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About Me
more about me!!! i'm a weird girl who likes to listen to music and go on the computer everyday!!! and where there is a computer there is an internet connection!!! ^_^ i would DIE without internet. ^_^ i like to go on neopets.com... it's really fun.. but it's... kinda stupid.. and it's getting kind of boring... ^_^... my name is yummygumbunny!!! and don't try to scam me or hack into my account!!! ^_^ ummm... okay... my name is cathy!!! ^_^ and i was born on july 25 1986 on okinawa!!! but i'm not okinawan or japanese. ^_^... now i live in hawaii!! MILILANI!!! GO TROJANS!!!! ^_^. woo!! so far i don't know what to say so i'm going to stop here. i'm sure you'll find out more about me as i blog more!!! ^_^ well, bye!!! ^_^  - less than jake - larger than life - pennywise - no use for a name - nofx - the ataris - mxpx - goldfinger - green day - the get up kids - reel big fish - no doubt - incubus - linkin park - ayumi hamasaki ^_^ she has a nice voice... - jimmy eat world - no motiv - the aquabats are weirdooooo... I AM POWERED MILKMAN! fave songs
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» Monday, December 31, 2001
shiz... i'm still talking to my guard friends... hehe... they talk alot.. very interesting... ^_^
as told by SUSHI MATIC! @ 2:01 AM-------
» Sunday, December 30, 2001
fuck this...... i'm never going to get back my very first blogs back.... piece of shit blogger!!! *KICK!*
as told by SUSHI MATIC! @ 12:41 PM-------
i took some colorgenics crap... weird... o_o;; You are constantly hoping that your good fellowship and attitude and your "love for your fellow man (or women)" will give you peace of mind .... You need people- You need people around you to care for you and to show you that they care. It is this hope that keeps you going...The hope that makes you the type of person that indeed you are. Your own need for approval seemingly makes you always ready to help others... and in exchange you seek love, warmth and understanding...You will always listen to others and you are open to new ideas which hopefully will prove fruitful and interesting. The way things are ... you are under considerable stress ... and you feel that there is little hope of matters righting themselves. Everyone about you seems to aggravate the problem even more. You feel that at this time you need to be alone .... and you are right ... move back and give yourself a chance to breathe. You feel that you should be appreciated far more than you are.. but no-one seems to care! You feel that you are receiving less than your share... and the main problem is that there is no-one to whom you can turn to for sympathy and understanding. The Inner stress that you are experiencing makes you quick to take offence .... but you realise that at this particular moment in time there is little that you can do to relieve the situation. The tension that you are experiencing at this time is perhaps due to physical and/or mental frustration. It would appear that you are not appreciated and as a consequence the situation is most disagreeable. You seek personal recognition and the appreciation of others to compensate for the lack of like minded people with whom to ally yourself. You would like to surrender and merge with others ... but your inherent self-restraint makes it difficult for you to open up. This disturbs you as you regard such instincts as weaknesses to be overcome. You want to be liked, admired and appreciated for yourself. You feel that you need to move on. You feel that you are not appreciated or valued for what you are .. and that the time is "now". Failure to do so will not afford you the conditions to prove your worth. heh... very odd... ^_^;;
hello... o_o;; i'm so bored right now... nothing to do... nothing i can do.. i'm stuck at home... until i go to this one boring party... crap.. i don't want to go... bunch of old people... o_o;; grrr... BLAH, hope you don't have to suffer what i have to suffer through tonight... o_o;; i'm scared....
err........... o_o;; my life is so damn boring.... gosh.... hahaha... no...
err... i'm so frickin' bored right now... o_o;;........ someone be my friend! nah nah... haha.... -_-V nah nah... hehe... o_o;;
results... -_-V
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woo hoo... guess what i have to do tomorrow?!
VACUMM MY ROOM! so damn fucking exciting... o_o;;
and after that, i get to hang out with my... FAMILY! nah.. that's cool..
but i need a life!!!
i'll trade you....
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wells....... i know that when school comes around, i'm going to hate it...
err.. school sucks...
i hate school
burn schoooLL!!! o_O
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» Saturday, December 29, 2001
err.... hello hello... ^_^ okies then! bye!
bah... why am i even on this early?! o_O! oh well.... bah, who cares.
hello....... if you ever happen to talk to my sister anywhere (aim- kp one love 808 or yahoo- lil_babo_girl or something or msn- white_hanul@hotmail.com) don't ever believe what bullshit she says... o_o;;
i just came back from the picnic with my friends! hehehe, i have a life now! ^_^ woo hoo! nah nah... there were these cute little boys playing base ball! hehehe.... they're so short! ^_^
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» Friday, December 28, 2001
blah blah blah.... i'm going to ask my friends if they want to go anywhere tomorrow! god... it's so damn boring... o_o;; ahhh... crap.... o_o;;.... i'm so bored... bored out of my mind.. o_O! bah... oh well...
err.. hello! err.. cary dropped off my slippers and i was still in my clothes that i slept in.. haha.. oh well... :P i'm so lazy right now.. ^_^ well... no practice til next week thursday.. the trip people are leaving tonight.. ^_^ i wish them luck!!!!! and..... i'll watch you on tv! mhs represent! ^_^ hehehe
fuck this shit! i was looking way back in my archives for my very first posts, and they're fucking gone.... shit... *kicks blogger*. It's something unpredictable, but in the end is right. So take the photographs, and still frames in your mind. I hope you had the time of your life." ^_^........... -_-;;
Days will come that make no sense I'd shed my skin for you (I'd shed my skin for you) This problem here is my fault I'd shed my skin for you (I'd shed my skin for you) Why Now you (With me, a buzz) see why I'd shed my skin for you (I'd shed my skin for you)
Time to burn it all away, time to think of what to say Things are never what they seem, Every day it's still the same, different faces, different names, Don't turn around, don't look ahead
bah! i'm so tired.... :P i don't know why... i had like.... 11 hours of sleep last night too... damnit... i just just woke up now.... :P well.... yeah... anyways........ i'm bored... nothing to do... i'll put up some lyrics i think that are nice.... o_o;; grr..........
no trust can be given freely, its' a valuable commodity, but obviously this is something you've never learned. faith is something that you put in friends, and had i excess morals to lend, i'd let you borrow them, but my trust you haven't earned. we've got a problem? first of all there is no "we", i'm detached from you completely. i've got a problem. you tell lies to my friends and think it won't get back to me. no bond can ever seem to make a stable fit in our relationship, but one thing that never comes between us is honesty. when you have something to say, you always seem to find a way to avoid the truth or instead, avoid me. straight up is how you'll see me stand, but it is never in your plans to be straight forward, so instead, you use deceit. now i would like to take apart what you've been breaking from the start. i'll remain intact, i won't be broken in defeat. no trust!
break = boring... but hahahahahaha.... it's WAY BETTER THAN SCHOOL!
school can kiss my ass... hahahahahaha.... o_o;;
but i gave up on neopets... darn... what am i going to do now?! ahh! i'll go play it again... damnit
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shitttt... i had some important stuff i wrote a long time ago... i guess i never realized.... o_o;;... shit.......
well, i just wanted to go back to my old posts so i can remind myself of stuff... o_o;;... shitttt...
the first blog that the blogger archived was:
"yesterday i got a thank you card from the aoki family....." for saturday, july 7th..
fucking shit........ i know i wrote before that...
well... here....
in memory of kekoa aoki:
"Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road.
Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to do.
So make the best of this test, and don't ask why.
It's not a question, but a lesson learned in time.
I hope you had the time of your life.
Hang it on a shelf of good health and good time.
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial.
For what it's worth, it was worth all the while.
I hope you had the time of your life.
"good riddance (time of your life)" by green day
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My present situation makes me think too much, too much
It all revolves around you
This life that I'm living means nothing without you
What would you want me to do (What would you want me to do)
I will always love you, but I can't live like this
It's not that I don't care but I'm so lost
What would you want me to do (What would you want me to do)
I will always love you, but I can't live like this
(Now you see why)
Don't fuck with feelings inside
Who you lying to? Will I survive?
I like what you put my through, 'cause I feel almost alive (Almost alive)
What would you want me to do (What would you want me to do)
I will always love you, but I can't live like this
I'd shed my skin for you (I'd shed my skin for you)
What would you want me to do (What would you want me to do)
I will always love you, but I can't live like this
"skin"
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Time to go right back to yesterday.
Time for movements in the past, time for something that won't last.
Not just fire quick and die off fast.
I'm stuck inside of someone else's dream.
Problems never go away...
I'm sick of being caught in yesterday.
But still stuck here playing these stupid games.
Maybe soon I'll figure out what giving up is all about.
My heart is filled so full of doubt.
I won't listen to all the lies I'm fed.
Don't have to listen to you
So don't you fucking tell me what to do.
"angry nerd rock"
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» Thursday, December 27, 2001
my sock tan didn't go away.. crap... o_o;;.... i think it's more worst than brad's... *GASP*!
as told by SUSHI MATIC! @ 9:57 PM-------
hellooo... today i went to the pool with my guard friends... err... i was soooooooooo bored today.... err... but the pool was fun. for once i didn't feel anti-social... heh... BAH
practice today was okies... yup.... i have to practice left hand helicopters... heh... o_o;;
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o_o;; okay... my sister is pissing me off right now... she thinks she's the queen of the fucking universe... ahhh... damnit... she's so retarded...... :P
as told by SUSHI MATIC! @ 1:39 PM-------
bored out of my fucking mind right now.... ack.... o_o;; yes... give me something to do!!!!
hello! i'm so bored... and it's kinda late... i feel tired... bah... who cares...
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but then i have practice tomorrow... shiz... i need to practice... have to do good... can't fuck up during audition... crappp.. i always fuck up during audition... but as long as i make it... i think she's taking only 12 flags... darn... i'm scared... the rookies are good too... shiz...
oh well... as long as i try my hardest ^_^
-cathy
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» Wednesday, December 26, 2001
i'm still talking to my friends... hehe.. very interesting convo... heh...
i'm tired though... bah who cares?
-cathy
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err... i'm so bored... :D... -cathy
atleast i have my guard friends to talk to... o_o;;
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» Tuesday, December 25, 2001
woo woo! hmm... today i went to church.. that's it... yayyyy... o_o;; presents galore!! woo woo!
MERRY CHRISTMAS!
hehe...
hmm... and.... yeah!
-cathy
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» Monday, December 24, 2001
ahhh!!! less than 3 hours til christmas! i'm so excited!!! :D! eep!!! okay... so then.... ^_^ err... byeeee!
hello hello! haha... i just came back from renee's house! ooo.... we watched a lot of movies... it was exciting! and renee's dogs are sooo cute!!! pua, niki, and shadow!!! awww.... okies! i better go! bye!
i want to open my presents... ! :D
-cathy!
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ultra fun! it was the "shiz" ^_^... i always wanted to use that word before... exciting!
nah nah.. but i just came back...
-cathy
mood - TIRED!
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» Sunday, December 23, 2001
"oh my gosh... like.. i'm a gurlie!!! *giggles*. like... i think i'm so hot and all the guys want me! i like to wear skanky clothes! oh my gosh... like... a guy just passed me without looking at me... like whatever loser! i know i'm hot!" ewww... fucking skanky bitches!!! i hate people like that... err... anyways....... :P i still hate mean people...... errr..... ANTI TRENDY!!!!!!
tonight is renee's guard sleepover! woo woo!!! so exciting! a time for us guard people to be together and have fun! :D hmm... i'm bored... no one is online... wahhh... oh well... byes...
um... yeah.... i'm irritated by people like that.
but i'm not irritated by people who are nice... so be nice to people and they'll think you're cooL!
nah nah... i want to be trendy, so i shouldn't talk... ^_^
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-cathy
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» Saturday, December 22, 2001
oh gosh... i'm really grounded from the internet now.... damnit... practice today was pretty scary... eep!!! i hope i make it into winterguard... :DDD hope hope hope! yah! okies! bye bye! ps- my computer is acting stupid... errr.. it's freezing on me... damnit!
i'm not even supposed to be on right now... :DDD but my mom is sleeping.... thank god...
:DDD but then... no one is online... bah... who cares...
-cathy
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» Friday, December 21, 2001
hello hello break sucks... it's so damn boring... :DDD i should go out somewhere... go shopping... :D :P anyways... err... all day i was listening to ayumi hamasaki... ahhhh.......... BYE BYE!
I couldn't leave at all, because Even if I come here again some time I'm afraid. The steps I can't take In reality, since as long as I haven't understood even once, I couldn't leave at all, because Somehow everything seems small, and I wanted to understand it with my head, but I'll forever be demanding something that isn't there. It's all in this hand for sure. It's all in this hand for sure. "fly high" translated!
hanarerarezu ni ita yo zutto itsu ka mata kono basho he kite mo kowagatte fumi dasazu ni iru ippo ga honto ha ne tatta no ichido mo rikai shinai mama de hanarerarezu ni ita yo zutto nan da ka subete ga chippoke de atama de ha wakatte ru tsumori demo ne nai mono nedari wo itsu made tsudsukete iku n darou subete ha kitto kono te ni aru subete ha kitto kono te ni aru "fly high" by ayumi hamasaki
i'm so excited!!! ^_^ everyone get me presents!!! yayyy!!!! :D nah nah hehe... i don't really care about stupid presents... errr.... so... i think i better go and eat breakfast... ^_^
blah blah... christmas is in 4!!!! DAYS!!!
nah... but this is BETTER THAN SCHOOL!!!! err... school sucks asssssssssss........................
-cathy
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there's scenery I've gotten so used to seeing.
I'll see the same sky in the same way
Maybe I thought too much
about whether or not you could call it beautiful.
After a little sleep let's hurry again tomorrow.
pile up, and turn into a long, long
path untraveled; I'm too late.
During that time, I started thinking that
somehow maybe even this place isn't so bad.
I kept giving myself reasons.
I've been pretending to understand everything.
there's scenery I've gotten used to seeing.
what I thought was a small lump was
the sky I look up at that has no end.
Maybe because it's too wide.
Maybe because I was next to you.
I envy looking back at
someone, somewhere that I missed.
I've been thinking like that since I met you.
I mustn't leave my dreams here.
It's all in this hand for sure.
I don't need a predetermined future.
If it doesn't move, I can't move it, but
It's all in this hand for sure.
If I don't start it, it never will.
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mi narete ru keshiki ga atta kara
onaji sora wo onaji you ni miete
utsukushii to ieru no ka to
boku ha kangaesugita no ka mo shirenai
sukoshi no nemuri ni tsuite mata asu isogou
kasanatte itsu kara nagaku nagai
michi ni natte teokure ni nattari shite
sono uchi ni nan to naku ima no basho mo
warukunai ka mo nante omoi dashite
nan to ka jibun ni riyuu tsuketari shita
subete ga wakatta furi wo shite ita n da ne
mi narete ru keshiki ga atta kara
chiisa na katamari ni mieta no ha
aoida sora ga amari ni hate naku
hirosugita kara datta no ka mo shirenai
kimi no tonari ni ita kara ka mo shirenai
sure chigau doko ka no dare ka no koto
furi kaette nagamete ha ura yandari
sou omoeta no ha kimi ni deaeta kara desho
koko ni yume ha oite ikenai
subete ha kitto kono te ni aru
kimerareta mirai mo iranai
ugokanakya ugokasenai kedo
subete ha kitto kono te ni aru
hajimenakya hajimaranai kara
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» Thursday, December 20, 2001
errr... my life sucks... ass monkeys!
as told by SUSHI MATIC! @ 3:23 PM-------
today was the first day of WINTER BREAK!!!! woohoo! today is winterball day!!! hahaha... winterball is for trendy people..! :P! but summerbox rocks!!! :D be there or be circular!!! but sorry... only anti-winterball people only! phishaw! haha... j/j hmm.... so then... oh oh! renee's guard sleepover is going to rock!!! this time i will stay up as late as i can!!! and do what they did to me to them! mwahahahahaha!!!! nah nah... you guys suck... i kinda did feel like i was flying... but then i looked up and saw bright hair.... hahahahahahahahahahaha... anyways... urm.... so then... byebye!
too bad i don't have a life... err... everyone is gone... they're doing something exciting probably...
oh well....
but i wanted to be trendy...
-cathy!
the anti-trendy girl.
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» Wednesday, December 19, 2001
uhh... something is fucked up about my website... frick! editted! > > > fixed! ^_^
hello!!!! ^_^ hmm... tonight was the band concert... or something... hehehe... today was the LAST DAY OF SCHOOL! i'm soooo happy!!! school sucks! BURN IN HELLLLL.... so... anyways... :D TOMORROW IS SUMMERBOX!!!! hahaha... winterball is for trendy people! go summerbox! for us rejects... nah nah. :D we'll have tons of fun... :DDD well bye! PS- hope i make it into guard... winterguard.... there are so many good people trying out! crap... ola! :P
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hmm... so today me and my friends went to towncenter... "yay"... the "most happiest place on earth".... hahaha no.... noelle and them ditched us... so me and lauren went to her house.. yayyy!
we watched legally blond! ^_^ i never saw it before... so funny... :D "bend... and snap!".... "less bend and more snap!"
hmm... and her dog is so cute! even though it bit me before... so i think i'm still traumatized... :D
oh! and we did the bell ringing for leo club after... even though i'm not in leo club...
INTERACT CLUB FOR LIFEEE!!!!
umm...
i need to find a date... :D hahaha nah nah... err.. someone come with meee!!!! haha.... :P
... maybe i'll see someone there??? :DDD *crosses fingers*...
i know he's not going to winterball... "he doesn't like that kind of stuff".... FUCK THAT! nah. nah... i'm joking... -_-;;
-cathy
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» Monday, December 17, 2001
all i want for christmas is to get into winterguard and be with my guard buddys... i also want PAUL FRANK AND YUMpOP SHIRTS!!! hehehehe.. nah.... winterguard practice tomorrow!!! i'm so excited!!!
^_^
-cathy
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» Sunday, December 16, 2001
err.... and as usual i feel like a idiot... blah blah... and i still need to go christmas shopping... crapola.... bah... tomorrow.. ohhh.. my christmas tree is purty... ^_^ it's all colorful... neatoes... like cheetos... ^_^ -cathy
ahh.... band party was okies.... kinda sucked... oh well... ^_^ not too many people came... wahh... sadness.... ^_^
i have about 3 tests tomorrow... crapola.... :P
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» Saturday, December 15, 2001
ahhh frick.. i'm grounded from the internet until i get good grades... err... straight As... fricckkkkkkk so see ya around! call me if you want... :D laterz...... -cathy
or just see me around schoo.... i'll be the one who's doing her homework before starts... woo woo...
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» Sunday, December 09, 2001
If I were a work of art, I would be Piet Mondrian's Composition A. I am rigidly organised and regimented, although my cold and unapproachable exterior hides a clever way of thinking and a rebellious and innovative nature. A lot of people don't understand me, but I can still affect them on an emotional level. Which work of art would you be? The Art Test
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errr... doing extra credit for english... :P wahhh.... why is mrs reno such a BIATCH?! :P
ah! i have a new and improved wishlist!!! christmas is coming!!! and i doubt that you'll get me these things, but it's worth a try. ^_~ wishlist yo! err.. i'm such a greedy person... i don't expect anything from anyone! i just wanted to make my wishlist known to the whole damn world... or atleast whoever is pathetic enough to look at my page... wah... i'm such a loser! go losers! and i'm a idiot! woo hoo! "hi my name is cathy... and i'm a dork/idiot/loser! want to be my friend?! :D!" grr to english! heyyyy.. this song rocks.... "passion" by koyote. woo woo!
blah blah blah... i'm a fucking idiot... lalalalala.... look at me i'm a idiot. :P me and my friend are going to make a rap band thing! hahaha.. we're going to "raise the roof" hahahahahaha.... show off our "mad skills" hahahahahahahah!. no hehe. we're going to be called "optical delusions".. hahaa! get it?! it's like optical illusions.. only.. not ^_^ hahaha.. that's gay... errr.. nah it's COOL. damnit! well... yeah... we're cool.. hahaha oh dear god, please help me pass english....
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1. drunken tiger cd!
2. jinusean cd!
3. lee jung hyun cd!
4. baek ji young cd!
5. kuririn stuffies!
6. hello kitty stuffies! (i saw this one cute cd player... :D)
7. MASHI MARO STUFFIES! nah... but he rocks! i want a plushie! *whines*
8. umm.... oh! a pink stuffed bunny!
9. the whole damn pac sun store! hahahaha.. yeah right.
*burns english papers!* mwahahahaha. d'oh! i needed those... ^_~
-cathy.
oh oh! "eternally" by utada hikaru! hahahaha.. errr.. i'm bored.. i was going to go to sleep.. but i couldn't... and now i'm awake... damnit!
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we're going to have nicknames!!! hahaha... oh gosh... :P
-cathy
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» Saturday, December 08, 2001
you don't have to say a word so sweet... ^_~ J rocks.
heyyy! hehe last night i was fortunate enough to be able to go "shopping" with some of my friends from guard! i felt cool because i never been out on a friday night in sooo long. ^_~ me is a dork who loves neopets! ^_^ but i couldn't resist the offer to go with them... hmm.. okies... and today was boring. ^_^ -cathy
just know
that whenever you need me
i'll be waiting here
for you...
haha.. my friend was talking about J.. and i was like "who the fuck is j?!"... haha.... turns out i had listened to her music for a really long time and that the songs on my computer are like super old.... like "uh jeh chuh rum" and "baby tonight" (oh yeah... really old)... haha.. i feel like an idiot. ^_~ but yeah chels.. i know who you are talking about ^_^
- cathy
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hmm.. we couldn't make up our minds on where to eat though...
CURRY HOUSE!!! haha.. nah.. we ended up eating at anna millers... or something. ^_^ it was okay
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» Friday, December 07, 2001
hmm... hey hey.. mrs reno can kiss my ass.... :P bitch! -cathy
ENGLISH SUCKS!!! :P!
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» Wednesday, December 05, 2001
i'm going to put my wishlist over here... but no one fucking gives a shit anyways... err... wishlist... yo that's it... now go and shop! ^_^ hahaha not like i expect anything... damnit... that's the sad part.... :P
sooo....... errr............. i feel sick. damn ... you know who's really irritating??? matthew kasaoka! haaaaaaa... what a dork.. i feel so sorry for him... cause he's still in "football mode"... hahaha.... damn.... he's really different from last year... he was so quiet and nice before! now... he's just irritating and retarded! haha, it's so entertaining to watch him act all cool and buff and to hear what "cool" things he says... haaaaahaaahaaa... sorry.. i'm so mean.. errr.. i feel like being mean... so i can forget about my own insecurities.... damn... i just remembered them... haaaaa.. j/j... err... i'm so bored.... i'm the real retarded one... if your friend says "i'm going to ask blah blah to winterball for you" and you say "no.. don't do it"... SHE'S GOING TO DO IT ANYWAYS. damn... keep your eyes on your friends at all times.... damnit. ooo.. damn.. i dwell on past expiriences too much.... errr! blah! fuck school!!!!
err.. i feel mean b/c someone told me something about someone, so i believed it. but then yeah.. maybe it's not true??? maybe it is. maybe i should've asked the person if it was true before i started being all like "whoa.. that's mean". hmm.. oh well. i'm not usually the the "gossiper"/"rumor spreader"... errr.. am i an asshole now?
hey hey hey! ^_~ hmmm...... errr....... yesterday sucked ass... anyways.... today sucked ass too... too much stress!!!! arghhh... i was so tired today... i was sleeping in all my classes... or atleast trying to... damn teachers..... err.. i feel sick too....... i hate worrying about stuff and thinking too much about crap.... crap sucks... crap can burn in helllllllllllll. *shakes fist* errrr... i feel all crappy right now. i need guard to make me happy! nah.. but i notice that whenever i'm at practice or with the guard i put all my troubles aside and it's like i don't have to worry about anything... same goes to my friends... but we don't do much together... but whenever i'm with you guys i feel happy! so i guess that's why everyone thinks i'm happy all the time... but then... my report card comes... and then i'm all like "oh shit! i should do my homework more often!". but i still love you guys! you guys make me enjoy life and stuff.... hehe. err... i need something to make me laugh... haha...... :D... err.. my friend just stopped talking to me... wah. so i guess i'll be going now.. bye bye!
1. drunken tiger cds!!!
2. that one jinusean cd!!!
3. kuririn stuffies!
4. hello kitty stuffies!
5. a pink stuffed bunny!
6. oh!! and a yoo seung jun cd!!! :D
-cathy
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ahhh.. my stomach hurts... my stomach hurts whenever i'm nervous or anxious.. or worrying too much... errr... fuck.... :P.
-cathy
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» Monday, December 03, 2001
BLAHhHH>.... school can kiss my ass... and mrs reno can burn in hell along with ENGLISH!!!! ENGLISH SUCKS ARSE!!! frick... bye
i just realized that guard has become a part of my pathetic and boring life........ go guard! we fucking KICK! ^_~... arse!
oh.. what happened today?? haha.. i wrote so much crap that i forgot the important stuff.. okay... hmmm oh! after school i went to noelle's house! hah.... her dog ming is soooo cute!!! ^_^ hmm.. that's about it....hmmm.. oh yeah.. someone broke into mrs fugman's room and stole her hard-drive and your cd player... hahaha... i mean.. awww.. so sad.... that's what she gets for being a bitch... ^_^ err... why am i so mean lately? err... and... umm....................... that's about it..... hehehe.. WINTERGUARD STUFFIES START NEXT WEEK.. i'm so frickin scared... ^_^ ahhh... my stomach hurts just thinking about it... wish me luckk...hehe... err...
uhh... hi hi... MONDAYS SUCK ARSE!!! but not really... this is the one day i don't have algebra II... and i don't have to listen to ryan's and matt's (his gay lover) gay ass retarded conversations. FRICKKK... oh wait.. i had them in chemistry today... ahhh, fuck that. can't i get away from them?! FRICK... so gay.. ooo... i shouldn't dwell on stuff...... hmmm..... soooo... what's up everyone??? no one is on aim to talk to me.. so if you want... IM me at happyrawsushi... ^_^ i won't block you.. unless you are some freak-ish person... ewww..... hmm... i'm also dwelling on the fact that MILILANI COLORGUARD fucking kicked moanalua's ass at the kam competition!!!! oh hellllllll yeahhhhh... but frick... the JUDGES ARE DUMBFUCKS................. ahhhh.. okay.. but we know who did better... ^_~ haaaaaaaa.. i'm sorry that i still think about that.. we should just all move on... after i cherry bomb the judge's gay arse MAILBOX!!!! mwahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha..... errr... anyways.... blah... so what is everyone doing since we don't have practice this week??? scary, yeah? :DDD... no practice... never thought i'd see the week where we didn't have practice... :D.... i miss marching band... and fuck all the FOOTBALL PLAYERS.... you're all just a bunch of skinny japanese boys! haha... sorry... that sounded kinda mean... i didn't mean to offend all the skinny japanese boys.... but the difference between you and them is that THE FOOTBALL PLAYERS THINK THEY'RE ALL BAD.... fuck that! ahhh.. sorry... i'm so mean.... errrr ............................. i'm very irritable at times... maybe it's because i'm bored?? ah... who gives a fuck... AHH.. i keep saying bad words.. i don't usually swear... well.. on the internet i do.. in real life no.. ahhh... this is making me look bad.. errr... ahhh..... i'm sorry!!! ahhhhhh!!! i'M BORED! ^_^ don't forget to sign my non-existant guestbooK!.. damn... i need one.. but i'm not worthy.. and i don't want to hear your comments on how bad my site sucks and how pathetic i am... ahhh! i write too much... wahh i need a DAMN LIFE... :P
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and i'm sooooooo fricking BORED without it!!!
i want to go to practice!!! :P... i never thought i'd say that... hahahaha....
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sorry people! i'm not usually mean! ^_^
-cathy
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ahh.. can't believe i used to like ryan... that dumbfuck football player/soccer freak..... ooo... i'm using bad words.... nah.. but he's irritating... thank god he didn't say yes when my friend malia asked him to winterball for me... without my permission! i didn't even want to goooooo... damnit.
-cathy...
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» Sunday, December 02, 2001
heyyyy... ummm.... :P BORED!!!!! :P :P okies then... uhhhh..... bye?! hmmm... nothing is happening today.. errrrrrrrr..... no one is on the internet! they all have lives! come back my friends!!! be pathetic like me! wahhhH!!! oh.. rebecca was on today... hmm.. i was showing her all my jang woo hyuk pictures.. hahahahahaa.. i'm NOT obsessed... ^_~ errrrrrrrrr...... so to the people i know........ what should i get for my secret santa person?! AHHH!!!!! i'm soooooo lost... errrr... i'll just get secret person something cute.. i guess.. hehehe... err.. does she like hamsters?! :DDD err! bored! bye!
uhh... hey yo... hehe... i'm so tired! :D today was a full on parade day... ahhh! eep! eep! so then. okay. tonight was the honolulu city lights parade. ^_^. very very very very very fun.. nah.. i exaggerate. ^_^ hehe... err.. what was i going to say... OH YEAH! hahaha... well, mililani was like.. one of the last bands.. i think... hmm.. i think we were number 50!!! so we had to wait a fricking long time. ahhh... crap. but it wasn't raining... but these little kids were all up close to me.. when i was twirling.. and i almost hit... *shakes fist with fury!*. nah.. haha.... hmm... well.. fun fun fun... cause we got to hang out until 9:15 when we were finished... yeahh..... ewww err.. okay.. i'm tired... i didn't go to zippys.. i didn't want to anyways... zippys sucks! nah.. ORANGE BANG IS BETTER THAN TANG!!! woo woo! :D okies! bye for now! ^_^
-cathy...
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we had the mililani christmas parade... which was okay... we kinda sucked though.. and it was raining.... i HATE raiN! except if i'm in a good mood and i'm having fun... err... but not when we're marching in the parade! hehe... my dumbass flag was all wet and heavy and was sticking to my legs and arms when i was twirling... frickkkk...
NEVER EVER GET THE "FRIED NOODLES (yakisoba)" that is "freshly made" by "shiggy"... ewww... it's sooooo gross!!! eep! so me and lauren went on a quest to see who would eat it... suprisingly, our rifle captain, karen, thought it tasted good.. so then... alas... our quest was over... and then jamal came and BLAH BLAH BLAH. okay!
okay! so then........ ummm... oh! some guardees went around to the different umm..... christmas scenes or whatever and took pictures!!! hahaha so funny! we were mimicking the stupid... stuffs... yeah..
-cathy...
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