+ « July 08, 2004 :: I'm a baka... » +

I'm such a baka...I found out that Yuki was with Tatsuha. I found out they had a son. After the accident happened Yuki dumped him and he came with me. I wanted him back with Tatsuha...and I dumped Yuki. But I just noticed I couldn't live without Yuki...I love him to much to let him go. He sighed softly and started crying. I'm such a baka....I want to make Yuki happy...but I end up hurting him. Why!? GOD DAMMIT WHY!? He shook his head and kept crying. I should go tell him I'm sorry...and that I love him to much. He saves the document and heads back to Yuki's apartment.

+ « July 01, 2004 :: Why me... » +

It's been a while...I belive 5 days since Hiro and I had that fight and three since I got raped. I can't remember what happened before I got raped but I know that after I did I ran to Yuki's house and tried to scrub myself clean...and all I did was burn myself and end up in the hospital! GOD DAMMIT!!!! WHY!? Fuck you Hiro...it's all your fault! Yuki took me to the hospital after he found me uncontious and bleeding on the bathroom. I owe him. Aishiteru Yuki...he bought me this laptop and this journal. Now I'm having trouble typing and sleeping. I have a second-degree burns on my shoulder. He sighed softly and saw Yuki walking in and taking off his shirt. He then winces as Yuki changed the bandages on his arms. I have to change the bandages atleast 3 times a day or they will stick...I'm going to...rest a bit so I can go to the studio tomorrow...if Yuki let's me. He yawns a bit and then clicks save on the file he was writting on, he walked out and then walked over to Yuki's bedroom and lays next to him wincing a bit. He closses his eyes and drifts off to sleep.

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