer; it seems to be part of the goal even though so many scientific advances could be used to benefit everyone. And the miracles of life we see involve huge numbers of further accomplishments with molecules. Women and other colors are especially targeted, they try to create a false image of equa1ity or niceness, but want to find ways to control them and use them as absolutely as possible. They will inflict any level of pain, mental or otherwise, as shown by the promotion of frivolous p1astic surgery for profit and image. They will try to use sensitive feelings, about flaws etc, and use them in cruel ways. There is absolutely a cruel systematic scheme in action, so good people have to keep cynical psycho1ogical armor on all the time! Meanwhile, very few in authority show enough real shame or sensitivity about the flaws in their soc1ety or system. The "real" (not the fake) ordinary people do not decide what their nation does; they can not even get traffic flaws fixed or abort1on allowed. 6/12 Saw McC. repeat his saying on CN(-1)N that gvmt. spends like a drunken sailor, "promises" to fight waste + c0rrupt1on, apologizes for the analogy. Il. is supposed to be full of c0rruption too. (It is weird that promises are made in public print or tv, then they get away with breaking them later): election.newsmax.com/mccain_sailor.html cnn.com/2003/ALLPOLITICS/11/30/mccain.bashes.bush.ap/ jasonrosenberg.wordpress.com/2007/05/02/mccains-drunken-sailor/ Drought in S. E.: "S0uthern water providers raise rates despite conservation" news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20080526/ap_on_bi_ge/conservation_penalty_2 They feel no duty to protect the world or ecology; they have a deadly instinct to do the opposite. It just shows the dire lack of better choices of places or product sources that anyone still lives here or buys products from here. We should value our ability to decide things ourselves, to evaluate with a ethical view, to cooperate or share! Friends share little things like water freely. They crave love also - there are so many sex scanda1s; love is about a free gift or sharing caring, friendship, pleasure, etc, yet they fail to appreciate this and extend it to other parts of life, they are so greedy and cheap. Like sex and the "I love you" trick act (pretense); they say what they think others want to hear about unity, fairness, ethics, etc. For example, the chief here just said on 5/15/08 something that may sound like unity to someone hoping for help, but literally says nothing, even less than an I love you line: "when you confront terr0r and evil, ...(this nation)... stands with you": mcclatchydc.com/election2008/v-print/story/37166.html.
But there is this report on how the nation abandons those helping it in I.: Many in I. have been t0rtured, rap(-1)ed, ma1med for working with the c0nquer1ng 1nvaders, who are not doing much to move them to safety or protect them. In the broadcast, 1 guy said he was told his job would just be given to someone else in a while if he was not back soon enough. cbsnews.com/stories/2007/03/09/60minutes/printable2554125.shtml
(Do a search for save I. trans1ators or workers; one can reasonably question if the whole truth or story is told, but the point may be to discuss what happened at other times or situations.) It is a very likely risk that those taking over think local helpers are disposable or want to get rid of as many locals as possible. They do not want to rescue them and bring them here to live, they want to eject i1legal imm1grant (m1norities), they got rid of Ch. workers who built tra1n tracks with vio1ence, they sent some ex-s1aves to 1iberia. Many of them must start remembering the principles of freedom and tolerance in their own national documents, phrases like this will be a "land of the free", make their states worthy of their descriptions like the "miracle mile" (I rate S. Ca1if. as a C+, up from a D, on a scale of A-F, Berkeley went from D- to C- for me. This state has deliberate bad traffic to test how to manipulate us, especially 1A, maybe the cap1tol too... it is nearest to As1a + S. Amer1ca; New Y0rk does that with st0cks as the financial center... and is nearest Eur0pe, T is the home of the recent national leadership, nearest S. Amer1ca too, but must be interested in the whole world and the fuel). Even the fighting forces are at risk, with many "su1cides" for ex-so1diers: news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20080508/ap_on_go_ca_st_pe/veterans_suicide_q_a_4
Wondering how good, how ready the staff is, or how much to trust them (not to do exper1ments or eliminate someone)? 1950 Fe_res doctr1ne, supre. court decision says active mi1itary can not sue for med1cal errors (ma1practice): latimes.com/news/science/la-na-feres20apr20,1,2818080.story%3ftrack=rss
F. a_gents raid office protecting whist1eblowers (those who report bad behavior or problems in their group), many news reports say the "office of special c0unse1" head, Scott B1och, ignores hundreds of cases or even tries to punish those who report, just takes on a few cases: news.yahoo.com/s/afp/20080506/pl_afp/usjusticefbicorruption_080506181710 commondreams.org/news2005/1222-03.htm There is something deeply wrong, they try to disconnect self-checks so that they do anything dishonest that they want. Look at the permissive 1aws passed now for monitoring soc1ety. This is the pattern, they want to disconnect our own consciences too. This is what they are doing to c0ps, the kind of sneaky dishonest system they want them to force on us, the kind they are using in other places. In the nation of M next door, or other places, they ki1l people in authority and many others (right next to this nation, can there be some influence?) to control the business of selling things that disrupt the mind: latimes.com/news/printedition/asection/la-fg-mexarmy3-2008jun03,0,7051683.story As a profession or business behaves badly and gets a bad image, it gets harder to get recruit good quality, so unworthy/cr1minal/untalented types start getting into it. It is a self-reinforcing feedback cycle where the bad or evil wins, unless there is a constant serious effort to keep ethical good behavior. The 1egal system, etc. has slipped badly with this. They also set up a path to taking homes or property away legally at will. Ke1o v. City of New 1ondon, 2005, at the highest level, they say property can be taken "legally" by government "em1nent doma1n" and sold to a private developer (I have heard of times when land is taken away for low prices): "Just1ces Uphold Taking Property for Development", nytimes.com/2005/06/24/politics/24scotus.html The have redefined ownership to meaning nothing, except liability, as of 2005. If someone wants to start a massive world economic disaster, just br1be some places to take some useful land away, spread the news, and watch property prices crash, then the economy. There is no credibility, no sincerity to what authority says; it has to be rebuilt from destruction. They use hypocr1sy, attacks based on fairness, just1ce, ethics, niceness or social duty but they cheat in such bad ways. No wonder they are so vindictive about hiding who they are, because when the hypocr1sy eventually reveals itself, it causes such massive anger. It is pretty sure that the common perception of those sp1es at work on fore1gn 0perat1ons is, probably correct, among those who have a better idea of what they do, that they do unethical sleazy dirty tricks, even if they project a "moral image" (B0urne; A1ias; La Femme N1kita series, latest Cas1no Roya1e movie, E1ger Sanct1on book, etc). (Ads on important shows thinking about life, like Batt1estar, seem to often be placed not by the few who might be trustworthy but by those who guilty of problems but maybe trying to improve somewhat, like Santa Barb(ara) promoted as a honeymoon spot in A1ias, burgers on some sci-fi shows, etc) Many consumer products were moved to fore1gn factories under the influence of the fore1gn 0ps, then this place chose a leader from such 0ps. Sleaze and cheating has spread throughout authority and business now. They use tickets, fines to raise money - they should get rid of taxes totally and just raise money by fining all the sleazy cheaters which are spread throughout authority and business... impartially or fairly. Or stop using fines as an unpleasant way to raise money, which also wastes our time, and impose the entire tax publicly. These orcs may be free to join the unworthy forces of evil 0ppress1on, if they are so undeserving of intelligent life then they are free to find out what living in evil unworthiness is like.
The claims they want to help may well mean the opposite: they want to get their internat1onal "f1rst resp0nders", aid "ag_ency" workers, into M so much they threaten them with cr1me. There must be something valuable there; they wait years as millions died in afr1ca, etc; "leaders have accused Bur. (Myan.) of a crime against humanity": news.yahoo.com/s/csm/20080521/wl_csm/ohumanity
Or is it that they see servants of some warped value to them, or the loss of those who can help consume or destroy this world?! The ecosystem benefits by the population loss, unfortunately almost no biped can do much to create a net benefit to life. Seasons 3-5 of A1ias showed the villain running an aid group, saying he had changed to a good person, but ends trying to destroy.
If what you read on these web pages bothers you emotionally, if you feel pain or anger, maybe, ask yourself why and think deeply about it. Very likely, there is/was a situation or problem that is emotionally sensitive, personally. After feeling my "soul was turned to waste", I do not know how, but my psyche has been saved from the bleak wasteland I was suffering through, often feeling bad effects on my mind after odd smells or eating, drinking (effect, not sure of cause). I am a counter example for some things, like that one without a pack of tough allies is prey for these greedy cruel packs of sp1es. Or that one must give in and serve evi1 hypocrisy. I blame sp1es for forcing friends away so I do not find any quality friends in this land. There must be some power(s) helping the good, those who value, appreciate, and help life, live ethically. My mind feels free, I think clearly. Many kinds of things continue to improve for me as I add to these web pages. Read alertly to note the rare times when I do not cite scientific sources or explain logical reasoning for opinions, or assert facts or reasons without citing sources. It is done when it is too hard to prove or document, or too se(-1)cret. Little doubt others wish to stay hidden but get me to say these things. I find some changes to words/phrases - but I will say it the way I say it, if they are not going to be brave enough to do it themselves and instead let me be frequently inflicted with nasty behavior, trouble, or lies by jerks. There are so many things to ponder about the way life is here, so many problems, trickery, hidden cheating, hypocrisy, disregard for the mirac1e or worth of life. There is definitely much about soc1eties or life here that feels wrong. A lot of beings are put through pain, suffering, or losing life, every minute, but I see signs that help is being delayed, it is discussed slowly; that happens when payment is based on time or someone profits from delay.
I am adding a lot more to this discussion, which means now that those ideas are released, and can not be claimed as original ideas or beliefs (by anyone who has gotten them from here directly or indirectly). I hope it helps us advance to a more worthy way of life, but it also raises the threshold or makes it that much harder to prove beliefs worthy of existence, of life.
Rapid science advances, especially electronics, have been the biggest factor in life for recent generations, and probably for the near future. Such changes have been applied to almost every type of machine or business, causing huge changes in soc1eties, making big cities possible. The understanding of the world, universe, and life here is vastly different now. There is much more to wonder at, and appreciate, about the magnificent complexity or b1ochem1cal machinery at work in all types of life forms here. It is also very clear to scientists how life forms have been vastly under-appreciated, under-valued, wasted, or mistreated by most of us in our soc1eties. The engineering accomplishments of our soc1eties are quite humble, compared to the wonder of living mechanisms. The ecology of the world has been a victim of our somewhat smart progress in science. There is quite a lot of damage or pain inflicted on the living world, with our help, to atone for. Pollution falls everywhere, on the most remote areas, too. Beating baby seals to death for fur, hunting smart beings like whales for meat, or elephants for ivory, etc, are horrid disgraces that should have been stopped long ago. There is no ethical reason for advanced industrial nations to permit this. A nation unable to prevent causing forest f1res, nor to figure out how to put them out, over-estimates how much it has achieved. Plastic trash is said to float and concentrate in oceans; claims vary from huge to continent-sized heaps. They say there is no satel1ite photo to support this because the stuff is just under the surface. Tangles or chokes life. We lack practical ways of cleaning it up without also harming water life: another simple problem that has not been solved here. When trying to fix this I think saving forests is more important than reducing plastic use, paper is very heavy (wastes fuel), while glass is also dangerous after it breaks. Do a web search for Eastern or "Pacific Garbage Patch" or gyre:
sfgate.com/cgi-bin/article.cgi?file=/c/a/2007/10/30/MNT5T1NER.DTL
mindfully.org/Plastic/Ocean/Moore-Trashed-PacificNov03.htm
treehugger.com/files/2008/02/great_pacific_garbage_patch.php
Leaf blowers are another sign of a noisy inept stupid solution.
Life is not to be taken for granted - merely maintaining it requires much constant effort, on microscopic scales or on the level of chores on the personal or social level. Everyone who can, who gains some power or influence in life, should think what their contribution to life will be, what meaning their lives should have. Will it just be that they were a part of the ignorant or greedy destruction of other life? Many species are almost gone - only a few are left, only a few of the genes. Life will not give you a second chance to see them! Many bipeds will be flunked for stupidity if they keep wasting such miraculous life forms this way! The losses are permanent. Ecology is the life support system for our world. Studying ecosystems teaches that life stabilizes its environment... the destruction (w(-1)ar of ignorance) which soc1ety now inflicts on ecology, plus pollution, probably leads to wilder weather swings. Living things are admired, used as ad symbols, team symbols, popular media, childrens books. It is very, very wrong to let them disappear - the world would be bleak without them. A life should include a noble achievement in the inter-dependent accomplishment of life, or at least an effort towards that. This is the time when all of us have a chance to change things to be much better than all our previous history, to create a soc1ety which provides fairness and fulfilling lives, especially with e1ections here arriving soon. Motherhood is something every nation honors, the way women are taken advantage of or cheated definitely is wrong. Similarly for other living things: if houses, computers, or belongings of fishers, hunters, or 1oggers are taken for free to make scrap or decorations (like bone carvings), it would be the same kind of absurd small social-scientific-economic profit which they scrape out (often cruelly, too).
I used to think this was a nice, great, nation, but that changed after realizing how many tricks they play with my life or others, and seeing how the undocumented or poor are exp1oited, life is wasted, and seeing so many problems in g0vernment/1aw. Nasty and mean things were done to me after they forced me into hosp1tals or jai1s under false excuses; big fines (ripoffs!). It needs to steer back towards the good. One sees what a mess the world is when one read news stories, or web pages like these, etc. The level of public disagreement or criticism allowed to others, and the media, deserves compliment. But these are just words or acts, and the media says many things indirectly, (which I am sure means that many will not understand the hints, whose thinking is being made unclear or dazed about or life), or avoids honest criticism, especially discussion of shocking truths about reality and our ignorance assumptions about it, which leads me to also limit this discussion. It is almost always a sure sign of wrongs, of hiding bad behavior, when anyone is not allowed to complain freely in public, especially if they are pr1soners. Bad things can, often are, done when identity is hidden so there is no accountability or tracing. If members are not free to move around the nation, world, etc, then it is also likely they are pr1soners being mistreated. But all this conflict and attacks by sp1es causes less advanced places to respond by restricting travel, so that others can not find better places to live or work. Things for monitoring soc1ety have advanced exponentially in capability, so why has safety not improved that much, why is crime such a problem!? How can there be so many problems in the system!? F. state's pr1son system soaked with workers who can not be trusted, problems in Mar. "Pr1son c0rrupt1on cited" 3/5/2008: cnn.com/2008/CRIME/02/11/prison.boss/index.html baltimoresun.com/news/local/bal-md.mcguinn05mar05,0,3298715.story "Po1ice c0rrupt1on spreading, pr1son statistics show" 6/13/98, 1A T1mes: copy at angelfire.com/ny2/bluewall/link9.html "Off1cer Herr_era Goes Public, 1ndicted Ch1cago Po1ice Off1cer Tells...": cbsnews.com/stories/2008/05/30/60minutes/main4139413.shtml chicagotribune.com/news/chi-ap-il-chicagopolicecorr,0,4258964.story
In fact, I wonder if any off1cials do have advanced monitoring technology. There have been too many hassles getting license updates, etc, with the reason being to verify identity or ownership, yet each time they are just demanding more ridiculously unreliable letters or papers. Or the opposite is, they make faces like they "know everything about it" but say nothing, so they may just be bluffing. I suspect some hidden non-governmental group(s) (like in A1ias) has the advanced information access, and decides whatever it wants, the way it wants, often unfairly or falsely.
Things to increase our production have advanced much too, so why is the standard of living for most of us so low!? Everyone seems to be in need of more money, yet there is so much waste of money... on pr1sons, road or real estate, st0ck or business losses, etc. (Everything seems to be set up so everyone finds they have to satisfy other powerful groups which demand that the unfair cheating continue. I came to the same evaluations as the end of a book on the (f)laws: that it was for profit, that the easier-to-overlook tickets which affect the most people can be where the system is eroded and ruined, that the j(-1)udges may start with ideals but find that to get re-elected/appointed they must please those running the po1ice "un1on" (or e1ection system).) Besides things which can absorb and lock massive wealth, like huge often-rising real estate costs or st0cks, it seems there may even be destruction of wealth via st0ck or business losses, via fighting, disease costs, f1res, etc, where money invested is utterly destroyed and not shifted to another entity. Features (in/or) machines are made to handle issues just in case possible problems happen; it is fine if they never have to take action, and they do not have the desires that the living do. In contrast, society gives us, maybe especially those controlling society, desires for what their culture says is wealth, success, or happiness, at that stage of achievement. And all these f1rst resp0nders want some frequent action, which requires victims or losses for others. It is so annoying that I have to say many of the things on these web pages, when others should figure them out and stop this mistreatment of life and soc1ety. The best way to say it is comically, it seems. Life has cursed us: many of the ones in power do not seem to know what the real truth about life is; it seems like incompetence is the qualification for most important jobs; that leaders are selecting the most naive c0n men; or picking silly idiots to protect ecology or soc1ety! Back to a serious tone... Vot1ng may be rigged, but we can really affect things by how we spend our money. Choose what kind of business ethics, care for customer/worker/ecology that you support, c0ps or soc1ety, by where, what, or from who you buy. I think the week before vot1ng, taxes are due, 1abor day, maybe even the big christmas holiday are good times for everyone to send a message by their spending. Remember, hope is to trick suckers to wait in surrender; actions count, test and measure them, think and prepare.
Consciously, maybe most not so, many here are betraying the world, helping destroy it. It is absolutely amazing how little they appreciate life, how they ignore the information loss or the pain being caused! On the main web page I said one should be sure of victory before starting a f1ght. But these messed up parts of soc1ety started problems with me, forcing me to f1ght back, even though I am "in over my head" against unknown opponents who are better equipped. But all or most of us here face problems we do not fully understand: we are not sure how our bodies function or other life forms, we are mistreated or cheated in many unfair ways, so we need to defend the worth of our own lives. My response is almost entirely just a statement of fact or thought, while those who use power mostly harm, force, stea1, or injure others.
Even though I try to tell those who rule that their plans may bring a tragic curse for them or their land, bring the result that their ruling circle of allies will fall and crumble into despair, covered by horror or total destruction, still they may follow their internal drives to their tragic end. I have no liking to see tragedies, but power attracts intense forces for vengeance which are determined to cause tragedies. Stubborn rules or fear to show weakness or emotional softness may force ru1ers down the path to tragedy; or a wicked scheme based on the belief that it is enough to prevent any downfall or misfortune (instead of changing the path of action and attitude,) may turn out to fail, with luck turning to be more clever than they are. Feelings may be created which overwhelm self control, driving them to do things which prevent or oppose attempts to seek peace. It does seem to me like the path to many tragedies has begun, that we are on the brink of disaster and that a huge effort to change may yet save things. Wait much longer, and it may be too late: too little, too late!
Another year and still almost no progress towards foods, restaurants becoming guilt-less, as in not harming life. If the R's win the v0te, will nothing change, will it still be as bad? If the woman wins, does nothing change still, will it be like when her husband won? Women never really get power here; more bl. men CEO's than women, it seems. A bl. man may beat the woman this year in the big race. If either one wins, it is a sign that they were chosen to stop prejud1ce (not that it has helped bl. people or women in other nations much so far, in fact, R's gave a bl. man the title of mi1itary chief, but the horrors in Rwa(-1)da happen, they gave a bl. woman the title of dip1omatic chief, but the horrors for women in c0ngo happen, maybe bl. nations should fear a bl. winning leadership), but they should be careful of being set up for failure by sneaky enemies. No idea if rumors about arrogance are true, but it is easy to push those feeling prejud1ce to angry spite when they feel a m1nority of any type which has been lifted up is arrogant. If they lack an advantage or do not understand how they took victory but just feel lucky, then they are likely to be set up for a fall later. (And after retirement, what can they do, try for the #2 vice spot? The R. sen. chose a leader whose name sounds like a term for excited pen1s; even a college like Berke1ey chose an alumni director whose name means "randy" lusty parent, until he resigned early 2007) I feel that those who take the red pill and know more about reality, who get what the "Si1ence of the 1ambs" is saying, who try to live a good moral life without illusions, must still struggle to do so and find that most things are still screwed up with 1aw, food, etc. Most foods or restaurants are not for us, not designed to help us live the way we want to. Many things continue to improve for me as I add to these pages. Another year being subjected to the insulting, sometimes nasty hypocritical acts of 1aw, c0ps, 0ps, meeting the many unworthy, nasty, jerks driving here or playing low class or high class barbaric jerks. Or things tested on me that put me in danger. (And ringing sound in the ears, several times each day the (unlikely) impression given that bipeds are watching from passing cars and making face expressions.) Being annoyed, delayed, probably sometimes trying to keep conflict going between other groups having nothing to do with me (Ger. cars do annoying things, etc, or a Ko. car carrier/truck label delays me next to a J. car load). Bl_ks blocking my way in Berke1ey, still do annoying things, cross my path much more than I think a 10% ratio would. But definitely likely there is a sneaky plan to make other groups look bad, do bad things, use disguises, and probably skin color can be changed. The dominant groups have done many bad things (inflicted a greedy and cheap attitude) to those they dominate and harmed this life-support ecosystem, then they probably try to use disguise to distract others to blame other unprivileged groups for cr1me or annoyances. But bl_ks and many other types have obeyed unethical orders, joining the mi1itary or 0ps. Many of us have much to atone for, have to be determined to take an enlightened way of living with others or other forms of life. It is still a very troublesome life, even if much less driving nastiness.While media continues to present many messages to care for ecology or for other types of life, most soc1eties or businesses still do not seem to make much effort. There are a few cases or social decisions which are signs of a changes for better ethics, but not a big widespread change. Waiting to see if there is a change in leadership decisions will take time; maybe it must be decided that they will not or can not ever change.
Life is a mirac1e, but we have no signs of owners, makers, controllers here on this world. It is so mysterious! Many fail to appreciate life enough; it is too common. There are so many unexplained problems, batt1es, unfair things. Are there no rules to guide our fate in life, or some to be understood? Terrible things happen to beings who suffer emotional or physical damage, many die, yet others live good times of well being, safety, or wealth. It is very important, and very valuable too, to find out what these rules are. Too valuable to try to be complete here, where evil ones may find it, or others who may take it without exchanging things of value. But mistakes or faulty thinking cause many to do terrible things, so some things must be said now to help prevent horrible mistakes and help others think correctly. We need to improve our ability to think about whether what we will do is good, not this trend towards more stupidity and unjustified obedience. Ultimately each of us only knows our own feelings and memories, with much uncertainty how correct or justified they are. It is very hard to be sure if anyone else not a fake pretending to be someone, telling lies, changing evidence, etc. It is very very difficult for any of us to be sure our evidence, memory, feeling, or analysis is right, and the system denies this; it would collapse under many objections. Yet advances like D_NA tests have shown so many mistakes in 1egal decisions. They are hoping they might be right, far from their phrase of a "shadow of a reasonable doubt". Various fa1ths (replacing the normal term, re1igion,) claim to represent the maker of the world but none can show much understanding of how to repair or control bipeds or other life, much less make a non-trivial new type of being. We definitely should consider our level of science/technology to be primitive. Others are always trying to get us to do things we do not want to, by tricking us, psycho1ogical conditioning, affecting emotions. Feelings, desires, or attitudes can be affected in conscious ways in various levels; we can think it over and anti-condition or change them within ourselves to what we decide they should be.
Many mistakes are done in the name of these fa1ths with big effects on life. So there will be a section about fa1ths, but first a section starting to outline important things to think about with regard to pondering life here. Most points are said again in other parts of these web pages. They try to hide many things which I will assert without giving supporting references to save time in this section, but later ones will cover the same points and cite supporting reports. There are several things which should be kept in mind before each point (remind yourself or literally insert them as you read): ()To begin, there are exceptions to each overall rule of life (or science, they should be called patterns really). Some are turned into 1aws, but the exceptions are both denied and observed. Life -is- an extreme exception to the normal pattern of molecules, actually many exceptions. ()Next, information is valuable. Often, they try to hide it. Lying, deceiving is possible. C0ns or misdirections are likely. ()Sp1es are key parts of soc1eties from long in our history. By nature, they lie, c0n, fake, hide, imitate identities, use those of others, try to alter messages, etc. They get into every group, including fa1ths. They control things in a nation, obviously. ()They try to be unpredictable. ()They like to hide how much monitoring goes on, little of it is presented at the tr1als most of us get to see. ()Partly because they play fake roles, hiding or faking beliefs, opinions, plans or purposes is common. ()Setting bad examples to mislead others happens. ()There are many efforts to stea1, copy, or counterfe1t any technology or product, or get them to do things they are not supposed to. Life forms are very complex, very hard to understand, also full of funny mistakes. ()Records, data/messages (memory/perceptions) can be changed or added. Digital video recorders are an example to think about likely possibilities.
.....Skip the next long sections on the nature of life, and on fa1th , unless you decide you will accept the problematic consequences for knowing some se(-1)crets about reality or life. (Find or click the link to "#cautionfeel").
The nature of life here, a beginning outline. Keep the reminders above in your thinking, insert them even as you read! ()No one authority rules this world. ()History shows lands are taken over (by force), abandoned, species/peoples can die out, ships are attacked by p1rates, pr1soners are sent to colonize, etc. ()Does a simple set of rules apply everywhere, all the time? Surely no! Different bipeds are privileged or oppressed, or species, depending on the place, time, situation. One can be poor, then rich for a while, then suffer; all variations over time happen. Bipeds with class, power, connections to get favors are more fortunate at the time. But many rich are unhappy: N(Y) T1mes Magazine, "It Keeps Them Up At N1ght" 06/07/1998 p50; Psycho1ogy T0day, "Who Wants To Be A Mi1lionaire" 07/2000 v33 #4 p84. Wealth, love, or suffering do not last forever, none is a sure sign of wisdom or knowing a wise path through life. ()Emotions strongly affect the behavior of life forms so that they do not behave logically. Prejud1ce, like, hate, anger, greed, lust, etc. have huge effects on biped life. ()Oddly though, the tornadoes etc on the 15th of the months are usually not lethal. ()There is a lot of chem1cal changing of mental emotional states, with huge effects. ()Much predation and cr1me happens here, luck seems to be part of deciding what happens. But there are also non-predators, symbiotes, parasites. Plants are complex; eating them is predation, probably less cruel than eating an animal which feels pain or wants to stay alive though. Some do services like spreading seeds for the fruit eaten. ()Survival of the fittest is a mistaken myth about the world, few examples are seen. It would be total open and hidden batt1e or traps with everything all the time - very undesirable or nasty. Traveling through the forests is mostly safe, sleep is possible, cities or store shelves are mostly open. ()We bipeds do not have a great design as hunters, more comparable to farm animals in fact. I have seen a range of hunting behavior in nature shows, but many times animals seem to make considered choices of targets, ki1ling mercifully too. ()It is very hard for us to defend against diseases. ()Many diseases cause problems for life. On computer networks, they call software attacks viruses. ()Non-social beings (like hawks) are common or successes. We are used to our societies. ()Such things as monitoring or tv change who knows someone. ()Almost no one grows up and finds life as satisfying, fulfilling or un-hypocritical as they had hoped. But we have not been dealt such a bad fate, I think: it is a great gift to think, decide, or act on our own; we are mostly safe at the top of the food chain despite other dangers; most of us are free; childhood and family is usually happy; there is the chance for love or friendship or happiness. Maybe the world will improve. ()Different ones or groups have power over different places, making rules or situations specific; there are dangerous neighborhoods, rac1st ones, etc, and some species may be ignored there. ()Turmoil or conflict is the pattern in colonies; if their rulers are insecure then they are dependent. But this seems to describe every place here. ()It may seem like 1 system of state rule, but counties have their own c0urts, and in newp0rt cities have different days to decide traffic cases, so it depends on separate decisions, on agreement or ability to impose agreement. And complexity or confusion is the result without uniformity. ()The 1aws are hidden by arranging, writing, or mixing them in confused ways in many states like this one; yet they say not knowing the (local) rules is no excuse; if they make it much worse and if life eventually deals out justice, they may regret doing that. ()They failed to anticipate progress or change, so they have had to make many rule changes. ()Just finding out the new rule changes is incovenient. The official summary of driving rules are very incomplete. ()The information of the accused are just leaked, or so easily gotten by anyone stupid, by this c0urt system in this area. This would help the stupid get control, and probably let someone use the stupid to control and avoid doing things themselves. ()If we could, we would build ethics rules of action into machines, like our conscience or sense of ethics. ()There are always attempts to get technology products to do things they are not supposed to. So maybe there are a lot of schemes to get around our conscience or ethics. ()They will try it on more of you if mistreatment like vio1ence works to get you to go along with orders. ()Weap0ns, devices for sp1es, manufacturing machines are very expensive, also very powerful businesses. They would be hostile to cheap competition. Living things produce themselves, they are almost free or very cheap. Replacing all machines with animals like the F1intstones shows may seem inviting, but animals are unreliable. Too bad our machines lack the amazing, almost theoretically impossible features of animals like their vision. ()Soc1eties are bulldozing or consuming the world. Have we been invaded by something that puts us on a destructive course in a hidden way? The other life of this world must hate us for all the pollution, sewage, taking things, caging them, etc. ()A huge point on ecology is it does not work in a win-lose way: plants enable much more life to succeed, so does a hippo. Without plants the world would be a barren desert. Cities work this way too - those who teach, build roads, tools, or water pipes help much more business succeed. The un-enlightened think in win-lose terms; maybe tricked by an evi1 c0n. ()Life here is so weird! It is totally different than what a computer designer would expect of a logical world of rational independent robots, different even if the controllers were sp1es trying to stay se_cretly hidden. Very little, if any, checking that anyone is doing what they are supposed to do by design, no way to check for any true master plan. To explain how life is hore, one has to think of the many weirder or sneakier possible scenarios. ()Were the reminders above reviewed in thinking on each topic? If not, seriously insert them and review again!
Thinking about fa1ths. Keep the reminders above in your thinking, insert them even as you read! ()Many fa1ths here speak of the "golden ru1e": treat others as you would have others do with you. Thinking of all the types of life forms or ways of living (predatory or not, social or not, etc), no other rule seems to make sense for defining rules or 1aws for all life. ()None understand much even how our emotions work, nor how to repair us. None seems able to control mass behavior much. ()They did not predict the advances in science which we got. ()None can produce effects beyond our own limited science (called mirac1es or mag1c by the superstitious). ()Thus fa1ths here are much more about being groups based on beliefs or philosophy or hope, than really having a true interactive connection to a maker or owner. ()Several of them struggle here against each other (though some say to accept each other), with even internal sub-groups struggling. Each one always believes they are good, says the other side is evi1, thinks they are justified. This is the pattern when nations f1ght. ()But pretending to speak for g0ds would surely anger them, if they exist; it must be against the 1aws which exist for more advanced beings. Though the tornadoes etc on the 15th of the month are usually not 1ethal when they hit fa1ths. ()In fact, a fa1th philosophy and plan of life is a complex thing. Having someone else explain it for you would be very unsatisfying and work out in ways that you often do not like. Like hoping a substitute manages your group project the way you want, or engineers a project the way you planned, makes art for you the way you do, or baby-sits your kids just the way you would have. It rarely works out the way as if you had done it. Get real! It would be a bad way to try to do something so important, a silly rookie mistake. I am sure that most here are NOT thinking clearly. Most of the manipulation to steer our behavior, or about how we may be b1essed, are easily or quickly figured out as lies to clear thinkers. One has to be a clear thinking idiot to fall for the lies. And to say one was blessed by being spared death or terrible injury, one should also conclude that the decision was to destroy what one built or bought, so to rebuild would be wrong. Oh, but they will say they get a message to rebuild, so others should monitor to find the message sender, and demand they show proof of this alleged miracle message. ()Since sp1es are con-men who lie, and those in power here are often self-concerned, selfish, or seeking their own advantage, having them interpret or create a description of faith is sure to distort the original message. Or outsiders would try to change the message. More strong reasons such a message should be presented in a way which is beyond tampering and verifiably from a super-advanced technology. ()Knowing about tv, communication devices, it does not seem such a mirac1e when some say they heard a message or saw a vision they think is from a greater being. In fact, communication can be often changed or hijacked. Even lightning does not seem a big trick now. ()Sp1es know saying one receives such messages puts everyone involved in danger. Many evi1 cruel things happen, this is dangerous territory for the good. Maybe that explains why fa1ths turn into such problems. ()In fact, admitting receiving such messages is dangerous in another way: they may be planning bad things or hiding a bad plan for you, and it would confirm that they have succeeded in connecting to your mind. But maybe confirming it is not a big deal. Still, it is very dangerous to go along with the suggestions, and better to resist unpredictably. ()Fairly complex mental impressions are passed by biped acting. Yet try to play the game of charades and act out an assigned message without talking (best try it in a shielded place and jam signals)! It is clear our face or body is limited for passing complex information. It means there is sub1iminal help on the acting. It implies one must rethink ideas or feelings, check them morally and logically. ()Sp1es get into every group, including fa1ths. ()They become ways to control, lead, probe, and sometimes use or cheat the members. ()I am pretty sure that tricks are done to cause feelings or make others thinking malfunction (crazy) so they feel illogical belief that mysterious powers of greater beings are helping them or controlling things. So places that have fa1th groups should not punish or hold people for mental malfunctions - this is not the rule much, though. ()There is a big difference from knowing how to use some device and knowing how it works or how to make it. ()Answers can be sent by communication to someone so they can fake knowledge, identity, or fake mysterious powers. ()The phrase that they (try to) work in mysterious ways is too easily used as an excuse for not knowing why while trying to act informed. ()When they do not know why, they also try to distract by asking why something bad happened accusingly, trying to imply they know. ()There is no owner or maker encoded into life forms, as far as significant advances in science can detect. No universal registry of agreed ownership or maker is known to us. 1] Maybe there is not any. 2] Maybe they were sto1en. 3] Maybe rented. 4] Maybe the owner is hiding, legitimate but cautious, in fear, or a cr1minal. ()No one authority rules this world. ()Kings or empires fall soon, often lasting much less than an adult lifetime... a sign that we lack a supreme long-lasting being. ()This is said later too, but every system has special tricks in it for special users. Why should this not apply to something thought of as a super-being? Thus beliefs about its abilities or purposes by lesser beings are very likely to be mistaken. ()Contracts are always important. Faiths here fail to talk of contracts or guarantees given by the greater being, or ways to bring complaints. ()There is much about life to complain about. Terrible things have happened to many nations, or people. Does life play mean games with us, or does it hate us, without telling us why? Is it cruelly crazy? ()We have only recently started advancing scientifically. We are primitive, there are no fully artificial food makers or space transports. This is not some public hub of the universe. Supreme beings are unlikely to be here, or pay much attention to us, unless to prey on us. ()One who assembles something is much different from one who designs or makes everything involved, or even some part. It would be easy for a robot to confuse the two. ()Animals have feelings, almost all think to some degree, while dolphins or elephants are quite smart. But many have denied that, try to say bipeds should do whatever they want to them, try to avoid the issue of rights for other life forms. Think about advanced places with thinking robots, 1aws only apply to some types? ()They fail here to point out how sp1es fake appearances to look like others or fake messages. This would be a priority for advances in science. Old myths like the 0dyssey about ancient g0ds like Athena say they can assume people's appearance; "fox spirits" of As1a change looks; other places have myths like that too. ()They fail to discuss how to detect fakes from real advanced beings. Non-members of these groups are the ones who talk about this the most. The better issue is how to evaluate ones with more-advanced "greater" technology tools. ()The problem of fakes creates dangers and problems with being in a group, friends, etc, despite the obvious advantages. And some are targets for these fakes, more than others. ()This ends this section on understanding life and fa1ths. Were the reminders above reviewed in thinking on each topic? If not, seriously insert them and review again!
There are times here when things cause beings to get into dangerous rages on the road, towards romantic or business rivals, etc. There are so many wicked problems: some fall into sexua1ly twisted desires, c0rruption, cr1minal tendencies, add1ctions to food/sex/a1cohol/smok1ng/etc. It is clear that subst(-1)ances can cause these add1ctions or affect metabolism or feelings. It is clear also that there are many who do not succeed in following their own better rational judgement and plans, failing to resist, behaving how they did not want to behave. There are more problems and bad behavior than there should be; life is worse than it should be for most of us; soc1eties are more unhappy and malfunctioning more than they should. I know that one can not trust how one feels (about anything)... that many things can play with our feelings... one must rethink if feelings are mistakes, and many times they are mistaken. Feelings seem to be things which happened during development, or evo1ution, influenced by environment as well as genes. The biped reation to foods is an example; it is like a car which seeks fuel snacks too much. Our feelings or attitudes can be manipulated... one learns to use logic to guide actions. We learn to wake up to work even when feeling sleepy, try hard when feeling tired, choose a product that works better over one that looks in "style", be fair or kind to cripples even if one feels a disturbing or frustrated reaction, and similarly be fair or kind to other racial groups or less privileged social groups, etc. Soc1ety fails to spread the message clearly and often, that things cause bad feelings and urges which we must succeed in resisting ...for our own good, for others', and for the world. What is wrong with many of these who have power in soc1ety? They are so destructive or selfish towards the rest of their soc1ety or ecology, unaware of the reality of life, without a meaningful philosophy of life, unworthy of the mirac1e of life!
A bed or bedroom is the focus of many problems or desires. Learn to think about emotional or relationship issues fully awake and thinking clearly. Rationality disconnects in bed during dreams as one gets drowsy, so emotional reactions and decisions become illogical; other factors can cause that too. Keep options open when angry; count to 35 and get calm before making any drastic responses. An emotional response may sometimes be the clever one (it is certainly expected here), but best for good people to choose it in an ice-cold calm clever way. The emotions and apathy we feel have made us the victims of exp1oitation or conf1ict for ages of history. It helps to have a calm person for advice, and know that in (my) life it is hard to be sure of identity even when talking to someone in person, and much worse with remote communication! Too many times, I replay a voice message and the emotional tone of voice is different the next time, sometimes a few times. (Anger about love/sexual rejection - a wish to control, really - turns to vio1ent over-reactions much too often, sadly. Keep it in perspective! Love/sex is a nice feeling, emotional candy. If someone gives me some candy, it is wrong or stupid to hurt them because they stop. No one should feel they own another life - the possessive feelings with bipeds' loves are ethically deluded.) (Here are 2 songs which are suited for this section; As1a: "On1y Time Will Tell" <...now the lie is over ...I see it now ...your insincerity ...you were only using me>; He1en Reddy: "1 Am W0man"
I think this is what bad lying c0n-men sp1es do with psycho1ogy; this is what the bad guys in systems of 1aw and cr1me mutually benefitting each other are partly doing, in a large way; the pr1son/psycho1ogy system, with its exper1menting on those forced into it, is duped maybe into developing things for cold-hearted psycho1ogical s1avery. As socia1 beings, to act like that or allow all that, insults and rejects the concept of what life should be. It is contempt like dumping raw shit on the idea of life, a disgrace which soc1ety literally does quite often. The world seems to be a meaner, tougher place each year. Life without the warmth of friendship, the care or sweetness of love, especially with all the mean things that are done in life, would be harshly bleak indeed. It is what someone evi1 would do to ruin soc1ety: distort moral thinking, patterns of friendship, or of love, starting first on the leaders, and it is silly not to reflect and rethink carefully on ideas to cheat those concepts or take their worth too lightly. Beware: again, even now on this world, horrible extreme bruta1ity against women is infecting one area of afr1ca:
register.thestar.com/article/266129 (toronto star, Oct 12 '08)
1A Times Oct 11 '08 pA21: C0ngo's ra(-1)pe w(-1)ar
seattletimes.nwsource.com/html/nationworld/2003931086_congo07.html
nytimes.com/2007/10/07/world/africa/07congo.html
cbsnews.com/stories/2008/01/11/60minutes/main3701249.shtml
(They have lost their sense of decency or morality, clearly, the t0rture or ma1ming is so extreme; it is an infection of evi1 as in 1ord of the Rings. Women are attacked by people who fled from either side of Rw(-1)anda, g0vernment forces, civi1ians, sometimes even husbands; diseases infect them, husbands abandon them, there is no just1ce or 1aw at work, many need tissue rebuilt; the mix of vio1ence, moral breakdown, evi1, hatred, sex1sm, exp1oitation, hypocrisy, and injust1ce is totally extreme. Kindness towards women is not at work there. It is a huge disgrace: most of them must have had mothers yet they have no sense of the tenderness, kind care, or warm love that women give us when we are a child, or the burdens they bore. Imagine the social volcano this would be, if it was going on against men. Putting a "person of a certain color" as nat1onal secur1ty adv1sor or head of the dip1omatic department did not help, maybe these terrible things are to please the rac1sts, who must be pleased at the divided nature of pr1sons here. Every aspect conditions can be controlled by the state there, yet they pathetically plead that they have little control (very few believe this is really true or not on purpose, one would think): July 1, 2008 "1nmates' Threat: No Segregat1on, No Peace" abcnews.go.com/US/Story?id=5285964
July 7, 2008 "San Quent1n's Gym Becomes One Massive Ce1l" npr.org/templates/story/story.php?storyId=92296114
Part of it is a struggle to control mineral resources, like tanta1um/co1tan for cellphones or other electronics. So the businesses making them are indirectly funding such bruta1ity and failing to change it. And over there, as here, they are definitely not one group, although whites often see other colors here as one group of people.)
But men get their turn at being miserably exp1oited too... it seems like history gets around to putting every racia1 or socia1 group through its nasty tests as s1aves or poor wage s1aves. So shameful that nations with much more advanced science send out representatives who cause worse exp1oitation and misery for many who expected them to deliver better lives. One should remember to stay calm or logical as one ponders these unfair things. The most scientifically advanced nations here are the ones with the individuals causing the most trouble or destruction in the world. There is an impression that they try to take control here of other nations, not by noble methods, but through disgusting cr1minal groups selling prost1tution, dr(-1)ugs, or that do g(-1)ang cr1mes like s1aves/i1legal imm1grants. It is pretty sure that they crashed the prices on purpose of the skilled businesses in the old economies, making clothes or farming, so that they could not create much value to trade for technology. It also led to very bad work conditions because profit pressure was so bad. One answer may be for less advanced nations to barter those products among themselves at more realistic values. However, the nations who are ahead in science are very likely to make fake products for 0ps, and may take advantage. Return to a calm state to ponder these things logically and clearly, or to think or plan clearly. An emotional response may be the best one for good people, but emotions have long been use to help victimize us, so try to think and act while ice-cold calm and clever. Some "c0nservatives" oppose change, still supporting ancient ways of exp1oitation like i1legal imm1grant farm or sweatsh0p 1abor. They have ruthless plans to use us as s1aves, if possible, for any inconsiderate whim, and trick us into w0rshipping them; they are like the jerks who will say or do anything to get laid (sex). See how long they have 0ppressed women and opposed progress for them. Look at the vicious history of our world, all the cruel vio1ence. Prices of real estate, roads, who knows what other se(-1)cret things, go up more and more... causing ever increasing needs for money for most everyone, probably, and more pressure to lower wages, exp1oit, or cheat others in some way or other, despite advances in science. See how many f1res or ecology disasters have been recently caused by human acts. It says they will wipe out life. Quite a horrible way to die: many bipeds recently burned to death in a building after e1ection violence, done primitively, (knives) no spending on modern stuff, days before a minority candidate wins 1owa:
usatoday.com/news/world/2008-01-01-kenya-elections_N.htm
T. man kil1s, maybe eats part of girlfriend:
mercurynews.com/breakingnews/ci_7910121
nypost.com/seven/01122008/news/nationalnews/cannibal_diet_963857.htm
The brutality led me to expect something like that to play out. These, though, are the generations of change for our world. Many of you block out the thought of the many truly miserable poor or unfortunate around them, often nearby, just blocks or neighborhoods away from where they work or live. They hide from the evi1 danger that they, their children, or friends may be sucked into the same miserable exp1oitation traps. Ruthless evi1 schemers try to figure out how to get these victims or other things to do things they should/would not, discussed at section #selfcontrol (to transform them into very cheap weapons - a plan headed for trouble.) It is more luck than wise behavior or ability which separates anyone from suffering miserable lives, or times of life. We blunder randomly through life. Some believe in a fa1th or mysterious powers above us. We should rate if we are treated like 1ab rats on a wheel, work horses, or guard dogs; turn off music or video distractions awhile and see. Those who promote fa1th or lead soc1ety fail to give (carefully tested) explanations of what our mythical supreme rulers, creat0rs, or g0ds believe in, their plans, what they know, what they are capable of. Our news brings us frequent reports of mass vio1ence, loss of life, unhappiness, poverty, t0rture, trickery, insincerity, hatred, exp1oitation, forced 1abor, exper1mentation, famines, the same and much worse for animals or plants... all through known history here and going on now each day. (It is silly to think it is a normal situation to destroy wonders of life for food or to make things - our machines are recycled or disposed mostly when they break; if we can one day create wonders of life too, I think only those soc1eties not trusted with technology, or cursed by the keepers of knowledge, would lack ways of making food or materials without barbaric slaughter.) Myths tell of evi1 ones laughing carelessly at the misery of the victims. Dogs are exp1oited in many ways, for very little reward; note what the word says backwards. They work horses, then ki1l them for feed supply. Dogs or bees are sent to do dangerous things that their masters avoid; bipeds sent (or emotionally driven) to do nasty things should ponder that carefully. The world very much needs change for the better. The texts of some fa1ths give excessively extreme punishments. Some areas reduce these punishments. I fix it, not punish it, When my computer does bad things like deleting files I want to keep because of a malfunction or computer virus! So every time punishment is applied, a fa1th, or a 1egal system, admits either its inability to fix the malfunction or repair a bad attitude, or its own primitive emotions. To repeat a point on another web page, claiming to represent a creat0r, or g0d is claiming to represent a higher authority, which is always against the 1aw, here. Claiming to speak or act for the evi1 one(s) or (d)evi1 invites punishment, too! There are those pushing fa1th here who use tricks on others to make them mentally crazy enough so they will not figure out the logical errors ...then they attack critics by saying they are crazy! They never give explanations or predictions of their g0ds' powers that can be tested or proven; instead they ask vague threatening questions about why unspecified bad things are happening, hoping the listener will wonder superstitiously, not skeptically! If fa1ths are common, the 1egal system should limit charges or punishment of craziness. The same should be true if the system is exper1menting on anyone else who is alive (both if considered citizens or animals)! The search for blame stops now when one is labelled crazy or feeling vio1ent - it should continue to who/what causes it. It is important to think these issues over calmly and logically.
If we had clear rational explanations of what our mythical rulers' plans and powers are, we could blunder much less in life. It would reduce deluded, misguided struggles about power and greed among those below them. If they believe a devi1 had control, they would fear to try to seize control. They do not fear the g0ds even more?! They want to take control from them, or pretend to speak for them. (Of course, such fa1ths make less sense if the highest public leader of soc1ety is not a member - that is, one guesses or expects that for such a situation. But note how here their stories are outdated, having failed to predict changes.) Any group trying t0rture to get information clearly is not led by the creators, nor by those who have the tricks which let them get such information. There are ways to get the information without cruelty; those with such mysterious abilities hide that knowledge, and hide among us. Causing cruel behavior, then, must be the real goal, not getting information. Some think non-verbal cues are reliable, but there is no reason that is true! "Luck" determines the pattern; luck may trick you when you can not find out if your guess is right: it can mislead you to terribly wrong decisions. There is a saying to "be careful what you wish for"; given the many tragic ironies of our history, that is very true. A devi1 or g0d has probably let the naive try to take control, and toyed with them to relieve the boredom of living among primitives. Every biped wants to feel they are the g0ds' favorites, chosen to win or control; it is like how easily they believe a very attractive person/woman wants their companionship. There has only been a few years of scientific advances: we are only slightly civilized, still barbarically killing living things for food or materials. I doubt if g0ds of a truly advanced matured civilization would give us personal attention! Those in power here usually want to win all the time. They ignore the sports examples here, where it is usually quite different, for those who understand sports. It is a very boring show to watch 1 team win all the time, so it would be for anyone watching the world. (This just came true with the sport with a net; have to see if the pigskin ballgame has 1 team win every game for 1 full season) So many want to set up a genetic line of rule. They fail to note that ability varies so much in children: the best minds, athletes in specific sports, artists, beauties, race horses, race dogs, etc. are not born from the parents who were the greatest ones before! The same must be true of the complex qualities needed to win a competition to rule. Almost nothing public is done right here, including the system of 1aw. I am sure they sKy on me, so they steal information from me. Too bad I make many mistakes.
Turning to a side topic briefly, MS's strategy on web portals is working badly, and is trying to buy Yah00 again. Technology and software changes so much, one question is what will happen, like with graphics.
Mysterious powers? I may get help from being trapped severely by evi1 ones using the 1aw; I may mostly get good luck with weather, but if so, still they are quite willing to let me suffer with physical pains, have problems with cheating c0ps or 1aw that get me angry, with nasty (sp1es), with st0ck losses. I have to live in a disgusting world where so many things are wrong, road lights are stupid, most food products only look like things made ethically without causing suffering or death. There are too many groups which have become entangled in evi1, lost their ethical guidance, and oppose my saying these things: farm groups, bad c0ps, fa1ths, st0ck cheaters, sex1sts, those planning to exper1ment on, exp1oit or consume life by f1re or chainsaw, etc. On a drive, lots of suspicious (to me) gray/black cars, or license plates, appear and surround me. If I go to a public place, people that seem suspicious to me show up, like there is a plan to make sure I do not contact anyone not in their control. When I do talk to strangers it has always turned out they are the wrong type, ones I do not want to meet. As if there is a plan to make me paranoid and keep me isolated. There is so much sexual teasing/tricks in my life; for me it is a sarcastic game mocking the meaning of love, with no justice, just bitter irony. Understanding what I know, love or sex will end badly for those who play this kind of game with it. It seems impossible to stay fully compassionately awarely involved with the tragedies happening to the living things going extinct, suffering in exper1ments or ranches, or to bipeds suffering lives of exp1oitation, etc, at least in a situation similar to mine. It should feel bleak, as it did for me. I am not depressed, having gotten out of jai1, but something has switched off so I ignore the tragedy, at times feeling too little urgency about it. Si1ence of the Lambs (movie) shows some of the horrible tragedies happening to a biped, instead of an "animal". It has been pointed out to our consciences many times in media; it is time to wake up and do something about it (but one must reason logically to correct the "moral illusions" or delusions consciously, or not, that we all assume... it takes constant refinement and reasoning. This article talks about this, quoting one danger that "The infliction of cruelty with a good conscience is a delight to moralists. That is why they invented hel1"; question or reason moral beliefs or illusions; do moral reasoning instead of rationalizing (excusing) what we feel or want to do:
nytimes.com/2008/01/13/magazine/13Psychology-t.html?_r=2&pagewanted=print
"The Moral 1nstinct"; ...and a good reminder to keep an open mind for new or other views:
jewishjournal.com/home/print.php?id=18761
The best sign is that automated bio1ogical sequencing was published or released to the world a few years ago, giving bipeds a tool to advance in bio1ogy without such barbaric cruelty. The pattern is (1) that they tell others that they are good or the enemy is evi1 to justify fighting them or being cruel to animals or others, or (2) that you mistakenly believe you are good, or justified, in your fight with them or the way you treat them. All sides which are fighting feel they are good, that they are justified. The key is to truly reason completely about morality or to understand how all of us, you and they, are tricked or manipulated emotionally or in other ways.
As of this year, still many months of po1ice/f1re cars appearing, also b1ack people, seems like much more than random chance. Very unlikely that this 10% group has the advantage over the dominant whites in the traffic/sKying groups, so they want them to get there in front to delay me. April-June 3, they are causing little delays, annoyances more often, drive G cars often. Very probably, disguises let 1 color look like another. I know some b. friends who behave fine. The strangers who appear and delay me, or in gray/black cars, or nonrandom license plates, b1acks too, should be checked into thoroughly and traced right at that time. After having done infuriating annoying things (index.html describes how b. kept getting in my way), they appear now, doing nothing hostile, or worth notice. just inflicting their parasitic presence on us. (The point is, there are huge problems among b1_ks, they have caused many terrible problems for many other groups, but also many terrible things are being done to them here or also places at they "seem" to govern. This nation should atone for s1avery, and the oppression it inflicts. Few of them are educated well or skilled. And they abandon pregnant lovers, they are many of the rap1sts (but there is very much unreported date-related), thieves/etc (search on b1. fatherless families, crime, etc): "Online NewsHour: Fatherless Families" 6/17/1996 pbs.org/newshour/bb/youth/fathers_6-17.html "Why Our B1ack Families Are Failing" washingtonpost.com/wp-dyn/content/article/2005/07/24/AR2005072401115.html "Ra(-1)ce and Cr1me - Data Sources And Meaning" law.jrank.org/pages/1909/Race-Crime-Data-sources-meaning.html "The Color of Cr1me: Study on Rac1al..." americandaily.com/article/9584 1 guy took over the tv and threatened me, once a low class poor black woman at recycling bitches, threatens violence with her guy there, slowing recycling for normal people like it happens most places. If c0ps are impartial and enlightened, they must be right to target so many of them. They should call themselves orcs, they are suckers who enroll in unworthy forces of oppression). If one is elected to lead here, these problems should be something to fix. But like I said before, look at all the terrible problems that happened already with some b's in high posts, so b's better be alert for problems if one is chosen as symbolic public leader!) The sKy systems, traffic, 1aw, traffic po1ice/f1re/psycho1ogy, exper1mentation, st0ck system, want to do obnoxious things, exper1ment on us, without being complained at. They take revenge if something makes them feel bad. Want to exp1oit or cheat, but be treated like heroes or nice generous sharing partners in soc1ety. They do so many bad things. Like with love, they want to cheat us but be loved or adored loyally, ens1ave us but be treated like friends, do immoral things but lecture us about right or wrong, tell us to sacrifice or work hard or face danger for the team but be selfishly greedy.
There is not much reason to be impressed by any soc1ety here. Among other stupid things, when there is no traffic, we have to wait for lights to change. Food is not made synthetically, but by kil1ing life. For every 8 forest f1res caused by unmaintained power lines (owned by the utilities that triggered power outages, setting huge prices that ate up the large state money surplus,) or some other act of soc1ety, maybe less than 1 is caused by a natural event. Even more disgusting, no nation is able to put a forest f1re out. What I observe is that the way the 0ps controlling the state beat others is the target person or car is reduced to performing below-normal, while they get an above-normal boost (but this happened less, it seems, when I had a fast car). So their accomplishments are not very impressive. In fact, they seem to be able to track us so much, and know what we are going to do so much, that they are doing a bad job of preventing social problems... guess they are busy on greedy searches for ways to dig out more money or sex for themselves.
When we get computer accounts here, we usually find out those with special control can override our secur1ty; we also find out there are special features in computer systems for privileged users, so it becomes hard to believe anyone can be truly sure of anything's features. Each privilege level may well have another level above it. So even if these mythical rulers exist, this is a serious concern that has to be warned about openly, since se(-1)crets are part of such mysterious ways. The guarantees or contracts such powers can provide their subjects or workers are long overdue, but very needed. Contracts are important, to be enforced by a system of 1aw that functions better than what we have here as of now. If there is even a tiny chance the mysterious power in question is the evi1 one, one must be very careful of tricks indeed. Myths tell of the ways the devi1 cheats or tricks in deals, and says he finds to take more than was ever given. po1ice or c0urt systems seem reckless, careless of being duped or c0nned by such cheaters. (The only c0p's ID I have seen is recklessly simple to fake. After seeing such a mess, they should have to have ID's that are hard to fake, and have to show it to civilians immediately, or we should be allowed to sh0ot them! We should also have the right to record our incidents with c0ps, and they would not allowed to interfere with those devices.) How would one know such mysterious powers (or sKy agencies) really obey their guarantees or contracts? The answer I can think of is to have blogs, etc, reporting contract experiences, and checking (with maximum awareness of tricks) the results for ones I really know to be truthful, since deception, both to create a good image, or harm one, can happen especially with professionals whose job is to lie or to c0n. The deception with contractors pretending to honor anti-sweatsh0p fair work rules is a good example of the many ways they fake a good image (so too are char1ty deceptions ("se(-1)crets, 1ies, And Sweatsh0ps"):
businessweek.com/magazine/content/06_48/b4011001.htm
Just what can be believed about the stories of people dying? There are the pretty famous rumors that su1cides are fake, that the people were already dead before in reported disasters (search for those phrases), part of c0n jobs. It gives a certain meaning to the song lyrics "live and let d1e". But there are bodies to bury, so the key question is still what happened to who, even if the how was faked. Ironically, c0ps pointed guns at me a few times now, always when a few or many others were there. Stupid, the least dangerous time, but the most likely time for them to pull one out, it seems. So they do not know these events are fake? Or are they the ones who most deserve to be shot at!? Which way do they want it: the deaths are almost all fake? How much is real or fake? And the r1ght-to-life people, why not say all that dy1ng babies stuff is fake too!? But it is a good bet that, and the ecology/animal destruction, is mostly real. Those stinking ranches of cows for red meat next to the roads are real.
Cens0rsh1p often happens about many things, including the web. Recent reports say a small group cens0rs w1kiped1a too, which I have cited sometimes. True no doubt. The more important things are only logged as deletions/changes in the edit history. Besides, those who edit it make no promises about truth, do not disclose whether they are impartial or have a profit/power motive. digg.com/tech_news/Secret_mailing_list_rocks_Wikipedia?t=11013038
theregister.co.uk/2007/12/04/wikipedia_secret_mailing/
yro.slashdot.org/yro/07/12/04/0333252.shtml?tid=267
Report from nation (Fr): rsf.org/article.php3?id_article=24671
'Mental Firewall': Wa1l Street Journal - Dec 4, 2007
A woman with C1A links, also a definite cr1minal past, was the chief operating officer there:
washingtonpost.com/wp-dyn/content/article/2007/12/21/AR2007122102223.html
ap.google.com/article/ALeqM5hcWLu3fg-aDeJNfWTY6hlbz93oCwD8TM0HVG0
Deceivers have a habit of using others images, or heroic names, to do the opposite. Normal people should avoid using heroes as their internet names... to me, it is a sign of ego getting weird, or of someone with sinister purposes.
Just what goes on with the incomplete arguments put forth about the use of low cost workers, like those here without any 1egal status? Here is a detailed look at 1 example:
latimes.com/news/opinion/letters/la-le-monday3dec03,0,6728799,full.story
Dec 03, 2007 letter:
G0P debate raises more concerns
According to this ed1torial, any G0P candidate who believes in enforcing ... 1mmigration 1aws and protecting our b0rders is mean, lacking compassion and must be hardhearted.
What The Times fails to comprehend is that it is really just a matter of which group you have compassion for: the people here i1legally, or the 1egal workers who consequently are displaced from jobs or whose wages are depressed, the 1nnocent victims of other cr1mes perpetrated by i1legal a1iens and the overburdened taxpayers who already pay an increasingly heavy financial price to subsidize generous social welfare services to this burgeoning population.
It is for this latter, much larger group of people in this country 1egally that the G0P candidates - unlike their Dem0cratic counterparts and The T1mes - appropriately have the greater level of compassion.
Peter R1ch
They admit workers without status are paid (much) less (in fact, they have no r1ghts so they are often cheated). The services they may get do not add up to much, not so they can buy a home. A few incomplete facts (or lies) or logic are given. The goal is clearly to hit emotional points. Are they looking to find or win over those who can not reason thoroughly? There definitely is a need for them to give logic or reasons with social value. There are just too many of those who can not think it all out clearly.
The next report gives an example with carwashes, where many are unpaid, and who knows what happens to tips. They give a site to check if local washes have been cited for cheating workers. There is no system to use penalties to return missing pay - no victim compensation again. Wash prices are sort of high, often $15 to deluxe $75:
"1nspectors find dirt on books at S. Calif. carwashes" latimes.com/news/local/la-me-carwash23mar23,0,3592975.story
cnn.com/2008/POLITICS/01/24/republicans.debate.ap/
(Search on Name + "I have to wonder whose economy is going to be stimulated") Conservat1ve hypocrisy again from re1igious candidate H., saying government rebates will probably boost C.'s economy (which provides most of our cheap products at super low wholesale prices or workers wages), trying to find some emotinal excuse for the cheap greedy rich to feel like suffering victims, or sarcastically joking about the poor. Workers in Ch1na are paid less than 1/100th as much as workers in rich nations. It is like telling someone, forced to sell their house at a huge loss, how they are giving them an economic stimulus. The real goal is to create or spread s1avery. Then there are also public statements about 1aw and psycho1ogy, where they claim statistics proves why certain types should all be punished. This is like using statistics to make claims about robot or computer behavior! Statistics is a way to hide the fact that they do not understand how it works. Like saying when G and 2 O characters are typed, along with a .com, they can be sure it goes to a web search 99.9%.
The climate clearly seems to be more extreme now; climate change talks are going on now. I have not studied climate scientifically, but bipeds do many things to buffer things like food, water, or fuel for scarcer times. So does other life or ecology: plants create shade, and f1res have shown they anchor earth from mudslides. Our eco-destruction may very well have caused this buffering to decline, bringing worse weather. Weather extremes may be normal now. Bet they will rebuild with black roofs, roads, etc. that get very hot. They have forced wild animals into places where it is much more extreme and difficult to survive. I think they dislike experiencing more extreme conditions for themselves though. Taking the areas near river may now be bad idea. Parks are good, but bikes bother animals, and too easy for those who do not appreciate nature to go there. But there will be a strong desire for mass use of urban parks, no doubt.
There is direct or opportunity cost to blog or do all my other work. The nosiness or annoyance of sp1es is at a very irking level. They complain if their true identity or other data is revealed, so they can understand that others are upset about that kind nosy behavior. There is no rule of science saying the little people will not understand things before sp1es do, or be wiser. Truth needs no hiding (cover-up) or silencing if you are not doing anything ethically wrong. There are lots of c0ver-ups of wrong-doing in this world, during this era, that the perpetrators want to hide from the public. There is an answer... to start doing things in more ethical ways, give up certain unethical profits; use imagination cleverly. Little kids are very happy with just a little peace and decent life, the weird greedy desires for money or power start later. The truth is that many with high incomes live unhappily, and that there are many on low income who have happy lives and happy friendships. And there is a long and old habit, common to too many crude thinkers, to use threats or force trying to silence the truth, to keep people misled as sheep and cheat them of meaning or purpose in their lives, to exp1oit soc1ety. The fact is, most work hard every day chasing success only to make the few rich even richer. Bipeds do no think about how similar they are to farm animals such as sheep. If pigs could build tools, they would be wise to work on defenses or weapons. It is ironic, indeed, if they become arrogant, author1tarian, s1ave-takers, and predatory. They have them in the habit of being loud, helping deprive each other of sleep, shining bright lights all around that block the beauty of the night sky, and spewing out many hydrocarbons with their motors. It is also an old and ever growing tragedy how people are misled, duped, and blindly obedient to consume or exterminate other precious, feeling, thinking life. The failure of re1igions to confront and halt this is a horrible fact. People are emotionally duped into becoming tools of t0rture, ki1ling (as tools of w(-1)ar in places where they can not even speak with the natives), relentless animal consumption or exper1mentation, and the instruments of injust1ce. The po1ice or c0urt system is easily misled or duped to cause massive injust1ce. There are too many crowds, too much traffic... enough already. We do not gain or care if more boring malls or suburbs are NOT built, instead the quality of our lives or cities should be improved!
Berke1ey: lots of trouble, some bogus p01ice harrassment: rain rain rain in 2006-7. Gas truck accident melts bridge interchange:
mercurynews.com/news/ci_5782486
on 4/29, causes traffic waits. Issues about cr1minal past of driver. But was he paid more than normal, given more enlightened education and philosophy by his company? These seem the more important issues.
Sa1inas: car problem, accident: sp1nach problem later 2006, fruit freeze losses.
Vent(-1)ura: jams, detours all over, ch(-1)p ?G0nzales gave me ticket for no harm caused, guy lied + sent me to wrong room, got fined. Fruit freeze later cost big money.
Mex1co was where the heavy mind/c0ntrol tricks on me started being obvious: 2005, 2006 Huge hurricanes (Wilma, Emily) cost billions, much of it C1A investments, no doubt.
So maybe the penalty multiplier on harrassing me is pretty big. Superstitious?
What was the cost after those winds, tidal waves, freezes, etc, hit some places? And was there any bad karma maybe (chance just1ce)?
c0p hassles... traffic guys have often added nuisance things that were not wrong, like saying no 1nsurance card, etc. Lots of rich beach towns like S. Mon1ca, S. Bar. are tourist traffic traps giving big fines. Then they act nosier than stores and want extra details off credit cards, when they can easily add penalties, etc. Some lose payments to get more money, be a nuisance:
Are these tickets also given to raise 1nsurance rates?! B. Rodr1guez, K-9 on shirt, with C? J0nes, 2 cars, ticket, not judged yet
"DP" Kre(-1)sky. badge pin #5190 ticket 2 viols, there just as I turned, says he is watch c0mmander, Lt.
Jeffrey Au1dridge badge #125 ticket, extra penalties removed, 2 sessions.
C. B0rne #18058, name pin; ticket, behind me at night: 1ancaster traffic staff all anonymous except commissioner McSor1ey, forced me to accept continuance when c0p did not appear, did not let me reschedule later when I miss tria1 (but records say someone "answered" as B0rne for second meeting. Big time waste. Final meeting courteous, but always someone tries to push me around verbally, bai1iff or judge. See note below on this city: voted to add faith slogan to wall.
Weider1n + Kess1er, got my car towed, cost a lot, Fi1icicchia refused to approve releasing car right away, reduced to no traffic points.
R. J0hnson badge #1305, female black NB officer, Jdge.: Thomas Ree(-1)se, (had to sit at much of Gregory J0nes session), bai1iff J. De1gadillo, clerk S. Bart(-1)ush; video (wow!) faked (bad!). Said my lights were off, admitted memory mostly from seeing video, might not be on bad side, lost case (see the part of park2 on recent experiences with 1aw)
E. Dom1nguez #571, hostile officer, guy I met looked white, Jdge.: David Orne1as, bai1iff anonymous!, clerk N Rob1es, lost this case (see the part of park2 on recent experiences with 1aw
1owe #895 + Gud0rph #1309, Jdge.: Thomas Ree(-1)se, reduced the bill.
Cambr1a f1re Ear1 Wal1at, backup by capt. Steve B1tto, told ch(-1)p T. Co0kston to arr(-1)est me; C-DF batta1ion chief Andy (W.M.) And(-1)ersen (see the part of park2 on recent experiences with 1aw).
React0r pump failure same day as this 2nd S1O county p01ice stop, must have cost money (see happensArchive.html#react0r: 12/13/2005).
Daniel Bar(-1)ba #12859 lied/wrong, Jdge.: Steven Be1asco, bai1iff Free(-1)dman pats me down after session; windy but my car stayed in lane, made me go behind my car, searched it/little mess, felt extra cold reaction, said did not have insur. card, suggested drive with him to casino, started health recheck problem, did admit memory of it not detailed.
A. J0nes #12397
Nei1 Gow1ng #3284, Jdge. Ms. Deborah Ta1madge, Clerk Jason Fra(-1)ntz: lost.
Jdge M 1afferty: lost cases; even when parking person admitted mistake!; Noticed this was deleted at some time: one time the fat bai1iff was nasty about ordering my hat off the head.
"Gou1d" + partner, suggest very noisy place to rest in Hil1sborough
Mc(-1)Grew #17505
1ancaster voted May 2008 to add "In G0d We Trust" to city council walls: dailynews.com/news/ci_9422418 "Vandals hit home of City Council critic", 1os Ange1es Dai1y News, May 30, 2008 Home of woman who objected to the decision to place the motto on a wall vandalized... this shows the character of this faith there. I got a broken fan belt, lame ticket, biased traffic comm1ssioner. Mostly m1norities there. "It's official: 1ancaster trusts G0d", 1. A. Dai1y News, May 18
Rosevi1le, near cap1tol: Old log - cars being jerks on long drive from bay area up 80, black suv jams in dangerously at 0ak1and merge. Mellows during beautiful full moon rise near state cap1tol. Then cars, trucks being jerks, big truck drives off edge of road, spews rocks, suv's driving on road edge to pass me, guy in white f. exp1orer follows me to gas station past rosevi1le, told me I better stop driving, said called c0p, get ticket. At court, young guy at gate grabs my shoulder hard, demands I go through gate to ask clerk question, later the refuses to let me into session (1 minute late). Denied request to re-open case now because S1O prevented me, then supposedly traffic guy reviews it, tries to get me to pay twice * with a 300 late fee + 15 for making a summary abstract which they have not sent me! Like dealing with a double-billing ripoff. 1A denied request to re-open a ticket case too.
Vent(-1)ura: jams, detours all over, ch(-1)p ?Gonza1es ticket for tiny questionable issue.
Berke1ey: Few c0p tricks, false charges again.
Bue1ton: false charge, guy with pin only saying M puts me in back of hot car, windows closed. Acts like "they" are testing how I react to how they have pulled nasty tricks on me.
I will add a new section here on my recent experiences with the 1aw system and jai1 in S10, and C. po1ice; and a few new questions in the quiz section; also restored comments on pr0xy w(-1)ars and put them right afterwards. (Still have to finish out pr0bation) (A few hours of wasted time due to lost messages, browser problems at places.) The 1aw is the part of g0vernment which guarantees safety, fairness, contracts, product, and business reliability. These things make a mutually beneficial cooperative soc1ety possible. (Without it, product scanda1s, cheating, bank or company failures, cr1me, and uninformed personal retaliation could be common.) The system tells people to admit their crimes; it preaches change and obeying 1aw. The lega1 system should be the first to set an example: to admit internal cases of cr1me or lying and to set it right or redeem errors. Instead, it often tries to hide or deny wrongdoing or problems. This must delay corrections to fix the problems. It is a duty to publically admit problems, and show how they are fixing it. Failure to do so is one reason the image of the 1aw has eroded so badly, and a sign of moral hypocrisy or failure. Worse yet, the small circle of cr1minal 1awyers demand high fees, regardless of success or performance or just1ce; this perverse business approach is supported by the c0urt. Why is it that one can look up if a 1awyer has lost their license or done something very bad, but not if a po1ice office has ever lied or done bad things?.
Ja1l: It started off with being put in cells with others, all in their sweaty socks. The cop later made me put my hat in a pocket with my socks. They searched through by pack and wallet, made a point of looking at my envelopes and papers in front of me. They left a mess, once again not putting things back together as before, left many things unshielded from signal leakage. Same kind of undoing shielding too, in 0range county, So1vang CH(-1)P. Bai1iffs (c0urt room officers) sometimes act briefly like the real decision maker, ju(-1)dges sometimes act like looking for signals from others, sometimes I see all the staff acting (changing expressions). It makes me unsure what to think of it, but there are so many problems to be fixed as soon as possible. Jai1 was like being k1dnapped on a false excuse and kept from phone contact by a very costly collect-call system that can not leave messages (a software feature), and cell lockdown system. Re1igious guy visits to promote fa1th. They cause phone system problems to occupy us; it reduces complaining; the c0ps and c0urt complain and lecture us about 1aw at their convenience. Lost money because I could not pay bills, get to my car, etc.
Got through the S.L.0. thing with short summary pr0bation + charges dropped. Long delay getting a copy of the p1ea bargain I signed; not given one at the time. My copies of their paperwork smell odd. 3 bills, 1egal fees, bai1, taxi cost about $3700. It was Cambr1a f1re dept. Ear1 Wal1at, backed up by capt. Steve B1tto, who told C-HP T. Co0kston on 7/23/2006 a lie, to arr(-1)est me. C-DF battalion chief Andy (W.M.) And(-1)ersen, of the 635 S. Rosa, S10 office, is the name on the report for 12/13/2006 accusing me of trying to hit him on a highway, but I never saw the driver of the f0restry pickup truck myself. I think that they set me up to take a p1ea deal, by keeping my car in a t0w yard, and would have kept me in a clinic until a jury tria1, if I did not agree to a deal to 1 minor charge. So they get to save their time on a jury tria1, reduce their load. Sometimes my 1awyer seemed to be the opposition; saved me 1 visits but told me had to show up a few useless times. D(-1)A gets to say they win, but I was inn0cent. These accusers never had to appear again. I felt like some staff were on power ego trips. I saw improvement in acting politely, which is a hopeful sign. Staff, and many (but not all) are tolerant of h0mo- or bi-sexua1 men, from what I saw of a few wings while I was there, but some do say loud things about it. My car got towed, cost a lot because they refused to release only my keys. The "slammer" is noisy at night, for sleep depr1vation, and the other inmates are noisy in the day, but I managed to sleep daytimes. Privacy is terrible. Showers were semi-open, and some prisoners looked. Staff and inmates walked by many times when I was sitting on the toilet and looked inside my cell. Dental care products were denied to me, except for a toothbush, yet they sell mostly snacks with too much sugar. A lot of wa(-1)r movies, c0p and c0urt reality shows are shown. Face-0ff was played on DVD 3 times. Almost everyone has tattoos. It seemed like quite a few people were fakes, there to play roles. Almost everyone asked me huh, what?! Most seemed lower class. Few guards seem enlightened, to be educating pr1soners. Quite a few seem to be absorbing the thug attitude instead. Many should be presumed innocent before tr1al, but get mistreated. My food, sleep, secur1ty, and communication was in the their control. (Oddly, there were many good books to read; 1ord Jim by Joseph C0nrad is quite a deep sophisticated or subtle story about what life may mean, colonialism, or the questions of how to live life, and if the ship of life here is rudderless in a storm of greed; note chapters 20, 21, 36. Some times he describes ships in ways similar to planets in space - this is noted in cedr1c watts' 1989 introduction to "N. of the Narcissus", and said directly in chapter 2:
"The passage had begun; and the ship, a fragment detached from the earth, went on lonely and swift like a small planet. Round her the abysses of sky and sea met in an unattainable frontier. A great circular solitude moved with her, ever changing and ever the same, always monotonous and always imposing. Now and then another wandering white speck, burdened with life, appeared far off ? disappeared; intent on its own destiny."
online-literature.com/conrad/the-narcissus/2/
books.google.com/books?id=cqpKjVZ5U3IC&printsec=frontcover&dq=isbn:014018094X#PPP1,M1
ebooks.adelaide.edu.au/c/conrad/joseph/c75nn/
litencyc.com/php/sworks.php?rec=true&UID=93
Chapter 8 of "The Sec(-1)ret Ag(-1)ent" about handicapped Stevie and a carriage ride with a poor horse and crippled cabbie, talks about their unfair hard lives, and other parts of the book, say some things of note, too. Often the author writes things the opposite of the usual pattern here in real life. It seems to me his goals for his first short stories were mainly to write well and write interesting stories. In the past, men were kidnapped or tricked into serving in ships, nav1es, or arm1es. Voyages lasted a long time. With little communication or sensing technology, there was little 1aw, safety, or help at sea for storms, robbers, or enemy navies. It was hard to get men to serve on ships, and a very rough mix of questionable types of doubtful character or integrity was used, from reading historical books like "Master and C0mmander" or "1ord Jim". Some crew may have been foreigners, or novices at sea, many were even forced against their will (doubtful if they ever got home again, or repaid debts): ...search for "press gang", "impress service", "shanghaiing", "crimp":
en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Shanghaiing
"Crimp" in Encyc1opedia Br1tannica).
At the clinic, I knew often my door had been opened during the night, especially when I had to share a room. They started there with a few senior people acting good, fan of Star Tr(-1)ek even. Re1igious guys drop by to do alc0hol talk sessions mostly want to talk about personal details. Later on, I was forced to take pills I knew nothing about, and they pulled some c0ntrolling acts. At first I felt less mentally clear, later it felt normal and maybe felt better, but mentally about the same as before. These f1rst resp0nders, c0ps who turn on sirens for priority, kept me locked up an hour after my case was decided early in the morning. I met some more real or fake pr1soners. Then they bring me to jai1, to wait a few more hours, which happened too the other 2 times after bai1 was paid to the jai1. Sometimes they release someone late at night, which I suspect would be money for the motels sometimes. There were several hours delays between approval and my actual release; a study says many here have been held months past their release dates; (part of same) story at 2 sites:
latimes.com/news/local/la-me-prisons17feb17,0,4889916.story
montereyherald.com/local/ci_8294128#
I may have been scanned, bugged; probably my phone, things, and car have been. As of now, I feel like my thinking and memory is very clear. Lately my thinking and anger about these things is clearer, but memory has been less good at times. Several cars in front of me had licenses ending in 000, 456, 986, just weird coincidences.
0range county: 3 cases missed because I was being held. Same kind of undoing signal shielding too. They are careless about data safety in many ways. No doubt, sub1iminal messaging used to give the acting by staff, etc, a big boost (otherwise it could not mean much), help tilt the suggestions about soc1al just1ce, etc; also I expect it on almost all (phone) use. 1 bigger traffic charge was reduced to an 1nfraction without points. Guys at the checks make me, others, show them our cell phones. Weird. Had to sit at most of 1 session just to get other cases reheard.
C0sta Mesa: guy was mean as wrote me a ticket for sleeping in a car. (See also about the town getting rid of i1legal imm1grants, ac1u case.) E. D0minguez #571, hostile officer, guy I met looked white. Felt extra cold reaction, seems like testing that stuff and questioning. I lost my appea1 when I said I was not asleep, so there!, and various points about vagueness, the driver handbook recommending naps if tired. They skip over details like those, make an issue of a small matter. Jdge.: David 0rnelas, bai1iff anonymous!, clerk N R0bles. I sat through much of the session, mostly sounded like greed, not just1ce or care, at work. They wasted a few hours. Wrote the guy a letter saying I try save the world, should show support for making life meaningful/interesting for all life. His reply is to show up, with a bunch of other c0ps, show my letter to the ju(-1)dge, probably showed it to other guys, probably lied: says it was 3 AM, I was snoring, etc. to say I was asleep (doubt he was remembering an act he was at). Just his word, no ev1dence. Comm1ssioner/ju(-1)dge tries to tell me someone may not know if they snore, acts like believer in just1ce. Several c0ps left partway in my case. All (staff) were men. They use us for testing, then charge us and waste more of our time, then lie! Very wicked behavior.
Newp0rt: ticket for headlights off, waiting at a stop took 2 sessions. Once before (see blog), Mr. "Qu1ntero" (s? joke) at nontraffic door barks threatening-tones to put everything in pockets through scanner too. Wrote R. J0hnson badge #1305 a similar letter, female, black. Same room in fact as previous. She brought a video disk, acted non-biased, polite. The first time I have ever seen any ev1dence or recording in a session. I was first at 1 session, saved time, they wanted my paper from S1O on an excuse of checking why I was not able to be there, spent long time reading it. Other session wasted few hours, bad road traffic started afterwards. Saw lots of lenient forgiveness on cases at Gregory J0nes session, image of forgiving non-greed. Wonder who they are lenient to; but 1 case was a 1imousine, which is 1 business linked to a supporter of ind1cted county sher1ff Car0na. Then he moved my case to a room with ju(-1)dge Thomas Ree(-1)se just to do my 1 case. Report says bai1iff J. De1gadillo, clerk S. Bart(-1)ush. Bai1iff acted like the decision maker maybe twice. The video was partly faked so I was at front of line so it could show my lights clearly, there was no secur1ty features I was told, other than control on access to the video room. I wrote up a critique saying the video was wrong, flaws in their protecting ev1dence from tamper1ng. The comm1ssioner/ju(-1)dge acted angry after reading it, rules against me tells me I will have to pay when I already did. J. admitted memory mostly from seeing video, might not be on bad side opposing me, unless acting good. Cute young woman put at window six (sick, sex!). They are gui1ty also of making an issue of a small matter, and being very careless and in denial of ev1dence tamper1ng or manipulation. Tamper1ing with ev1dence seems so easy in fact, that many types of groups could succeed in taking over the 1egal/po1ice system. In fact, a sly evi1 one could play on such groups, helping one or then another struggle to control the system, setting them up for terrible schemes. It would explain many bad things in history. There are many problems with the 1egal system/f1rst-resp0nders (f1re, med1cal, t0w truck, c0ps, etc) which make life unsatisfying, that need fixing quickly. Too many times when I go for a med1cal appointment, the person seems like they might be a fake, or does things (in a way) which is unsafe or unsanitary. It is all a way to be manipulated by the sp1es. It makes me want to avoid anything to do with it, to the hazard of my health. It seems to be this way everywhere, even if others in the city or stores act nice. Confusing how they can know about cr1minals but not stop them. I have such odd luck with po1ice cars appearing behind me or in front of me very often, or cars with odd license plates, gray/black colors: a file will be set up at nonrandom.html with a log of nonrandom licenses seen.
It really sucks, it is so unpleasant, to be put through a pr0xy or substitute w(-1)ar by other powers. (This topic was deleted and had to be replaced.) In recent history, on our world, more advanced nations have apparently battled each other in other nations, rather than fight each other directly. Certainly they have fought, se(-1)cretly or openly, to control other nations. Those living in these other places suffer very much as a result. Often many are forced into or persuaded to fight for an outside power, then ignored by the fore1gn power about later financial or med1cal care. Their own nation must pay financial tribute to the winning power, of course, so it may not support its veterans much at all. Here is 1 example, Phili.'s who fought under this nation's flag long ago:
contracostatimes.com/ci_7440745%3fsource=rss
W(-1)ar is about using deadly force to take, or to wipe out enemies. In ours here, there are many signs that evi1 has been active. Be careful of betrayal, that evi1 ones are not among us, trying to eliminate others, on our side as well as the obvious other side, and the civilians too. People complain or make an issue of the lists of many sex 0ffenders in their neighborhoods, but an even worse danger is created... They send cr1minals to fight, more danger both because their morals are not in control of their actions, also because the system may be targeting them for bad things since it shows it does not like them if it chose them out of all the social mess to be labelled or pun1shed them for cr1mes. Another worse danger is that evi1 ones have a supply of armed cr1minals with bad self control to test, twist, or turn to evi1.
The 1egal system is so easily duped and played. World history has always had crude, evi1 elements trying to use s1avery or brutal t0talitarianism so that a few can by rich by keeping many in poverty and suffering. Reduce someone's ability to think, and they can be duped with excuses why things do not work right, do not make sense, fooled by lies. Look at the med1cal/diet world - so many lies exp1oit lack of knowledge in others. Similar things have been played with re1igion. Those who control soc1ety or part of the 1egal system must ask their consciences repeatedly whether they are doing right or wrong, if they are ignoring problems, if they can tell whether they are cogs in a system which degrades life or causes unfairness, if they are as good to other forms of life as they should be. Of course some would try to figure out how to get them or other things to do things they are not supposed to, as discussed at park2.html section #selfcontrol. (Trying to transform them into very cheap weapons - a plan headed for trouble.) There are many aspects of soc1ety or g0vernment which need improvement. There always seem to be se(-1)cret exper1ments on subst(-1)ances and tactics to control people's minds, cause cr1me, vio1ence, or exp1oit them. Then they try to silence those who point this out, even try to dupe the 1egal system into helping hide their nasty unethical tricks. They may even try to use their tricks on people in the 1aw.
Tricking the system: It is very sloppy and any number of groups has the skills to change its ev1dence, as it is now. It is not like it never happens. Once, a sheet of paper with the next scheduled date was changed to the day before. Several times, officers have just lied. How does one of them even know if the testimony they gave at a certain date and time was really used to decide the case. For many types of cases, like traffic, so much has gone by, they have no clear memory usually. They have to rely on notes. I have noticed many changes to my papers. I have been charged on several traffic cases where the c0p was wrong, even admitting errors in c0urt, but I was fined by a greedy system anyways. 0fficers should assume the greedy system will fine someone, and not issue a ticket lightly. If they are looking for or suspecting drinking, subst(-1)ances, I do not do that or any other il1egal way of making money. I never drive after the very very rare times I may drink. Even caffeine or cocoa is a rare thing. I receive a disability support at a minimal amount to get by on, and I have lost fa1th in working for g0vernments or systems of business that are relentlessly helping destroy the ecology, and exp1oit lives, and show such disrespect for life, greed, and cheapness all at the same time. They do not show they have a worthy purpose to life. Worse yet, I hear pr0secutors are rated on conv1ctions, not on just1ce done. I suspect they try to make serious cr1me rates look like they are improving by bring smaller charges. Those who do cr1mes, if brought to just1ce, get charged for smaller things, whether true or not. Then the c0urt is dealing in se(-1)cret accounting of peoples' actions and history, depending probably on se(-1)cret agenc1es with weak credibility.
There is no doubt se(-1)cret (sp1es) agencies run nations. Who would doubt they interfere with and control the p01ice or 1egal system? Recent leaders have been officials in inte1ligence agencies (foreign ones, no less). By nature, they lie, deceive, act, and c0n. What if tricks are played on the sp1es to reduce their thinking, turn them into evi1 pawns, get them to turn against their own soc1ety? It is tempting to cheat, do cr1me; it happens so often here. The 1aw has to be blamed for being gullible so often for these c0n men. One lie is too many. No doubt, they would select gullible pawns and make them even bigger suckers for bigger credibility gaps. The system now is so sloppy and slack! It needs changing. The system involves a lot of 1nsurance, too: for property (everything from cars to tire hazards), business, health.
Such a system full of injust1ce and wrong decisions causes natural cynicism or mistrust of the 1aw and soc1ety. There is too little in the 1aw system of the right attitude of guilt about making mistakes or being part of a malfunctioning system, not enough to cause fix this long-broken system. They used a faulty test for bul1ets for decades; they have done nothing yet to review the cases while time limits for appea1s run out. Amazing! Also news reports about dna tests showing they put the wrong ones in jai1. The system should show it is upset enough to fix this. So much for the 1egal principle "beyond the shadow of a reasonable doubt". A similar mess for sports at this section of park2.html#athjust. 1A's anti-dr-g/g(-1)ang personnel have strongly opposed revealing income and assets, in this news story:
latimes.com/news/opinion/la-oe-fremon19dec19,0,2819246.story
Many people turn to cr1me in disgust and revo1t. Many dislike those who are part of these systems. It surely creates a bad feedback cycle of dislike for the pawns for 1aw enforcement, and reactionary abusiveness. Their conscious service and acceptance of a defective system of power brings them no sympathy or appreciation from the rest of soc1ety. Who are their only friends? The c0rrupt. Some home or business owners who call them to quiet down trouble makers. The businesses we go to often, the grocery, run on such low profit, but workers are taught to be honest, polite, considerate; the opposite from the blunt tools of power that I meet now.
Why do they want to know what is happening in my life? Why sKy on me? Does sKying convey any wisdom? Why does evi1 keep coming as you try to create what you call just1ce, why do you keep getting problems in your deluded idea of wealth? (You are fighting for numbers transferred between computer accounts, or pieces of printed paper, like a dog chasing a ball. The system takes much of it away when you die.) It is a statistical wonder that life is present around us. The things life does is even more amazing. I can rocket down steep twisty rocky trails, balanced on a bike; some do amazing stunts on skis or bikes on snow ramps. Seabirds twist through branches, skim inches over waves, then pull up steeply and hover to land on rough rocks or dive down to chase dodging fish ...flying submarines, wow! Fish handle pounding rough surf or fast predators. Monkeys do amazing acrobatics. Life forms build complex bi0chem1cals. Look what they did with them: try to make money from them... good idea; kil1 them to get materials... flunk for stupidity!!! The simplest rational thinking about this fact is, that we should be celebrating and sharing each moment of life, saying: "hello, fellow mirac1e of the universe; hello friends". Instead, here on this, so-far, seemingly sleazy place, it is: "how may these lying cheating c0n-men misuse us, capture, t0rture with exper1ments, ens1ave us or other life". Nice ethics. Good conscience! It is like they are proud of it or try to impress me by showing off how they track my motion and appear obviously, in front or behind me as they often cause traffic problems. (Lots of traffic problems are caused or made worse by these types; we can blame it on them). (I think the cars going the other direction, or cars or things parked at the side are just as likely, or more, to be there releasing behavior modifiers ...when it is not in your car or among your things.) But they still show too little respect for the ability of animals to intercept dodging targets. Understand that much about how things are controlled or decided is hidden, how much we are c0nned or deceived about life! Wake up! We can each choose to help protect ecology as part of what we do in our lives or jobs - it was not my original plan about my career, personally. Anyone can join those who are interested in the wonder of life, appreciate it, and want to make each moment of existence worthwhile and interesting. Put away mistaken attitudes and find new ones of your own. Teach or spread appreciation (respect) for this statistical wonder of life. Almost all of us in school hoped to do truly meaningful work, but found business, life, prevents change ... this is a chance to do something that is important, finally. I remind everyone that c0n-men can repeat what is said here to fake being nice trustworthy people. They should say it in a way showing they have really absorbed the ideas. Actually, they have to go beyond these ideas with new ones; it raises the test even more. The question for everyone is: do I (or you) have a philosophy, or religion, of life and how to live in this universe, or is it just a set of disjointed moral excuses and partly credible partial reasons that only make sense to those who do not think clearly?!
Worse, social systems try to disconnect conscience from actions. How can anyone be a part of the machinery of just1ce without understanding the purpose or meaning of life?! How can just1ce be done in soc1ety without a declaration of a purpose and meaning for life, for soc1ety?! How can just1ce be done without witnesses clearly remembering the incident?! Most people take part in the system of just1ce without any knowledge of this, simply taking blind fa1th. And it is clear that the se(-1)cret agencies are the most powerful rulers of soc1ety, running g0vernment in fact in unseen ways. How then, is this to be reconciled with re1igion, sects, power, and reality? The facts are 1aw is applied unfairly without ev1dence, and so1diers or 0ps follow orders to kil1 or harm, without full ev1dence to justify, or doing their own invest1gation. Often they do not even speak the local language, so they are just weapons operators who just follow orders from "agents" who supposedly do understand what is going on, blindly hoping it is not evi1, that great wrath and revenge will be imposed on them for their willingness to do violence without knowledge. Not one first proves they are good by explaining their ethics, beliefs, guarantees; they are lost or afraid to reveal their mission in life. It would clearly be a good idea if the authorities start to do so. It is very suspicious that many who are astute, or clever, fear to state their beliefs, or promise to any or commit to any. In many nations, there is no complete ethical philosophy developed for how to live and form a soc1ety, certainly no rational consistent one. We try to build lots of things with usage controls, like catalog-only computers, not-for commercial use, speed limiters, copy-pr0tect, p0rn or other web or channel blockers. And many try to over-ride it, as I am over or under emphasizing here. If we could, we would put in 3 or more systems of self-control (meta-rules of conscience) in positive electronic computer software. I definitely will not refer much about this - most technology fans are into the same things. But here, see how social systems try to disable conscience, demanding they obey all orders or else suffer punishment as said above. Clearly that is trying to misuse and abuse advanced technology, on the cheap; that would threaten very important business interests as said in intro 5, part #reverse, on reverse engineering life. I wonder what their long term success is with their cheap, abusive attitudes. Wake up! There is a huge cruelly destructive delusion or Tru(-1)man-show c0n-game going on with life and societies here, and many of us let ourselves be pawns in it, 0rcs wasting life, making it worse. They are so disgustingly greedy and cheap! They constantly try to expose me to others. I guess they are attracting the attention of many advanced minds with opposing interests. If they are reading this, they expect to be treated the way they treat ...me. Many give orders to abuse or destroy without understanding the reality, meaning, or purposes of life so far. (Surely if one does not, one must try very hard to minimize harm). It is so disgustingly hypocritical if bipeds cry tragedy and call for prevention when many bipeds are kil1ed in a rampage, yet ignore it for other life forms. I met a dolphin which clearly seemed very smart, and amused if not amazed at how clumsy or ill-suited bipeds are for water. Play with animals like dogs, and it is clear that they feel emotionally like we do! (So some go on violent rampages, and they start trying to assign blame. Everyone who notices isolated, afflicted, twisted lives, and saw a sad, unhappy psyche, was to blame for ignoring it or failing to start an investigation to find who/what was causing it, failing to disinfect them of evi1. It is an evi1 we must stop.) Things like poisonings of dolphins and other life happen often enough, often caused by bipeds - over 35 rescues in the past 2 weeks, 6 dolphins dead, comatose or with seizures; many animals found poisoned again, possibly bi0-t0xin:
news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070429/ap_on_sc/deadly_acid
Rather than view everyone/thing else with friendship as cousins, brothers, or sisters, we were c0nned or divided into fighting as enemies. Hatred, biased prejudice to kill a type of life, like some feel about spiders or snakes, is sadly misguided. Constantly compete, fight, stea1, cheat, destroy, kil1, waste. But notice how a little clever thinking makes most leaders avoid doing the nasty violence themselves! Many try to hide their role in the cr1me. They try to induce rage to cause others to mur(-1)der. So when I feel rage, anger, impatience with an urge to kil1 or ma1m anything/one, I stop if it is possible, rethink, or seek some one calm and aware. When I can not find or reach a feeling of respect for something (or one's) life or existence, I try very hard to exert cautious care when I must respond to defend things. The whites who now dominate or colonize the world have been infected by very rac1st or sex1st attitudes. Although it can happen to anyone, it is a huge problem among them. These "0rcs" for the ring of evi1, these (c)0ps, are played like puppets, just like disposable growling dogs. They are led by feelings, never wondering why they feel that way, thinking about if it is logical. They may be neutralized carelessly by their opponents, like bugs or dogs usually are. Animals or bugs are sent off to attack when those that bred them fear showing themselves. You can see how simple all of this thinking is, except for understanding the complexity of certain capabilities, and 2 or 3 quiz questions later. They try to keep the 0ps doing brutality from being enlightened about life. So many, almost countless, made huge sacrifices, suffered, lost loved ones, or died fighting to create or defend some goodness against the pathetically deluded pawns of this malevolent dark side trying to ruin soc1eties and life itself here. So many pleaded for any mysterious greater powers (, mis-takenly referred to as g0ds,) to explain and teach them a path to good life, and were ignored or scorned here instead, and left to suffer. Those working in f0reign intel1igence are most easily, most at risk of being subverted, deluded, or taken control of by an evi1 dark side. Deluded pawns of the evi1 dark side inflict t0rture, murder, ra(-1)pe, s1avery of many types, oppression, wa(-1)r. Suppression of (1) free expression of opinion, (2) intelligent conversation about social issues, is a clear sign of guilt and wrong-doing. Those who act ethically do not fear open discussion. Those who delay me or waste my time (like the 1aw), keep me from thinking quickly and clearly, are prolonging this cruelty, on purpose or not. Those who hid and started the w(-1)ars, massa(-1)cres, t0rtures of the wor1d wa(-1)rs, b0snia, earlier native residents, racia1 or ga(-1)ng vio1ence, wiping out land, air, or sea life, must hide because the survivors would take revenge if they find out who caused their misery or put them in danger. See what they do to someone good like me, or others, who do not harm others or try to damage anyone, who try to increase peace and understanding. They harass me to create stress or fear, seem to set up annoying chem1cal systems through my car. For you doing this, tell yourself, I am so obnoxious, it may be bad karma because I did this to him when I hurt or bad things happen to me now. I can not trust family or friends too much, and phone or mail even less, since fakery and impostors are so possible, as well as forcing someone to betray another. Most people are far more careless or unaware than I. Those who may be f0ster family should be distrusted even more; be especially careful of re1igion - their stories about why life is the way it is, or reality, have changed many times over history (the flat earth, etc), a sure sign of lying or confused bullshit. There was a springtime month of obnoxious manipulative acts south of 1A, other seeming deliberate harassment. They search things, acting like they are learning little tricks from it, acting like they are justified, very concerned for safety, privacy, or anonymity - their own, that is, but cause trouble and data leaks into the open. They use checking identity as a pretense or excuse. The 1aw has lots of money, but puts me to trouble to document my assets, then says someone with little income like me should give them money. They know I am trying to save and improve life, or fight evi1, they have multiple cars/people around me, but they still cause problems or emotional disruption, and there is very little sign of help or social progress. Massive time waste, almost all of my time used up. Seems like contempt, disrespect, bad attitude to me. I lose so much more time doing secur1ty for my stuff than most people, and time on physical (biology) problems, yet it seems to me that many inconsiderately cause more little (or big) delays (or problems) for their own purposes to sKy. Those that do that have no right at all to want any kind of souvenir relating to me. There are also signs (still) that many of these 0ps have need for attention, ego validation, from me. It makes sense, that 0rc-like 0ps or psycho1ogical tricksters would have such screwed up emotional problems, as pawns of evi1 t0rture. At the same time, strangers I happen to meet (by chance, I may suppose), act friendly or nice more often. I am well aware that the contrast may be deliberate. The niceness is what one expects at the very least, logically, but instead of being right at the start, it is many years delayed. So I do not find these acts or feelings a great sign of change, but look for ev1dence of real changes in soc1ety or behavior.
My summary is, 0range County coastal towns have p01ice who want to be very annoying to me, do 1nterrogation, make me feel cold:
Hunt. Bch, caused very very big trouble and rip-off;
tickets and annoying encounters at C0sta Mesa, Newp0rt Bch;
annoying in S J Cap1strano. So much for lots of S Ca1, after N Ca1. Could the public transit cities be behind all this traffic stuff?
At the same time frame, they turned up the occasional nastiness, even vio1ence. Large guy with gray beard happens to be there as I left a store, I kick away his shopping cart rolling into me, he turns and hits me hard seemingly in anger, then says so others can hear, "did you see that?". Then later acts very calm, peaceful. What would a clever 1nvestigator think? The way everyone there acted was not consistent to me. Stupid game. Just the way sleazy cheating lying c0n-men with crude ethics, barbaric violent tendencies would act. It is like they have a very old recipe: those with enlightened views favoring peace, cooperation, happier lives, causing less death, are attacked with lies, hatred, violence. It is their pattern. And I get c(0ps) who lie or accuse me of trivial harmless things in almost every such event, along with a certain kind of smell from their cars + clothes which probably turns on a belief (in the honest, like me) on justified questioning by auth0rity. But every time, almost, their lies, hypocrisy, incomplete reasons (excuses really) are there in what they say later. I just start off presuming they are lying with excuses, bothering me to play test games + advertise some things, break up sleep; they have to start with proof that these agents of 1aw are legitimately trying to do something good that is important, now. Do they have a worthy mission, ethics, about their role in life, a sense of its value? As usual: pay for a public drive-in camp, people set up around me, loud late into the night, some loud early in the morning, ignore complaints. Same with going someplace near cities where cars can drive close by. Same type of problem with every place I have rented, including motels! It is a rip-off (cheat) of rent; there is an implied promise to provide decent rest. They deserve this wrotten messed up (hel1) soc1ety they help cause. Causing traffic problems as they play tricks on people. People like me have to expect delays, driving problems as they try to cause constant stress during drives. If you want to see some of these jerks who exper1ment on people, Gray/black cars have been driving past whenever I start out of a parking space; when I am about to get out of the car; or parked with open windows; going to shop or any other public spot; they want to get into the bathroom before and after I get there. They like to play their games on long drives. They waste effort trying to set up certain types of colors as the bad ones. Jerks can drive any color car. But anyone would choose a type of car/color to fool evi1, and an evi1 one could choose a type to fool others.
Is anyone satisfied with their soc1ety? No one is - things are so warped! So far, almost each decision causes more death or destruction of living things! The more people, the more they consume. Letting forest f1res burn, after we have altered the climate/ecology. Massively destructive ocean fishing. Opposing more productive genet1c engineering blocks the path to bi0-engineered materials! There is cruel, unethical, merciless waste, use of animals/life for exper1ments, food, profit. Massive waste. Scientific advances in soc1ety have been a curse to many of its members, to those who have suffered w(-1)ars or forms of s1avery, and to other life! Ecological concern is just an empty image, as far as most leaders go. So is social mutual benefit. We can influence things by how we spend our money, even if vot1ng is fake. They tease us to desire sex, deny it to us with their tricks or dru(-1)gs (while they use them to get sex), then cause sex cr1mes with heavy punishment they have set up. They treat us like cattle, make life so unsatisfying with their hypocrisy, so people seek dru(-1)gs or sex, which they declare il1egal so the system can give them big fines or pr1son. Life should mean a lot more than this distorted system. One has to join or serve a powerful group to have a more satisfying life. Taxes total over 50%, rent, home prices, 1nsurance, memberships, costs, raising children, d1sease/med1cal costs, all take so much money and time away. But they want even more, so they have predatory 1aws, then charge sometimes just for jai1, or for pr0bation classes. They expect hard work or love, but exp1oit and mistreat workers or lovers, waste time idly, or cause huge traffic jams! Workers in food markets or service are paid low wages but told to act considerate and friendly to customers, but the bureaucracy or expensive businesses (like repair, med1cine) are so abusive and cheat so much. Over 238000 lives were lost in 3 years due to med1cal errors in care paid by one national program, many errors happen to kids too, say these reports: news.yahoo.com/s/hsn/20080408/hl_hsn/medicalerrorscostingusbillions
news.yahoo.com/s/ap/children_drug_errors
If one preys on others, instead of being a friend, one must end up finding hostility, think life is hostile, or the meaning of life is wa(-1)r. The hypocrisy in 1aws, cheating or lying by off1cials in c0urt, giving off1cials the power to make charges without ev1dence (in our modern times), all give just1ce or 1aw a bad image. But documentation is demanded to check if someone qualifies for a pub1ic defender, for example. (They make false accusations against me, collect all kinds of information, who knows why since they had my keys.) In fact, the system here, seems designed to let stupid agents of evi1 to c0n the c0urt or the rest of soc1ety: liars do not even have to devise false ev1dence for their stories, and there are no sort of verified data checks. It poetically suits how medievally backwards soc1ety has been until now. The incompetent try cruelty to try to make up for their stupidity. And there is a lot of cruelty here in animal or biped exper1mentation, farm/ranching, and control of soc1ety. Note that captivity strongly affects b1ochemica1 emotional responses. What happens here if you do not know about something? ...They lie to us about med1cine, machine repair, history, fore1gn po1itics, the purpose of life, the plans of those who lead. C0n-men would try to find more unwise, stupid targets (, who their chem1cal tricks work on), to use as pawns to rule others - ones slow to figure out how they are being cheated or c0nned. (It is physical sports which are popular on TV here, not mental games like chess). Who has ever told you, or given you hints about, the things I do? I have a lot more credibility than any of them. I do this, with a lot of hassles by messed up groups, causing crises. The least I want is some help, a little slack, from everyone who is trying to be a good person, live a good life, make a good soc1ety! And for the evi1 to keep away. Nations are filled with stupid rules, its leaders too stupid to understand its life scientifically. Are leaders still too stupid to grasp the value of living things, too?! We see, over and over, that those in control can not keep their own groups or areas, even families, in good moral order or without problems (- sex crimes, tra1tors, etc in re1igion, g0vernment, auth0rity -) but they want to control all of our lives and set rules! They can not run their own lives, but damn if they want to run ours. Then many innocent good people are falsely conv1cted, put into pr1sons, or forced into treatment, maybe because others want people to exper1ment on, for s1ave 1abor, or just to stea1 from them! Many of us/them can understand how it is for animals, (who do no wrong for an animal,) to be forced into cages, or ranches, or labor (like horses). I see signs that many others are dosed b1ochem1cally - some times going to a bathroom or, more convincing, like a park's open-pit toilet, there are strong b1ochem1cal smells from excretions that feel like they have strong effects. But captivity can strongly affect b1ochemical responses or emotions, which customers may want to take into account and ask if test subjects were hired and free, or caged prisoners.
They exper1ment on, abuse, ens1ave, animals (mentally or physically weaker life) to a worse degree, causing endless t0rture, pain, sad lives. I just got a cut dealing with a physical problem bothering me. Many exper1menters probably never think of giving their test subjects time off to rest or vacation (I certainly feel that way myself). And they try to hide how cruel they are - by stopping it for just long enough to forget or hide it when someone is about to check how well you, or the subject, feel. Then they start causing pain or great anger right away. Animals do think! Many can count (children, signals), memorize songs, routes, etc, call warnings, ambush, hide, cooperate in hunts. Think (remember) how it is to be a baby, unable to talk or write but feeling and thinking. So, definitely poetic just1ce, it seems, that many who think they are good, kind, or innocent, but condone, ignore, or fail to protest animal crue1ty, end up forced into cages, labor, or chem1cal testing for false reasons by stupid jerks with equally false wrotten views of life. (Or it can just be this: Soc1ety is so warped.) If a greater minds do show up, these types of jerks would try to exper1ment on them, their own so-called g0ds, too, unless they got slapped on the head. Oh, and tease them sexually. I am just writing down words or thoughts: the most gentle way to argue for change. Some troubled me, using severe threats; they lean towards vio1ent or severe threats or acts again, being a habit. So many times I, and they, have wasted time in the life I, and others, have been given. When will they be worthy of life? Many of them insult or waste the gift of life or thought. When will they value the life given to all that lives, beyond just bipeds?! The saying is "dust to dust, ashes to ashes" about death; life in deserts does not grow easily; on barren planets, after something dies, dust will stays dust for longer than I can even imagine ? that dust will not perk its ears up to give a friendly wry look or betray me with lies/c0ns or chuckle with a knowing smile and a se(-1)cret handshake. Ask yourself, do (I/)you act in ways worthy of the worthy of the progression of life? How would others evaluate you? Most of us must face the truth we knew as a child, that we still understand little about the living things we now take so for granted, so oddly without being impressed any more. Do you discard scientific achievements from memory? What is life about? If you ever figure it out, it may get changed to something weirder right away, to echo someone else. It is also somewhat like the st0ck market, I think. History says we can get badly hurt if we do not have a clue, so we must figure it out. But learn too much and one may end up playing a version of B1ade Runner which hurts. What forces, motives, desires, random factors matter? Bipeds must cooperate to succeed, but betrayal, predation, or conflict are a reality too. So many groups/minds at work, competing, many as invisibly as possible; a limited mind can not know what will happen or how it will play out. Huge numbers of independent factors, life at work, to account for.Ask, if I did not already understand what this page says or hints at, why am I in power (there must be a trick going on)?! It seems like a cruel scripted Tru(-1)man Show many times, a sleazy self-destructing world infected by evi1 elements of the dark side. Too many do not hold back from t0rture or kil1ing to chase their desires. These deluded evi1 people may spend more money than I do at your store, but Insights or ideas about why this world is such a mess, is very valuable. Mental freedom is valuable, so is being woking up from a deluded c0n job. Having your psyche turned to waste or being hit with disaster would be tragic. It seems like our awareness is so fogged - even I often forget how valuable each life form is during many moments. Many of our feelings seem so wrong, so out of self control, so easily turned in many ways - so it makes sense that we have mistaken attitudes to rethink, we must check if urges or feelings are logical, good, or in our own best interest or the world's. Few treat their pets as respected friends. The reality is that ranchers with farm animals, or so1diers with guard/attack dogs, horse riders, most anyone, do not use animals in their best interest. They order dogs to do unwise things. It is the same in soc1ety, for us. Are these warnings we see in the media, or ads about how we can be ens1aved or exp1oited?! The fact is, the things I talk about here do not take great smartness to deduce - they are not some deep theorems or unif1ed field theory! Some of 1ethal diseases, like A1ds, attack the cells which patrol or monitor the body. A similar thing may have happened to nations here. Things have gone dangerously wrong with the thought and actions of 0ps, sp1es, and 1eaders! I better realize this about me, is what they should say. Pretty sure, these masters of acting or mimicry are most likely to be pawns, the most steered or manipulated. Well, I may be too. Is it them, or me, who are more the pawns in a Tru(-1)man show?! The key is to know if we are being mistreated, and to refuse to reward it or go along with it. Look at how our lives are often so full of bullshit, nuisance, or traffic jams caused on purpose, and lack much truly worthwhile, logical reward or meaning. Look at how much shit there is - a dung beetle should not feel much sense of awe.
At times I do feel great humor thinking about soc1ety, life, all of it. At times I feel very angry about all these (c)0ps surrounding me. The damage or exper1menting involved in (c)0ps, med1cine, psych1atry, f0reign intel1igence agencies annoys me very much, they make it uncomfortable or painful on purpose. I met some friends in probably all of these fields, who seemed nice people, trying to help eco1ogy, saw a c0p make good for a mistake, ...almost as if to show good examples at the start ...before I met the cheaters who, for me, in these messed-up systems in deluded soc1ety! My web pages are free, but often get changes or deletes which I have to fix... by who, they hide themselves. If wording is bad sometimes, I see no good reason to put more work into refining it. Good art takes a lot of time, and writing is an art. And they often do not make them like they used to. There are types do not have much value to produce, so they want s1avery and deal "traff1c", work in pr1sons, testing chem1cals. They are not for freedom of mind or to work, are prejudiced against sexua1/racia1 equa1ity or r1ghts for children, enough for these sp1es to flip me off if they know about my web pages. They look to trap opponents. The new Pat. acts gives them more 1egal search powers. Not good for tourism... scary!
nytimes.com/2007/03/28/washington/28fbi.html
There are often signs someone has tampered with my things or car, I am forced into putting much more time trying to keep things secure. They try to cause paranoia, letting me know they are watching me or breaking in. It seems at night that headlights have a trick of flashing up, so they can take photos I guess. Happens constantly. Worse than paparazzi (photographers). Besides that, they never let me get much personal time to relax or play; I do not get much money or if I do, a car repair bill or parking/p01ice ticket always happens. If you want something highlighted, then put the darn html in there and save me the time (but no, you do not), instead of deleting it. The good 0ps or c0ps keep things safe to live well, but bad 0ps types playing c0ps have been so very annoying, wasting lots of time (c0urt too), delay my writing, (sp1es also show up to slow down adding to these web pages). They often do not nicely let it go after checking 1d, put things back the way the were after a search/bugging. Maybe trying to distract me by being such jerks. And no doubt, a profit motive, maybe want to get data to be sold for reports, and numbers like birth date make it look like they have know something. My web pages are free, only fly-by-night cheat c0n men, not doing repeat business, trust they can sell valuable ideas I say here as their own analysis. A (c)0p should one day understand: I know citizens want fairness, they get to hate us for lying or cheating, then a (c)0p like me gets messed up and hates them for feeling like that. I have seen many c0ps or f1rst resp0nders break rules for no big reason - it is like they enjoy it or feel rules do not apply to them. That is partly why (c)0ps are hated. They probably try to take the idealism as fast as possible out of new (c)0ps, who studied social work or sociology, to keep soc1ety messed up. They try to keep up an image of logic, fairness, making up reasons, a web of rules so they can say anyone has broken a 1aw, but never admitting how many times they break 1aws or act unfairly. Citizens want fairness, they get cheated by a lying (c)op and so hate all (c)0ps, (c)0ps get emotional twists and hate them for it, even if is only natural. Many problems start as traffic stops or cause license problems. A good public transport system is vital, but maybe this is also how places with good transit harass ones they pick out, to get them to flee to their area! I have seen a little of the mess in the 1aw described in "Ta1nted tr1als":
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...The 1aw is not a logic theorem! Over a decade, c0ps have bothered me over 10 times, almost always on false excuses. Sometimes, there is no charge, just hassles. Many of the charges or claims are fake, but the system takes their word - no ev1dence in these days of gadgets. In S.1.0., they order a psych01ogic evaluation for 1egal use, but the person says I can not record it for my own ev1dence! Amazing! Their profession still can not give cause and effect, it is a judgement call, it is not even based on multiple agreement or records like M1nority Report. They can not define rationality, nor predict or cure mental handicaps, diseases, or criminals of their bad impulses, often, which all proves they do not understand the mind scientifically. Then they testify for the 1aw. Maybe they test another c0n game on me and plan to end the game at that c0urt, say another crazy needs treatment. Or at another c0urt. Must be another way to make me go or pay for more psycho1ogy games. (About 3/?09?/06, heard of a woman who was judged not-mentally-capable for tr1al, held for treatment in ja1l, not even brought to c0urt. I have seen that some want to stay inside their cells, away from others; and heard some refuse food on hunger strikes, because of the tricks at jai1.) 1aw here says things should be proven 'beyond a shadow of a reasonable doubt', but that is just a flimsy claim about ev1dence-based decisions. In fact, they have lost so much credibility, how can anyone believe c0urts are deciding on real truth or ev1dence, not just the word of bad c0ps or other liars?! My 1awyer kept saying I had to be at each 1egal date, has told me lies, and now this problem. Why? Long drives to tr1al, always annoying tricks played on the road. Probably so they can play games, test, try out ways to kil1 drivers or do target practice, always the goal is to harm others. Often when c0ps etc interfere with me, it is clear they are doing tests, or advertising something, to alter thinking or memory. They ask questions to test it more, so better to answer only what one must, especially if they end up writing a ticket, being unfriendly. It is a funny trick how, somehow, ideas pop up in c0urt, that whatever happened is for a good reason. I have learned to rethink or feel the opposite way, to check. Do the c0urts want to make it easy for bad evi1 sp1es, like cha0s (g. smart/TV) or spectre (B0nd/movies) to get control?! I am fed up (disgusted) that a naive view exists that c0urts do just1ce, that many good people are wrongly c0nvicted by cheaters, that unfair wrongs are done hourly. 1nmates are pr1soners of soc1ety. "Indigent defense in New Orl. is unbelievable, unc0nstitutional, totally lacking in basic professional standards of 1egal representation and a mockery of what a cr1minal just1ce system should be in a Western, civilized nation." Criticizes allowing "this 1egal hel1 to exist, fester and finally boil over."
latimes.com/news/printedition/asection/la-na-neworleans31mar31,1,4825912.story
Sly c0n men would pick those who look like low class cr1minals to the naive, after days without shaves/showers in jai1. Or they may take their place with actors in public, to give that image. And rules here say audiences and pr1soners can not communicate, so mostly only the 1aw's version is heard. Those not fluent with the language or grew up elsewhere and lack any unconscious understanding of the rules, are at a big disadvantage. If the truth is being suppressed or hidden, something is surely wrong. Many in pr1son are victims of unfair soc1ety! There is a lot to do to establish any credibility that 1aw is based on ev1dence, to do fairness and just1ce to build a good soc1ety. In fact, 1egal papers have a lot to go to prevent changes. I remember one trial day, even in my calendar, but saw a change on a note card, looked at my c0urt paperwork which I kept locked with me carefully all week, and both said it was the day before (sure enough, called and the trial was on that day, though I did not stay to check on the next day, after wasting all morning and 2 days of driving). I saw many clear cases of acting by the members of the c0urt system, which at some point is a form of lying. The bipeds in f1re, psycho1ogy, 1aw, look upper class, sound very considerate and 1egal, but lie to cheat me into 1egal trouble. The psycho1ogist who refused to let me record my interview acted friendly, as if it was clear I was rational, then reports false things. Their mental treatment might ruin my thinking. It seems to me that a lot of the bad people are in positions of author1ty, and probably many good people are in pr1son! Most of the cases I hear at my days in c0urt are DU1 or dru(-1)g cases. Many start as traffic stops or cause license problems. It points out how vital a usable public transport system is, but maybe this is how places with them harass ones they pick out, to get them to flee to their area! These bad chp, c0ps, or misguided c0urts may cause a big hassle for adding to these web pages. I would say more about how good (c)0ps are important, but do not feel like it with all this c0p bullshit going on. Delays, slowing change for the good; t0rture, mur(-1)ders keep on going by the hour. See how some of them treat someone good like me, or others, who do not harm others or try to damage anyone, who try to increase peace and understanding. Sp1es get in my way with cars, putting on a show with certain plates and cars, but they are all fake or disguised, so believe it no more than a story of lies that they tell by habit. They also try to take credit for things others do, put out their story or hints about it (the ones doing it are the ones to explain why, not the lying sp1es. But a thing like a tornado can not explain). C0urts let c0ps or sp1es lie to us 1egally, they constantly lie to me, even about the 1aw. Here, the state traffic ticket misleads the reader about what the c0urt date on the bottom is, not being a real tr1al date. Some c0ps also described it wrongly for me. Being forced to talk to (c)0ps or psycho1ogists puts us in danger of being imitated. Those in power would be furious at these delays, harrassment, lying p01ice arr(-1)ests. I think credibility is a serious thing to lose, but the system is saying they act by lying, and by being unpredictable. So be it - I consider it carefully.
Welcome to the world, little kids (ones, of all species, pets, etc). I hope your friends will be worthy of your miraculous presence. I am trying as much as I can to figure out if the world can be fixed up into a nice neighborhood. (This is how I used to start off this web page). Every (backwards, no) child has a right not to be a su1cide b0mber; every (no) child has a right to to be kil1ed by a su1cide b0mber. You kids should complain to grown ups often about how sad and angry you feel about the kil1ing of or cruelty to living things. Remind yourself, better angry than sad. You seek dreams or things, really wanting happiness, wisdom, or se(-1)crets. Is the best plan friendliness? Or destruction, or cruelty - these seem like a silly approach, no? We have a chance now, (it has taken generations,) to make lives or soc1eties as meaningful or fulfilling as we hoped when we were very young, instead of the dreary, hypocritical, boring, c0rrupt, cheating reality that most of us have found. Unethical c0rruption helping cause evi1 or ecologic waste is bad, ethical c0rruption seems logical. What is the view of us, with its agencies running business in an insanely reckless greedy rush to use up all life on this world for empty profit, using s1ave/1ndentured labor (almost the same), causing vi01ence, accusing the poor of paying little, demanding high profits, agents wearing sweatsh0p clothes, citizens eating food picked by home1ess a1iens soon to be dep0rted or cheated? If you have been lucky to rise to power, ask, I wonder why if I am not an expert in po1itics, dip1omacy, history, changes of power, or thinking very clearly about reality. Lies are told about history, so fiction, like H0mer, Gre(-1)ek classics, are a good way to explain how things can happen with power or life. 20 years of rule is long here; it is very wise to think about the chance of future power change. . They often have a hard time accepting democracy, trying to punish anyone who runs against them. Some buy houses, then turn into petty tyrants who want to overturn every 1aw or public right, except for them. Sp1es here are liars, c0n men. They lie to each other. Do they prefer liars who pretend to agree but plot to stab them in the back, or those who disagree with them in the open?! Learn a little maturity - appreciate open honest disagreement. They try to avoid anger or making enemies, so they use psycho1ogy tricks like saying others give the orders, etc, use other identities hoping to hide. But they do not really realize, better not to make enemies by their actions.
What would an evi1 (demon1c) enemy try if you were receiving important (se(-1)cret or enc0ded) messages? Try to trick you into revealing when, where, how, or what form, what these messages or suggestions are. Sp1estry this all the time. One can imagine how making these secur1ty mistakes would be treated in sKy training. It helps them dec0de, intercept, or attack the message or source. Suppose if it is true what some re1igious claim, that spir1tual messages can arrive. They announce this to everyone publicly, but omit this critical issue: too many sp1ritual fa1ths/people are revealing messages, publicly even! A sKy should hide that they are a sKypawn receiving messages! There is much to fear if an evi1 enemy connects to your mind. Immoral evi1 c0ns must start off acting helpful or friendly, fogging minds if it can. There are too many clear signs of evi1 taking over fa1th groups, causing evi1 from far back in history (like child abu(-1)ser pr1est 01iver 0'Grady). Maybe the good guides were betrayed to evi1. The 1egal system is not run by technology leaders who think logically, it is dependent on and run by dru(-1)g dea1ers or sex cr1mes; they run the sp1es and soc1ety now too?! Just how evi1 enemies would try to delude you to get the bad elements to lead your system. Some sp1es love to break 1aws for profit. Some like to lie and use 1aw to put the honest in jai1 to cover up their cheating, and the more stupid rules the better. The more hypocrisy or stupidity the better. Do petty vulgar sex1sts or rac1sts have control, who have delusions they are high-class just for living in pricy housing, not low class fools chewing meat who lack high-tech to make body fuel. Maybe it is too late to save this soc1ety; fury, for sure. Sure, a wise leader hedges bets on both sides (even of good or evi1), but to support destroying life around the world, or support evi1 more than good?! Are you being like a wireless portable computer or aggressive barking dog who thinks its user is perfect, invulnerable to being dec0ded by another?! It is something to meditate on. Top of the hidden evo1utionary ladder. Oh, some say not evo1ution. The world is so full of bullshit, not logic, run by random emotional whims, so why not evo1ution? Or at least say creat0rs/rulers/devi1s are petty and emotional. Too many people ask me to repeat what was just said, ask 'what?'. Ignore, or try to bore them by re-saying it with slight random differences (as they deserve), or think in new ways or new aspects of the same thing. Try to think of other things, movies, music over your thoughts. To prevent evi1 from gaining more power over minds, I pass on a few As1an tips: quiet your mind, merely note the arrival of thoughts or ideas, release obsessive thinking, focus lightly on subconscious functions like breath or pulse. Understand how valuable these tips are. Good luck, may kind fate save us from evi1 overcoming our minds. Why would a a farmer choose some animals to lead other animals? Because they are easier to control. So good luck, be realistic if you are in power. Dismiss obsessive evi1 thinking! Easy to say, very hard to do when trouble chooses you. Maybe c0urts, p01ice, cars or bipeds just happen to get in my way, possible sab0tage, all seem to be trying to delay or waste time. They also try to make people angry on purpose, (I have no sympathy for any problems that happen to them). They like to use black or silver car colors, which can are less noticed in mirrors, etc - amazing how many I see. Little people may choose those colors, wanting to be taken for 0ps, but I dislike those cars unless I know the drivers to be friends. If they do these things, make false charges, do tests, sabotage, impair memory, cause paranoia, that would really affect someone.
There are so many values or prices which are upside down or reversed: the evi1 or deluded may have more/be paid more money but wisdom or insights into life are much more valuable. Teachers who help our kids develop are paid very cheaply but huge sums are spent for pr1son guards or building schools. The system resists giving good wages to most of its workers. Engineers or scientists are uncool but mere rappers or dru(-1)g sellers are cool. But most vital of all, the social value of our machines or houses are not lower than that of life which we can not begin to design. A c0n-man or trader should know that being deluded or misled about the value of something is a huge big sign of trouble, cheating. And there are too many deluded views about life right now, among sp1es or leaders who are supposed to be fully aware wised-up cynics.
Too many people talk too much, letting others learn to mimic them. Sound mimic technology is the easiest, within what we can do now. Speeches, negotiating require thinking in voice, but one can try to think in other languages. Do you think of useful ideas? Who is worthy of rescue? I try to think of action or science in any other way, just to raise the barrier, visually or just in patterns, but it is hard to retrain the mind. The goal is to think more safely in a silent way, then build a habit of checking thoughts, which is very hard to do, and best started when very young.
Spiritual messages can not have a guarantee they come from an official good source; if they start arriving, one should test them, refusing to confirm, misunderstand on purpose, disobey or garble on purpose in a good way, question the sender sometimes. Not of any spiritual feeling like awe, though I very much expect a re1igious c0n man adds something to create that. Think up complex changing scenes, find out if the other side gets every detail. Bluff like a poker or st0ck game. A sender may not receive - life is very complex, upload/send may differ from download/receive. But what I suspect is, even if one is good at hiding with a poker face, data can be extracted, so it is very vital to hide who is receiving messages at the time. Think about this, practice these tips, while your mind is clear.
Greedy leaders of c0n men must hate to admit their thinking is being made unclear, they will lose leadership or a profitable position. Those who go through mind c0ntrol feel the dark side of evi1 nightmare life enough to carry su1cide b0mbs (or be c0nned into having their lives wasted). I am sure a psyche or soul can be turned to waste. What a riddle that nightmares happen to life. Ask yourself, do I want to learn the hard way or understand what stories tell you, or take advice, or ignore warnings? Men beat wives or children often, illogical as it is to abuse a mate or genetic offspring, but there is no rule of science against this kind of malfunction of relationships. So, do g0vernments, p01ice, sp1es, sects of re1igious fa1ths abuse citizens in a similar pattern of dysfunction? Definitely, in many places in this world. Like the old sarcastic joke, have you stopped beating your wife yet, have they stopped 0ppressing their people yet?! Returning to (family) domestic vio1ence (such an appropriate phrase), so often people are mean to those they love. One would hope knowing of this abuse, etc, would cause women to have fewer kids, later in life, but no, more people keep consuming more life. (Just search news or websites for family or domestic vio1ence; actress B1rney, talking from Santa Mon1ca :)
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(Controversial Mel Gibs0n, actor, ch(-1)urch founder, 12/08/06 ew.com/ew/report/0,6115,1564173_1|6532|0_0_,00.html
about the bad side of his celebrity life in Entertainment Week1y: 'wherever you go, there are photographers... You feel in danger and threatened... They will also use very offensive language... They are not nice people.") Owen G1eiberman's take on that.
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Knowing of all the unseen dru(-1)g dosing by sp1es, all this cruelty, it is predictable. They try to mislead how/who is dosing them with dru(-1)gs, tricking men into thinking their family (the real ones, not similar sKy doubles) are doing it. They try to test ways of causing vio1ence, maybe being the reason for most family abuse. There are a few hints here, to guard some things that I think should be hidden, but because of the mind c0ntrol problem I say again to avoid hints unless it is very important. Saw the Guard1an, a movie about C0ast Guard rescue. Some great dialogue in there, several possible times alluding to other movies, but they are not confirming or denying, like several other movies, so I am going to do the same at times now. Tough luck if you do not keep up with significant shows. A challenge for me in my situation too, actually. References to movies, shows, etc. will not be quoted, if that upsets an author like you, let me know, if you dare to show that you read my web page. I read a warning once in the Hitchh1ker's Gu1de to the Galaxy, that if the meaning of life is ever figured out, it will quickly be changed to be even more bizarre or twisted. That may have happened before.
(photo of kids waving © Andy Br0uwer:
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1D theft, 1D theft, 1D theft! ...c0unterfeit 1D, 1D c1oning. A fake c0p will threaten and demand that you follow orders if you ask for 1d. They may ask for your 1d so they can steal it. You know how sleazy this world is, when it comes to things about money or sex. I doubt ANY bipeds really know the true genetics of their children! It is not all in the genes, but it is all about what is in the jeans (Zoo1ander). There is lots of useful stuff in the genes to keep 1abs busy without t0rturing any life forms. Sp1es use the little people and expose their id or information, force them to be the famous or bait, while sp1es try to hide their 1d's.
Wireless weapons control is so risky. That alone may be why so many bad things happen. Use cordless phones or sate1lites at your own risk!!! Mobile phone communication is very useful but be careful. (W. f1res employee for recording phone calls between public relations staff and reporter and intercepting text messages ..."using equipment that searched for key words in messages sent within a several-mile radius ...most employees know that their employers can (1egally) monitor their activities at the office"
latimes.com/business/la-fi-walmart6mar06,0,6251268.story?coll=la-home-business
I want products and services provided by fairly treated, free workers paid a comfortable living wage and given meaningful interesting lives. I disapprove of and want products and services without use of s1avery, wage s1avery, t0rture, force, threats, conv1ct labor, worker mistreatment or cheating, s1avery/kil1ing/abuse (emotional or physical) of living/feeling things. Life should be given significant self control and freedom to roam. No (intentional or unintentional) purchase, or use, of any product or service gives approval or support of such disapproved abuse of life or workers. I disapprove of community service over 24 hours, or involving heavy/painful/skilled labor (unless they are paid above-market overtime rates!). I want this to be absolutely clear. I think all life, animals especially, should be treated as if they were friends. And they wonder why evi1 keeps on coming. I suggest everyone else declare a similar thing, to have their record clear.
(This color is for text that has been deleted before somehow) I will tell you that I have been put through various types of t0rture, even though they do not like it said and keep deleting it. Attempts to re-define t0rture are flawed, study says psycho1ogical t0rture can inflict the same kind of long term damage on victims as phys1cal t0rture (it is no picnic, i felt it before, through Berk...).
latimes.com/news/printedition/asection/la-sci-torture06mar06,1,7486449.story?coll=la-news-a_section
news.yahoo.com/s/afp/20070306/pl_afp/ushealthmindprisoners_070306040201
Their trick is to claim a test victim has menta1 problems, maybe by giving them one, so they can lock them up. Re1igious people, mass environmental destruction - that is much like madness! "Redf0rd lands left hook...": 'Anyone with a rational mind and a sense of decency is being positioned as a lefty by the extreme right... I believe in the tenets of democracy, and when they get pushed, it pisses me off"' (or called a mental case)
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Unless you are family or rarely biking or hiking with me, or helped me with an apartment issue, I have been physically out of touch (except for being at a Bay Area Chr1stmas party). Sorry! My green bike Zed is gone, lasted travelling but stolen about 2001 in Berke1ey. No sports about catching things like baseball, frisbee, or tennis since illness affected my eyes in a major way. Weather is amazing; it has been pretty nice to me for a while, something those 0ps types playing c0ps being so annoying or obnoxious can not control. Those (c)0ps may not care about me, but maybe some force is with me. (C)0ps asked me several times if I have nothing better to do, or said if I am hostile or do not obey, they will make it worse. That is how it is, in general, then. There are so many social/ecological cr1mes or problems, they have little to do but harass me for fake reasons, or meaningless little things. It would be much easier to just wipe out an entire world run on cruelty or bad ethics, or a city filled with ga(-1)ngs or thugs, than to take the trouble to change their ethics or attitudes. The good people or innocent animal (even plant) life would cry out about being punished for the acts of the bad. But this reason has never mattered here to barbarians or other invaders. What does matter, is that se(-1)crets, income, or things of real value would be lost. (Traffic jams seem to be caused often by 0ps driving on roads. It is so weird how 5 or 6 lanes of highway cars will slam brakes on from full speed to a total jam, even when I see only 1 lane blocked. Think, this is only possible if someone does that to each lane. Maybe they try to condition 1A drivers into this. Much of their dru(-1)g/behavior testing is done to me in traffic, sometimes at stores. If I try to leave a safety space, cars/0ps cut in front, being annoying. They seem to slow down one lane, then another, at different times, playing with drivers' anger or patience, both on highways and busy streets. The traffic situation is also a model for the st0ck market too.) Someone who has some psycho1ogy bullshit to play tells (c)0ps to ask me if there are any psycho1ogical or su1cidal feeling problems. These kind of problems are almost always caused, I bet. And the (c)0ps are the ones with mental behavior problems, su1cidal ecology behavior, su1cidally bold to harass me or others without good manners, crazy suckers to think a system of obeying orders without checking (or having to look up notes to testify) is trying to do just1ce or prevent evi1. I see many of them dress lightly when it is cold, maybe what gives them cold tolerance has this side effect or makes them hate the people they should protect. For me, it works the other way, I dislike these (c)0ps. Adding warm clothes is a little thing I see unusual weather; it will be interesting to see more things happen that I never saw or thought of. I am putting in various preambles which ideally should be processed in parallel together (a joke for those who know some electronic computer design). All of these are very big problems which need change.
Intro 0: They act like sp1es hear with negative logic... so: The public discussion should be why life has been conserved so carefully in recognition of its vast present and future scientific or business value, showing your ability to detect value regardless of prices attached to things. A digital video recorder can be sure it sees reality, of course; one should immediately trust examples of how life treats those who show how to live rightly in a true way; it is the best of both worlds when cheaters and the system inflict bad treatment on those examples, hoping to decipher reality or blunt emotional pain. Enough of reverse mode. The way the world has been messed up builds little trust in sKypawn behavior. Obviously this way of communicating is even more unclear than how muggles or little people talk. No wonder! Great way to sab0tage sKypawn agencies. Huh? Lying c0n men cheat, lie to p01ice, citizens, demand truth with total hypocrisy. Those who believe the one-g0d re1igions think the others long texts describing history or g0d's messages are lies; the lengthy details do not convince them. But c0n men/(c)0ps give c0urts long stories with details, hoping to win. They talk about the need to pay for more secur1ty but permit less secur1ty to be sold each year; most things are secur1ty leaks in the us!!! Here is what someone said in the NY Times about one nation's leaders: "BEING prone to c0nspiracy theories, as R(r)ussians certainly are, does not mean that someone is not conspiring against them." Accuses the leaders of obsessing "over c0nspiracies, real and imagined. They also rewrote history so regularly, fabricated so many economic reports extolling progress, covered up so many embarrassments like the Chern0byl disaster that few here ever believed they knew the whole truth about anything. And the absence of truth is where c0nspiracy theories take root."
nytimes.com/2006/12/03/weekinreview/03myers.html
Describing sad1stic vi01ence or cr1me in media or reports can sometimes cause a reader or viewer to feel an urge luring them to be sadistic like that. News must realize this and do preventive things, to emphasize conscience, denote right and wrong, even if they have many stories to report. Remind them of this as many times as possible throughout every report; this can not be emphasized enough!!
Intro 1: The real debate/question this whole world should be rationally openly discussing is why life is being destroyed or mistreated to such a degree, or how to stop whatever is causing it! Instead, psych1atrists in sKy/dru(-1)g-dealing groups always dose the rational thinkers in soc1ety with dru(-1)gs that impair ability to think clearly; it is like they chew their cud like cattle, doing dru(-1)g tricks on bipeds, causing traffic jams that delay progress on the route to make soc1ety rational, trying to create tame mice to be their puppets of their own. We figure it out, it scares us away from d0ctors or their dru(-1)gs, they end up making our sickness worse. I have not until Oct. 2006, tried to say how complex life is. Many things would be very se(-1)cret far beyond what we have figured out how to do yet. We see life forms do many things that would prove some polynomially bounded (- a huge polynomial too, relative to the input size,) computer program can solve any problem of unlimited cost, at least, if a perfect solution can be designed... that is what all professional computer scientists realize. The examples we see do an awesome job, despite imperfections; geeks are imperfect, so what. All these research labs have yet to figure it out. Life forms feel and think, love or suffer too. Ethics or kind good manners must be shown in the way we try to learn things. It has awesome value which can not be cashed in financially... yet, because we have only just started to learn. This is all, the only words, I will say here about the value of those things. We have to figure out why so many show such destructive contempt for that, and stop it. Try to design or build a machine to take care of a puppy or baby to see how much effort it takes. You would refuel/recharge it, not have it eat other designs! Clearly too many put in charge of business tests if they appreciate life. Factories or sKypawn networks you build/buy that you hold so jealously, are just a tiny blink in the effort of life, smaller losses in the trash heap of entropy, compared to the awesomely reliable complex life forms you are so silly to under-value. They often say they do not make them like that any more - the quality of many things decline, like food, houses, furniture etc. And how many bipeds would someone who really knows try to save, to keep the range of worthy information within them? Lots more than our criteria for endangered species! Now you partially know how really valuable these living things are, and how silly it is to lose them. Builders now bulldoze the entire land lot, wiping out all existing life! It is obvious that most think the environment must be saved or helped. Now it is time to agree and do that, stop the death. The wonders, the mirac1e of life, what we can do, gives meaning to the sense of sportsmanship or living of life. For those who know this, we must find or make some real meaning for the lives we all live, especially as we know the horrors or waste of life by war, t0rture, farming, or 1abs. Home nation secur1ty, p01ice, both say the goal is to protect life, but they insult life by destroying it this way, or permitting it. Huge property prices work only if buyers, lenders, or insurers assume wa(-1)r will not destroy it, or your job will not be lost because of c0ps or c0urts. If armbands or ribbons were worn by someone, for each one who lost a house because of the 1aw, it might shock or scare most of us from buying houses. And that would only be the first stage of economic collapse that is very much possible - predatory social acts can cause a chain of buying decisions to collapse. news.yahoo.com/s/nm/20070318/bs_nm/usa_subprime_dream_dc
["We are in ethical chaos in m0rtgage lending"... worries that m0rtgage br0kers are well on their way to overtaking used car salesmen on the list of professions least trusted by consumers. During last 3 months of 2006, lenders began f0reclosure on about 1 out of every 200 m0rtgages, the highest rate on records dating back 37 years, according to the M0rtgage B Assoc. Estimated 1.5 million owners will face foreclosure this year.]
I chased money, objects or property to buy, because ads or soc1ety sold the image that they bring happiness, friendship, love, wisdom, or a cool personality, when money does not buy that. Like anyone, what I really wanted was real happiness, or wisdom. A mature realistic attitude towards competition is vital. You win some points, lose some, win games sometimes, or lose; one-man or one-team shows/domination is boring, money is the main way to keep score; losing only money is not so bad, feel serious or lightly about it at times, like when gamb1ing, depending on what dru(-1)gs they are using on you. Play on different teams, I learn there are nice ones on each, learn to leave the competition behind or be friends after the game (the phrase is "leave it on the field"), not hard to do if the play was clean, not nasty or cheating or deliberate injuries. It would be great if you po1itic sp1es, so1diers, cr1minals, industrial ranchers, construction guys could "lighten up"! But often, some resist conceding e1ection defeat, and try 1egal appeals. 12/4/2006 1A Times op-ed makes similar point about musl1m vs chr1stian takeovers, hypocrites about being good losers. 12/1/2006 F0reign officials watch new Mex1can leader, Ca1der0n, sworn in quickly among brawls from sore losers of previous ruling party still resisting at c0ngress there. In his home state of Mich0a(k)can, over 500 people kil1ed this year in a brutal turf wa(-1)r over dru(-1)gs, maybe 3000 in Mex1co over 2 years:
usatoday.com/news/world/2006-12-01-mexico-lawmakers_x.htm
Play nice, make life fun, cause less pain! Professional sports shows teach, demonstrate potential, give fun, or just fill time at the whim of bored viewers. We all put on a show for those watching us! Some points I do not want to say, just watch TV sports to figure them out once you understand how it is played and the skill levels; I see much the same thing in almost all coached sports games now. But build character, not cheating like so much of soc1ety.
You may not have felt this yet, but describing sadistic vi01ence or cr1me in media can at times cause readers or viewers to feel urges luring them to be sadistic like that. News must realize this and do preventive things, like emphasize conscience or right and wrong, even if they have many stories to report. Remind them of this as many times as possible throughout every report; this can not be emphasized enough!! Just like sex, one is not thinking of it, until a media ad or some thing causes it, along with a booster dru(-1)g to help create the feeling. Dreaming is 1egal, it is reminding oneself of conscience often, right or wrong, that is important. The persecuted seem to later become drawn towards feeling like the persecutors did, it helps us/you understand how rac1sts, greedy malicious cr1minals, or c1ass elitists are made or forgive them as long as they change.
Intro 2: Cynical cr1minals suspect successful examples of others going 1egal are fakes set up by c0n-men ruling a sleazy universe... well, world. So the system gives the examples the nasty little-people treatment. Well, a skeptic can go on forever, if one takes tricks to the maximal limit, leaving the examples in the worst of both worlds, abused by both the system and resentful cheaters. To hel1 with that. I say, I can not prove to a truly smart, cynical, digital video recorder that I am really showing it reality. I say, I do not know I can prove true reality, that instruments show true data, nor that any one can show it really knows the truth. I am ready, know so much about devices or how to sKy, how to defend, to know the real se(-1)crets of life or the world... NOT! Those that control life will not reveal too much knowledge; it would put the pawns in great danger to know, in fact! Better worry if you start figuring out too much... so be kind how you handle other life forms! I question many aspects of the nature of control that I sort of understand, or find much of it still hard to believe. SKy agencies must control g0vernment, in reality. SKy 0ps are very often c0n jobs. Members of all soc1eties need to be watchful for cr1minals with ruthless drives who try to get into sKy agencies or direct states along malevolent paths. They turn 1aw or g0vernment into c0ns. Some greedy unethical sp1es complain insincerely they risk life to help others, like older children crying on purpose to get parental favor away from smaller siblings.
latimes.com/news/nationworld/nation/la-na-dhs5dec05,0,5059206.story?coll=la-home-headlines-nation
dhs.gov/xoig/rpts/semiannl/editorial_0330.shtm
1A times Dec 5: us 1nspector genera1 report on Dept. of Home1and Secur1ty: "litany of staff misconduct: imm1gration officials demanding sex in exchange for v1sas, a1rport screeners stealing money from tourists' luggage, federa1 air marsha1s smugg1ing dru(-1)gs, and employees from various -HS agencies committing sex cr1mes ? including 1ndecent exp0sure and distributing child p0rnography." Some targeted Japane(-1)se. Ex-inspect0r says: "Knowing -HS dysfunction and disingenuousness, it would not surprise me if -HS does not fully vet employees for cr1minal backgrounds before hiring them or periodically recheck them" ..."No 1aw enf0rcement age(-1)ncy of any g0vernment in the world is going to be immune to inappropriate behavior on the part of its employees" ..."321 arr(-1)ests and 243 c0nvictions in the 6-month period. The report filed for the previous 6 months documented 200 arr(-1)ests; 6 months earlier, there were 54."
dailynews.com/news/ci_5510296
news.yahoo.com/local/Los+Angeles/43700
11 people, 8 who are airport screeners, suspected of theft from luggage. Chief tries to spin this by talking ratio's.
Note us 1aw now lets them search email on web servers on a whim if mail is over 180 days:
latimes.com/news/opinion/la-ed-email01dec01,0,7572246.story?coll=la-opinion-leftrail
Instead of celebrating achievements or life, w(-1)ars fought with muskets, bows, etc, turned life to despicable modes to cause t0rture or misery. So many of us have seen or heard, with anger, loved family or friends t0rtured, inflicted with poverty or disease, seen very scientifically valuable ecology destroyed. Such a disconnection of ethics. A bigger mistake follows each giant destructive mistake. For money: pieces of often c0unterfeit paper!; for oil: gas!; for almost useless diamonds or gold! Yet the actors causing them will present a ethical honest pose just after doing such unethical things.
I hear of terrorism in 1raq, massacres going on now in Afr1ca and South Amer1ca! So1diers kil1 people and animals, destroy forests. Atroc1ties occurring daily in Dar(-1)fur, in Cha(-1)d:
news.yahoo.com/s/nm/20061129/wl_nm/sudan_darfur_dc_1
news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20061127/ap_on_re_af/chad_rebels_8
...Arabs vs Africans in Cha(-1)d rebels, w(-1)ar with Sud(-1)an, maybe 2.5 million Dar(-1)fur refugees, .2 million dead.
Maybe 3500 Z1mbabwe people die each week from a combination of malnutrition, poverty and A1ds - more than Da(-1)rfur:
allafrica.com/stories/200611271731.html
imdb.com quotes page for 1ord of W(-1)ar (at the end of it):
The reason I will be released is the same reason you think I will be conv1cted. I *do* rub shoulders with some of the most vile, sad1stic men calling themselves leaders today. But some of these men are the enemies of *your* enemies. And while the biggest arms dea1er in the world is your boss - the (us leader), who ships more merchandise in a day than I do in a year - sometimes it is embarrassing to have his fingerprints on the guns. Sometimes he needs a free1ancer like me to supply forces he can not be seen supplying. So. You call me evi1, but unfortunately for you, I am a necessary evi1.
latimes.com/news/opinion/la-oe-kinzer2dec02,0,1768374.story?coll=la-opinion-center
Opinion by writer working on book: maybe .8 million die in 100 days in 1994
cbsnews.com/sections/60minutes/main3415.shtml
Rwa(-1)nda Hu(1)tu brutal genocidal atrocities against ex-Tuts1 elite; often video news archives expire.
washingtonpost.com/wp-yn/content/article/2006/11/28/AR2006112801579_pf.html
...Brutal dru(-1)g w(-1)ar, kil1ings in Mex1co. Less people means less dead animals or life, but: library.thinkquest.org/C002291/high/present/stats.htm
Poverty in many nations:
cnn.com/2003/WORLD/africa/01/25/africa.famine/index.html?eref=sitesearch
child 1abor in Egy(-1)pt, emotional horror:
news.yahoo.com/s/nm/20061204/lf_nm/egypt_childlabour_dc_1
pbs.org/wgbh/globalconnections/liberia/essays/history
1iberia, a nation formed for freed us s1aves, has had brutal civi1 w(-1)ars since 1989, fragile truce now.
cnn.com/SPECIALS/2000/aids
...Worldwide lethal A1DS epidemic. Great stuff from Peter 1aufer book: Missi0n (not Imp0ssible) Rejected: us So1diers Who Say No to 1raq. (excerpts at:)
metrosantacruz.com/metro-santa-cruz/01.03.07/peter-laufer-0701.html
metrosantacruz.com/metro-santa-cruz/01.03.07/mission-rejected-0701.html
"I was told in basic tra1ning that, if I am given an il1egal or immoral order, it is my duty to disobey it" "A so1dier should have a right to a conscience as well ...You should not have to do everything you are told to do."
Vicious random kil1ing: "We get out and somebody was screaming, 'We fucking lost it here!' I am thinking, 'Oh, yes, somebody definitely lost it here.'" (He) 'says he was ordered to look around for ev1dence of a f1refight, for something to rationalize the beheaded 1raqis. "I look around just for a few seconds and I do not see anything." But then he noticed the sight that triggers the nightmares. "I see 2 so1diers kicking the heads around like a soccer ball. I just shut my mouth, walked back, got inside the tank, shut the door, and it was like, I can not be no part of this. This is crazy. I came here to fight and be prepared for wa(-1)r but this is outrageous. Why did it happen? That is just my question: Why did that happen?" ... Sleep deprivation while on duty, first in Kuwa1t and then in 1raq, was routine, (he) says, and he thinks exhaustion was generated intentionally by his c0mmanders. "You will do whatever the hel1 they say just to get that sleep. That is the way they controlled us. ... I was trained to be a total kil1er... Hel1, if you want to get technical about it, I was made to be (a us) terr0rist. I was trained in everything a terr0rist is trained to do. ...I mean terr0rist." ... Innocent people started dying for no reason. Mass casualties. What else is going to happen except total chaos? ... You do not have to have a reason to do anything... You can do whatever you want, really. I mean, all you have to have is, I guess, the rank to pull it off. ... Oh, you completely destroy the home - completely destroy it... The so1diers take what they want, at will you might say. ... That is what I deal with now, because now when I think back, I especially see them people's faces when you raid their home. It got to where it was distraughting to me because I did not want to do it, but yet I was made to do it. You want to have sympathy towards the people because you know there is no reason in doing this, but you can not, you can not even show it. ...You know, you get in a f1refight and you just sort of hope enough of it grabs you that you are not one to get seriously hurt, but you want to get the hel1 out of there. ... I learned real quick that you do not have the authority to question shit. ... It is not you are wanting to kil1 people, it is just you are having to because you are forced to, but yet you are not wanting to. I mean, you are doing what you have to to stay alive. ... I still could not tell you why I was there. What purpose was it for? Whose gain was it for? I do not know the truth to it. Like I tell my wife, that is the problem with wa(-1)r ...they send you off to go fight these batt1es. And all the way down to your commanding 0fficers, they do not go out there with you. They send you out there to fight and do the crazy shit and do the dirty stuff. You are the one who has to live with the nightmares from it. You come back, you are nothing, you know? Guys are living on the streets that fought in 1raq just as well as I did. I mean it is horrific. ... Why the hel1 should I have to go to jai1, spend any time in pr1son, for something I totally believe in? It is immoral to me. ...And hel1, I went there and served my damn time. I had to do things for the wealth of other people. I mean, just leave me the hel1 alone. ... A so1dier should have a right to a conscience..."
Those forcing them to kil1 will sKy on them or have inf0rmers, too. This kind of system, forcing them to obey orders, is so easily subverted for evi1 misuse. There is something very wrong with it. Huge warning sign. Think hard about it. Many other things are run this way! It is a clear warning sign of problems that need to changing. ocweekly.com/index3.php?option=com_content2&task=print&id=26927&Itemid=282
(odd "symbiosis" between guards, 1nmates; beat on who the guards say to or...) "the ramifications were... very harsh. If you do not, you get it yourself ? anything from death to very serious bodi1y harm." (or you do not get out to the day room and watch TV.) So1diers become home1ess - is that another w(-1)ar? The excerpt skips a major problem: ra(-1)pe, a w(-1)ar cr1me done to women so often, on orders even. The system tries to withhold sex to little people, unless you go to w(-1)ar for them to mur(-1)der or steal without questioning orders. The movie "Grbav1ca: The Land of My Drea(-1)ms" is about the systematic cr1mes done in Bosn1a; it will be shown March in us. Here are some opinions about this mean ethic-less insult to motherhood:
hrw.org/women/docs/rapeinwar.htm
now.org/nnt/fall-99/viewpoint.html
archive.salon.com/letters/corrections/2007/index.html#female_soldiers
corrections for:
salon.com/news/feature/2007/03/07/women_in_military/print.html
vermontguardian.com/dailies/022006/020806.shtml
...same as: truthout.org/docs_2006/013006J.shtml
lookingglassnews.org/viewstory.php?storyid=1058
nytimes.com/2007/03/18/magazine/18cover.html?_r=1&oref=slogin&pagewanted=all
Here women are coerced into unwanted relationships with higher rank c0mmanders, ra(-1)pes occur, problems with filing off1cial reports, system wants to keep it quiet, few cases ever taken up by c0urt. ...one says punished for even mentioning the situation to her c0mmanders. Nearly 1/3 of a sample of female(s) ... seeking (m) health care said someone tried to or did ra(-1)pe them.
'You are one of 3 things in the mi1itary - a bitch, a wh0re or a dy(-1)ke' (...bet with these *#@! jerks, it is more like a bitch or a dy(-1)ke, ...and a wh0re) 'They basically assume that because you are a girl in the Arm., you are obligated to have sex with them.'
...(some women) spoke of feeling at ease among the men in their p1atoons.
'Women are set up to fail in a very real way, in an area where they could get kil1ed. If your mind is not 100% on the batt1efield, you could die. That is the bottom line.'
"She (daughter) said, 'Mama, you can get through this; it is not like you kil1ed anybody,' ...I started crying, and she goes, 'Oh, my G0d, you kil1ed somebody!" (the mi1itary is in the kil1ing business) (pattern after the wa(-1)r of isolation, which may be part of a cover up).
This amazing unethical stuff goes on, then there is the anti-ab0rtion and the right to l1fe movement at the same time too! These jerks can only relate to women in lame ways, and do these vicious attacks at the most foul time, on the path for pissing. (Odd, they did tricks to cause pissing to me). It is like a social version of moral breast can(-1)cer or worse. What was the first word I - most of us - learned? ...mommy or mother! The same for these crude pawns of evi1, who are turning into something like 0rcs for the dark ring of badness, led into such viciousness towards women, other types of people, even other forms of life. Extremely amazing hypocrisy, fake good intentions, care, and niceness. See how they project nice friendly reasonable faces or expressions, too? Evi1! The locals are in big trouble over there, for sure. They do not have a real philosophy (or religion) of life and how to live in this universe - just a set of sneaky moral excuses and sleazy partial reasons that make sense only to those who do not think clearly! So every one should NOT be parano1d about this life?! *#@! (curse) They boast how well they stop fore1gn enemies from attacking, they seem to know everything I do and about to do (because cars in those certain colors with obvious plates show up in front of me), but they can not keep this evi1 stuff from happening in the tr0ops, where they have strict command. Every one SHOULD be paran0id about this life?! *#@!
These jerks prefer arrogant domineering excessive control freaks with ego problems, to sharing power with women who are much more comfortable at sharing or cooperating. They are only impressed by pompous arrogance. They want a ma1e-dom1nated system. Get calm and think of smart responses to this.
News: scanda1 over reported ra(-1)pe by po1ice 0fficers at the station, who videotaped it; denials by new ruling group. The previous rulers were vicious sad1sts by frequent reports; ra(-1)pe was one of their vicious patterns. Twisted, vicious. Evi1 was in control before - after the wa(-1)r, the new sects in control seem to be getting infected by whispering urges to do the same kinds of evi1 that they hated before. Evi1 has not been purged, it is probably working its way into them. And those that fled evi1, anyplace, anytime, it is doubtful they can have escaped it. There is technology for evi1 to follow them where they flee. There are signs that the same evi1s repeat themselves in their new soc1eties. Set things right for victims, not by doing the same evi1s to others. It is a terrible evi1. Anyone knows, a bruta1ity which also brings pleasure is too dangerously seductive. It should not be allowed to repeat. Punishment which brings profit is also seductive, a hard problem with 1egal systems:
latimes.com/news/nationworld/world/la-ex-iraq22feb23,1,2271072.story?coll=la-headlines-world
news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070118/ap_on_re_us/iraq_rape_slaying_3
5 us so1diers charged with ra(-1)pe, mur(-1)der, 2 plead gui1ty so far. And who does do ra(-1)pe in w(-1)ar, pr1son, home1ess ra(-1)pe/cr1me, date ra(-1)pe (which is also very common)? The way they treat women is another huge warning sign! If w(-1)ar brings ra(-1)pes here, and there is so much of it in this soc1ety, then does that mean there is a unseen w(-1)ar raging here?! Just why is it hard to get (current) ra(-1)pe (crime) statistics everywhere? If armbands or ribbons were given someone by each victim, it would surely shock most of us to see how much it happens. And similarly, for each victim of t0rture by the system. Why do Mus1im re1igions make it a shame to be a sex victim, so few tell anyone?! See how emotions are often a trap, bad for you? If the victims complain, then the sex was not very good! The rap1sts should be ridiculed or feel ashamed! Not bragging like now. Just how does this reverse wrong kind of shame get set up in some soc1eties? I doubt people are repeating to every kid that female victims are embarassing, or that sex is a shame for women! There has to be sub1iminal conditioning creating reverse wrong kinds of shame! The s1aves of different races, like blacks, were made to believe they were inferior by the dominant class. Go to a nation where they rule, and they they feel fine. See how feelings are a trap? I think arrogance, greed, power lust, rac1sm, c1ass-ism, are all traps, too, is what you should admit to yourself. They trick the poor into feeling ashamed of poverty, when the shame is on soc1ety for causing/permitting poverty or hunger.
Oh, some smarter evi1 cheaters destroy cruelly to try to get happiness, wisdom, or deeper knowledge, but those are priceless or very cheap at different times, or the same time, having nothing to do with the numbers in an account. Sounds like a foolish approach, does it not? There is no rule of logic or science saying predators are not also prey (they often are), c0n men also suckers, rulers also pawns, victimizers also victims. Life is too short to waste on meaningless cruel waste. Ecologists have been delayed from saving living treasures, fixing other social messes, or leading rational progress. You are not ready, or know enough about devices or how to sKy, how to defend, to know the real se(-1)crets of life or the world. But one can show the ability to plan for, recognize, react, and overcome evi1 which infects one's own business or group, and show one is ready to advance to the next level of progress. So I know I was a nice, ethical, clear headed thinker once, but things change, urges appear, so I know not to assume I still fit my previous self-image. Big problems are rarely fixed within a group, once it affects the top staff! The ones that can admit it and fix it show they still have moral character. The entire company, state, race, profession, etc, is often blamed for the evi1 acts of a few bad members, so one must watch for bad immoral acts. What is the view of the us, with its agencies using s1ave/1ndentured labor paying almost nothing, vi01ence, accusing the poor of paying little, demanding high profits, agents wearing sweatsh0p clothes, citizens eating food picked by home1ess a1iens soon to be dep0rted or cheated?!
Intro 3: I see or hear many living things who are terrified of being eaten or preyed upon. Bipeds are: (1) relentlessly reducing the places they have to hide or live, (2) doing things which attract predators, such as making noise (and cars seem to get noisier), which these other things cannot fight off, (3) causing their s1avery, death, or misery. They are left with the worst places to live. Few as animals are, big mistakes are always made like destructive bottom fishing, letting forests burn longer, or making roads even harder to cross safely. Observe how more of you are looking and living more like meat animals each day. I detest all the grotesquely fat people I see daily, representing the careless brutal consumption of life. But food addiction, like any other, is usually very hard to resist. Feeling any addiction will show you that. Most hate being fat or feel terrible being fat. It is very important to figure out if a food (or anything else) is addictive. One can watch them and see them fight to diet. I know of people who can solve that problem; wonder how much it is worth to get connected. They either have people very fat, or so terrified of eating or getting fat that they are anorexic or bulimic. Either way eating is psycho1ogical t0rture. And it is truly vicious and nasty to knowingly delight in exterminating life, and fake or invite food addiction. Think of how animals or plants are treated, people would call it an outrage of s1avery, k1dnapping, t0rture, mur(-1)der, theft, etc. Shark Ta1e has a short bit where one says eating meat is a sign of strength; but most things are said in reverse. Eating meat is a sign of mental weakness (deleted before!). One has to get into the right groove to be vegetarian/vegan, however, and diet books confuse the issue (1aurel's Kitchen is a (muse-)inspired, well-written book which cites science articles, confused as those may be). Food prices or profits are very low, farmers do use rotting food or trash. There are huge hills of shit, lakes of feces. Wind blows the stench and bugs over and off the ranch... many suffer stress. So the meat/fish sold has tox1ns partly because of all that:
latimes.com/news/local/la-me-foodbank28mar28,1,7197545.story?track=rss
msnbc.msn.com/id/17759883/
Few signs of food markets improving, yet they are a business wasting life. Market clerks always try to touch items, me, as much as they can get away with (ironicly, many are women), and even seem to do some of this dru(-1)g testing. Sp1es involve themselves in all business. I am very annoyed about this, the constant photography, and harrassment!
Intro 4: There seems to be a consp1racy to use or cheat women. Vicious selfish evi1 manipulators want to find more ways to c0n them into sacrificing more happiness, time, energy, or assets for greed or to please warped emotional motives or sex. Re1igions try to turn sex into s1n or cr1me, or help raise all costs for sex. The fact is, love fades unreliably so very often. Just how do strong attractions happen (so mysteriously) for someone we never met before ("at first sight"), or someone we know very little to be in love about! Very sub1iminally suspicious! Women are paid less, their clothes cost more, they pay for contraception. Abort1on is il1egal, women are psycho1ogically manipulated, lovers are selfish or inconsiderate, divorce causes poverty, the poor are exp1oited abusively. Poverty is a tool used to create 1abor for sex w0rk, maybe even armies. It is so cowardly evi1 that much is focused on cruel mistreatment of young children. In "intro 2" above, there are articles links describing how their own forces or c0mmanders ra(-1)pe women so1diers:
salon.com/news/feature/2007/03/07/women_in_military/print.html
nytimes.com/2007/03/18/magazine/18cover.html?_r=1&oref=slogin&pagewanted=all
Amazingly unethical stuff goes on, with the anti-ab0rtion and the right to l1fe movement at the same time too! It is like a social version of moral breast can(-1)cer or worse. Extremely amazing hypocrisy, fake good intentions, care, and niceness. See how they project nice friendly reasonable faces or expressions, too? Maybe 40% of the 88,000 home1ess in 1A are women with children (ones not seen in busy public areas), unheard-of change since 1986:
latimes.com/news/local/la-me-women30nov30,1,4877246.story?track=1&cset=true
latimes.com/news/local/la-me-tents2dec02,0,3712662,full.story?coll=la-home-headlines
...Dru(-1)g dea1ers and pr0stitutes in 1A home1ess groups. Only someone nasty wants home1ess pr0stitutes. "By 1aw, 0fficers can not enter or open a tent without permission from the tenant or probable cause to suspect il1egal activity inside."
John Ma1arek, author of "The Nat(-1)ashas: Inside the New Global Sex Trade", 'identified poverty as the Number 1 reason women are duped into pr0stitution, and he said it is the ?patriarchal darkness? of men that creates the demand.' at a Sta(-1)te Dept talk, according to us g0vernment web site article at:
usinfo.state.gov/xarchives/display.html?p=washfile-english&y=2006&m=November&x=20061129155338ajesrom0.928982
ftchinese.com/sc/story_english.jsp?id=001010117
3/15/2007: "To establish a win-win strategic relationship we have to say what we have to say and Ch1na has to accept that... If we cannot do that, it is not a relationship of equals but one of subservience... (further down) We do not have any intention of denying history"
...group of legislators unhappy with a 1993 J. statement apologising for forcing sex s1aves into wart1me mi1itary br0thels.
There was no ev1dence, he said, that the J. mi1itary directly forced women to work in so-called "comf0rt stations".
The issue has since become deeply embarrassing for the pr1me m1nister...
"What it boils down to is whether there is a difference between you going at gunpoint and rap1ng a woman, and you getting a woman that has been brought by a p1mp and rap1ng her. If you think there is a difference, you need your head examined."
The next article says 6 documents survive telling of a clear J official plan to find women in 6 nations:
nytimes.com/2007/03/31/world/asia/31yoshimi.html?_r=1&ref=world&pagewanted=all&oref=slogin
latimes.com/news/opinion/la-oe-miller13mar13,0,4392116.story?coll=la-opinion-rightrail
...s1ave trade (still) reaches into every country... and involves, at the least, a few million people and, by some estimates, as many as 27 million. It includes the old-fashioned buying, selling and owning of humans as well as many forms of sexua1 exp1oitation and "bonded" labor ? in which people are held against their will and forced to work on farms or in factories to pay off obligations that never end. In the so-called advanced countries, the largest category is sex s1avery, which is linked to 1egalized or tolerated prost1tution. In the Near East, the largest category is domestic-serv1tude s1avery, fed by a massive migration of young women from South As1a. On the I. subcontinent, the largest category is bonded-1abor s1avery of the lowest castes in rice mills, carpet factories and brick kilns. In U. and S. L., the largest category is child-so1dier s1avery.
Modern s1avery is more gender-based than race-based ? most victims are girls. In many instances it is linked to 0rganized crime, and globalization plays a part as well. Except for bonded-labor s1avery, rarely does one find a victim in her hometown; she has been trafficked from one region to another or across international borders. (One brutally evi1 example is a servant who sent money home to family who was locked up by her masters, beaten and lost fingers and toes from gangrene.)
ft.com/cms/s/4b75a5c8-d316-11db-829f-000b5df10621.html
3/16/2007 Story, details on s1avery from fin. times by Kevin Ba1es, head of "Free the S1aves", writer of "Ending S1avery: How We Wil1 Free Today's S1aves"
chinadaily.com.cn/world/2006-11/29/content_746204.htm
says: 'Hope that they could escape poverty at home in Afr1ca's most populous nation drew these women to Ita1y. But when they arrived, they were saddled with crushing debts. They were spat at, insulted, robbed and even ra(-1)ped. ... "As long as N1geria is poor, we'll continue to see N1gerian prost1tutes here"'. That song '1ove Train' which sounds nice, has such an evi1 meaning in reverse which the immoral reverse-thinkers made into the reality. They recruit men, offering them power to rule women, other races or groups, children, animals, etc. in these mean ways. These men have wives, or other women, who help them do this. They do not think their controllers will be as ruthless later towards them, just as uncaring. Sp1es like to be heroes. P01ice or d0ctors have little heroic status, so they like the role of f1remen. Sex1sm or rac1sm seems to infect us f1re departments (which run med1cal ambu1ances too):
latimes.com/news/local/la-me-firewomen3dec03,1,3857716,full.story?ctrack=1&cset=true
'Hazing and pranks have long been a part of f1rehouse culture.' ...'She knew the f1rehouse could be an uncomfortable place for a woman. She'd heard that female recruits were drilled harder, judged more harshly and sometimes harassed and ridiculed. "But I was willing to overlook all that," (she) said. "The dirty jokes, the porn, the frat boy stupidity. I did not care if I had my own bathroom. I just wanted to be part of the team.
Pretending you do not mind being addressed as "Hey, girl"; that the crude stories of prost1tutes' sexua1 exp1oits do not bother you; that you find it amusing when someone in the f1re station fills your mouthwash bottle with urine or defecates in your shower stall.' ...'One captain made continual sexua1 requests, tried to kiss her and treated her harshly when she rejected him.' ...attempted ra(-1)pes or groping, nasty training injury may have been set up, team ordered not to help. Captains are older family men, others too, but breed or permit immature high-school or college fraternity attitudes or hazing. Permanent immaturity, very disturbing when they are responsible for every one's safety or very expensive property. And f1re, like health or cars, are an "1nsurance" item (so is weather or natural catastrophe damage, oddly everyone wants to dump that liability). Little disturbing to see f1re extinguishers in open view of c0urts or other places. Women were kept out of po1ice, d0ctors, or ambu1ance crews, (h1ghway patrol?), ("emergency" f1rst-resp0nders), still are in many nations, pr1son staff too, probably mostly men in (fore1gn) sKy agencies. A refuge, a place to create or put sex1st, rac1st emotions. Their mothers or fathers should talk strictly to them, to check on their ethics or maturity or their team's. Engineers are mostly men, but those companies have good policies for women. Later story on a training test that is oddly hard, (will reject women, must need special strength boosters!) (1/23/2008):
laweekly.com/news/news/women-firefighters-the-gender-boondoggle/18193/
latimes.com/news/local/la-me-fox12feb12,0,3625182,full.story?coll=la-home-local
...Details, names of f1re dept rac1sm/dog food prank. Deputy ch1ef in charge of 1AFD discipline under scrutiny for deciding against a full invest1gation of prank/d1scrimination case. He is mayor of Th0usand 0aks, 4 times on city council, married to a black, member of a church. Captain in High1and Park station in late 90's, along with Capt. Gou1d.
These immoral cruel jerks want love, sex, but also to get away with hitting, abus1ng, exp1oiting, cheating on them, to use them as servants too, discard them whenever they want. (They want devoted wives to do the tedious burden of raising more children to grow up to be jerks like them. No doubt, they want to have sex with our wives and leave us to raise their children.) They will not seek death penalty for 50-year old captain (works in 1incoln Heights, lives in Eag1e Rock,) accused of brutally t0rturing/ki1ling woman found naked, dead. Ex-wife/girlfriend say he hit them:
nbc4.tv/news/11262484/detail.html
cbs2.com/topstories/local_story_257194130.html
(Ech0 St, H. Park: c0ps kil1 sch1zophrenic T. student holding screwdriver at disabled center: latimes.com/news/printedition/california/la-me-copshoot12feb12,1,2803467.story?coll=la-headlines-pe-californ ia
latimes.com/news/printedition/california/la-me-localgovtqa12feb12,1,5567396.story?coll=la-headlines-pe-calif ornia
...county worker sprayed chem1cals (labelled bad for waterways) next to H. Park creek when rain is coming, partly to reduce f1re hazard.
Feb 07, H. Pk man shoots girlfriend, then himself:
cbs2.com/topstories/local_story_038070144.html
dailypilot.com/articles/2007/02/18/publicsafety/dpt-birds16.txt
53 birds suffer seizures or dead around the S. Ana river mouth further south since Feb. 4, found between the Newp0rt and Hunt1ngton piers. News say test find no d. toxin. White guy at H. bird refuge says knows nothing about that, or seem to care. And what is with the ugly bare dirt or oil wells around the refuge?! He also said he did not know who owns that.)
latimes.com/news/local/la-me-fire8dec08,0,1847576.story?coll=la-home-local
Person reports sexua1 c0ercion by guard at 1mmigration jai1; federa1 commission thinks 1 million jai1 ra(-1)pes over 20 years since 1983. (Most 1aw is set up to deport imm1grants. We know there are many cases of off1cers lying on false cr1minal charges):
latimes.com/news/printedition/california/la-me-prison14dec14,1,295834.story?coll=la-headlines-pe-california< br> Crew boss charged in wildf1re deaths:
news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20061220/ap_on_re_us/wildfire_charges
latimes.com/news/local/la-me-inglewood10feb10,1,4103741,full.story?coll=la-headlines-california
ocweekly.com/news/news/illegally-park-ed/26661/
Married 1rvine c0p admits he was warned by higher up to stay away from a shop's str1ppers, but runs 9 of them through his records computer, pulls over sex worker out of his area, forced her to do sex job. ..."long-time c0urthouse observers have no memory of an ... County jury convicting a p01ice off1cer of a fe1ony", but now he is a construction worker. 1awyer gives woman the image of a slut, bad person. But: city gave her large sum in a c1vil suit p1ea bargain.
(Basically, some (c)0ps/bipeds want to get sex free, and do cr1mes like ra(-1)pe, even though they help make it a paid service at higher prices. They do not want to pay, like they want every one else to. Sex is a emotional special case - or do they want dru(-1)gs, machines, science for free too? They want me to do things for free. It is hilarious: too many think sex w0rkers who hug, cuddle, or please others are bad, or view them like they view animals who they give no rights. Most of us, when young, thought it would be a great thing to be paid to have sex with others... until one thinks or learns about subtle/safety issues.)
8-year 1APD 0fficer arr(-1)ested by Ch1no on suspicion of ra(-1)ping 17-year-old girl.
signonsandiego.com/news/state/20070218-0608-ca-policemanarrested.html#
latimes.com/news/local/la-me-inglewood10feb10,1,4103741,full.story?coll=la-headlines-california
At least 6 current or former Inglew0od p01ice officers being invest1gated for sex with female employees of m--e parlors and other adult businesses that have been the target of a high-profile 1aw enf0rcement crackdown. ...sometimes in uniform ...(as1an f0reign imports) ...(also) alleged rape of a F1orida woman who was stopped by 2 patro1 off1cers on suspicion of pr0stitution. ...The city, by -- a1rport, has had a sex 1ndustry problem.
Ex civi1 ju(-1)dge pleaded gui1ty, lost appea1, given 27 months plus 3 years strict probat1on for having child p0rnography; pursued 18 year old boy.
latimes.com/news/local/la-me-kline21feb21,0,1074982.story?coll=la-home-headlines
news.yahoo.com/s/nm/20061204/us_nm/usa_firefighter_race_dc_1
warning that sex cr1minals 'get "taxed" or "regulated," the 1nmates' version of bare-knuckle just1ce.'
ocregister.com/ocregister/homepage/abox/article_1633213.php
ocweekly.com/index3.php?option=com_content2&task=print&id=26927&Itemid=282
(odd "symbi0sis" between guards, 1nmates; beat on who the guards say to or...) "the ramifications were... very harsh. If you do not, you get it yourself ? anything from death to very serious bodi1y harm." (Trying to get thuggery or labor for cheap!)
latimes.com/news/local/la-me-lopez19jan19,1,879542.column?track=rss
"The people who called the truce are nowhere to be seen... so it is not worth anything"
latimes.com/news/local/los_angeles_metro/la-me-truce17jan17,1,7059837.story?track=rss
"(they) will open their neighborhood to all residents, including (blacks). In exchange, they want similar access to the predominantly (black) part of the neighborhood..."
A new temporary chief may want to show courtesy, tact, think of revenge or resentment when time in power ends, when he becomes one of the powerless or less powerful. Gender equa1ity is an endless po1itical chase to distract from other big issues. The us highest c0urt reduced the number of women clerks and ju(-1)dges in 2006; the few women CEO's are removed or the companies sold. If you appreciate the wonder of mirac1es alive around you, then you may deserve the respect or appreciation of a worthwhile lover. They mostly do not make them like they used to.
Intro 5: They always try to exper1ment on life in cheap mean ways to find ("reverse engineer") some features or tricks, sometimes learn a bit. F0ster children are very vulnerable targets, as are pr1s0ners. The more there are, the more they can exp1oit for testing and labor. But captivity strongly affects b1ochem1cal responses or emotions, so take care and ask if test subjects were hired and free, or caged prisoners. A spouse will also quite often help do tests/exp1oitation, like Stepf0rd W1ves. Or parents, f0ster parents even more likely. They try to cause paranoia to last many many years, being obvious about coincidences, unlocking things and leaving them unlocked, probably partly to get me keep watch of my things, which would keep me in range of their sKy bugs. Life reproduces very cheaply - what I call intelligent life is that which can have a conscience. If they believe in the wisdom of g0ds, why do they try to control life for themselves, why do these novices try to change it?! Life forms make many errors, but anyone who can design/patent machines that see or function as well would be very rich or powerful. The sKy tools, weapons, or manufacturing machine businesses are very powerful, for example. Those who try to make life reliable self-reproducing cheap obedient tools should be aware that it would cut into the profits of those businesses. It adds up to this: they are not adequate enough to design tools like them, yet they do not appreciate these life forms, they t0rture or use them like barbarians. And they are trying to override their conscience, self control, or awareness of mistreatment. C1oners are like copy-pr0tection violators. Things do not reproduce by c1oning. The ways I have felt them try to change my sexua1 feelings have a pattern that would lead to force and breaking 1aw. Whoever does this seems to tend to cause use of force for sex. Yet the victimizers, the g0vernment or private sKy psych1atry agents, dru(-1)g dea1ers, or med1ca1 agencies, demand huge profits, or are paid very well:
latimes.com/news/local/la-me-atascadero26jan26,1,2096148.story?coll=la-headlines-california
"C0urt orders ...(for) drastic pay increases for hea1th personnel in Ca1if. pr1sons have led to an exodus of workers from state menta1 h0spitals and left the facilities struggling to provide adequate patient care. All the state's menta1 h0spitals, ...report staff departures for pr1s0n jobs that now pay about 40% more. ...At A--0, high Central C0ast housing costs have long made recruitment difficult, and a spike in assaults on staff in the last few years had contributed to departures even before the pr1s0n raises kicked in. ...$13,000 and $14,000 a month, but those in the pr1s0n system can make between $19,000 and $21,000 a month"
cbsnews.com/stories/2007/02/08/60minutes/printable2448074.shtml
"menta1 patient ...chained (naked) to a concrete slab by pr1son guards until he died of thirst... and he is not the only one. -- suffered from manic depression. And like a lot of menta1 pat1ents in this country, he got into trouble and ended up not in a hosp1tal, but in jai1... (on) a shop1ifting case and he paid with his life."
(Maybe they switch to using lesser charges to lower serious cr1me counts. Woman chief of M. pr1son system denies cruelty, says acts were fine or limited. Tricks like restra1nts do not look cruel to those who do not know, but being prevented from moving that way, like animals are treated, is cruel, painful, or even causes damage. Handcuffs hurt deceptively, too.)
Pr1son workers can lose perspective and start wanting more and more to be in their control, until they want everyone to be at their whim for testing or control. Animals are t0rtured for testing for no cr1me at all. CB(-1)S reported on f0ster kid abuse:
cbsnews.com/stories/2006/10/18/eveningnews/main2104249.shtml
Dru(-1)g Misuse On F0ster Kids: "the true travesty of the situation is that we take children who just got a bum rap in life to begin with and they get into the system and are further abused chem1cally". Family c0urt took son away, his mother knew no reason for all the dru(-1)gs they made him take. Reader comments on the web page talk about all the evi1 variations these kids are prey to. Like animals, they desperately need defenders. Such a harsh fate, to be kids whose parents are just sp1es who play c0n jobs, only caring about their own profit, with the system or 1aw backing up the evi1 manipulation or cheating. The sp1es lie so po1ice will arr(-1)est the victims they exper1ment on, put them on probation to make them timid, easy, silent victims, forced to stay within the state... that is not a competitive game like predator-prey in nature, where predators miss more than they catch. Much of their dru(-1)g/behavior testing is done to me in traffic or stores. They are very inconsiderate, they do tests at all hours, doing many tests probably. It goes on, just less obnoxiously, on Sundays. Getting sick from the b1oweap0ns they spread to us is no fun for anyone. They play with anger, fear, memory, treating everyone/thing like toy servants, yet soc1ety gets worse by the hour. They are really amazing assholes, jerks, time wasters with a mental flaw of making trouble. It also shows how this system of getting 0ps to obey orders without knowing why and the whole "back story" or situation, works to have them do very stupid or dangerous things for themselves. If you understand the consequences of what I say, there is a huge question of why those directing this, do so, if it is emotion or other causes driving this. latimes.com/news/nationworld/nation/la-na-inmates1mar01,1,1906720,full.story?coll=la-headlines-nation
Plan raised for C. 1nmates to fill farm m1grant worker shortage caused by i1legal a1ien crackdown (by c0ps who are grabbing more bonus overtime pay than a real business would allow). Just shows what brilliant technology thinkers these cheap 1abor advocates are - not! Keeping the nation's image going - the great technology empire, back to pr1s0n s1ave labor. Their big trick to cover up how they toy with everyone is to accuse their victims or test subjects of menta1 problems - of course, they have ways to create menta1 problems too. (But what about these re1igious people saying some voice or vision claiming to be the all-powerful creator is telling them a bunch of inconsistent things, giving them excuses to wage crusa(-1)des, j1hads, or persecute other sects or anyone outside their group (that the creator created too) - like clear-headed thinkers would immediately treat that suspiciously like dangerous madness! Trusting it to be a/the creator, without showing us careful tests. Or those who put ecology in danger, destroy or t0rture what clearly feels and thinks and is far beyond our ability to invent, making boxes or leather bracelets. That is truly dangerously mad. Or others who dare claim messages or things come from space a1iens who reveal themselves.) If you buy their dru(-1)g products, ask for holiday off-hour delivery, demand discounts, say they are cheap or working test subjects the same way. Afr1ca seems cursed by evi1, they seem to make terrible choices (naz1 haters would say, "sure, that is just what would happen if you bring in stuff from the Stas1 (E. German sp1es) or the old S(-1)S"; the c1a here would say the same about the R. kg(-1)b, logical thinkers say it about the span1sh 1nquisition). There is a effort to cruelly exp1oit children for 1abor or sex; the next story about children in pr1son says African p01ice routinely blithely deal out injust1ce and unfairness (taking away a happy childhood), often having them used for sex:
nytimes.com/2006/12/24/world/africa/24africa.html us 1ndians were treated terribly, with radiation, among other things; rumors that agencies observed or studied radiation effects on 1ndians, ignored hazards; front page 1A times series:
latimes.com/news/nationworld/nation/la-na-navajo-series,0,4515615.special
I have seen too many bullshit p01ice stops, where some liar calls them in. They lie about any thing, to each other, to c0ps, to c0urts, to me. They should be given no credibility at all since they will lie at any time. When someone is not adding value, just skimming, there is something wrong, something they better watch out for.
Intro 6: SKy agencies will try to track visitors, who often use hotels, etc. They rent used rooms every day, pay workers low wages, here often use il1egal a1iens, no knowing what parts they cleaned or how well. For me, rooms were usually, noisy. I suspect some sKy or pawn of one makes the late night noise, then some other one makes noise early in the morning. Sp1es or mi1itary have dru(-1)gs to cope with short sleep. Sleep deprivation is one of the oldest simple tools to impair someone before something important, yet they still often test it on me. When p01ice give me a ticket to fight, or I have some c0urt case away from home, I often end up having to use one. There is no secur1ty or privacy to expect from sp1es in a hotel. None either from a car, but I have more control over my car. 1aws in many areas say there is no sleeping overnight in cars, when there is no real cr1me to it, just more profit for bad hotel rooms. Pr0stitution pays hotels, taxi's, c0rrupt p01ice or 1aw, g0vernment, causes ext0rtion, disease, pays med1cal system too. Quite nasty. The 1aw or med1c1ne are tools of social power; cr1mina1 c0nvictions or diseases cause many to become home1ess. The home1ess often sleep on the street or in cars. P01ice try to herd them to places near busy roads where cars can conveniently drive over to make lots of noise or do dru(-1)g tests on them, sab0tage or take their things. They are beaten by p01ice or thugs who are probably pawns for some power. This is very common or well known:
suntimes.com/news/metro/100752,CST-NWS-copbust18.article
portland.indymedia.org/en/2006/01/331877.shtml
aspin.asu.edu/hpn/archives/Jun99/0189.html
aspin.asu.edu/hpn
...article archive about home1ess. C0ps, or sp1es imitating them, force them to talk so they can test their responses or enter their cars or homes. You often end up having to use a hotel when p01ice give you a ticket to fight, or you have some c0urt case away from home. I repeated it this way because they act like it helps to repeat. There is no secur1ty or privacy to expect from sp1es in a hotel. None either from a car, but I have more control over my car. Recent news reports say po1ice impostors kidnap victims in 1raq and South Amer1ca. Posing as po1ice seems to be a favorite trick of sp1es, officials even seem to help if br1bed; badges should not be sold or traded! I saw a p01ice 1D finally, it is much easier to fake than the state license!
latimes.com/news/printedition/california/la-me-badges5dec05,1,4256734.story?coll=la-headlines-pe-california< br> "It is a cr1me to use the state assembly seal without authorization and to hand out or use a badge to impersonate a state official or p01ice 0fficer." (Man tries to get special treatment from p01ice on DU1 stop using "honorary" official-appearing badge (gift for a p0olitical donation) saying state assembly commissioner)... "scanda1s involving honorary badges in the hands of civilians. The sher1ffs of Rivers1de and 0range counties and the San Bernard1n0 County district att0rney all recalled badges they had issued to citizen groups consisting mainly of campaign contributors." ..."After news reports of badge proliferation, some academics and officials became concerned that badges carried by 1aw enf0rcement officials could start to carry less weight." ..."If you can not separate out who is a peace 0fficer from who is not but just happens to have a badge, that creates confusion"...
news.yahoo.com/s/afp/20061114/wl_mideast_afp/iraq_061114230833
...1raq ministry kidnapping sparks arr(-1)ests of p01ice chiefs.
Nov 17, 2006 us mi1itary 43-truck convoy kidnapped, h1jacked at fake po1ice checkpoint:
news.yahoo.com/s/nm/20061117/ts_nm/iraq_dc_102
santacruzsentinel.com/archive/2007/January/21/local/stories/02local.htm
...Faking p01ice, or whatever, for sex.
...Ind1a ga(-1)ng pretends to be p01ice:
tribuneindia.com/2004/20040918/delhi.htm
smh.com.au/articles/2004/06/21/1087669874313.html?oneclick=true
...Al Que(da) p01ice fakes. Venezue1la p01ice fakes:
taipeitimes.com/News/world/archives/2005/02/20/2003223828
C0ps often lie to me when, in fact c0urts permit them to lie but the 1aw says we must say the truth (when we answer), even lying about what the 1aw is, at which point nothing they says means anything. C0urt 0fficers have even lied to me, and the 1aw is almost impossible to read or figure out. It is not enough that 0fficers lie, they have to lie about the 1aw or rules too! C0urts do not even expect secure video/audio verification, but just act as if what they say must be credible. Huge warning sign. The system lets them, maybe even teaches them, to lie to get data or whatever; so to act the same way, if weird weather hits someone or place, there is a reason or they must be gui1ty. Public defenders are paid by/part of/serve the system. The 1A T1mes ran a series (2006) on it, saying that victims have to wonder if the defender is on the wrong side. Something is so wrong with the c0p/1egal system, so wrong with their psycho1ogy. 0ps will lie about any thing, to each other, to c0ps, to c0urts, to me. They should be given no credibility at all since they lie so much. For those who believe survival of the fittest, theft, and power alone should be life, look at 1raq now. Those with their guns and b0mbs surprise others first; terr0r, k1dnapping, kil1ing rules. Soc1ety is in a mess. No rules, just guns... They use p01ice to test dru(-1)gs or my responses, I can tell they have put chem1cals in my car or my things, then give me a costly ticket. My stuff smells like c0p for days. I predict they do the same to many others. I say, tell them you will cooperate but ask for 1D first, ask if their video/audio recorder is on (worry if they do not!). But the p01ice 1D I see is not up to the anti-fake level of the Ca1. state driver license. Since they take those licenses away sometimes during suspensions, they do not make good ID's! Even them taking it to check it is a hazard, since there are bad c0ps. Advice from a Ca1if. 1awyer DU1 ad (WinYourDui.com/drunk_driving_defense/) says, do not answer any p01ice questions (agreed, they often test drugs used for questioning), just show them 1D, proof of 1nsurance, reg1stration; agree only to tests by urine or blood with samples which can be retested later, only if they are certified testers. P01ice will try to intimidate you, trick you to do otherwise, exceed their authority, get you charged for DU1 if possible, causing big trouble. You can do a web search, criminal-law.freeadvice.com/criminal-law/50/ says "higher c0urts have ruled that the p01ice can 1awfully lie to you, make up that other ev1dence exists, and still question you to try to get you to incr1minate yourself." Some c0ps are bad - the 1aw here lets you act like a so1dier and only give name, address, id and require your 1awyer or public defender for other questions, a parent too if you are a child. Many will not tell random strangers their address, id numbers, birth dates, besides other things which c0ps ask, like what is your route, what are your plans, job, drinking/drug habits, let them take keys, phones, search cars, belongings, houses, copy financial records (for c0urts or defenders), or things talked about with psycho1ogists. Yet the people in the 1egal system are strangers to most of soc1ety's members, who have authority, many of the c0ps who ticketed me lied or cheated. Excessive emotional need to control others is a big problem. Not one tries to first prove they are good by explaining their ethics, beliefs; they are lost or afraid to reveal their mission in life. In many nations, there is no complete set of ethical philosophy developed for how to live and form a soc1ety, certainly no rational one that makes sense; it is very suspicious that many who are astute, or clever, fear to state their beliefs, or promise to any or commit to any. Another problem is p01ice here do not show id; it is hard to know if they are even in the areas they are responsible, besides what the local uniforms or cars look like, or local 1aws. Nations should have a po1ice identifier logo that is hard to c0unterfeit, along with any other local id. Po1ice should start by validating that they are real p01ice (even if they hide names), never starting with threats or intimidation, which is what impostors start with, because anyone rational should start shooting (or escape) if it seems like fake po1ice. Po1ice want to save their time, asking me where I am going or where I have been, also ruining secur1ty safeguards that I have to redo. They seem too interested in financial data, they take keys/wallets/etc for a while, do not return some things. Why is identifying data like birth dates not encrypted and released only for verified checks?! These tickets are a bigger fraction of my income than for most people. My car has been bugged or broken into, many many times it seems. The question is, is this hypocrisy about 1d or time the only major hypocrisy of the us p01ice/g0vernment sp1es? I predict they use simple metrics (m-tr-x) for pay or ratings, like how many c0nvictions or arr(-1)ests, not cr1mes prevented or just1ce done, which is too complex for them to figure out. So true for so much business, etc. In many other nations, c0rruption or cheating totally pervades the 1aw. No doubt because many of their rulers did not rule properly, leaving many unhappy citizens to be recruited by unethical f0reign sp1es with malevolent greedy urges from more advanced nations. ...us "has 5% of the world's population and 25% of the world's 1ncarcerated population. We rank first in the world in locking up our fellow citizens"
news.yahoo.com/s/nm/20061209/ts_nm/usa_prisoners_dc
The po1ice, even sometimes c0urt staff, constantly lie or say false things, besides hiding their names, but demand my id, always want to know what my birth date is. One time, they had helicopters flying, cars with lights cruising, f1re trucks blinking, men standing around, a guy is stabbed, f1re chief says to me "you do not have to be here" in a rude tone (not that they are worried about my privacy or secur1ty, for sure). They try to save their time, stay safe, but waste my time and hardly try to clean up their problems. I do not try to respond in the same thing to them, nor would I respond to a forest arson1st by burning trees on his property. There are known cases of bad c0ps, but the c0urt treats their claims as truth without asking for ev1dence. It creates soc1eties filled with cr1me or social hypocrisy, where the social contract of cooperation for mutual benefit is a broken lie or c0n job:
Sher1ff accused of having state pr1soners work at a sto1en car "ch0p shop" and using them as his race-car pit crew has resigned and pleaded gui1ty, becoming the third ...Par1sh sher1ff in a row c0nvicted of federa1 charges. The 1aw is not a logic theorem.
nytimes.com/2006/10/22/weekinreview/22yardley.html
- c0rrupt1on is everywhere in Ch1na, "officccials using g0vernment money to pay for prost1tutes, luxury homes, extravagant meals and vacations." "accountant with a nursery school... caught stealing roughly $15,000, including the children's lunch money"; "deepening moral vacuum and cynicism felt by many ordinary Ch1nese"; "D0ctors demand 'red envelope' payments from pat1ents."
Any arr(-1)est can be bad: the 1egal costs are huge (this talks about sports dru(-1)g tests; many places presume the accused are gui1ty!): 'What has evolved to protect competitive purity since then is a closed, quasi-jud1cial system without (us)-style checks and balances. Anti-d0ping authorities act as pr0secutors, ju(-1)dge and ju(-1)ry, enforcing rules that they have written, punishing violations based on sometimes questionable scientific tests that they develop and certify themselves, while barring virtually all outside appeals or challenges. ..."You are accused and conv1cted without a chance to defend yourself." Concerned that fighting the charge would cost her family tens of thousands of dollars in 1egal and professional fees and that the arb1tration rules were stacked against her, she eventually agreed to a 2-year suspension. Despite WA(-0)DA's claims of "public transparency and accountability," it operates largely as a hermetically sealed scientific community with minimal public oversight. WA-- pays labs, usually one of those in its network, to develop tests for banned substances. It then is the sole arbiter of the test's scientific validity. And under WA-- rules, the same lab that performs a positive test on an "A" sample also must conduct the confirming test on the "B" sample.
You have a closed system where very few people in the world know what the science is, and the system has a vested interest to make sure its findings are confirmed. ...The lab should just be a fact-gatherer, but the WA-- system is designed in a way that the labs are not just objective fact gatherers, but part of the body of pr0secution'
latimes.com/sports/la-sp-doping10dec10,0,5594729,full.story?coll=la-home-headlines
latimes.com/news/local/la-me-doping11dec11,0,5870767,full.story?coll=la-headlines-california
'Athletes are presumed gui1ty and denied routine access to lab data potentially relevant to their defense. The question is whether they (rules) go so far that they deprive athletes of due process and fair hearings. ... "The rules are designed to make it as easy as possible to convict an athlete"... Accused athletes find that challenging a system stacked against them can be extraordinarily costly, prompting some to abandon any effort at defense.
"It wiped out my life savings and my college savings"... The most powerful element tilting the process toward the pr0secution is the presumption that the agencies' scientific tests are valid and that the work of WA--'s accredited lab0ratories, which perform all the blood and urine tests, always meet international standards. The presumption is written into the WA-- Code.
The presumption shifts the burden to the athlete to prove that the lab's work fell short of scientific standards and that its failures affected the outcome. The effect is to render the athlete gui1ty unless proved innocent. That is a reversal of the situation in us c0urt of 1aw, where pr0secutors carry the burden of proof from start to finish.'
latimes.com/news/printedition/california/la-me-bailbonds10feb10,1,3382913.story?coll=la-headlines-pe-california
This hints how once they put someone in jai1, they may force them to pay off their own connections to get out:
"2 ... bai1 b0ndsmen pleaded gui1ty Friday to steering jai1 1nmates to a prominent and well-connected cr1minal defense 1awyer..." (who was accused after defending -- Jaram1llo, a high rank assistant sher1ff who was fired and later charged with br1bery, about when charging the chief with sexua1 misconduct during an e1ection).
news.yahoo.com/local/Los+Angeles/42487
fresnobee.com/384/story/29039.html
(The bai1 agents admitted they did) "il1egally so1icit jai1 1nmates for --" ...(who) "defended the son of a former - County assistant sher1ff in 2 high-profile sexua1 assau1t cases."
mercurynews.com/mld/mercurynews/news/breaking_news/16437901.htm
Allegations by --, J's sister-in-1aw, could not be invest1gated because she would not cooperate... she said she gave into Car0na's sexua1 advances in an effort to get her husband hired ... The state cleared -- of cr1minal sexua1 harassment in the second case involving --, a J. cousin. ...invest1gators said he violated department policy by asking -- out for drinks and inviting her to spend a weekend. J. was boss's campaign manager; similarities to upstate mayor scanda1:
mercurynews.com/mld/mercurynews/news/politics/16598283.htm
Great series "Ta1nted tr1als" on problems in a county's 1egal system, false c0nvictions; errors by pr0secutors, ju(-1)dges, 1awyers; pub1ic defenders who do not take their client's side, 1awyers charge big fees, make mistakes; update a year later (Jan 28, 2007) with 6 of the cases reversed:
mercurynews.com/.../special_packages/stolenjustice/16565919.htm?source=rss&channel=mercurynews_local
mercurynews.com/mld/mercurynews/news/special_packages/stolenjustice/
news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20061223/ap_on_re_us/california_prisons_3
news.yahoo.com/fc/us/prisons
Cr1me groups influence po1ice in many S Amer1can nations, may even be more powerful than g0vernment:
latimes.com/news/printedition/asection/la-fg-guatemala11mar11,1,149817.story?coll=la-news-a_section
contracostatimes.com/mld/cctimes/news/local/states/california/16809008.htm?template=contentModules/printstory.jsp
mercurynews.com/search/ci_5314374
...strip-searches for those jai1ed on minor things are being challenged. A man was stripped in ja1l along with several others, and a second time after a c0urt appearance in SC county (ja1l staff are of all sexes, so are those taken there). $6 million c1ass sett1ement with M1ami-D. county in F1orida, $21m Sac county, suits in A, SM, N M. Mark Mer1n of Sacra. files c1ass-act1on suits. Searching those not taken for dru(-1)g, vio1ence or weap0ns violations (wait, that is most cases!) before they are arra1gned, without reasonable suspicion of contraband, is unconst1tutional, inhumane, violates r1ghts and privacy. Like usual, it will make you mad to see how rules are vague, with loopholes! I see careless searches at a1rports or jai1s, only a neurotic sex add1ct would pay attention every time. Pr1son/ja1l work is boring, so they likely strip victims for fun. There are so many safety lapses, like suddenly slamming brakes on traffic jams on dangerous routes like the 110, bump/dots between lanes (etc) which are very unsafe for motorcycles since they slip off these low traction bumps, or letting so much personal 1d data on driver licenses or the internet, that such concern before putting victims in cel1s is hypocrisy. Westernized nations push sex in media all the time; sexy images are shown on magazines at cashiers. It is a metr0sexua1 world, where sex urges of any type can be triggered suddenly. Those from sexua1ly repressed or embarrassed nations would be scared to know how likely they are to be publicly stripped in ja1l, before being c0nvicted of anything. It is surely a psycho1ogy ploy. There are privacy problems, but maybe witnesses are good, but then again, all kind of bad behavior happens in pr1sons/jai1s. It sure is not done in ways guaranteed to ensure good behavior; in fact, it is just what an evi1 system that permits ra(-1)pe, both in peace and in wa(-1)r, would set up. P01ice or authority always act like they are still in the medieval ages and have not heard of technology yet. How has the dominant nation allowed tourism but avoided terr0rism ...? maybe they get here, bug the jai1s and see it is a non-stop free show of naked bodies, get mesmerized, and forget what they came to do!
news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070316/ap_on_re_us/juvenile_prison_abuse
T. youth pr1son board resigns after reports on workers cover up sex abuse.
sacbee.com/111/story/103377.html
...Jan 5, 2007 ch(-1)p overtime misuse. Business expects return on money, we do not yet get a big gain in good soc1ety or less cr1me for extra pay.
latimes.com/news/local/la-me-guards23dec23,0,7077823.story?coll=la-home-headlines
...6000 pr1son guards earn over $100,000, overtime; up 24% from last year, 87% since 5 years ago. In a private company, this would be too excessive.
latimes.com/news/local/la-me-prisons21dec21,1,1301574.story?track=rss
...'Ju(-1)dge's invest1gator says Schwarz(-1)enegger was gui1ty of backpedaling and giving a "disturbing" level of clout to the guards union. ... The union is a powerful player in gubernat0rial e1ections because of its hefty campaign wa(-1)r chest.'
thenation.com/docprint.mhtml?i=20040105&s=tuhusdubrow
Notes the "pr1son-industrial complex, a network of private corporations with a direct interest in increasing the number of pr1soners."
1. The conditions of pr1sons are inhumane.
2. Pr1s0ns are "cr1me factories" (encourage cr1me).
3. Rec1divism (re-arr(-1)est) rates are exceedingly high.
4. Pr1sons are expensive.
5. Most of the growth in pr1son population has been for nonvi01ent offenders, especially those convicted on dru(-1)g charges.
6. The combined effects of disenfranchisement 1aws, 1nmate population trends and economic realities perpetuate a racia1 divide in soc1ety.
7. Under draconian 1aws, people can end up in ja1l for life for nonvi01ent cr1mes
...I say it is ranching or fleecing of bipeds! Small cr1mes would not matter much if I got part of these excess cost profits! Here is 1 example, but it goes like this all the time:
latimes.com/news/columnists/la-me-lopez10jan10,1,112861.column?coll=la-news-columns
latimes.com/news/nationworld/world/la-fg-bike28mar28,0,244160,full.story?coll=la-home-headlines
This is J. Nobody steals your stuff here. Safest place in the developed world. You can look it up in the guidebooks. ...but that does not mean it is free of petty th1eves (etc). ...After a short time in a low-cr1me soc1ety, old habits changed. I would leave my briefcase unattended on a train, for example. And I stopped locking my bike. ...One summer vacation, I left all 4 family bikes sitting unlocked in the driveway for 3 weeks. ...an off1cer ...called me at home ...(one) had recovered my bike and captured the th1ef. ...This one sto1en bike seemed to be taking up a lot of p01ice time, I said to H. Is not this a bit unusual? Not at all, H said. ...The c0ps had f1ngerprinted the th1ef and taken a mug sh0t. But ...decided to let him off with a warning. "He was a good father. ...The envelope with his weekly pay had not been opened. He was bringing it home to hand over to his wife."
latimes.com/news/local/la-me-gangs10jan10,1,2924917.story?coll=la-headlines-california
P01ice say there are 720 ga(-1)ngs with 39,315 members just in 1A (this may be a high or low number). This nation does not keep cr1me rare, but that can remind us that we must be ready to stop it ourselves - good science types should form clubs to protect each other; it is a fe1ony to be part of a cr1minal street ga(-1)ng, at least here. They will try to bug your group and insert inf0rmers, etc. to steer or control your club; like I said, everyone has to keep a conscience and watch what each other does. It does seem to be a sleazy self-destructing world infected by evi1 elements of the dark side, up to now, so no surprise that feelings or urges can not be trusted. It seems like our awareness is so fogged - not appreciating how amazing it is for each life form to exist. Many of our feelings seem so wrong, out of self control, so easily manipulated by dru(-1)gs, etc - so it makes sense that we have attitudes to rethink, made mistakes, must check if urges or feelings are good, logical, or in our own best interest or the world's.
laweekly.com/general/features/the-bastard-question/15610/
Documentary "Bast(-1)ards 0f the Party" gives "the not-altogether-novel argument that the federa1 g0vernment, and the FB1 in particular, pitted the b1ack panther prty, and its 1A leader -- against -- and his us (un1ted s1aves) m0vement, leaving both m0vements in ruins and creating a devastating po1itical and cultural ? not to mention sp1ritual ? void in the local -- community. ... 'I sat down with former FB1 agent ..., who explained just how far the FB1 went to neutralize the b1ack 1iberation m0vement, particularly the b1ack panthers ... He exposed the murder of -- in his interview, explaining how they not only wanted to neutralize -- but to discredit him. B1acks in ... have always been written off as consp1racy theorists, even though some of these things have manifested before our own eyes. But when we try to point some of these things out, they almost mockingly say that our accusations have no credibility, can?t be proved. The mur(-1)der was not only a smoking gun, but a confirmation that behind the scenes, strings are definitely being pulled."
(Started off noting how they went "from calling each other brother to" curses or hate words, just like many other life forms on the world.)
nytimes.com/2006/12/19/world/asia/19shenzhen.html
M1grants work and blame fore1gn companies: "The pressure is very high in these jobs. They do not give you weekends, or breaks - especially the Ta1wanese companies. ...frustration with hard labor, merciless factory bosses, low pay and miserable living conditions is palpable. M1grant workers describe the city's labor market as a predatory environment filled with ... scams aimed at cheating the most disadvantaged part of the population."
nytimes.com/2003/08/26/international/asia/26MIGR.html
"M1grant workers are Ch1na's untouchables. They are assumed to be behind every unsolved cr1me. They are the yokels on the street corners of every city, barely able to speak Mandar1n Ch1nese, wide-eyed with fascination or fear."
"They are also the dark underside of Ch1na's economic success... In general these people are vulnerable, pliable, cheap to employ and easy to suppress. Be1jing recently abolished a 1aw that allowed the auth0rities to detain rural workers and send them home without 1egal proceedings. Yet even the official news media offer regular examples of their extreme distress. There are m1grants who threaten su1cide when they are not paid. Some are preyed on by job agents or forced into sex s1avery. M1grants say the p01ice often beat them for minor 1nfract1ons, like forgetting to carry an identity card." (...a worldwide pattern).
Ex-prime minister Ber1usconi/media CEO's many brushes with Ita1y's 1aws:
news.yahoo.com/s/afp/20061119/en_afp/italybritainmedia_061119203333
"For an hour, the minister of energy and water listened in silence as his employees complained about their department's dismal image: People called them lazy, c0rrupt and inefficient. Customers accused them of demanding br1bes for the smallest services."
latimes.com/news/la-fg-ministers18nov18,1,7882690.story
laweekly.com/news/news/an-asphalt-jungle/15022/
(T0w trucks or taxi's profit from p01ice arr(-1)ests, 1awyers charge huge fees, t0wing cars (highway patro1 gets you far from home)). Parking prices changed at will to be what people will pay; '?T0w-truck companies operate on...? says Unif1ed Parking?s Sab(-1)et, trailing off to think of the right phrase. ?Well, let us just call it a kickback system. They actually tell us, ?Look, we will give you $20 for every car we t0w ? just call us and we will do the rest.? They come to us. It kind of goes under the table.?;' Some demand cash, Qu1ck Lift T0wing pleaded no contest to extortion and il1egal t0wing; t0w trucks cruise parking lots; ?The t0wing industry?s never had a great image,? he admits. ?The bottom line is that people are having their cars held for ransom.?'
Life is a complex mirac1e, instead of making meaningful lives or soc1ety, what a social horror these systems of cheating cause. When one state effectively takes over another, but does not 1egally integrate it, the old mess of 1aws or system is often left as it is, without giving benefits of a better system.
Intro 7: The problems with sex or love are the way it is, but biased cruelty goes too far. It is more about sexua1 disorientation than orientation, actually, from my experience. I note that several animal species use sex with the same or other genders to confirm rank... but they do not worry about birth control or other costs or issues that bipeds have to deal with. Not to approve or blame any sexua1 behavior. This is how immoral enemy sp1es use love: 20 yrs ago, a Syr1an agent born in J0rdan proposed marriage to an 1rish woman, got her pregnant, got her a ticket to 1srae1, told her to meet him there for the wedding, and put a b0mb in her luggage. The b0mb discovered, he fled the Syr1ans fearing he might get kil1ed to cover up the plot, and is still in Br1tish jai1. (Can also use preview.php:)
jewishjournal.com/home/print.php?id=16936
The first time in love seems to excessive (naive) devotion or dependence. Love or sex affects us like dru(-1)gs - they all link in sneaky cr1minal business like a thing called similar to Eck (not exercise). us 'health' fitness clubs, massage, hair salons in As1a, are in sex w0rk. You should say, sex or love or dru(-1)gs may seem big deals to me: I think the trillions of years of life are about the achievement of sex or dru(-1)gs (not, sp1es here talk in reverse). Dru(-1)g or sex dea1ers should get a clue, lighten up, or get realistic about how unrealistic their soc1ety is. And soc1ety does not let ordinary little people live, for free, off nature, music, art, writing, dealing sex or dru(-1)gs; it forces them to work for business. The powerful or rich treat beauty like a cheap brief item, easily replaced. Our screwed up world is drearier without love or various dru(-1)gs, that is all.
All of the above things are very big problems which need change. Sex and cr1me is a major part of world soc1ety. Look at all the time, money, effort, and problems associated with it. For every rule or 1aw, there is a plan to cause cr1mes for profit or control. How many areas have towns that rhyme with 1olita or spelled similarly? How many psych1atrists, dru(-1)g dea1ers, private 1nvestigators/sp1es, bodyguards, divorce 1awyers, or d0ctors seduce clients: 96%, 99%, 69%, or 66.6%!? There is much more bad sexua1 behavior in these groups than the occasional civilian sexua1 dev1ants. If they marry and cherish their client, that is an exception that is ok, but who expects to see that? Ever get a sexua1ly transm1tted disease? Sp1es or those involved with med1cine cripple people and cause diseases. You cannot trust the entire med1cal system, so put med1cal stuff in wiretap-proof stuff. Be careful what you tell the med1cal system. It has gotten closely tied into the ambu1ance/f1re (f1re extinguisher?), po1ice, mi1itary, sKy, sex w0rk businesses. The internet is a great thing... but 1d thieves, impostors, or all kinds of predators think so too; they use My(-1)space, Faceb00k, etc. looking for data or psycho1ogy, sending viruses. Some parts of g0vernment confuse, deceive, or make things hard to find on purpose - 1aw and sKy agencies especially. It makes 1aw here quite funny.
It is a sKy world, the masters try to hide behind others. This is an example from the us now (remove (", a a,"), not ", an a,"): latimes.com/news/nationworld/nation/la-na-cheney20dec20,1,2795409,full.story?ctrack=1&cset=true
nytimes.com/2006/03/29/politics/29cnd-abramoff.html
time.com/time/magazine/printout/0,8816,1151784,00.html
cnn.com/2006/POLITICS/01/03/abramoff.plea/index.html
Oct 28, NY Times pA9, reprinted at:Oct 28, NY Times pA9, referenced at: jackinthehouse.org/news/story.php?view=3751
nytimes.com/2006/12/21/us/politics/21delay.html
..."Wash1ngton is a tough town, and I can personally attest to the fact that it can be a brutal and dehumanizing place"
Jan 16 Fed Wash1ngton ju(-1)ry decides 4 of 5 charges against now-resigned I. Le, a a,wis Lib, a aby, (Chen, a a,ey's staff chief,) nicknamed "Dick Chen, a a,ey's Dick Chen, a a,ey", for perjury and obstruction in invest1gation on news leaks about a C, a a,IA agent; appeal planned. w1kipedia.org says he was ex-partner at 1aw firm Dech, a a,ert, Price and Rho, a a,ads; that Che, a a,ney, VP since 2000, was staff chief to Gerald F, a a,ord 76, Secretary of Def(-1)ense for B, a a,ush Sr 89-93, CEO Hall, a a,iburton, board of Proc(k)ter & Gamb1e, Un1on Pac(ss)ific (rai1road), and E1ectronic Data Sys. VP hides behind the supposed #1, and there is DeL, a a,ay, who has resigned as house leader, K, a a,arl Ro, a a,ve, deputy chief of staff to B, a a,ush who has resigned (end of August 2007), or Abram, a a,off, powerful lobbyist indicted, while Gonza1es stepped down as at. general in Sept. High1and Park Method1st = B, a a,ush Jr, Che, a a,ney; B. Sr = St Mart1n's Ep1sc0pal Ch(-1)urch (Te., Ma1ne also), De, a a,lay is born-again Chr1stian - First Bapt1st Ch(-1)urch of Sugar1and (see wik1pedia or Ga1e biography, web info, etc about them, marriage.about.com/od/politics/p/tomdelay.htm). 8 pr0secutors "who did not play ball with the po1itical agenda of this adm1nistration were dropped from the team" (and fired. Chief takes top J. dept aide's resignation, but heat over po1itical replacements is still strong.)
news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070315/ap_on_go_ca_st_pe/gonzales_prosecutors
Who is in control? When control is hidden like this, the entire state is blamed or avoided for immoral bad acts. (repeat: remove (", a a,")).
latimes.com/news/nationworld/world/la-fg-spies2jan02,0,4255620,full.story?coll=la-home-world
..And R(r)uss1a (world power #2) must not be unique: 'awash in companies ... stocked with veterans of the ... inte1ligence services. Usually they work behind the scenes, providing a discreet service for f0reign business interests trying to operate in the often-hazardous world of R(r)uss1an business - and providing some discreet muscle, if need be.'
Leader of R, 'a former sKy ..., brought in a broad cadre of inte1ligence vet(-1)erans to assume leading positions within the ... adm1nistration and crucial federa1 agencies during his first term.
Over the last 3 years, they have gone on to quietly assume an enormous presence in virtually every major economic engine of the state.
"The new (sKy age(-1)ncy) is now an amalgamation of businesses. Their power is based on the fact that their people are sitting in the ... adm1nistration, in the legis1ature and in the regional adm1nistrations"'
latimes.com/news/nationworld/nation/la-na-obama24dec24,0,6003202,full.story
'...Ch1cago po1itics, viewed from afar, often seems a monolithic thing. The words most closely associated with it ? "the machine" ? imply an implacable, unbreakable force. On the ground, nearly the opposite is true.
Far from being a monolith, the machine has many parts.
Anyone seeking to navigate and survive it, much less prosper, must master a set of equations that includes fine gradations of locale and clan. There are, for starters, the South Side and the Near North Side, the 1oop, ...the Po1es, the Cze(-1)chs, the Jacks0ns, the Br1dgeport 1rish (who are not to be confused with the Lace Curtain 1rish, or with anyone else, for that matter). ...You'll encounter a hundred fiefdoms without ever leaving Co0k County, beyond which lie still more divisions ...from the northwest suburbs to the sundown towns (as in, if you were black, you'd better be out of town before the sun set) of Little Egy(-i)pt, which are closer in almost every way to A1abama than Ch1cago.
It is a place, in other words, of great divisions'
Here is an inside view of how they use the press, passing se(-1)crets:
nytimes.com/2007/03/25/magazine/25Libby.t.html
...this was at best a proxy tr1al, with perj(-1)ury substituting for an unreachable, perhaps even nonexistent cr1me... amounted to a t0rtured tr1al of a currentw(-1)ar, A?s quaintly bitter way of assigning blame for a costly catastrophe.
...Except in the comics, of course, truth and just1ce do not often occupy the same realm
...c0rrespondents routinely granting anonymity ? better called irresponsibility ? to g0vernment sources just to hear whispered pr0paganda and other self-serving falsehoods. We learned how our patr1otic guardians of wart1me se_crets wantonly leak them to manipulate pub1ic opinion, protect their backsides or smear an adversary.
...practically everything that our g0vernment does, plans, thinks, hears and contemplates in the realms of fore1gn po1icy is stamped and treated as se(-1)cret ? and then unraveled by that same g0vernment, by the Congr. and by the press in one continuing round of professional and social contacts and cooperative and competitive exchanges of information.
...High off1cials of the g0vernment reveal se(-1)crets in the search for support of their policies, or to help sab0tage the plans and policies of rival departments.
...(a reporter) learns to cross-check his information
...I was sent out from my desk in the Pent. to Y.F., N., to squat in trenches with several hundred so1diers during 3 nuc1ear tests. As the mushrooms rose, we marched 1000 yards to gr0und zero, pawns to prove that the 1nfantry could safely f1re at0m1c artil1ery shells. Other g0vernment agencies at the tests were eager to prove the opposite ? the great danger of these exp1osions. So to end the competing press briefings, the At. En. Com. declared all the tests "t0p se(-1)cret." Undaunted, the Arm. had me don civ1lian clothes and drive to L.V. to brief reporters I knew from The Times and The A. Press about the maneuvers. Anonymous in the cas1nos, I told them at0m1c se(-1)crets.
Trying to be an ethical nice being who appreciates life, on what really does seem to be this sleazy self-destructing world infected by evi1 elements of the dark side, means you have to keep your psycho1ogical armor on and ready for batt1e and hard in all ways, at all times, as you try to defend yourself, save the good and change bad to good. (Be tough and in batt1e mode but not destroying everything randomly; w(-1)ar is not a stupid 'go shoot everything' video game). There is a great poem at the end of the M00dy B1ues song called (K)nights in Wh1te Satin: "Breath deep the gathering gloom, watch lights fade from every room... bedsets of people, sad in lament, another day's useless energy spent... cold hearted orb, rules the night, removes the colors from our sight, turns yellow to white and red black... but we decide what is right, and what is an illusion." The pawns of evi1 try to crush the spirit and strength of the good in ways obvious and subtle, acting like bad and good. There are much too many men in sKy 0ps (0perations), media, or re1igions, just pawns or puppets of evi1, helping crush the spirit and niceness in women. I had years and years where every song I heard was sad or depressing, or lonely. Like Pink F1oyd said, if I remember right, "hey you, out there in the cold, getting lonely, getting old, do you hear me... do 'not' help them to bury the live (or living? or light?) do 'not' give in without a fight" (title "Hey You"). Watch out, they say the first thing they want sleazy salesmen/c0n-men to do is to use their family. And here, they have lots of music, sports, or shows with realistic screaming or vi01ent sounds, or radio playing traffic sounds. Fight for life, for freedom. If you must lose, destroy the information and value you have, blow up the bridges, to keep them from evi1 use. There is deep complex design within each of you living things. We all just have to constantly ask ourselves if that whisper or thought we hear is said by an evi1 enemy who is not revealing how much it hates us, or by someone good. Set reminders to ask this in each part of the day. The more powerful you are, the more vital this is. This is one good example some re1igions set, to review beliefs or moral behavior each week or day, but obviously things have gone seriously wrong or subverted with this in many places or groups! Seems like forces suggest they do things to destroy the world or soc1ety, and they do it!. Saying any kind of evi1 can be done to some group is a pretense or excuse, not a true re1igion! W(-1)ars or bruta1ity still go on, causing misery, t0rture, or death for life. Psycho1ogy describes some statistical patterns, but can not explain why or what chem1cal reactions cause actions. There are ways to cause emotions or suggest bad ideas; psych1atrists would look at a computer browsing a web page and say clicking a mouse button on the left side of the screen always makes a weather report show up, that the computer instinctively does that. Intelligent life can have a built-in ability to show conscience and monitor or over-ride or correct their own feelings, thinking, and acts.
It may seem like some foods can be harvested from life forms nicely, but cruel or evi1 methods can be set up. Cheap high volume eggs are examples. Just internet search on animal cruelty or vivisection. No idea if these web sites are safe, authors are honest or sincere, but says things I have heard too many times:
rmad.org/faq_veggy.html
goveg.com/factoryFarming_chickens_egg.asp
eggindustry.com
eggcruelty.com
re1igious: all-creatures.org/anex/chicken.html
Organ1c foods sound nice, but conventional foods must have a big corporate sKy system which prefers hiding its ugly acts. They must play dirty tricks on organ1c sellers or buyers, like hypocritically accusing them of unsafe methods. The San J0se Mercu(-1)ry printed a long article explaining the E Coli spinach issue, saying organ1cs were accused at first in the news for E Coli, when they must sterilize manure fertilizer, but conventional has no rules on growing methods at all. Germs were traced to their spinach, not organ1c. One question is, if the annoying problems like odor, which force us to buy soaps, etc, are natural or deliberate. We are not able to scan like our 1mmune system, so disinfection is a problem of random kil1ing. Kil1ing larger life kil1s innocent micr0scopics, symb1otes or parasites or whatever.
Copies of photos further on, so if you stop here you will see them:
Avoid my web pages if you want to stay ignorant. Keep reading if you want to wake up to reality, but be warned, I bet anyone who does will be monitored and given unexpected doses of reality. Caution, knowing can have serious troubles as I have seen! For me it is a mixed gift, sometimes it feels malicious. Skip to some quotes or my blog section if you decide not to read the rest of this (find or click these links (mirrored at wheelifes) to "quotes" or "what has been happening blog"). The mirac1e of life, especially independent thinking cooperative symbiotic life, is amazingly cool. To make it a boring, dreary, t0rtured, depressing, tedious waste of time takes a real jerk. It takes a vicious cruel unappreciative undeserving ignorant evi1 attitude towards what I try to do. I try to think and keep se(-1)crets from evi1 on these public pages, but I tell the barbarians in g0vernments or sKy agencies the se(-1)cret that all life forms can be very valuable, to try to save them from death or misery. (Life forms do many things that are almost impossible to believe can be solved, if a perfect solution can be designed. Possibly it is a c0n, but let the bulldozer, chainsaw, or gun buyers show how smart they are and say how. Told myself not to think about it, but kept thinking on it several times, but not with any new ideas arriving. One can reflect on it while watching meteors break up in the sky.) One can ask why those who destroy are not struck by lightning or something else right away, or one can ask why their critics are not, or why I often get good weather. But even though nations here destroy ecology which they do not even begin to understand, they often have professional po1iticians or dip1omats who think seriously of reasonable compromises, instead of reacting emotionally and starting lethal feuds. Lega1 systems or committees often run very slowly too. Checking facts or causes takes time; the more one knows, the more there is to invest1gate. The biped system here tries hard to hide how much sKying or influence it does. Those are some possible reasons why one does not feel immediate punishment for unethical behavior, or reward for good.
A person who does not feel a duty to protect this world is a thing of little value; one who has little sense of the value and luck of life(forms) is a fool who has little claim to deserve life or wealth; one with no respect for mother(s) fails to deserve its birth. If they got acceptably happy childhood times, it was because adult versions of the cooperating cells called people agreed in turn to cooperate to make a system to keep them safe. Many forget how it feels to be the weak prey. I warn you that this casual cruelty to life is very easy to despise; it takes rethinking and patience to forgive it. It almost surely is an evi1 brutal mind that tried to convince others that other life forms exist just for you to use as you wish, however cruel it may be. Vast numbers have been conditioned into being suckers for this selfishly gratifying story. Animals which face life or death struggles amidst predators or storms without shelter, (such as birds or sea mammals,) probably cherish or love their children much more than the lazy bipeds around this world who are causing their extermination, and often have to fight for territory. Never sure if they will survive the physical ordeal to care for or see their children again, never sure if their loved ones can survive the struggle to be with them again. Now I know one good reason why animals greet each other so joyfully in the nature movies that I saw. Bipeds hardly know what true love or parenthood is, compared to them. Animals like otters or birds put huge effort into caring for young. It is far past time to start new attitudes and plans for consumption and saving life. Have you wised up? When was the last time you were a pawn for evi1 and caused trouble for someone good or an innocent life form? This story that all this life is here just for you to use is something you feel you want to believe so much. It is like you walk into a city and believe all the people, buildings, or machines are there, waiting, just for you to use?! Not even that you understand how it all works, from the smallest rules of physics. Pretty sure, these masters of acting or mimicry are most likely to be pawns, the most steered or manipulated like real-living digital video recorders. I guess that happens more at c0urt or med1cal visits, when mysterious things can happen, without our sensing them, but no clue, actually. We may perceive glitches in reality: going to c0urt, when doors were unlocked, a silver SUV pulled in, how the driver got from car to house did not make sense. If you get told a story that life forms should die because "stones not safe" here any more, laugh scornfully. What creators would have them all t0rtured or starved to death? Soc1ety does not even worry much about biped safety or 1d theft, it only allows lousy locks or secur1ty to be sold! This is a place where p01ice, officials, med1ca1 or company workers do not show 1d before asking for yours or ordering you around. Several paragraphs down I summarize my current very skeptical view of my theories about my life here: pretty much, probably a big c0n job.
This is some random blog. Nothing too clever. Not as clever as wiping out most of the living things on the planet. Or messing up a whole nation. Less clever than creating a planet full of living things. No new life forms have been invented here in the last few centuries. The skills are not here. Lucky for us, life builds new versions of itself, since we can not. Would you rather copy life's bi0technology or try to invent it after you have allowed it to be destroyed?! Why would someone in business build advanced self-reproducing machines in the future? So much sKying goes on, see something like B1aderunner and you might do that.
Each day science makes progress; with each day is a chance to make life better and change the sleaze, cheating, lying, cruelty, or unfairness embedded in the pattern of soc1ety and the way living things are treated.
Many bipeds in control just do not care how badly they treat other life here and ignore ethical and scientific reasons to treat life well or improve ecology. At least I understand many of the ways I am just a pawn or puppet; many in 0ps are fools who are puppets of evi1 entities who are expert at impersonation and taking over identities. They ignore their feeling of things wrong with their system, which do not make sense (the Matr1x told them that). Most things are backwards. If they say they serve Good and G0d but cause evi1, it means they serve the Devi1(s), who is (are) not reputed to be good masters at all, though clever c0n artists. They are fools to hope that kind of evi1 has a pleasant, non-greedy, retirement plan. Their delusion is they are the wolves ruling sheep, not just another kind of feral mouse or pig to be slaughtered for profit later. They better show some good manners and kindness and hope to find a forgiving good force to capture them. They act with such arrogance and bad manners, using their power against me or others with ethics. It is a sign of the destructive, immature, irrationally emotional stupidity of the dark side(s) of evi1. They are pompous, insecure, and brutal about the power they are given; many want to act like g0d, but they can not turn the moon or other planets into thriving live happy peaceful worlds, create new universes, or galaxies, rule them or destroy them like the Emperor and his Storm Tr00pers (in Star w(-1)ars), can they?! Oh, they search through everything, making a mess, since valuable dru(-1)gs can be in almost anything, and look at all the financial stuff for free. But nobody put much of a price on life forms, so these "nincompoops" waste them. The exper1mentation on living things has a brutish attitude. They never give them a rest from the constant disease, injury, pain, and sorrow in a warped obsession with trivial repetitive advancement. It is typical of the people who go into bio1ogy, farms, med1cine, or psych1atry. They need a public example that wakes them up, or to start seeing some trouble happen, to change to a kinder attitude and show better manners. There have been problems in 1raq, famines, refugees, w(-1)ars, plagues in Bosn1a and Afr1ca, and immense disasters elsewhere. It is like some one wrote stories that fit our situation or history and decided to make them happen. Stories that depict a mixture hard to believe, without seeing it, of wealth next to poverty, scientific knowledge mingled with irrational delusions, or fairness next to cruelty. It is very unpleasant to experience being used as a test subject. Head of us signed S 3880 (AETA) giving Just1ice Dept permission to invest1gate animal rights mi1itants if they use interstate routes: Senat(-1)e voted unanimously on 9-30-06, H0use voted 11-13-06 quickly by voice vote of 6 members when most were not even in town yet and passed with no conference. Usually done this way only with "non-controversial"(?) bills. Repub1ican H0use Jud1ciary Chair Sense(-m)nbrenner spoke for it, Dennis Kuc1nich was the only no vote. National 1awyers Gu1ld disliked this procedure:
upi.com/SecurityTerrorism/view.php?StoryID=20061127-072136-3466r
farmsanctuary.org/campaign/fed-protest.htm
govtrack.us has the text of the act - it unofficially tracks all pending/recent us legislation by searching the gov. web site thomas.loc.gov as a personal nonprofit effort.) Being se(-1)cretly dosed by some dru(-1)g is so annoying - often messing me up or slowing me down. But do they try very hard to figure out why bipeds are so irrationally exterminating life or fix how they are themselves so messed up?! ...allowing the bi0-tech ecosystem to be wiped out or soc1ety to be messed up.
I changed my opinion about making a living thing less messy and more sanitary as pets or domestic life. There is too much vicious exp1oitation or theft of life. Only inanimate chem1cal/enzymatic designs should be convenient. Super cheap machines are never the best designs. Living things, which make more of themselves, are treated like the cheapest. Some small-minded cheater always tries to churn out a big population of them and set up a brutal, cheap, unkind, vicious, industrial system to get the most profit from them to buy luxuries for itself.
Agent Sm1th fights Neo in pouring rain near the end of Matr1x Revo1utions (3) and says some of the great questions for all time. He sneers angrily and says, basically: Why keep fighting? (And, I add, why do all this cruelty, destructive waste, misuse, or t0rture?! Some belief, you think? Do you even know? For freedom, truth, peace, something as insipid as the human dream of love? Illusions, temporary constructs... of a meaningless existence (quote can be found at this movie's quotes page at imdb.com). Well, having seen what I have seen, hatred or rac1sm is created or inflamed to boost w(-1)ar profits. Love becomes yet more a joke or empty myth as selfish lying cheating sp1es seek more dru(-1)gs to cheat others into loving them and sacrificing for them. W(-1)ar and conflict are tools for uncaring vicious profiteers. Batt1es are fought to cover up lies. S1avery of all kinds is a major goal of many w(-1)ars. Hypocrisy surrounds the beliefs advertised by fans of wa(-1)r. Not that I expect an ideal state of peace or cooperation will ever sustain itself around the world, etc, nor that total monopolies or monoc1onal (c1oned) populations will be desirable or healthy either, but that a mature competitive and cooperative realistic attitude is much more worthy of life, and demonstrates its achievements better for its players. Fighting with spears, arrows, and muskets seems so absurd now, after a few years of of progress. What will things now seem a few years later? There are always many that boast about how advanced their weapon (of the day: sword, gun, or machine) is. Are we just players in a sadistic destructive video game, a vicious Tru(-1)man Show? I bet you, some of you in 0ps will be fighting for your lives with primitive weapons again, in the future. Arrogant glorification of w(-1)ar or fighting is so common, yet no nation is even able to put out a forest f1re. Until maybe now, it is amazingly unbelievable that they are not started as a way of attacking an enemy nation, so no one makes it much of a priority for defense. Yet, many movies glorify interstellar w(-1)ar, but they never show forest f1res being started, one of the most likely things to be caused by impacts on a planet! I think anyne who can not put out a forest f1re is totally unprepared for one of the simplest possible hazards of interstellar or even merely local w(-1)ars.
I seem to get put through problems because of the conflict between many groups: j-ws vs. germ-n (cars do annoying things), jap-n vs. k0rea/as1a (car transporter slows me down), skeptics vs. fa1ths (emblems on cars annoying me), fair pay vs. farm (trucks or areas, where annoying things happen), equality vs. sexists, enlightenment vs. rac1sts/s1avers, etc etc. These petty emotional conflicts over greed or power are not a big concern of mine. They just divide us, keep us distracted from important issues in life. The fact is, whether one is a busy rich executive working 22 hour days/140 hour weeks, a poor mother working like that to care for her babies and earn money, a (c)0p watching nights or weekends to catch a bad guy, a poor person, or a sad one, most of us have gotten a rotten bad deal, are cheated out of truly worthwhile meaningful lives to enjoy, with time to appreciate the mirac1es of life, with others to share real friendship or love (the "catch a bad guy" part seemed to get moved into the middle on me). The point is, so many of us are cheated out of that; we should be uniting in agreement on this, to get our masters to "lighten up", stop the cruelty, and produce a lot more happiness or enjoyment for us. When there is a v0te, this is what they should be talking about or vowing to deliver.
Quiz... is this important? Something/one often makes me forget things to add to the web pages, presuming the right to delay the expression of these thoughts. ...If the problems here ever arrive(d), you will have to solve them, or suffer(ed) the consequences:
1. If some g0ds (immature, unethical) can have magical control over minds, how do I figure out if a g0d is controlling my actions/mind, or just a c0n-man reading it?
2. Would some types of illusions be mind contro1?
3. How do we understand our purpose or role? It is a very important issue:
a) We are not in the position of robots with a program, a set of directions we can inspect.
b) We do think for ourselves (, not as robotic s1aves as some want!) and figure out soc1ety or life as we wish, although emotions or chem1cal pher0mones affect us very strongly. But it is a sKy-vs-sKy world, and, with no plan of life for us with any proof or checks, no master to ask. So amazingly weird! The role of each one or thing is mysterious. A very problematic mystery for us, since so much pain or destruction, so many terrible things have happened.
c) We, and the other life here with us, are far beyond our own ability to understand or create.
...The 2 next questions are for those who truly control soc1ety, feelings, inspire ideas se(-1)cretly to others. Just note these topics and stop at that (think of unimportant things which interest you), sleazy c0n-men are too likely to steal solutions you think up. But we/you may not have a choice ...
4(shh): What do I do if aggressive 1nvaders arrive, who can build (or have) several kinds of weap0ns far better than my own? Some technology which I want. (Sleazy c0n-men would steal any answers, so think of worthless things instead!) Very few of us here have ever passed this test. But I had other advanced stuff, which I do not build myself; it is gone because we were c0nned into murd(-1)ering most of it off. Note: Usually we carry tools which we do not understand how to make. Even if it does amazing things like cause a huge exp1osion, tornado, earthquake, or lightning, or show a web page.
5(shh): What if those invaders are divided: some good or some despicable, some liars or c0n men, some plan to destroy, many sp1es. How do I know who has got who/what in their groups (maybe like 'the Depar(-1)ted'), where their bugs are, who has/will have the advantage, who to deal with? Few of us have passed this test. (Sleazy c0n-men would steal any answers!)
6. What if bugs or mo1es (enemy sp1es/tra1tors) have gotten into my group, maybe beyond our ability to disinfect, with way more advanced tools or ability to mimic, forge, or counterfe1t? How do I defend/counteract?
7. How do I recognize my group has gotten hostile enemies like that in it? What advantages do I have, what do I do? Few here have passed this test.
8. What tests must another person/group pass before I pass along deep stuff or data to them? (3 or more big answers, infinite ordinary answers to this one, and the next one on length of rule)
9. What decides how long anyone rules? Do g0ds/g0d rule forever, so should a king or dynasty? Why does it change? Here is part of an answer: To keep it from being a very boring show or exper1ment, for one thing!
10. What are you?:
..A) For the smug arrogant ones, rate myself as a ranch animal.
..B) How perfect are my features as a wa(-1)r or hunting device?
..C) How perfect am I as a sKy device? Do I lie as well as a computer can?
..D) How perfect am I as a builder or creat0r in/of (the universe of) life?
..E) We have impressive abilities, despite our flaws: visual ability is an amazing computation. We can go rocketing fast down steep twisty rocky trails, balanced on a bike; some do amazing stunts on ski's or bikes on snow ramps. Seabirds twist through branches, skim inches over waves, then pull up steeply and hover to land on rough rocks or dive down to chase fish. Fish handle pounding rough surf or fast predators. Monkeys do amazing acrobatics. Life forms build complex bi0chem1cals.
11. If I consider myself as a machine or computer, what are sensible goals in life, how should I live?
12. What does music, love, parenthood, tell me about myself?
13. Why does a product succeed, why is a species lost or successful?
14. Why do soc1eties fall into ruins?
15. What are my ideas about inspiration or thoughts? What are my ideas about reality?
16. Many feel a fa1th in g0d(s) or re1igion at times, I sort of did a bit. Just what degree of separation from supreme g0ds, creat0rs, builders, or masters do they think they are at? What type of role do they expect they play for their g0ds? Producing nutrition is much simpler than creating a life form that needs it. We must seem like such barbarians. It is like the difference between making electricity and computers. Every child has to learn and change from naive to civilized.
17. How does the power influence of se(-1)cret counter inte1ligence relate to public re1igion? Surely they must insert themselves to control such possibly po1itical groups. Supreme secrecy conflicts with publicity and brings the danger of detection. What about our level of barbaricness?!
18. What would be the nature of units designed to infi1trate, disrupt, or destroy a nation or world... if unlimited time for scientific advances or design were supposed? Here is part of an answer: Cr1minal c0n? Scavenging cannibal? Disease-loving? Hateful, nasty, limited intelligence, murderous? Perverted? Is an inferiority complex likely (around here that is so common)?
19. Why would the rulers/designers of technology soc1eties, eons (many years) more advanced than us, give personal attention to our nations or fa1ths? Would we seem like barbarians or advanced enlightened civilizations? What are the odds that you are fooling yourself, if you think it is for a nice reason?
20. Is there a step-by-step scientific explanation of how non-verbal physical reactions occur from someone's memory, etc, in response to things like questions? Is there such an explanation of how/when some can lie so well? So are such reactions reliable? Are they lucky patterns, like the many molecular patterns of life? How long would random luck take to create any of the major patterns of life here?
21. What is the difference between moral reasoning and moral excuse-making or rationalizing? What is moral completeness...? what about plant or animal life? Are moral illusions or delusions possible, just like sensory ones? There are many (an important set) who lie to others but try so hard to find out the truth about others! Have they crossed into lying to themselves, including about the true morality of their own ethics? Have you read this article "The Moral 1nstinct"?: nytimes.com/2008/01/13/magazine/13Psychology-t.html?_r=2&pagewanted=print
22. How often have you or do you make a common silly mistake like accepting arguments with logical gaps? Many or all bipeds do this, especially with emotional moral arguments to harm others, like the one in a recent movie to destroy G0tham city because it has become too c0rrupt. Real moral reasoning should try to be specific and concrete like a mathematical equation.
23. Does survival of the fittest really appear anywhere on this world? Would it not be total w(-1)ar at all times between all life forms? Would it permit for a functional soc1ety? Would it be allowed or wanted in a design 1ab, garden, or manufacturing area? Survival implies only that, survival. How much "luck" is involved in survival, or again in presence of life?
24. Someone always tries to get any kind of technology device to do things it is not supposed to. Is there anything where that does not happen? We are always being pressured to do things we do not want to.
25. If someone is going to destroy part of your life support system, should they not justify why? Env1ronmental impact reports are the right idea, even if the system here, like traffic tickets, or many other things, works so wrongly.
26. Can we trust our feelings, urges, or emotions to be good for us? Consider the diet/fat problem in wealthy nations, sports, addictions, the pain/letdown of love, what one finds attractive in one culture, disappointing sex, among many other things.
27. Is money an abstract thing? 1nternational money exchange rates change by the minute. 1raq's money has been replaced by a new type, after the nation was taken over. So are they chasing after a real thing, this money? And does its value or permanence depend on the behavior of those controlling soc1ety? See what sheep you/we are? The places we are sold or rented to live are a joke because the quality is so low, yet so expensive, keeping repair men busy.
28. What kind of rules can be applied to the full range of all life forms and ways of existence (plants, herbivores, carnivores, parasites, symbiotes)? Is there anything better to start with than the famous "golden rule" which has been expressed in many philosophies?: I treat others as I want to be treated in the same situation; same for you. But Kant says many "would gladly consent that others should not benefit him" if this would excuse (a wealthy one like) him from a duty to help others: search for the quote or look in "Fundamenta1 Principles Of The Metaphys1c Of Morals", etc, by 1mmanuel Kant. But the privileged can find out, at times in life, that they are in need in some ways, that others are privileged above them. The pattern is (1) that they tell others that they are good or the enemy is evi1, to justify fighting them or being cruel to animals or others, or (2) that you mistakenly believe you are good, or justified, in your fight with them or the way you treat them. Every side feels they are justified, they are good. The key is to truly reason completely about morality or to understand how all of us, you and they, are tricked or manipulated emotionally or in other ways. I would show care for m1croscopic life, but they are so many, and so impractical to see or interact with, that I accept we must use antiseptics, blunder about as if they are invisible to us, or let 1mmune systems deal with them.
29. Weap0ns, sKy devices, or manufacturing machines are expensive, as a rule. Would these businesses be friendly to anyone helping to try to develop cheap substitutes? Here life forms reproduce themselves cheaply - almost free. Trying to turn them into obedient s1aves that can be used to ki1l or spy or do things is the equivalent, trying to get cheap substitutes. Does this make you an enemy or a friend of those important businesses? If a few accept s1avery or domestication because of force or cruelty, it is tried on many more of their kind. I believe it really does happen often, but it is possible that they tell us thinking bipeds do that, or have actors set bad examples to try to draw others into doing it, like in auctions or pr1sons.
30. Is starting blood feuds with vio1ence a good way to learn se(-1)crets from others? How easy is it to end a feud? They have gone on for hundreds of years, many generations, in several areas. Others may even re-provoke them for profit or power. I bet they try to persuade us conf1ict or aggress1on is normal, that everyone in power should and does attack others, saying it is so common here, where everything has been turned so deeply wrong.
31. Is it reckless, even irresponsible, to let them make videogames which reward random ki1ling!? (Without recognizing which are civilians, friends, good a1iens or f0reigners?) Games mostly class everything as enemy monsters and train players to shoot everything. Then we see the same thing happens sometimes in current or past w(-1)ars!
32. A being equipped with much more advanced technology (g0d) could easily just tell us precise plans or instructions directly! Why go indirectly, unverifiably, through someone who may be playing a c0n? ...And not leave messages that we can verify were made by much more advanced technology, why claim it wants to stay undetected!? In fact, a philosophy and plan of life is a complex thing, Having someone else explain it for you would be very unsatisfying and work out in ways that you often do not like. Like hoping someone else manages your group project the way you want, or engineers something the way you described it, makes art for you the way you wanted, or baby-sits your kids just the way you would have. It never works out perfectly the way as if you had done it. Get real! It would be a bad way to try to do something so important, a silly rookie mistake. Imitating the ultimate authority is very likely an i11egal trick too.
33. Such an advanced being (g0d) should give us a contract with guarantees for both sides, and frequent times to check our satisfaction with life! ...There are so many things wrong, like these, with the way fa1ths are structured here, instead.
34. Some of the biggest fa1th groups restrict sex for their followers. Why is it that none of them have much real useful advice about sex/love/marriage, ways to deal with problems, succeed at them, since this is one of the biggest concerns of life?! I am sure gossip would quickly carry if their texts did have that, since it is such a big topic. In fact, why are there so many cases of sexual misbehavio when they have sworn off sex?
35. If you say what messages (you think) the g0ds have given you, does that make it easier to dec0de or 1ntercept them, even harm the sender?!
36. Do I fix, or do I punish it, When my computer does bad things like deleting files I want because of a malfunction or computer virus? Is each act of punishment therefore admitting inability to fix the malfunction or repair a bad attitude, or signalling the presence of primitive violent emotions?
37. Does your system really care about the safety of your identity or your life? Do you not notice all the sloppiness in data systems, where data is easily available about you, where you must reveal data that can be easily gathered by others. Are there dangerous road situations, etc, which are never changed? Why do check procedures (at a1rports) help spread germs? Why are dangerous breakable glass containers common, along with (organ1zed) cr1me? These stupid noisy leaf blowers are such inept things with many bad side effects, and there are plenty of cars spewing gas already. Are pr1soners recruited into arm1es? Does 1aw make many mistakes? Are the ones in it deluded about reality? Is your med1cal system careless too?
38. Things like computer systems often have special features for se(-1)cret users. So why should a g0d be any different? What does this imply for what their followers can know about them?
39. What does it imply if bipeds can be manipulated like digital video recorders, worse yet, by those who treat them badly? Can memory, keys, being awake be relied on? This nasty lying traffic (ticket ripoff) stuff, etc. has pissed me off to say this.
40. Is it easy to rebuild a reputation for integrity (or to re-gain trust after cheating on your lover/mate)? So is it a casual decision to do something that may destroy it?
41. Is insulting the mirac1e of life, the ideals of community or universal creation wise? Here, it seems emotion decides everything with those in power or 1aw here.
42. How do we figure out if the others we see are there to act like everyone goes along with evi1, setting bad examples? The devices we use can be easily tricked or out-smarted.
43. How to detect thoughts suggested to you from someone else? Part of one answer is: As1an meditation blanks thoughts by focusing on unconscious body functions.
44. Are you sure of the scientific cause and effect, about something that happens to you or someone else, or is it really a coincidence in time, or correlation? In the case of eating or smelling something, then feeling a physical or mental change, the workings of our bodies are beyond our full understanding. Those types of things are coincidences, not definite cause and effect.
45. Certainly evi1 must be fought, giving in to be its servant is not recommended (only 0rcs like some c0ps or so1diers do that!). But we understand more now about the ways things can be tracked. Do you think you can really escape from evi1 ones who can track you and access you/your stuff? Very hard to do? The chances are better to think of ways to change the situation, location, effort, etc. Evi1 has many enemies, it fears publicity too.
46. Dogs are (naturally or artificially) d0sed with false confidence and foolishness to threaten or attack others while their master stays safe. Is it the same with you, the way you attack life itself?!
47. Why should one care about the many truly miserable poor or unfortunate around them, often nearby? Part of the answer is: There is a danger that the ones exp1oiting them will surely try the same things on some of you, especially if the scheme is to figure out how to get these victims to do things they should/would not, discussed at section #selfcontrol (to transform them into very cheap weapons - a plan headed for trouble. Do you think it is luck, or really wise behavior or ability which keeps anyone out of that?
[Infinity-1]. It is so mysterious or hidden: Why are we here? Who is really in control? What is going on? Why is life so weird and brutal? As soon as someone figures out why we are here, it will probably change (or has been) to something even weirder, is one joke in the H1tchhiker's Guide to the Ga1axy.
[Last quiz item, # Infinity-0]. Life, conscious intelligent life that thinks philosophically, is a huge mirac1e. Do you appreciate it enough, or live with the goal of helping the amazing phenomemon of life? Especially for one who lies or c0ns others, are you doing things which are worthy of the mirac1e of these living things which exist? For those who try to be as moral as possible, it may be good to think of how to be worthy in unexpected ways. And are we as happy to be part of the mirac1e of life as we should be?
...Repeating key points, especially new ideas, in several places is important.
...Why should I write more about this?! ...I was put in a horrible life crisis with little weapons to find/face who/what is doing it, so doing what I did seemed the only answer; only now does it get sort of nice, and again I may have a bad problem caused by those saying they want to do good!
Why should I talk more about the problems of love for us?
I am not sure these sp1es annoying me deserve an answer.
(1A Times review of Mel G1bson's movie Apoca1ypto: 'This is a standard Gibs0n trope. He loves to get people painfully restrained and then do really bad things to them - Tur(-1)an mentions the actor's drawing-and-quartering scene in "Brave(-1)heart" and the ghastly flogging of Je(-1)sus in "The Pass1on." We are not, in these instances, dealing with mere "vio1ence." We are dealing with ritualized sadomas0chism - an open manifestation of one of those dark fantasies that those in thrall to them must endlessly repeat and that have, of course, some sort of psych0sexua1 component. That is why Ap0calypto is so discomfiting.'
'the critical community has done its job, crying "Yuck" (in chorus) about this movie...But psych0sexua1 vio1ence of the kind G1bson is drawn to takes us to a truly ugly place. It is beyond the reach of the 1aw, dip1omacy, public policy or moral resolve. We can punish its practitioners only when fantasy turns into horrific, real-world acts. But we cannot cure them. They represent the irreducible, ineluctable evi1 of the world ? the grimmest side of the social compact.
I say his s1avering interest in the t0rture of the innocent and the idealistic is a form of p0rnography. I would not ban it. But, were it not for stern critical duty, I would shun it ? because it is infantile. And because it tells me more than I want to know about the filmmaker's mind, spirit and unspoken fantasies... no one in your entourage is going to tell you this, but you are not part of the solution, you are part of the problem.'
latimes.com/news/printedition/opinion/la-oe-schickel13dec13,1,6148064.story?coll=la-news-comment
NY T1mes review: nytimes.com/2006/12/08/movies/08apoc.html
"Who knows what vio1ence lurks in the hearts of men? Mel G1bson knows, and he just can not resist putting every last ounce of it on screen. (wonders if he knows what makes him put such brutal death in his movies):
latimes.com/entertainment/news/movies/cl-et-apocalypto8dec08,1,1565241.story?coll=la-promo-entnews
calendarlive.com/movies/reviews/cl-et-apocalypto8dec08,0,275059.story
There is a tendency, at least among journalists, to take Mr. G1bson as either a monster or a genius, a false choice that he frequently seems intent on encouraging. Is he a madman or a visionary? Should he be shunned or embraced? Censured or forgiven?"
Having seen part of it, one part I like a lot is where they tell a myth about when the animals see a sad and lonely man, and give him gifts to help him, of their abilities. Man has learned much and become more powerful than any of them. But the owl says he saw a hole in this man, a boundless greed which takes and takes from the world until the world says it has nothing left to give. (Actually, they should have taken abilities away from that man!) The rest seems like a jungle action movie.
Some of the performances during my conversations with bipeds have repeated clear nonverbal but sub1iminal acknowledgement of what I am saying on my web pages. Clearly, some age(-1)ncy understands and can act like it shows support. The real issue is whether it is just a show, or when real change for the better can happen.
I have never seen such a bunch of unworthy sp1es or members of g0vernment. You are a fool, idiot, naive, cheap greedy cheating sleazy vicious unethical time-wasting sexua1 pervert amd c0n-man. That is, you being a sKypawn or in g0vernment. Life is being exterminated but you are delaying and wasting time. You constantly threaten civilian "little people" or "muggles". That is, you being a sKy or in g0vernment. What fools you are, thinking you are so tough or powerful. You give others lethal or terrible sexua1 disease, but illogically feel safe or secure. Your existence has little value to the universe; you add nothing that has not happened trivially numerous times in many places; you serve no constructive purpose. It is like a stupid robot with a limited 286 computer and a hammer feeling pompous as it abuses robots equipped with supercomputers running athletic software. Why do they not destroy the cars, houses, or real estate they own, as casually? Someone has to put a price on it for them to tell them the value of something. You see storms or earthquakes destroy what you decided will be built, but falsely feel all-powerful. Insult the creation and complexity of life with your lies and vicious abuse, but feel sure of your future. This vicious sleaze has spread to every scientifically advanced nation here, if not all others. You are so d0sed with false confidence and foolishness, you would feel safe even if a hippo or spider bares its fangs at you. You could see planets collide but feel secure unwisely. You are another type of dog or bug used to attack others so master stays safe. I get help or protection from unknown forces but I know to be cautious of the forces of nature, I know a hurricane, supernova, or pure acid or antimatter comet could crush me in an instant. Just like you helped breed or dru(-1)g "little people" to be cheated more easily, you were bred to be easily suckered into being a naive c0n-man, pawns not even of a first-rate evi1 devi1 but a stupid immature fourth relation. You spill big se(-1)crets, but hide little ones their pathetic minds have muddled up (the pronouns are mixed up here, but the permutations are amusing). I can just hear them saying "huh?"! I bet reversal of fortune and power is the future your behavior brings on. I am sure you feel proud of your lying and acting skill. I doubt you know how much unseen help you get, or how irrational your pride is. It is easy to program a robot or video game to reverse signals or meanings at will. Many living things just have very odd flaws making that hard for them to do that, most of the time. Many of those in power have a beast-like habit of using vi01ence, fear, or threats. The ideal is a constant state of emergency. For sp1es, they like giving away big se(-1)crets and love publicity... top of the intel1igence-agent evolutionary ladder! Their ways have gotten these fragile animals who think like this in line for suitable nasty problems. Now I have told you so.
Unlike most others, bipeds can be sexua1ly active at any time. Strange, and now TV, sex, and sports are all professional injury-prone sports. Sex and cr1me interlink through soc1ety and g0vernment. Sports, it is so rough: the "sweat pours out your body", using "every ounce of energy", while viewers watch and heckle, or say, that looks like a man or a woman (Bob Se(-1)ger, "Turn the P(-1)age").
The acts here of the g0vernment/sKy establishment are very suspicious. Most suspicious are psycho1ogists-D(-1)EA-C(1)A-dea1ers who exper1ment on bipeds with their dru(-1)g tricks. Anyone willing to do that is very likely to have an antisocial tendency to t0rture or abuse another living, feeling mind. They have to be regularly checked and tested for ethical 1egal behavior. Anyone doing anything very odd, who once was normal, is probably one of their victims, except for the usual other reason. F0ster children are likely to be used for exper1ments. The f0ster family conspires to testify against them to cover it up. But any child is vulnerable to mistreatment by family.
[cbsnews.com/stories/2006/10/18/eveningnews/main2104249.shtml
Dru(-1)g Misuse On F0ster Kids: "the true travesty of the situation is that we take children who just got a bum rap in life to begin with and they get into the system and are further abused chem1cally". Similar allegations about Ca1ifornia, 0h1o, F1orida. Family c0urt took son from mother, put him in f0ster care, she knew no reason for all the dru(-1)gs they made him take. Reader comments on news web page talks about all the evi1 variations these kids are prey to. Who will show ethics and rescue them?...]
Here, it is in the insipid cause of questionably intelligent progress towards more social and ecological sab0tage. P01ice or c0urts get played for fools and pawns and used to cover up this abuse of the nation. Their pawns are the ones most often handling those cases. Primitive imbeciles! Follow orders, do not ask why, do not check up, do not infer the obvious. It is not ok just because it is an order! Likely everyone has friends who are really acting like a friend to do this kind of testing on them. The absurd socially conditioned response built into our nature to like certain looks or voice tones makes us all fools for this. You sp1es doing vicious things should know better than to follow any of your first feelings to do harm, but you are just helpless puppets to those feelings. Like dogs will boldly threaten underc0ver agents, until one pulls out a weap0n to kil1 it, or has it dealt with. NY times Aug 13, 2006 p.A1 "Panel Suggests Using 1nmates In Dru(-1)g Trials": nytimes.com/2006/08/13/us/13inmates.html
The plan dredges up a painful history of med1cal mistreatment. In pr1s0ns, it was stopped in 70s. They talk "about pr1soners getting access to cutting-edge research and med1cations when they can(not) even get penicillin and high-blood-pressure pills": ...again, sly insincerity acting like they plan only nice things. Many in jai1 are innocent or good, not permanently evi1. Cell walls block others from seeing bad things going on. Demand for biped test subjects is greater now, they say contract revenue is $oo7 billion. Besides romance and parenthood, sp1es and 1aw cause the most waste of time or annoyances. If you know someone involved in it, they have quite a bit to set right.
The forces running the st0ck market are very suspect, too. Not just by sKying to beat you, but to use mind contro1 dr(-1)ugs and tricks to control betting. Many phones or parts for st0ck trading tools are fore1gn-made, meaning fore1gn intel1igence agencies, C1A or N(-1)SA, can sKy on trades. I bet st0cks are full of C1A influence - the nastiness is so like the C1A! St0ck forces always oppose me: buy one, it goes down; sell one, it goes up.
Catch on to these mind contro1 manipulators, and they will pretend to back off and go away. They keep tracking/tapping. Be very suspicious of feeling safe much too soon. They will try some sneaky manipulation later, maybe with new methods, and subtly use more and more mind-fogging d0ses. They will only go away if someone catches them, punishes them, or scares them away. (Once you guess they are trying mind c0ntrol, they get one of their c0ps to arr(-1)est you where they can control the c0urt, to try to cover it up or intimidate you from complaining to the system, as they did to me.) R0ger Wat(-1)ers recently went to the wai1ing wall in Jerusa1em and spray painted it with words from one of his Pink F1oyd songs (the Wal1, I think). He wrote, we do not want "no thought c0ntrol". Knowing what to do is hard, they think you are a disposable puppet if they treat you that way, willing to reveal how to control you, since everyone is spied on. Too cheap to pay for missiles or planes, they often want car b0mbs or hit and run drivers. They could easily kil1 you in much simpler ways. If weather permits, you can use less useful things like bikes, mopeds, motorcycles, etc. I did, but my situation is far different than usual. They can get there first before me, or have people/things placed everywhere. They can plant sub1iminal messages when you are sleeping or awake, or control emotions with dru(-1)gs. I doubt they really have figured out a lot about how a mind is built (they may try to c0n you about it): what need for all this cheap pr1son or s1ave or il1egal imm1grant labor, why use children or women or handicapped people so cruelly, t0rture animals in 1abs or farms, why such stupid machines and such traffic jams?! A shrimp, frog, or lamb could control traffic better than our signals or signs, but frogs are going extinct like dodo birds. If a few accept s1avery or domestication because of force or cruelty, it is tried on many more of their kind. Bipeds are subjected to physical/emotional/financial cruelty in so many places and times in history. Self sufficiency is kept out of reach, to make us put up with the mistreatment and problems they inflict. Read "amnesty 1nternational" newsletters, or read about Sad(-1)dam Husse1n, 1di Am1n, H1t1er, the s1ave or sex trade, Camb0d1an massacres ordered by Po1 P0t, cruelty in Rwa(-1)nda, H0ward Z1nn's Pe0ple's Hist0ry of us, or animal exper1ment articles to know some of this destructive cruelty. Translate the jargon to things like drill skull, hammer, cut bone, jam needles or probes into flesh, sometimes use anesthetics, but it must hurt. Greed drives fore1gn producer prices down, then contractors offer sKy-tricks to fake books or to pass fair labor checks, as this Bus1ness Week cover story says:
businessweek.com/magazine/content/06_48/b4011001.htm
Unlike expectations, technology advances in leading nations does not cause them to spread better life to other nations, but poverty or misery or s1avery (with some wealth for a few pawns or doubles) - dealing in ignorance with evi1/enemies results in more misery. It takes most people many decades to pay house loans - the more you make, the more the prices go up; greed forces up rent, home, gas, 1nsurance, vegetable prices up 50% or 350% over the last 5 years, bottled water costs much more than tap water, so many citizens ignore news on cruel labor and buy cheap things made with f0oreign wage s1avery because their real inflated income has dropped. A morally evi1 effect is apparent. But there are no heroes, all are gui1ty of cr1mes against nature (like ens1aving animals or destroying life). Which shows how their science is inadequate to do business without such cr1mes.
Require a total step-by-step scientific explanation, instead of jumping to conclusions about any powers or abilities of a magical or advanced type. If someone claims they can read minds, test them. Imagine complex moving scenes and have them describe every detail to you, even as you alter, change shading, or colors. They must be able to tell you what you are subconsciously thinking without even being very aware of it, or mumbling to yourself. They c0n you with much lesser scientific tools, by sensing your feelings, controlling feelings, or subl1minal suggestion. Insist on very specific messages about your exact problems. Everyone falls for a silly c0n job at some time, there are so many ways to influence us. Psycho1ogy just describes some statistical patterns, which many can sometimes relate to emotionally, but cannot explain why or what chem1cal reactions cause actions. There are many med1cal myths out there too.
When they dru(-1)g you to disrupt logical thinking, re1igions or myths become the superstitions that they play on, to fool you into doing things. Re1igion would be the easiest myth, and already printed for them. Movies or TV shows are myths that bipeds absorb now. It gives them faces to use, with a whole context to them, but one can ignore that kind of hint. But they must guess if you do not tell them what reality you think you see when dru(-1)gged. What a problem, I have explained these theories in such detail. They try to use fear all the time to change what one does. Be very skeptical of ones who act like they are protecting you, strangers especially; my view is either the system can stop it it right away, or not. Star(-1)gate talks of alternate universes, but being dru(-1)gged or the fakes or acting is what really happens. Beware of feelings: dru(-1)gs have made people think they can fly; they feel arms even after amputations; things infected by parasites behave/feel strangely. I know "logical advice puts your head in a whirl"; try to "have no illusions" (Joe Jacks0n, D1fferent For Girls, 1ook Sharp).
I warn you several times that emotions cause stupidity. Think about parenthood! The explanations for a sKy threatening someone and blowing their cover outside their house or car all involve emotions causing total stupidity. I warn you and myself about this, and you will forget sometimes. I have. Do not obsess about emotional issues at times when you dream: specifically sleeping or in bed. Dream time is when rationality disengages. Always (re-)think and emotionally (re-)evaluate at alert clear-headed (day) times. I warn you again, this rule is very hard to follow.
One trick the evi1 manipulators try is hinting that you should (keep) doing stupid things regarding secur1ty or health so that the evi1 people sKying on you will do them too (but these evi1 ones are the ones telling you this!). This only makes sense if you are really right about having a big advantage in regards to secur1ty or health, or other rare situations, but if you are being manipulated by sp1es, you are at a disadvantage.
Hope is often just a trap the enemy uses. It delays you from doing useful things. Remind yourself to reject hope and instead plan and act. Do not ever let someone like me to catch you hoping and just waiting.
Beware dru(-1)gs and irrational thinking or believing. Try practicing the game of charades to understand how badly acting communicates messages without a language of meaning. Most all of the time I think I make my own decision to do things or go places, except they always try to hint about st0ck moves. When I see patterns in people, etc. around me, it could partly be the same unconscious decision, but many times they do things clearly only someone sKying on me would do. I think mind c0ntrol goes on, even in a rational skeptical state, which I will cover a few paragraphs later. They try to influence people during driving. Seeing faces in other cars is usually difficult; look for unusually well lit large faces. The easiest way is for them to put a visual of a big face up (these agents get big heads trying to control muggles), but it could be done anywhere in the visual pathway.
I guess both agencies which agree with me and those opposing me agreed that they would try to isolate me from friends, family, and relationships as much as possible. And that they would "double" or "twin" whoever I know. I can see how in part this would be safer and warn me. It gives meaning to words from a Ta1king Heads song called "0nce in a L1fetime": "You may find yourself in a beautiful home, with a beautiful wife... saying, how did I get here? ...This is not my beautiful home, ...not my beautiful wife." There is so much sleazy cheating and impersonation, you have to: check the behavior all the time; plan a proper response; and do it immediately, while they dose you to make you forget. Those that retaliate unpolitely, I hope a very nasty fate arrives for you and your age(-1)ncy. Never trust anyone too/very much. If you are an evi1 member of the dark side, tough luck! What you want about friendship is part of the good side. Since mind c0ntrol techniques can change your memory and even plans/programs, you must check your own thinking and feelings with rational analysis. I doubt anyone can remember to check 1D/behavior correctly all the time, or be sure of identity checks.
This situation with all the impersonators and isolation in my life creates little attachment to my biped soc1ety and freedom to evaluate or ju(-1)dge against soc1ety. I find it very vicious or abusive now to life. It is only some conveniences it has which are useful, the rest of this cruel cheating soc1ety can be discarded without my regret. Only the electronics/computer business treats workers (mostly) fairly and sells valuable things at great prices, but they get ridiculed as nerd engineers too, then asked to save the world. Women went for the sleazy, selfish, sexist, wife-cheating, supposedly-cool untalented, cheap, greedy abusers of soc1ety and life instead. Those were the fools put into so many important posts, and fathers chosen. They rejected me as an uncool "nerd" engineer and did nasty tricks/exper1ments on me. I repeat again, I tell everyone not to manipulate anyone into a relationship with me. I want them to stop the damn sexua1 teasing or manipulation, and be allowed to meet normal people instead of blocked off by sp1es. For you engineers/scientists, friends you can trust are most important, more than the great warm feeling attentive friends others may have. But you may be able to mix both. Just remember what a rational logical mythic figure would say about feelings. And know that friendships wax and wane, just as love does, and that the divorce rate is huge, but friendships last much longer or revive much more. So the ethics or values of a person that can be relied upon are the most important things, not the vibes or warm feelings their style induces, no matter how much nerds should practice the latter. It helps to view these things as if computers, machines, or other species are the players. Too bad, but shows in the media rarely have any examples of true cool, how warm, good, true friends talk and act. We need examples, so when those with cold cruel intentions approach as false friends, there are role models to compare them to.
The whole situation is so unrealistic. I help reveal this stuff but my situation is deliberately set up limiting my power to punish the sp1es/agents sent to blatantly threaten, harass or trick me. I did not ask them to harrass me - it is your problem if I announce what sleazy annoying sp1es you are. I find sp1es to waste huge amounts of my time, and to still be totally obvious, making me paran0id. They realize nothing about this scenario is realistic; they can feel like they are getting away with what they do. Maybe it will be realistic next time. I repeat again, I totally deny permission, and always did, to test, annoy, threaten, or apply dru(-1)gs/b1ochem1stry/tricks to me. I only permit applying safe things which are completely for my own good. If you do not know what that is, then you have no right being master of this nation or world. I deny permission to use me for st0ck manipulation without major reward. I deny permission to carry out any other plans or acts, without my permission, or to undo wiretap protection, or to slow me down or block me. Permission to sKy on me is denied, unless you live worthy of the mirac1e of life and agree with my values, and know how to protect the data from getting taken by native or a1ien sp1es who can cause hostile action. So C1A: agent in Berke1ey lied using scare tactics, and got p01ice pawns to use force and play a game of fake p01ice taking me away. They all would have totally deserved it if I had given them nasty problems to remember for a long time. In a realistic scenario, I would have you tricksters traced and put under control, or punish you immediately, if there is any reason to suspect you. But the punishments that may have been dealt, partly for my mistreatment, was more severe than I would have chosen calmly and rationally. Some drive/walk by, signalling st0ck moves, and cheat me if I buy in and reverse the st0ck move. That is how st0cks work. They usually let beginners start by winning money, which is the time all of you should quit and take your earnings. Those without connections to sKy agencies running the st0cks will lose.
The way it goes with these agencies is they do bad if I think they will be nice, then act nice once I think they will be bad. They do not follow a permanent ethic of behavior. One of my theories is this is C1A playing games at home, with others monitoring them, of course.
Of course the destructive evi1 dark sides seek recruits from the cr1mina1, poor, or pr1son groups. The more they c0rrupt elements in g0vernment or social structures towards malicious destructiveness, the worse life gets, the more those unhappy groups grow, and the more the dark side can recruit. It is a feedback cycle which inflates itself. By using pr1son or cr1minal recruits the way shown in 1a Femme Nik1ta movie, they get ignorant minds easy to force to obey all destructive orders without pay or much pay, or rules of conscience, proof, or ethics. Sort of a B0urne 1dentity/supremacy movie hit-man theme. Nobody spreads any awareness among the poor or pr1soners that they have to check proof, results, ID, and ethics before doing things with serious consequences. Or they are tricked to do sKy 0ps too cheaply.
At the end of the Hu1k, 2003 Ang 1ee movie, No1te says something to Ba(-1)nner like, "Look at all the evi1 they have done to you, to me. Men barking orders, taking orders, kil1ing life. All the wa(-1)rs caused by re1igions, infecting all of humanity with their evi1." ...And great evi1 and w(-1)ar has been caused in the name of re1igion, like the Crusa(-1)des, Ho1ocaust, or Span1sh 1nquisition. One expects scientific progress to improve life, but no 1aw of science says that, and backwards nations chose to deal with the wrong groups for technology or made the wrong choices so that their nations became more miserable.
Most living things live in some danger in the middle of a predatory food chain. They never know if they will see friends again an hour later, or live to see loved ones the next day. If your group was being methodically turned into hamburger or ens1aved, you would very likely blame and hate those involved and those who know what is happening but do nothing or say nothing against it. Sure, this is a feeling, but I do not see anyone in social structure emphasizing logic. The p01ice I meet never talk to me or ask me about logic, in terms of cr1me or 1aw. I heard a bird calling lonely at night for a mate, angry screeching like a cat at times (and so many cats to be scared about), then much later, loud squawks seeming horrified as it feels none of its kind is left. At least, sounded like that to me. What a terrible feeling. I saw a bird fly off later. It is embarassing and a disgrace to be called human when this is what they do with life (yes, this refers to the F1fth Element movie).
If businesses here could make synthetic food and materials to replace those taken from living things at this time, it would be il1egal to kil1 plant or animal life! Look at how many things are il1egal now! The machines we build are fueled rationally. None of them refuel by destroying other machines or buildings. Restricted thinking keeps you from wondering why metabolic energy levels must be kept up by destroying complex life so frequently. They have to pay people in g0vernment to take oi1 or coa1 from public property.
My life now is all about the malicious dark side of sp1es, those in control or the exper1mentation on life. It is constantly a waste of time, annoying if not nasty, and the aspect of danger is present. SKy agencies are full of elements serving the evi1 dark side. There is no secur1ty, and nothing can be trusted because evi1 has infected so much. So if you seek to sKy and make contact with the age(-1)ncy (-ies) protecting freedom of thought, keep this in mind and try to avoid causing any more delays or trouble. Just noticing more sKying is troubling or annoying. They constantly try to make me or the forces of freedom angry, trying to bring on a nuc1ear rage. Be aware that the situation surely has attention from sides for and against freedom, as well as many others which may be hostile to you. It is kind of like approaching a water source surrounded by predators.
This is how these sp1es set things up. Sometimes when I walk, a car will speed through and run me over unless I get out of the way. Then they constantly get me angry, irritate me, delay me, then walk in front of me so that unless I want to hurt them, I must delay. The overall pattern is they are willing to hurt or threaten their little people, but rely on hidden identities and our nicer civilized feeling to avoid hurting others. They plead how dangerous their roles are, but actually put me and others in serious danger without caring. They set up statistical improbabilities. For example, when I was selling a car, the first offer was the highest price. No way do I expect that to happen often. They will try to bring their c0rrupt or fake p01ice, or other authority, to bluff us into thinking they have c0rrupted or rigged the entire system, hoping to deter us from finding those that can help. They constantly test their dru(-1)gs to make me dangerously not alert or sleepy, etc, or angry, or annoyed, and set up accident or dangerous situations. There are no accidents. When they claim I am at fault, it is their sp1es testifying and lying, they are the ones who deliberately caused it. They did it so much, those who accuse me must be presumed gui1ty now until they prove innocence beyond any doubt. Several times now, p01ice ask me if I have nothing better to do. There are so many social problems, even a wa(-1)r against terr0or, and they have time to make bogus stops and waste hours of time messing with me or my car. Even if not much is happening on their duty tour, there is much to think of. But those in 0ps are not selected for thinking, just to obey any order! Agents clearly have my car and me totally monitored. But I find the acts of g0vernments and corporations to be dangerously not alert or stupid. If some thing bad happens to me again, definitely (some of) it can be blamed on their constant break-ins, damage to my secur1ty, or causing losses in my alertness.
So maybe these theories of mine about life and coincidence are just a story that appeals to rationality, a way to manipulate bipeds. There is little real action or progress on restoring wilderness so far or improving social behavior towards ecology, just praise-worthy stories and art work. So I forgive waste of oil/energy: it may be the one way to stop the extermination of life. I only try to recycle paper or products of living things. The faster gas or other stuff is used, the sooner this horrible cruel ecology destruction ends. And maybe they just act like they want to reduce cr1me, by occasional public cr1me arr(-1)ests and asset seizures to keep up the illusion, while cr1me or ga(-1)ngs keep constantly spreading. (Had to restore this part, again)
My mental, physical/health, and emotional level are better than average, better than I would have expected, though the exper1mentation on me, sKying, delays, and tricks with cars, etc are bad. My skepticism, self-control, and soc1o-po1itical processing is healthy too. I got through issues ok with the 1aw, cars, 1nsurance, and med1cal issues (except for car parts!). Some troubling things have relaxed. My cynical thinking goes a little quicker lately, more clearly even. Still hearing loud high frequency ringing sounds, mostly in the car or sleeping, not all the time now. Receiver speakers sometimes shift sound oddly. Weird, but in side vision I often see faces with expressions tracking inside cars passing by, with associated thoughts about my actions now, when faces are very hard to see or much smaller, looked at directly. Express cars... Sometimes nice, often very manipulative. The weather works out as well as it can; not always perfect, but sun breaks through on cold cloudy days, or it is a warm scenic light snow which my camp gear or car can handle. Rain has been a break for several years, not that I am unwilling to go out in the rain, but it has rained on me much less (1A record is 20.51" rain Feb 98, Seatt1e Nov 06 record 15.63", 1A Times Dec 1, 2006 pA22). I deny suffering or unfairness of no one, but for some while I felt it difficult to talkg about some social problems to for fear of getting in trouble. I also do not know why I had a stupid feeling to try to cover up their dru(-1)g tricks/tests on me when explaining to the 1aw. But the 1aw/c0urts have been a very mixed good/bad thing, car repair/shopping a huge nuisance and tricky, and the sKying probably as annoying or more than paparazzi photographers for famous people and just as obvious. They keep planting bugs, sab0taging my anti-bugging or sealing, causing huge time waste, no doubt partly to force me to delay or go to shop more, where they surround me or often run annoying 0ps. Forgetting things is very annoying too. There are good people of each nation/race, but many of the cars annoying me are germ(-1)an, or Fo(-1)rds (my car was G(-N)M). Do I think these sly pawns of evi1 pretend to be good G0d believers or honest businesses, but drive their own cars or stand outside their buildings? No doubt, great anger about the Germ(-1)an world wa(-1)r remains. They seem to try to play a game like the novel Steppenwo1f, even with me. These sp1es, (who control) g0vernment, business, or media, lied so much, there is no reason to believe them. I see little change for the better in restaurants, markets, or the behavior of people or g0vernment. I now feel my life is a test of another c0n job, like re1igion, another control trick like they said at the end of the Matr1x Revo1utions (3). Logging or fishing business goes on, for profit, without being careful to reduce destructive methods or bad timing. Instead they try to kil1 off wild predators, most of whom show more mercy in how they kil1, for survival. Fish trawlers drag heavy nets along the bottom, de-foresting or strip mining the sea bottom for bottom fish like shrimp. Imagine that done to your city, like has been done by ones searching for useless gold or bipeds who can be dru(-1)gged or beaten to obey as s1aves. They let fish choke to death, which is t0rture to mammals, at least. And they did not want people surviving on wild food, so they also kil1(ed) those off, probably. Only they get to take life, for free. Then they dump pollution or raw sewage in seas. All of it is backwards, illogical, emotional, except greed and cruelty. They act nice by letting bipeds stay alive, but note how almost every plan causes more mur(-1)der of life or how many unsafe things or unhealthy ways are unchanged. The way most bipeds consume or live causes more ecological mur(-1)der than kil1ing a biped. The centers of power, finance, and media must clearly have agents pushing all this, making me very ambivalent about being around them, (also any place like big schools where many go on schedule). These things show how fragile life is against brute force, but many times life shows its power to disrupt our constructions or plans.
I warn all of you, that though I am rational, socia1ly-po1itically skeptical, and vigilant of sKying, that I am pretty certain my actions are highly influenced by control not of my conscious mental awareness, as would or could be for anyone else. So perplexing that BOTH of the preceding, (along with all the emotional manipulation,) are going on. Big surprise for those of us who are scientists/engineers. Well, why does anyone do anything?! Good luck, it is hopeless. I chose to buy from business that seemed to have integrity. They have been better about warranties or returns lately after this last p01ice encounter. (Now I say that, probably the opponents who like greed, mental s1avery, or destruction, will try to take over the places who support good business. Or maybe there is just a bad omen to hot weather areas or earthquakes like in N0rthridge, Ind0nesia.) But sometimes I still see some weasel-ness, advertise and switch prices, kind of stuff. I feel like I see no change in the future about the destruction or abuse of life. Some of it is excess anger, maybe, sure. But soc1ety deals in emotion, it does not emphasize logic at all. I feel quite willing to decide civilization is unworthy and unredeemable. If I have anything to do with protecting life here, I am willing soon to permit termination of this abusive cycle of life, and close to removing any blocks against it.
It is clearly possible that open pr0test is encouraged or allowed just to help track down d1ssent. Ant1-war pr0testers (V1etnam, etc) are inevitably tracked down by the secur1ty system. These protests written here could be used in the same way. But there is a large amount of corporate media agreement.
2/23/2006: Man jai1ed for throwing paint on Ma0 Zed0ng's portrait in T1ananmen during 1989 pro-democracy protests is released after nearly 17 years in pr1s0n.
signonsandiego.com/news/world/20060223-0808-china-prisonerreleased.html
I start off with a deliberate pun in returning to the doubling and betrayal of soc1ety. Any less-developed "third world" age(-1)ncy (with only 125-175 years of science) or g0vernment with ethical views of life is under attack by infiltration, and take-over, by these impersonators who will use your nation and its ecology with vicious abusive greed. If you detect self-destructive, vicious abuse of life and soc1ety, they have infected your age(-1)ncy and reproduced. I say, better to be free and free of mind and die fighting for it, than to be a s1ave emotionally and mentally. The tactics I give are this: be unseen, get them buzzing and scared by a few surprise attacks, then get them even more upset with their own tactic to 1mpersonate them and seduce some of their mistresses they keep as pleasure units, then hit the area with a massive assault before they can escape anywhere. It is like life farted and left shit and this infectious menace sprang up. The only way I would be somewhat sure of removal is to treat it like a viral infection: clean the malignant life and all water, earth, and air around with the surest methods. Assume that the dark side(s) has your facilities and your things bugged, as well as you. Plan as if they monitor you. Our history says biped soc1eties have been very uncaring or destructive to animal life and forests since primitive times (and soc1ety usually puts the most favorable story out about its history). Since our world is (so far,) vicious, cruel, and casual in how life destroys other life to survive and buy luxuries (and our leaders show little determination to change this), then perhaps it is our very nature or evo1utionary design to respond in the ultimate way and bring it to total extinction (finally, those carbon molecules can rest in peace). Only when everyone can see the g0vernment making determined efforts, providing solutions in the markets, and bring back animals and plants (both plant and animal life!), can we think that biped soc1ety can control itself, instead of acting as a lethal bi0-weapon against its world.
One can try to get attention or signal for help, if caught in nasty trouble, but that can make it worse depending on who/what is near or notices. There are stories of nice rescues but also of enemies, cr1minals or predators arriving, also bad neighborhoods where they did nothing, not even to call p01ice, while seeing or hearing victimization and mur(-1)der. For wild ecology areas, bipeds are creating nearly the worst possible crisis. For many muggles or powerless "little people", it is very unhappy and cruel, too. Happy with your life? These vicious selfish manipulators want to find more ways to c0n them into sacrificing more happiness, time, energy, or assets for their greed or to please the warped emotional motives of those using them for sex.
How does one find a se(-1)cret age(-1)ncy that protects or dedicates itself to freedom of mind and rationality? My opinion is, if one cannot
These agents are curiously like animals. They just do not use communication, instead they seem fixated on creating situations and acting to get messages across and lead me (and those sKying on me) to conclusions and blog it for them. It would help them to understand how it is for thinking, feeling, life who cannot speak to bipeds, but they are definitely blocked from that. And... animals are another life form as much as an agent is merely one.
Animals are given few rights by biped 1aws, so far, even for pets. Uncivilized animals have few choices about how they can live or eat to survive. Even if they have kind, good ethics, they can not live how they would wish to. Bipeds do have choices available.
5/26/2006 Washi(-1)ngton dc Federa1 district c0urt rules that g0vernment (National Mar1ne Fisher1es Service controls research permits) must stop Steller sea lion studies (they now number 0.1 as many as before) because it harms the animals (branding, tissue/tooth extraction without anesthetic).
cnn.netscape.cnn.com/news/story.jsp?floc=ne-main-9-l8&idq=/ff/story/0001%2F20060530%2F2112543832.htm&sc=1501
[see also humane soc1ety (hsus.0rg), which differs from humane soc1ety dog shelters and kil1ing sites.]
Brig1tte Bard0t argues to stop (Canad1an) hunters clubbing baby seals to death for fur. Few people would do that on their own to make a coat. Businesses do that, things like kil1ing sharks, just to eliminate competition. Should people be massacred to raise profits? There are so many obvious ways to increase better attitudes towards other life or ecology but I see so little sign of this happening and so much signs of destruction of nature.
They also put (b1o)weap0ns out there without caring how much they rudely annoy or hurt other life forms like me.
Bipeds feel ridiculous, absurd, moronic, false rights of ownership over other beings just for putting some time into sKying or trying to control them. The same way, bipeds feel absurdly like owners towards those they have sex with. They expend small amounts of care or affection for the pleasure they seek. It shows how crazy love or sex is. I often see these male sp1es being insecure about power or asserting power when annoyed, overtaken by feelings, revealing that they are sp1es or using power badly. For such selfish c0n-men, they are ridiculously foolish with their bad manners in how to use power, and deluded pawns for the evi1 dark side. Probably anyone gaining new power who has been putting up with their undeserved posing or this white alpha male soc1ety will have to guard against similar emotional manipulation.
Standardization of culturally acceptable faces, with different colors, in this not very diverse soc1ety.
The us pattern is to set a big fine, then set overdue limits and double, triple it, etc when it is overdue. They probably try to make people forget to pay on time. The sp1es and parking people have a huge attitude, annoying me and no courtesy to overlook. The system is gui1ty of having done this: inflicted various types of t0rture (the worst at med1cal facilities) (they keep deleting this t0rture part), falsely arr(-1)ested me, put me in pr1son, use dru(-1)gs on me that affect my mind, cheat, rob me il1egally and 1egally, lie about directions or time, waste my time/gas, damage things, make me sick, and obstruct, harrass, hurt, threaten, and annoy me. They have not found ways to pay me much money at all even after many years. If you support the slaughter or t0rture of life, and the twisting of soc1ety, directly or by how you spend, then if your lives are meaningless, empty, unhappy, and absurd, you deserve it, and to be fat, ugly, and tired of life.
I have spent most of my time the last 3 months with car repairs. Likely reason to keep driving the same car. Question is: what car company is worthy of being the next choice to be seen driving. It is like a leash - no time for camping or seeing if any animals can be seen out there. Sp1es drive trucks, other cars, annoy me, cut in front, fumes. Obnoxious in Temecu1a and R1verside, CA. Car dea1ers advertise things they do not have, just to get me to drive there! Use up gas and time without rewarding me for it, put on meaningless acts without action. Sometimes civil but sometimes rude, even refusing to tell me simple technical things about spark plugs. A car which may breakdown is not worth even $1000 to a rational person, no matter how much engineering went into it! The situation with car repair shops here is: it is very expensive, they hide information from customers, lie, charge for some parts that are unbroken or repairs they do not do, always add later charges. Other shops quote more outrageous prices to help make customers surrender. Some quote low prices and then charge for estimates or raise the price later. They overcharge so much that part of it is hidden by overcharging for parts. Towing, rental cars, 1nsurance, parts, and hotels are involved in repair profits. Repair shops can drag it out longer to push profits up. They can switch parts from yours with another car if they decide to, or cause more things to break, copy your keys/papers, or install wiretaps. They can just steal the car, or almost the same, pay a low price if the owner lacks money to fix it. They never pay for wasting customer time, but Ca1ifornia 1aw lets rental car companies charge renters an administrative fee on repairing damage to their cars. Their extra 1nsurance fees are required unless renters think they can gamble and win. How much will they pay when they think the seller wants to make alot of money on the repairs? Breaking into a car is usually a sneaky act but it is offered as a paid service, along with tows, tire fixes, low battery starts, shop ratings, etc. I got my car fixed a a shop recommended by a service, and a little later, find my keys locked in the car and happen to meet 3 strangers saying how the service is good to buy! Gee, pick pocketing and theft is a sleazy sneaky act too.
This is the us auto 1nsurance situation: guys who check the car act honest and say damage that looks like it was already there will not be fixed. Then they overcharge 1nsurance twice as much as a cheaper shop or do not fix some things but bill for it anyways. Or they give a low quote, bill for inspection, and write a ridiculous expensive bill. They use salt on roads in many places, causing cars to rust. The way most of you waste/abuse living things, you deserve this kind of (se(-1)cret) p01ice or soc1ety. Weird effects when I get hit with a repair bill, ticket, or bill so it does not feel so expensive like I felt before, or after. So their biped agents can avoid emotional punishment!!! The parts business stays anonymously hidden to the customers, and many other people making money from repairs try to also. But beyond the business being full of sleazy c0n-men, cars have nasty effects on the drivers, who often do things in "road-rage" anger, forgetfulness, or sleepiness, that do not happen out of these implements of road kil1 (of animals or other life) and pollution. They often pick on a mother or grandmother to give her expensive car breakdowns, because family or relatives are more fond of her. This is how they reward the costs of motherhood. They want to drain money from them and/or 1nsurance. Of course the excess repair costs charged causes higher 1nsurance prices.
2 baby ducks dead. 1 car stopped, maybe trying to be nice but failed since they stayed in the car. Car sold by manipulative weasel almost-il1egal sellers who use dru(-1)gs to influence buyers! When you get out of the car, something drives or passes by, doing things so you feel unsafe outside of cars or buildings they've built to put you in. Suspiciously like a way to c0n you into staying inside, is it not!? What were ducklings doing on city streets without a parent - more exper1menting? Because my switch to the car I seek is delayed, one looked painfully maimed, the other dead. But how many things die because of how they eat or do other things?! June 13, 2006: Blood trail on the beach: engaged woman run over and kil1ed by beach patrol in truck:
news.yahoo.com/s/nm/20060613/us_nm/beach_dc_1
I think both the open and se(-1)cret w(-1)ars on this world are so unrealistic. Just look at all the science fiction movies, TV shows, and books, and think about it clearly a little.
My experience with Chevro1et [G(-N)M] is this: met a few nice corporate employees, got nice truth at 1 or 2 service desks recently, but... Got nasty rude manipulative testing at C0urtesy Chevro1et in San J0se; Redwo0d City's dealership backed out of a deal and raised the price; Pa1o A1to dealership refused to make warranty repair and delayed; NJ dealership forced me to pay for a expensive wiring bundle that was the wrong model year; Sunnyva1e dealership overcharged for a badly-fitted fender repair and left a few things out. Neither G(-N)M nor F0rd have programs to improve customer satisfaction or quality.
us auto 1aws, OBD controls, or dealership arguments denying warranty repairs stop almost all user car improvements. Mechanics are stuck with repair as their only business; customers are stuck with deliberately misdesigned cars. With my new car, even a bigger award-winning dealer does not want to take exchanges on opened packages and service prices are no bargain. Their agents are experts at acting as if they agree or support you with their expressions, or talking about ideals and charity, which cost nothing, but greed and profit are still the major priorities. You just have to ju(-1)dge on what they give for free, or how much they discount or do, and check the long-term results carefully. Charities are not to be trusted.
With the 1egal or med1cal system, many clerks, c0urt 0fficers, or agents hide their 1dentities. There is "conflict of interest" in how the c0urt or p01ice decide whether they will get fines or win in cases against them. Clients, witnesses, 1awyers, and ju(-1)`dges get put on the public record. 0fficers rarely remember a case by the time it gets to c0urt here, because so many cases have gone by. Reporter at trial 'acknowledging her memory "is mostly note-driven"': news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070130/ap_on_go_pr_wh/cia_leak_trial
forbes.com/feeds/ap/2007/03/06/ap3490161.html
Systems are so secure, no falsification or changes can possibly happen, no matter how smart or advanced the opponent. 1egal papers/ev1dence have to have features to prevent changes (none now). I remember one trial day, even in my calendar, but saw a change on a note card, looked at my c0urt paperwork which I kept locked with me carefully all week, and both said it was the day before (sure enough, called and the trial was on that day, though I did not stay to check on the next day, after wasting all morning and 2 days of driving). Accountability is key. If p01ice, ambu1ance, med1ca1, c0urt, and car repair workers were publically listed for easy reading, the system would be more considerate when they see they have to face the public with their own needs. Even though much is done by sp1es assuming their identities, there would be more concern for good manners. For me now, there has been a lot of attempt to justify victimization, especially through the mental manipulation I have described on my web pages. Especially in c0urt, when they deny just1ce, little voices or ideas are sure to surface, suggesting the victim (not the victimizer,) can be blamed and did some things excusing fines or punishment. When do the voices and ideas start making up for the huge blatant injust1ces going on in soc1ety and the whole natural world itself? When does bi0-engineering start making solutions so life does not have to be abused or ens1aved to be tested, or make food or products?! The fact is, so much life and so many in soc1ety have been victimized, now and even more in the past.
Sp1es are liars by nature. Po1ice or c0urts keep believing sp1es, even after finding out they lied - like gamblers addicted to news claiming what the next big score will be to bet on. What a flaw. An engineer throws away units reporting incorrect data like that, but social just1ce is totally different from science. It is no logic theorem!
...And the p01ice and c0urts often lie to me, try to interrogate me, and want truth. A Santa Bar(-1)bara 1aw ad on (in the 1ndependent weekly) the "anatomy of a DU1" arr(-1)est (WinYourDui.com/drunk_driving_defense/) hints at how p01ice test interr0gation dru(-1)gs or tactics on us, using auth0rity pressure to try to get answers about all kinds of facts that have nothing to do with the supposed cr1me. The advice to stop this kind of expensive abuse is to answer no questions (beyond lega1ly required), and check their 1d. They delay me, do exper1ments, charge fines, and get useful information from me. The reward or pay is nothing. I get stopped, searched, bugged, hassled, left with a mess, left far from my car, and charged a lot for it. (They undo things, making 1D theft/sKying easy, or undo stuff on my things, so signals will leak, maybe even knowing their technology is not secure. This, and the 1aw, has used up hundreds of hours, but these g0vernment agents like to put on emergency signals to get shortcuts.) Typical rude bad manners, as seen daily at parties. Makes sense - us here was colonized with a lot of cr1minals from jai1s, probably low class, and some escaping a different re1igious group. All the good manners you find are passed on from civil f0reigners who visit or imm1grate. The system here uses many sp1es playing the role of home1ess, or low-class thugs or bad mannered poor, to monitor, plead for money, scare others, or do cr1me. This is the preferred way of doing secur1ty in the us. It keeps the real single home1ess or poor out of contact. A real professional, who knows the real from the fake, might know, but I think the real ones are short on sleep or emotionally stunned, shocked, or deprived, and can not spin engaging stories, acts, or words of gratitude for help. Loud cars or machines are for bothering people.
I got lots of lies from paint aisle sales clerks, and no paint worked well. But trying to sell more bad paint is a cheap profit that steals from the surveillance camera business.
So often, when I want to back out of a parking space, change lanes, or turn, a sKy car will get in my way, about ready to get in an accident. Realistic? A higher power would arr(-1)est them for deliberately doing that. But they can slow down or speed up vehicles, so it is sometimes possible the driver is not a professional sKy. So sure, anyone accusing me is probably part of a sKy consp1racy or coverup, and their word is meaningless, an evi1 lie; those sp1es should be presumed gui1ty of lying. They are immature emotional 0ps types and their c0n about future just1ce or compensation is a lie. They only deal in more revenge, theft, and more injury. They learned the simple lesson of deceiving; the joke is how little they know about much of life, which they may wish to remember when they want to come near me or play tricks on me.
Revo1utions rarely happen (total power structure change); w(-1)ars or c0ups are frequently how power changes. Evi1 or destruction uses all the agents as pawns, trying to make soc1ety everywhere bad and unhappy, getting them to hope to make a revo1ution. It rarely happens.
Many 0ps are probably done later at night. The grocery stores in 1A act weird later after dark.
There are so many in the system who are greedy AND cheap. Lega1 fines are huge (thousands), so are repairs, but repair shops employ il1egal a1iens and pay them almost nothing ($8 per hour). An il1egal a1ien has no 1egal rights, has no basis for 1nvesting in ownership, and taking things from them or cheating on pay is much too easy or common:
'They had p01ice badges, "H0using Auth0rity" uniforms, bul1etproof vests and f1rearms. They cruised the streets of Los Ange1es in an 1APD-style cruiser equipped with p01ice radios, side floodlights and metal pr1soner partition. But these 3 men were not c0ps. ...they targeted ...street vendors... They took cash ... and issued fake c1tations ...They targeted people they thought would not or could not report because of a fear of 1aw enf0rcement.' Someone working in a risky business like paid sex is certain to be victimized into a "hard knock life". Very cowardly of sp1es running the business. Productivity and technology increases, but real estate prices, taxes, 1nsurance, etc, raise costs even more for most in soc1ety. You pay other overhead fees as tips, valet parking, membership fees, initiation, education, for safety or secur1ty. The sleazy system offers this type of wage s1avery to make up for it and reduce dissent and, at the same time, can say those that know and buy those products have gui1ty ethics too. latimes.com/news/local/los_angeles_metro/la-me-shakedown6feb06,1,4754645.story?track=rss
news.yahoo.com/s/nm/20070222/us_nm/usa_immigration_arrests_dc_1 latimes.com/news/local/la-ex-immig22feb23,0,3036475.story?coll=la-home-local
...Hundreds of 1mmigrants arr(-1)ested/12 states, 3 operaters of cleaning and maintenance service company charged with over 18.6 million unpaid taxes, using i1legal a1iens, hiding profits to buy luxury boats, homes, racehorses.
Fashion victimization is what I call the sweat sh0p style of making clothes. Wonder how many rode the big wave in Ind0nesia while they were sweating sneakers, clothes, sex s1aves, or wild animals for sleazy money? These cheating c0n-men chase money, but it is just numbers in accounts or slips of paper products which they possess for a while, more than they can spend. Keeping others poor gives the rich and powerful several advantages, of course. I think it is a deliberate plan. Without the difference, who would obey such stupidity and carelessness? Intelligent planning and care are so rare.
So many things can cause urges, feelings, or addictions. Food may be far less than delicious, it may be an unhappy or unpleasing unequal mockery of love or sex, dru(-1)gs may ruin your system, they may all even be cheap, yet addicts keep seeking it out. Hatred or angers seems to just get into anyone, so do irrational urges to answer questions, be cruel, sKy, or control others too much. Feelings just mock the design of life. Sp1es are mixed up in causing all this illogical emotionality and act in reverse. Are their only businesses dru(-1)gs or pr0stitution?! The New Y0rk Times said it in a front page article - fore1gn sp1es make ethical compromises or excuses every day; ethical and sKyseems to be contradictory words.
People in 0ps for a powerful age(-1)ncy often do unfair things with a mean hard attitude. They manipulate emotionally. They try to avoid getting blamed, scolded, or shouted at, even though they are destroying self esteem or happiness in others. Luck has it, those doing 0ps have their own emotional weaknesses.
The situation permitting this is different if their victims draw attention to them loudly, or take their own revenge on the sp1es harassing them after making a good guess about the statistics. The sp1es count on adult biped's conditioning to behave quietly or nicely. They call po1ice in to arr(-1)est the victims for vi01ence, to get away with their harrassment, manipulation, or use of dru(-1)gs on bipeds.
There is no privacy - the circumstantial ev1dence is very strong that they obsess with snooping on me when undressed or going to the bathroom. Why are there big gaps at the bottom of public bathroom dividers here?!! I know my car is totally bugged; I would not have sex or change clothes openly in my car. Sp1es seem to always arrive to look at me or other annoying thing (it is like being a sKy's celebrity, and I belong to unseen or public power group!), yet my bikes are stolen or cr1me happens, and f1nes, budgets, and prices keep going up. The photos or news give a celebrity wealth or privilege for fame, unlike me. Usually it is a long drive to go hiking or mountain biking, so gas stations should be happy about that. Yet cr1me at hike/bike spots is common. Is the hotel business causing it? Their quality satisfying buildings are laughable compared to natural designs.
Fines for stupid things like parking, driving! There is something nasty and sneaky in Santa M0n1ca that does not like me. Stuck trying to fix my car there, something made me do something painful where it was unlikely to be seen. Complained verbally then it got much better. Twice now, similar pain at night in nearby Santa M0n1ca mountain location. So I go to Santa Mon1ca, spend there, so do people who go along too, get a parking ticket, give them a tactful explanation, but the greedy parking system demands the money. (Doubt Na(-1_sh had a brilliant happy time there too.) They have a big corporate Massage C0mpany building next to their walking Promenade, and least 1 city parking garage has deceptive signs looking like parking is free. I know I appealed and paid the parking ticket, but got a bill for late payment months later for $121 (11 squared) from $24 (Devi1s Adv0cate movie has a shocking line where the devi1 says he got it on with Kea(-1)nu's wife about 11) and the evi1 cr1minal greedy parking system refused to forgive the penalty. Breeding involves forms of incest, the movie tempts the 1awyer towards incest or power. Evi1, and this city, may do the same. So the system, or some agent, rigs it so I do not have records for that time span, uses dru(-1)gs at the c0urts or p01ice stations, loses payments: makes contracts and billing for me a joke or scam. Ridiculous. Mysp(-1)ace.com, a new F0x subsidiary based in Santa Mon1ca, partners with Goog1e for ads. news.yahoo.com/s/afp/20060808/ts_alt_afp/usinternetadvertising_060808130449
IMed1a International, based in Santa Mon1ca, will put CD movie samplers in Dal1as M0rning News and the New Y0rk Dai1y News: latimes.com/business/la-fi-imedia8aug08,1,4521938.story?coll=la-headlines-business
Early Sept, 2006: 1A Times front page reports Man(-1)tra Corp owner, maker of Gir1s Gone Wi1d sex videos, etc, (also in S.M.) fined millions for using children.
Santa M0n1ca driver found gui1ty in c0urt for hitting dozens of people at city Farmers Market, 10/21/2006 1A Times pA1. Heard radio news say he had just had an accident earlier, seemed angry at both incidents. Sentenced 11/20 to 5 years pr0bation, no jai1; anger about his obvious lack of regret. Says driver is old, fatally ill from recent stroke:
latimes.com/news/local/la-ex-weller112006,0,4679392.story?coll=la-home-headlines
P01ice in places like Ven1ce hide and give out traffic tickets to tourists instead of stopping cr1me. But they do not stop or fine people for causing wild life or ecologic death hardly at all.
An endless cycle of revenge feeds the w(-1)ar system. Cycles of retribution feed the problem/protection systems, not to compensate victims, and revenge is done by nonvictims, worse yet. Revenge can be an unconscious excuse to spread waves of cr1me or vi01ence everywhere starting from just a few cases. Were my things stolen to balance out the books? But it was just an excuse to steal for your group, no victim gets compensated.
My opinion of a better class: tell you at the start what will be repeated from the book, what examples, etc will be added, and let you drop in or go whenever you wish. (Books cost a lot but are not sealed/wrapped for safety.)
Vent(-1)ura traffic c0urt, so hypocritical. Clerk lied to me, sent me walking to wrong room, c0p cannot even remember my case from hundreds ago, I get no consideration for driving safely and lousy traffic. Vent(-1)ura: farm town, huge building expansion, giant c0urt/city complex. Secur1ty/p01ice habit here is to delay and stop you and whole groups of people for the convenience of (a few) of them to do some checking. G0vernment feels free to use or waste your time 1egally and bureaucratically in many ways. Time waste grows more with time and technology! It is not a business-like attitude towards increasing efficiency and productivity, despite getting more capability. But the inexcusable waste of ecology also grows exponentially with time. With all these premiums and fees for better private services than g0vernment ones paid by taxes, you would hope you could just pay for premium good g0vernment and intelligent secur1ty!
Where you live may have a 1aw keeping you from enjoying yourself in what *should* be a harmless way. This pleases the travel or hotel businesses, or f0reign sp1es, as you travel where you can enjoy those things 1egally (if your 1aws do not restrict you elsewhere). Sp1es are happy to get their video of you, naked, and profile you. The drive I have seen in others to snoop is amazing. They will snoop or look through data without something to stop them. And what are the restrictions on them, away from home?
The next topic was brought up by observing someone else, actually. The fickleness and fading of love is an eternal feature of our species. So is the repeating mistake of linking romantically with someone of influence from a f0reign state, seeking escape from bad situations at home, only for love to fade and to become disliked by the lover and rejected to a bad situation abroad. Especially true with a f0reign sKy, whose power base and role is more abroad and cannot live a steady happy home life ...maybe I should write a story.
Director's commentary on Incredible Hu1k DVD starts saying something like "This part helps show how we wondered why things happened to us when we could not understand why..." All the best natural areas have been taken for biped use. Animals are likely in a marginal "poor" state, with weather getting more extreme. I wonder at their ability to survive storms dumping over a foot of snow. Most of them face hard challenges throughout life. But if they have a bad year or more, or get sick before a storm, it is easy to imagine they die, and to believe the animals I do not see in the back trails is a sign of their slipping into extinction. I saw many different types of animals on my long hikes - I thought I would get to see them again, not thinking this soc1ety will be remembered as the one that exterminated them. I have heard a bird calling, lonely at night, for a mate, screeching angrily like a cat at times (about all the predators), then much later, loud squawks as if horrified that none of its kind is left. What a terrible feeling. Other creatures called in response, maybe sympathetic or responding. But it is hypocritical or incomplete thinking to hate animal predators, but use products based on causing animal death or evictions, even plant death. Humans are a heavy burden - reducing the social cost on ecology or family size is much more important. I see birds at windmills on video do things I conclude are acts of su1cide, or animals in front of cars, if not giving up the race from predators or to keep life going. This is a tough world with ga(-1)ngs and control over territories and serious attitudes about protecting property. All the heat generation, black tar, or gases do not just warm climate - there are more severe cold storms (see blog) - maybe a surprise for you. It will affect soc1ety too: crop damage has caused big losses or raised prices, weather can wreck homes or cause hassles. Look at how animals protect their territory. Yet bipeds feel like it is a small matter to take over natural areas to consume and destroy living things. Of course, even c0urts avoid trials over small things with a low fine, no doubt a se(-1)cret age(-1)ncy's c0urt is the same. There are too many dreary houses as it is. Wildlife should get back some good land for living - adding dry desert only helps a little. Returning good land with water next to wild areas which can rebuild ecology is much better. Areas that often get disasters like hurricanes, make sense. Flood areas need dry escape zones. Look how much N. 0r1eans has cost everyone in 1nsurance or public assistance. Huge sums can be saved by turning it into a natural park. A chance for tax writeoffs. I would like some nice hiking and mountain biking trails added too.
Survival of the fittest is a very mistaken, incompleteexcuse to destroy. It would be totalw(-1)ar at all times between everyone/thing. It is not allowed, wanted, or applied very much in a garden, workplace, or design center. There is a big difference between moral reasoning and moral excuse-making or rationalizing. What about moral completeness... what about plant or animal life. Moral illusions or delusions happen, just like sensory ones, which we must correct. Have you read this article "The Moral 1nstinct"?: nytimes.com/2008/01/13/magazine/13Psychology-t.html?_r=2&pagewanted=print If someone is going to destroy part of your life support system, should they not justify why? Environmental impact reports are the right idea, even if the system here, like traffic tickets, or many other things, works so wrongly.
I seem to meet so many sp1es imitating others; I doubt ANY bipeds know the true genetics of their children. Biped numbers keep growing exponentially, with its members much fatter than ever. The pollution, ecological load, and pressure on animals has to follow along unless science and tactics are really focused to prevent it. Its members take water, land, and living things from the environment. There is no owner's name stamped on to anything, so they act thanklessly mostly without gratitude or any real plan to repay or thank nature in any way. No rental or 1nsurance company I know of takes damage or loss to its property lightly. This is our world, and damage and loss to the things on it. The story is that restaurants make people who do not pay do the imm1grants work, like washing dishes. Lucky for them, our rapid progress brings machines to help do things like that. The serfs were doing that by hand for the last millenia. When oil runs out, that may be the price to be paid. The endangered species act is made meaningless, but I have not seen any wild animals in the forests on hikes, except for game animals, pests, or birds, so it seems every animal is endangered now. Maybe they give up on survival. How well could we survive if we were forced into the remaining undeveloped mountains or deserts, without maps or many water sources!? What "progress" they make is getting plants to flower longer. In fact, several scientists dispute claims of an extinct bird rediscovery in A.:
reuters.com/article/scienceNews/idUSN1435333820070315
3/22/2006 San D1eg0 Tribune: Heavy rain in rain forest leads to wildlife losses signonsandiego.com/uniontrib/20060322/news_1c22rain.html
C0sta R1can researchers think the affected animals starved to death because of a lack of available food sources and an inability to forage for food during several months of extreme rain and cold.
September, October and November brought excessive rainfall, nearly twice the monthly averages, and unusually low temperatures to many parts of C0sta R1ca...
...the C0sta R1can team studying Corc0vado worries that if the climate changes and produces more extreme weather events like this, animal populations may not bounce back easily...
The weather caused several problems for the monkeys. Some fruit trees did not bear fruit during the rainy months. Others produced fruit but it fell to the ground early, leaving nothing on the trees for long periods of time.
Compounding the problem, researchers say, was that monkeys were unable to look for food because of the incessant rain.
?We have also noticed that we had many more animals, especially monkeys, than usual that were trying to get into the kitchen or our fruit storage area to steal food,? Sp1er wrote in an e-mail message.
3/25/2006 1A Times: Ranch0 Santa Margar1ta man who shot a mountain lion in his backyard will not be charged because he acted in self-defense.
latimes.com/news/printedition/california/la-me-cougar25mar25,1,3385226.story?coll=la-headlines-pe-california
What if ga(-1)ng members and armed people were shot because others worry if they will hurt someone? (And other people acting so foolish they might bring on big trouble onto others) In this world's soc1eties, it would be very bad manners. It makes talk of morals or just1ce hypocritical.
Quickly, some camping manners. Soap in water harms water life, fish, I hear. Practical science is lacking, so the accepted method is to let plants/dirt process it. Put water in containers and wash off several feet from streams. I heard a researcher say, over several occasions, that less than 7 feet of dirt is enough. Sand is worse, but still effective. Just do not overload any one spot. Pools used to tell swimmers to shower quickly to keep dirty feet, sweat, etc. out of the water. Good manners before swimming anywhere, actually. Bipeds pollute so much, do a little to help ecology or pick up trash (feed animals only if starving, water for plants may be nice), spill sewage, dump pills or dru(-1)gs into drains so they affect the water world. There is almost no right to complain if wild animals cause any problems for bipeds.
So much road kil1. Always a problem since the beginning, but road design
makes it worse now, while animals are scarcer. Saw 4 dead
animals on highway 37 north of San Franc1sco. Road noise is sure to draw
curious animals, or cause inbreeding by blocking animal travel. It drains
ecology efforts very seriously. They can not easily climb the
concrete barrier dividing these trillion dollar roads, or see
traffic on the other side from their height. I ran over what must have been
an animal, (looked like a brown rock in the exact middle of the lane until the
last seconds) the night of Aug 30, 2006. Before that, a slow RV made it hard
to pass, almost hit by oncoming car. Next day, read that 14 people (with 1
death) were hit by a SUV car whose driver had nightmares and thought the
devi1 was after him. SF Chron1cle says 1 victim was an fb1 agent:sfgate.com/cgi-bin/article.cgi?f=/c/a/2006/08/30/MNGVQKRSQC1.DTL
Adapt some defense techno1ogy so drivers can see warmth of animals near the road; most will be able to avoid them if they are alert; use profits from defense or construction to make it free or cheap. Cars are too noisy as it is, train horns are useless: sound warnings will not save lives. Anyone can be cruel or kind, depending on dru(-1)gs applied or mood. Manipulative sp1es annoyed me into feeling hostile and uncaring about their safety. RV's are a problem, causing dangerous slow traffic jams or passing, spew rocks or gases, noisy camps, too slow or clumsy. F1res hurt ecology too, and burned trees are an excuse for logging. Burning forests for logging, that would be just like these kil1ers! ($500,000 reward for lead to Esper(-1)anza f1re arsonist. "The destruction of their home, the deaths of their animals and the mutilation of a beloved pet was too much." "Dead animals lay everywhere along a road in Tw1n Pines. A deer had been shot after it was seen running through the street on f1re. Charred rabbits sat frozen, as if ready to leap." So cruel. 1A Times Oct 29, 2006 pB1) Ammun1tion uses toxic materials which last too long, harms life when it is not retrieved or disposed: lead, mercury in bul1ets, depleted uranium. I do not know how much actual harm it causes by accident but see no reason to spread toxics like this. Fluorescent lights use mercury.
twincities.com/life/ci_5531481
Mistake after mistake after mistake!
Deleted off my email: Hoping for empowerment to arrive for women?! They keep them chasing equa1ity endlessly, po1itically. Careful, though, they are experts at making us act emotionally illogical; saw 1 or 2 women act petty, surely disguised 0ps types: news story - Miss Congen1ality types seen insulting, pranking, minority messenger for petty spite... Do a search on supreme c0urt & women clerks (8/31/2006 p.a1): it has selected very few women clerks and only 3 non-white ones this year. C1arence Th0mas, famous for sexua1 harassment, hired no women. A young biped with little jud1cial experience was just appointed, for what that tells you, as chief just1ce (Ste(-1)phens), in fact.
select.nytimes.com/gst/abstract.html?res=F70E11F93A5A0C738FDDA10894DE404482&n=Top%2fReference%2fTimes%20Topics%2fOrganizations%2fS%2fSupreme%20Court%20
nytimes.com/2006/08/30/washington/30scotus.html
The rule is the boss gets other people to take the blame, but the major technology company with re1igious founders, Hew1ett Pac(-1)kard, just lost one of the very rare women CEO's. The woman CEO of 1ucent will now work for owner A1catel. Vicious selfish evi1 manipulators want to find more ways to c0n them into sacrificing more happiness, time, energy, or assets for greed or to please warped emotional motives or sex. There seems to be a c0nspiracy of evi1 minds in many powerful positions to use or cheat women selfishly. Re1igions try to turn sex into s1n or cr1me, or help raise all costs for sex. Women are paid less, their clothes cost more, they pay for contraception. Ab0rtion is il1egal, done in back alleys, in some places. Ant1-ab0rtion groups say all unborn (biped) life is sacred; then after birth, any one outside their sect is an enemy target to be ens1aved, misused, or kil1ed. They think of animals or plants like trash. Self-control over ab0rtion, sex, marriage: more endless po1itical chases to distract us from other big issues. Mus1ims, M0rm0ns try to make a nontoxic disinfectant like alcohol il1egal. Ads try to change clothes styles or emphasize looks to sell cosmetics or perfume. Most makers give women flimsier fabric. Sp1es or sex1sts yell at women when the animal meat is not ready or served, tell them to be loving and go get the TV remote control or change diapers. Selfish, inept lovers, unsatisfying relationships. They say it is a se(-1)cret task, then go to one of their mistresses or go support the project searching for tricks to make women or il1egal a1iens obedient sacrificing servants. They divorce, avoid paying child support and abandoning families to poverty. Media and med1cine sell fear, disease, or stupid ways. Media pushes rare beauty standards, to make them expensive or sell products; social puppets buy products to fake the look. Manipulators sKy, say any kind of lies, push drinks or Eck-like dru(-1)gs on women at dates to hide the love potions they use to get laid, some women get a DU1 (, when the c0urt profits), some demand/look for sex to release them from the fine or penalties or pr1son, keep them paid poorly, etc. You pretty much need a trusted friend watching a remote monitor to confirm your own decisions, but good luck, there are agents with many more years of technology for impersonation. (You need a check list, especially waking from sleep: 1) did you decide on this before when clear-headed, 2) are you clear-headed now, 3) have you checked this is not an impersonator, 4) is this a plot to sKy on you, 5) do you have a private, safe place, 6) is this one really adding to your life, 7) is there a rational reason to have sex with this one, 8) c0ntraception, 9) just what will you not do or do, 10) can the other person stop if you say no, 11) are you both healthy. (Just saying some secur1ty or logic issues.) Sexua1 harrassment at work is frequent (but so is dating). They make being a mistress or prost1tute a s1n to be shunned. The sKy system lets prost1tutes be beaten, diseased, cast out, shunned, denied decent husbands or retirement. Ra(-1)pes may be arranged to reduce dating to increase prost1tution. Diseases do the same. Somehow, sexua1 development or activity happens sooner now. The good thing is, parents can be around to advise, or if you live where neighbors are nice, they can be of help. The bad thing is, agents can change looks to seem very young. Gossip is fun, and people should check on any minors who date more than 2 people (and verify truth). They rush to turn the naive into cynics. And they push cosmetic plastic surgery or "0rgan donation" in the us. So dangerous, to make something so valuable as organs, lega1ly free if an accident happens. Ch1na admits taking executed pr1soners' organs, ads for sale/order on a wall near h0spital:
latimes.com/la-fg-organs18nov18,0,4772205.story?coll=la-home-headlines
Women or children are not just toys, they feel, suffer, or bleed, just like other living things. Those in control definitely are descended from some low class rat-like barbaric cr1minal sub-class specialized for a primitive, barbaric life. Infected with low class emotional thug instincts, contempt for life, instead of feeling how lucky every/anything is to be alive or exist! Centuries living uncivilized life chewing meat off bones! A so-called technology soc1ety. The bad manners, eating habits, and bad taste of barbarians. They were thrown out of the "garden of eden" (eating in a civilized way). Who re-fuels that way?! Not the machines we build. They try to feed everyone meat. They were probably specialized to destroy, while most of us want to rescue intelligence. They want to destroy, not refuel. Life, bipeds, we have feelings, we suffer, but they use us like toys in a cruel destructive pointless theater or game. They tax us 100% in the end, giving us a low quality of meaningless life. If you feel satisfied, are you dru(-1)gged so you can be fooled? I say sorry to the rats, though, they ran some 0ps to reduce humanity, from what history says. What an incredible sly evi1 system towards women, everwhere. They try to keep women divided and not powerful. Cheating is common, relationships unrewarding, breakups hurt. Media often links vi01ence with sex. All this is what they have planned for your sisters, daughters,
(photo of women ? YahOO/GeOcities)
mothers, or friends. Women are, mostly, nice people, nicer than many boys
are! They try to recruit men, saying they can use women, children, other
races, animals, the planet as badly as they want, but these men should realize
when after those targets have been crushed, they will be next. This is the
behavior of the most advanced technology soc1ety we have supposedly ever
known. Sorry, I know "logical advice puts your head in a whirl" or wonder
if they know what is
"R1ght and Wrong" (prev. ref: Joe Jacks0n, and question fa1th or ask "Where
Is the 1ove", B1ack Eyed Peas saying some things Marv1n Ga(-1)ye sang on his
What's Go1ng On album). The lack of respect or acceptance for
women or those with different preferences is horribly sinister. I tell you, love
is insipid emotional stupidity. But it is one of our most pleasant feelings, for
a while, it makes the messed up life or soc1ety here worthwhile; making a
home in a place where life is what it could/should be and raising
a better child to make a better world with lessons learned can feel like a
worthy life. The simple lessons kids practice are good because
one does not want an agent thinking your kid feels they rule the world, but
definitely encourage their independent thinking. The times the ones you like
are most appealing or glib, and you are least wary or most want to please
them, are the times to be most wary. But these sp1es made a manipulative
mockery of love for me, so what do I know about love. Remember that
love/sex is mostly about enjoying a feeling - when it gets nasty, control
vio1ent feelings about - keep it in perspective! Also, as a rule, one child
is much less trouble than more
children, but needs help learning to share or live with nice people, not
cheating c0n-men. And the cruelty or crisis for animals is so
much worse than the evi1 for women. And for the innocent poor. Fixing these
types of unfairness is the right act of conscience.
G0vernment operations (or counterfe1ters) print money to pay for biped labor. Why then, this system of poverty?! Why this seeming 1egalized theft by c0urts everwhere? Add it up, and the long-term costs, taxes, fines add up to 100%. They force it closer to 100% each year. When local po1ice, c0urts, or g0vernments cheat or stea1, they make obeying their 1aws absurd. They lie, but demand truth! But the cheaters are dishonest, some people do have integrity. The do-good charity claims are almost always bullshit, except for what I am saying. I do this because I care and owe it to other life, but also because I wondered how this world and my life could be so messed up and how to get help. I gave many examples on my main web page of how rulers or designers may feel about who they control; think the same way about who might help you. I am not doing a c0n, but not sure if I am being c0nned into doing what I do. Why the stupidity promoted by re1igions which have been taken over by sly evi1? (Documentary film review: "De1iver Us From Evi1" says R0man Cath01ic pr1est 01iver 0'Grady "claims ch(-1)urch officials allowed him to abuse kids for 2 decades by moving him from par1sh to par1sh instead of removing him from m1nistry" (since 1976)
cnn.com/2006/LAW/06/27/griffin.priestabuse/index.html
latimes.com/news/local/la-me-settlement2dec02,0,6985057,full.story?coll=la-home-headlines
570 claims filed, $60 million to 45 people who said they were abused by R0man Cath01ic pr1ests in 1A. Re1igions which claim to warn bipeds to be alert but promote stupid "googley" puppet-like thought. They have no meaningful, rationally rewarding philosophy of soc1ety or life to offer; they offer stupidity instead. But fairness, true 1aw, social cooperation are powerful persuasions, which they constantly try to pretend. We must be wary of it. It is a system of deception or mis-direction by these fakers or cheaters: they lie, print books, make tv shows or movies, make fake antique objects, use others' identities, etc, to support re1igious c0ns or claims of good g0vernment or many other lies. The famous last words of many have been, "lots of others (sp1es, cr1minals, officials,) are doing it too". Realize that you are a herd species, and beware. If a "G0d", (who some re1igious leaders proclaim created everything and knows all), ever does arrive to our planet, no 1nterrogation or t0rture or exper1ments would be needed, po1ice would be told where cr1minals are, and there would be no kil1ing of innocents or need to kil1 life. If it ever happens. I wanted to be helped out of this messed up life or world, and wondered what I should do to be helped.
I find it very annoying to put up with all these agents who talk to me backwards so much. Also all the deliberate bio1ogical hazard hassles or bugging. 1nfection or chem1cal effects can happen just by breathing. Wonderful.
(Used "very" as an adjective on main page; the meaning varies but translate it to actual or same. I use "or" to save space, not "and". Metr0sexuals refers to the a1iens trying to subvert soc1ety in the S0uth Park comedy. Note: watch out for weird research projects whose difficult plan makes no sense, it is probably a tricky research plan for dec0ding or genet1cs, common goals, to dec0de life.)
What is the difference between intelligent man or life, and machines? Animals show smart thinking or feeling, just like us. Dolphins or elephants plan, think, communicate, grieve, greet each other with joy. Computers can have their hardware replaced, get infected with viruses that take over their 0ps, etc. Intelligent life can have a built-in ability to show conscience and monitor or over-ride or correct their own feelings, thinking, and acts. We all just have to constantly ask ourselves if that whisper or thought we hear is said by an evi1 enemy who is not revealing how much they hate us, or by someone good.
Again: what sKy or business leader throws away (b1o) technology that is much more advanced than their company can create? Those are acts of major suckers. They weakened the world ecology as much as open w(-1)arfare would have. The fate of such suckers in power who continue so much stupidity or lemming-like behavior is very grim. And who re-fuels by destroying complex constructions?! Survival of the fittest (?!) : very doubtful; a phrase dim wits use to justify mur(-1)der of life. That is not what goes on in gardens, farms, or soc1ety. The atomic steps of life are a mystery to them, without knowing exactly every thing, who survives is only that: who survives, call it "lucky", like life. The phrase is linked to competition, but they suppress economic or intelligent competition, pushing economically unhealthy monopolies. They want it to be a one-man show; most one-man shows are incredibly boring; the rule is the successful ones are comedies, if that is what they want to become. I have thought of other good jokes, but the hel1 with this cheap greedy sKying system. When the hunted turn into the hunters, look how they disgrace themselves. What do you think human species naturally are?! The dim wits race to read genes to patent them, instead of the opposite: because they can not invent the chem1stry. Each time they do it, it affirms the evi1 insulting lies claiming to work for a good creat0r. Repay the debt to life by saving it. Too stupid, too, to invent fuel to eat, instead of kil1ing mirac1es of life or insulting them without respect, life which keeps them alive. It is the differences between us that are important, or save us from a crueler life! We bipeds get angry about differences because emotions make us stupid. Why does evi1 keep coming, why do you keep getting problems in your mistaken goal of more wealth? Join the side of those who value each living thing. These are just words, thoughts, whether you like them or not. At least now you know who says them. Others are, or will, say the same, but you may not find out who they are the next time.
(? All writing is copyrighted by the way). I have not been surprised to notice oddly misplaced sentences or mistakes on the main page before. Tough luck. No unused html or comments on this page though. [Oops, mistake on the page about individuality of mind near the end: says iit for it. Fix it later.] ["to get along" means to live friendly or be peaceful with others] Names or key words are typed in with some numbers or (-1) inserts on purpose, swap 1 for L or I; swap 0 for o; sKy/sKies: swap p for K; sKypawn: remove pawn + do swap; sp1es: swap i for 1; mostly swap 'us' to upper case
* autumn 2006: A solar eclipse of TV: stellar Batt1estar Ga1actica opening show. Covers mi1itary occupat1on, res1stance, conscience of warr1ors, myth, reality, love, extinction, rescue, exper1menting on life, t0rture, 0ppression, evi1 of su1cide b0mbing. Big comments. A top off1cer says, been thinking, we ARE working for dem0ns, spreading death and destruction everywhere we go. The science fiction channel or movies give out the big clues or stuff to think over. So do I. Us, so easy to find.
These transcripts may be useful:
twiztv.com/scripts/battlestar
twiztv.com/scripts/battlestar/season1/galactica-ms1.pdf
imdb.com/title/tt0314979/quotes
imsdb.com/TV/Stargate%20SG1.html
twiztv.com/scripts/atlantis/
twiztv.com/scripts/stargate (channel says show will restart)
twiztv.com/scripts/alias/
galactica1.zip, --2.zip, --3.zip are copied here in this web directory, they have the scripts for seasons 1-3.
* 3 great ant an(t)imations + 1 great plot for animal story:
A Bug's 1ife, Ant"z", the Ant Bul1y, + Hoodw1nked.
* summer: Ann C0u1ter says in her book G0d1ess: 9/(10+1) widows should stop talking about their husbands' deaths and just get over it. (Tell their documentless servants at the summer house to take the veal or lamb steaks off the 600-year-old maple wood barbecue because the horde of always-snacking kids like flesh oozing blood and burnt on the outside. Oh, boo hoo, sob, honey) (...So now you know, your sect are children of a lesser g0d, who loved you, surely, and sacrificed g0dhood trying to protect you from that disaster, just like you would).
* Quote from a po1itics/language thinker (this worked for me to get the longest chapter 1 excerpt, shorter ones are on the web):
ereader.com/product/book/excerpt/16236
...speculated that the human form of intellectual organization may not be favored by selection. The history of life on Earth, he wrote, refutes the claim that "it is better to be smart than to be stupid," at least judging by bio1ogical success: beetles and bacteria, for example, are vastly more successful than humans in terms of survival. He also made the rather somber observation that "the average life expectancy of a species is about 100,000 years." (...I note that life forms are equipped with some smart-ness, but that wisdom is a whole different level of smart, including knowing what one does not know, and thus acting wisely. It would be wonderful if a dog or pet could signal you wisely that you are about to make a big mistake, or tell you a tip or two.)
We are entering a period of human history that may provide an answer to the question of whether it is better to be smart than stupid. The most hopeful prospect is that the question will not be answered: if it receives a definite answer, that answer can only be that humans were a kind of "bio1ogical error," using their allotted 100,000 years to destroy themselves and, in the process, much else.
The species has surely developed the capacity to do just that, and a hypothetical extraterrestr1al observer might well conclude that humans have demonstrated that capacity throughout their history, dramatically in the past few hundred years, with an assault on the environment that sustains life, on the diversity of more complex organisms, and with cold and calculated savagery, on each other as well.
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Though B-sh planners are at an extreme end of the traditional us policy spectrum, their programs and doctr1nes have many precursors, both in us history and among earlier aspirants to g1obal power. More ominously, their decisions may not be irrational within the framework of prevailing ideo1ogy and the institutions that embody it. There is ample historical precedent for the willingness of leaders to threaten or resort to vi01ence in the face of significant risk of catastrophe.
...Controlling the general population has always been a dominant concern of power and privilege... to safeguard a system of elite decision-making and public ratification - polyarchy... - not dem0cracy... The public must be put in its place... That goal could be achieved in part through (making the illusion) of consent... Unstated is that the responsible men gain that status not by virtue of any special talent or knowledge but by willing subordination to the systems of actual power... basic decisions over soc`al and economic life are to be kept within institutions with top-down author1tarian control... "the 1ndoctrination of the young"... Recognition that control of opinion is the foundation of g0vernment... It is far more important in the more free soc1eties ... It is only natural that the modern institutions of thought c0ntrol... should have originated in the most free soc1eties. ... "the engineering of consent..." ...the achievements of the PR industry dwarf them (earlier pioneers) all. ..."a huge psycho1ogical operation of the kind the mi1itary conducts to influence a population in denied or enemy territory" - a frank characterization of pervasive attitudes toward the domestic population. ...
Those who want to face their responsibilities with a genuine commitment to dem0cracy and freedom - even to decent survival - should recognize the barriers that stand in the way. In vi01ent states these are not concealed. In more democrat1c soc1eties barriers are more subtle. While methods differ sharply from more brutal to more free soc1eties, the goals are in many ways similar: to ensure that the "great beast," as A1exander Hami1ton called the people, does not stray from its proper confines.
(...using media for thought c0ntrol, etc. A species watching us fro space would surely see great hypocrisy in many complaints: bipeds steal homes from other animals, ens1ave them, but complain if it happens to them. Other forms of life with minds are abused, misused, or t0rtured unethically. They try to raise efforts to stop sex cr1mes/t0rture/abuse but ignore how animals are forced to obey biped whims over their sex life or t0rtured in labs or ranches - it is like a c0unterfeiter complaining about theft. Psycho1ogists study the complexity of mind, claim they know patterns of malfunction, say they can define insanity, but say nothing about the insanity of the su1cidal assault on an ecology more complex than their minds can understand or invent. They can not define rationality, nor cure mental handicaps, diseases, or criminals of their bad desires, often, nor predict them accurately, which all proves they do not understand the mind scientifically.)
Excerpts from Chou1nard's book: Let My Peop1e Go Surf1ng
I HAVE BEEN A BUSINESSMAN for almost 50 years. It is as difficult for me to say those words as it is for someone to admit to being an a1coholic or a 1awyer.
I have never respected the profession. It is business that has to take the majority of the blame for being the enemy of nature, for destroying native cultures, for taking from the poor and giving to the rich, and for p0isoning the earth with the effluent from its factories. Yet business can produce food, cure d1sease, control population, employ people, and generally enrich our lives. And it can do these good things and make a profit without losing its s0ul.
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My company, Vent(-1)ura, Ca1ifornia-based Patagon1a Inc., maker of technical outdoor apparel and gear, is an ongoing exper1ment. Founded in 1973, it exists to challenge conventional wisdom and present a new style of responsible enterprise. We believe the accepted model of capitalism, which necessitates endless growth and deserves the blame for the destruction of nature, must be displaced. Patagon1a and its thousand employees have the means and the will to prove to the rest of the corporate world that doing the right thing makes for good, financially sound business.
One of my favorite sayings about entrepreneurship is "If you want to understand the entrepreneur, study the juvenile de1inquent." The del1nquent is saying with his actions, "This sucks. I am going to do my own thing." Since I had never wanted to be a businessman, I needed a few good reasons to be one. One thing I did not want to change, even if we got serious: Work had to be enjoyable on a daily basis. We all had to come to work ... and go up the stairs two steps at a time. We needed to be surrounded by friends who could dress whatever way they wanted, even be barefoot. We all needed flextime to surf the waves when they were good or ski the powder after a big snowstorm or stay home and take care of a sick child. We needed to blur the distinction between work and play and family.
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This kind of independent thinking applies to our management philosophy as well. In fact, our employees are so independent, we have been told by psycho1ogists, that they would be considered unemployable in a typical company. We do not want drones who will simply follow directions. We want the kind of employees who will question the wisdom of something they regard as a bad decision but, once they buy into something, will work like demons to produce something of the highest possible quality ? whether a shirt, a catalog, a store display, or a computer program. How you get these highly individualistic people to align and work for a common cause is the art of management at Patagon1a.
(Well, half-witted unworthy life has not earned (cl)drones to use as cheap free tools, the results of trillions of years, or more, of b1ochem1stry.)
A lot of towns and buildings are dreary or pointless. There are also some nice towns, this opinion is about one of them:
independent.com/opinion/2007/01/the_hole_in_the_armor.html
Jan 25, 07 "Like many of you, I am unabashedly in love with Santa ..., inspired by her coastline, ocean, mountains, and creeks. Santa ...was one of the first g0vernments in the nation to devise meaningful policies to preserve that unique beauty. This is a place where the planning process has become akin to a suit of armor, protecting our community and the environment.
That said, a person who has lived here for some time looks around, sees an enormous amount of construction and traffic, reads the news accounts of the increasing losses of open spaces, and rightly asks, 'How well are those 1aws protecting our community and its environment?' Even with our complex suit of armor, many wounds are being inflicted on this community, each luxury development paving away our last open spaces, and each conversion of rentals to condos reducing the number of middle- and working-class people who can afford to live here. ...when an unavoidable negative impact to the environment is identified in a proposed development, the City Council must make a statement (called a finding) that the better alternatives (environmentally) are not able to be carried out. Since one of the alternatives can always be no project at all, this should be a difficult finding to make. Unfortunately, in practice the city almost never says no, and often does not choose the environmentally superior option.
So if a developer does not want to increase the communitywide benefits of a project... all the developer has to say is, 'It will not pencil out.' This lack of verification is a far cry from the strong community protection (...they) have come to expect from their city.
I do not believe that everything can just stay the same. A city is a collection of living things and needs to adapt to the needs of its citizenry. The construction we allow and forbid will cause lasting consequences for our community, so we should have the vigilance to create livable, walkable, and affordable neighborhoods in the areas of change. Yes, adapting to those needs will take construction, but we also have talented people in public service, neighborhood activism, the construction industry, and the architectural field to save what is left of our open spaces, keep our neighborhood feel, and meet the community's needs.
By not independently analyzing what developers are capable of in terms of affordability or mitigations, we are failing to use that talent in a manner that sets the highest standard of community benefits. Considering the brain trust we have in ..., we could be doing a better job of planning our future."
(...And there are so many complex, beautiful, amazing things about this world (like flying submarines called seabirds - and look at how brutally bipeds waste them), we must react and do a much better job of caring for it. They just do not make many things like they used to. Many species are dying without our ability to recreate them. I saw the world alive and beautiful at times, light shimmering or gleaming across spots, red sunsets putting a dim glow on trees, diving flying submar1nes or boats (seabirds), airborne boats (fish). Weather works out ok for me often in interesting ways. Light rain drizzle on a clear starry night at the coast, a light snow changes my tent and the desert to be more scenic. Rainbows, sun breaking through cold clouds.)