MOONBEAMS
Soul of black and stormy mist By a touch of silver kissed. Darkness of the lonely night Eased by flickerings of faint starlight. No carefree mirth or love sublime, But even through the worst of times A sotfly shimmering silver dance Blessed love and eternal romance.
WAITING
Soulmate, lover, my best friend - We share secrets of the heart. Now I feel the world might end Because we're forced to be apart. I met his needs; I lit his life - His wish was my command. But despite the care of his loving wife, He needed a surgeon's hand. I always thought a love like ours Would protect him from all harm. But even with its awesome powers, It could not stop the storm. To sit and wait is agony - To know there's nothing I can do. At this moment, he doesn't need me - It's hard to accept that point of view. The body that I thought was mine alone to touch Is now under another's care. They own him now, or it seems as such, And I don't like to share. No longer mine; he's been taken away, And I am left outside. Nothing I can do but sit and pray, And wipe away the tears I've cried.
WHEN IT'S OVER
The time of our parting is here. How can I go on without you? My heart screams "Please don't go," But I know that you must. I would rather give you up now, Still loving you, Than have it all turn cold - The fire in our souls growing dim. Go now - And I will cherish the ache in my heart, Because it's all I have left Of what we were.
DARK UNICORNS
Born of purity and light - Silver glow against the night Reaching out in love to heal All of this makes a unicorn real. Unicorns' paths may lead through trials by fire, They bear loads of which they often tire. But after each and every trial, They're rewarded with their Master's smile. But what of those who fail each test - Who never seem to find the rest That comes from leaving self behind And letting love control their minds? Hateful, angry, selfish souls Losing sight of their true roles - With twisted, darkened horns as knives They slash at others in their lives. And though their hearts may burn in shame, They cannot stop their lethal game. What hope is there for such as these One wonders while upon her knees...
DREAM LOVERS
You want her, you need her, you whisper her name. You've had other lovers, but it's just not the same. Your two souls are entwined in a bittersweet dance Of other obligations, commitments, and yet a hope of romance. You know that you'll love her for the rest of your life; Even if you should make another your wife. Your hands long to touch her - your mouth yearns for her kiss - There's so much about her that you desparately miss. The desire lives on in your heart day after day. No one else can take it completely away. Through endless days that seem more like years, Your heart is filled with hidden tears. But in the dark of night, when dreams are born, You discover the magic of the unicorn. As your body sleeps, unaware of its fate, Your spirit leaves, to be joined to its mate. Your two souls become one in a bed of starlight - In ecstasy and bliss - everything feels so right. This is how it was always meant to be - Together forever - you and she. Making sweet love as your souls deeper enmesh, Without the cumbersome hindrance of flesh. You know you've never been more satisfied Than after passion spent with your ethereal bride. There's dancing and laughter, and quiet content, Just to be at home with the one for whom you were meant. But the night is short lived and your joy turns to sorrow - For you know well what happens on the edge of the morrow. Back in separate bodies, both your souls weep - Your arms reach out for her as you softly moan in your sleep. You awaken with no memory of the night before, Except maybe you love her just a little more. Try not to be sad - try not to feel pain - For maybe tonight you'll be with her again. All the rest of your life, you have something to treasure - Someone who cares for you with love beyond measure. Though you can't caress her face, or stroke her hair, She's with you always, though you may be unaware. Physical pleasures may be denied, or may just have to wait, But she's now and forever your phantom soulmate.
FEY LOVE
You've fallen in love with a unicorn Alas, not an easy life For with every rose comes a stinging thorn If you make such a creature your wife. Her love for you glimmers, her silver soul shimmers, Nothing could possibly be wrong But then you see tears, she has doubts and fears Gone is her melodic song. Bewildered, you begin to ponder the reasons For her veil of darkest sorrow Cold lonely winter - the bitterest of seasons Looking for spring to arrive on the morrow. You must be aware - she requires special care To nurture her sterling soul Unicorns thrive on the dance of pretty words and romance Without it they can never be whole. Being taken for granted is a unicorn's bane It will turn her heart to stone She needs to be shown again and again That your heart beats for her alone. You may feel resentment and pain, but there is something to gain If you can make it through the trial If you are faithful and true, you will be one of the few To be blessed with a unicorn's smile.
FIGHTING AGAINST THE ODDS
They surround us with their gleaming blades of steel - Slashing and wounding from all sides; Even from within our very souls. The attacks are merciless - Bent on our destruction. They outnumber us. It's hopeless to fight - Their victory seems inevitable. Yet we do fight Against the odds; Clinging to the hope that the strength and depth of our love Will keep us from being overcome.
A POEM FOR MY MASTER
When I am crushed by pain and strife, His arms around me restore my life. A soothing whisper in my ear, "My precious child, I am always here". With nail scarred hands, he strokes my brow - Oh how I need my Jesus now. Dark storms are raging within my soul - I need his touch to make me whole. His voice, that once stilled wind and rain, Will give me calm and surcease from pain. I feel his love engulfing me, Setting my anguished spirit free. Though battered and bruised, I will survive - Saved from despair, I am alive. As I rise up from my knees, I take with me his gift of peace. I'll continue my life in this cold, cruel place, With my eyes fixed adoringly on his gentle face.
THE SHADOW KNIGHT
He's shrouded in shadows of misty grey, He tries to avoid the light of day. In the body of a vampyr his spirit now dwells - Yet he's an elfin being, the story tells. He lives now as a mortal - at what great cost. Tho there's grief in his soul for what he has lost. Nobody knows from where he came. There are but a few who know his real name. He stands for chivalry, and for what is right - He's known to some as the Shadow Knight. With eyes of brown that are flecked with gold, And soft curls on his head, he's fair to behold. He's adept with a blade, agile and strong, With wisdom to right almost any wrong. Yet he's also quite charming, with a heart full of fun, And many a fair maiden's heart has he won. But he's always noble, and does what is right. He's the one they call the Shadow Knight.
LONELINESS
Come back to me soon, my darling. The night is too cold; My arms too empty without you. I miss your eyes, Your smile, The warmth of your body, And the glow of your presence. I love you - Please hurry home To fill the void in my soul.
NIGHT TERRORS
Sleepless nights Blood and fire Demons dancing in my head - Taunting me and calling my name. Tears and frustrations Pain and sorrow Longing to escape Into the world of dreams. Torturous loneliness Fear and futility At last the morning comes - And the sweet relief of sleep.
NIGHT MAGIC
Mortal woman by day, But the night is mine. Under cover of darkness I become a carefree nymph. Pain and sorrow are left behind As I dance with wolves under the stars, My hair flowing in the wind. The grass is a cushion of velvet under my bare feet; My silver laughter fills the air. I leap and whirl until the dawn, Then collapse in a bed of clover. My phantom world fades as the daylight arrives And I return to my mundane existence Until the darkness comes again.
REBIRTH
Her silver eyes sparkle with life, Although they once knew pain and strife. Her frolicking soul has been reborn - She is once again the unicorn. Once again she shimmers with gentle starlight - Once again her joy burns bright. Her silver hooves fly in a joyous dance Of undying love and eternal romance.
REGRETS
What have I done to you, my love? I feel an ache and a tiredness in your soul That wasn't there before. Have I broken your carefree spirit? I've heaped problems and responsibilities on you That you shouldn't have had to bear. I fear that the venom of my dark self has poisoned you. My dripping fangs have pierced your heart many times - Often when you were already down. I truly never meant to hurt you. I never meant to cloud the sparkle in your eyes. Let me make it up to you. Sleep in my arms, and let my hands and lips remove your pain. Let me be, once more, the beautiful maiden Who loves and desires you above all else. Be my child, with no worries, No cares to weigh you down. Smile for me, from deep within your heart So I can know that I still bring you joy.
SHE WOLF'S REVENGE
My fangs are bared - There's a growl deep in my throat. I crouch in the shadows Waiting to pounce. He invaded my den And snatched my cubs. I hear their howls; I feel their pain. I ache for the warmth Of their furry little bodies. He violated the unwritten laws. For that he must die - His flesh ripped asunder By the fury of my jaws. I'll stalk him in silence Until the time is right, And I can reclaim What is my own.
A MOTHER'S SORROW
I see their little faces In my mind's eye every day. My heart is filled with traces Of the things they do and say. Such a sweet, sweet sorrow That thinking of them brings; Hoping desperately that tomorrow Will bring comfort on its wings. But can this pain be washed away? This ache that we all feel - The knife that cuts us every day May cause wounds too deep to heal. Burned in my memory forevermore Is the day I went away - When I closed my eyes and walked out the door While they were begging me to stay. But I couldn't stay, and it didn't seem right To force them to go along - It seemed they'd be better able to survive the night Together, in their own home - was I wrong? I have caused them untold grief - Violated their sacred trust. Their world crashed down with no relief - Leaving the bitter taste of dust. I just want them to understand That I did what I thought was best. It was for their needs as well as my own I had planned - I only wanted some sweet rest. But my heart is aching to be their mother again, To fill the void in my soul. This is a game that I don't think I'll win - I may never be whole.
STELLAR BLISS
Once I was a dying star - Floating aimlessly through this dark void called life. Unfulfilled dreams and ambitions Gradually faded away. Leaving me with only an ache deep in my soul - Longing for I knew not what. Then my path crossed that of another star Who had pain and tears in his heart. The two stars collided And we became one. A flicker of joy started deep within us. Though still surrounded by the dark storms of sorrow, Our light began to shine brighter. Now we soar at the top of the heavens - With a light dazzling to behold. Warm and content with the knowledge that we're Together... Forever.
THE UNICORN'S TEARS
Alone she sits in her human form - The pain in her heart is a raging storm. Her head, once held high, is now bowed with grief, And sorrow so deep that there is no relief. Once she was filled with joy and fierce pride - The essence of silver magic inside. She frolicked and danced on a stardust trail - On the wind itself she used to sail. She was unicorn and queen - oh, what a life - But most blessed of all, she was her true love's wife. He loved her more than his own breath, And for her he would have faced any death. It was for him alone that she sang her song - Never imagining what would go wrong. The joy in their lives tragically came to an end The day he made a dark dragon his friend. He looked into the dragon's eyes - A spell was cast - he was hypnotized. The dragon reached inside him; his soul to claim - So much was destroyed by her lethal game. He forsook his unicorn queen for the dragon's kiss - Bound to the dark soul, he could not resist. He gave the dragon the crown, and the crystal throne, And his body, which should have been the unicorn's alone. He gave also his love, though against his will - For part of him wanted the unicorn still. But the enchantment was too strong for him to break - He knew the dragon he could not forsake. The betrayal and loss so grieved the unicorn That the shock of it shattered her fragile horn. No longer unicorn, queen, or her true love's wife, In despair, she would have ended her life. But pixies appeared by her side, to help her cope - A white rose she was given as a symbol of hope. She was told by the pixies as they gave her the flower Never to underestimate love's awesome power. Bound though he was, and held in a trance; As long as they lived, there was always the chance That his love for her might somehow inspire The means to overcome the dragon's fire. For though their love would be sorely tried - Surely it could never be denied. This shred of hope tucked away in her heart; She sat down to wait, though it tore her apart. So many wounds were inflicted that would never heal; So much that was hers the dragon did steal. She was overcome by sorrow and pain - Silver tears flowed from her eyes, like rain. She is still weeping as she waits for the day When the dragon's spell will crumble away; And she alone will bask in her love's embrace, Stroking his hair, his hands and his face. Her tears sparkle like diamonds in a glittering stream - Bits of lost magic cause each drop to gleam. For with each tear that she sheds, she loses a part Of her very being, deep in her heart. Such waste - the pixies could not bear the thought - So they made crystal vessels, and the precious tears were caught. For even without her shimmering horn, In her soul she still bears the name "Unicorn". The last of her kind - she must survive; Her ethereal spirit must be kept alive To be restored to her when her love and her life Comes back to reclaim her as his wife. But for all their care, some bitter drops were missed - And on each spot that her heartrending tears kissed, The ground brought forth blossoms arcane - Great beauty born of the unicorn's pain. Amaranth flowers that would never fade - From her spilled essence they were made. Delicate features emanating from one source: The multiple facets of her own life force. Gossamer petals of purest white Represent beauty, hope, and love's shining light. The sturdy stems, with thorns of great length Come from the unicorn's courage and strength. At the heart of each flower is a silver tear - The embodiment of all her pain and fear. Flowing black tendrils symbolize the hate She feels for the dragon who took her mate. Her spirit drains as the sterling tears flow, But the flowers will always continue to grow - The incarnation of her soul's bittersweet dance; And the blessed hope of love and romance.
HELP ME
What good does it do to be alive? Hurting the ones we love, and being hurt ourselves. Is it really worth it? I don't think so. How can it be? Lashing out in fear and pain - Anger at we know not what. Blaming the innocent - Hanging the guiltless. Incredible, agonizing loneliness. Children suffering - The mind control of the beast Against its helpless victims. How can you say I make you happy? The slice of the knife, and the gush of blood - I don't want it to be like this. Help me, please.
FOR BRIGHTSHADE
You used to call me your angel - But that was only a wishful thought. My heart is bitter and selfish - Pure and angelic I'm not. My love for you is true and fierce - Of that please have no doubt. It's also very possessive - Enclosing you with no way out. I'm flattered by the way you perceive me - I wish I was really so. I treasure your love and your gentle words More than you'll ever know. If you can love me the way I am Then, darling, please hurry home. Surrender yourself to my emmbrace - Never again to roam.
EXPECTATIONS I can't describe what I'm feeling right now - The joy of a new life, The thrill of knowing that there's a part of you Being nurtured and cherished inside me. A child made from a love so special and so unique - Created in a moment of tenderest passion. A real and tangible little person Formed from the hidden depths of our souls - Sealing the bond between us for all eternity. I'm overwhelmed with love for you.
