welcome to my journal! These entries are for my personal expressions. Even though they are open to be viewed by everyone, some of the things I write might offend some people. They are my own feelings, opinions, and beliefs...If you don't like them, don't read them. Thank You!

Monday, February 23rd 2004: 9:10 PM
Music: "Hard Times" - Ludacris
Mood: Depressed?
Okay so yesterday was aiight then we get to today and it appears like it would by your typical Monday...Boring. Before I start with today let me rewind to last night. I was talking to my friend, Katie Shore, last night and her and her boyfriend were having an argument AGAIN! They fight all the time and I just do not see how she stays with him because she is an amazing girl and could do so much better. Well she showed me the prom dress she was going to buy last night and I asked her if she would like to come to my prom with me. She really wants to but she is afraid that her boyfriend will get pissed at her..which he gets pissed at her for no reason so I don't know. They were arguing pretty bad last night and she got off the internet and I didn't know how she was doing and I thought about her all night and how I hoped she was ok. Anyways back to today....School was ok...boring but okay...Then I went to the Y and shot some ball..when I got back home my thoughts turned immediately to how Katie was doing and she got online a little bit ago. She is doing better today...she told me she didn't ask her boyrfriend about going to the prom with me cause he was saying stuff to her about how she'd be the death of him and that all she does is causes misery. What the fuck is that bullshit? That guy is a real idiot...Katie is a great girl and does not deserve that shit..I try to tell her but I just dont think she hears me...She could do a whole hell of a lot better...As far as her going to the prom with me...I'm not gonna be hurt if she cant go...But the fact that she continues to stay with an immature and abusive guy that does nothing but causes her pain...its getting rediculous and It has gotten me kind of depressed. I don't know if depressed is the right word...maybe sad? I know I feel bad for her...Oh well it seems there is nothing I can do....But I'm sure yall are getting tired of reading about that crap (if any of yall are actually reading this)...so let me move on...Wednesday Fox 8 is coming to the school and Mr. Cox wants me to be there at 6:45 in the morning!!! 6:45...thats what time I usually wake up...its going to be a long day. Well...I really aint got much else to say except pray for Katie...I want yall to pray that she will have the strength to realize the pain her boyfriend is causing her..and give her the strength to actually do something about it...Thanks everyone..Peace!

Sunday, February 22nd 2004: 6:55 PM
Music: "Chingy Jackpot" - Chingy
Mood: Bored
Yeah its been almost a week since I wrote an entry. I had a good week I guess...School was boring as usual. Friday night I went and chilled over at Kiser's house for a while and then we went Midnight Bowling with a shit load of other people. That was my first time midnight bowling, it was real fun. Maria Tergliafera was there with us...she is pretty hot ;-) Yesterday I mainly just chilled although I did go out and put in an application at King Kitchen...Yeah I figured it was about time to find a job so I can make that money and get me well-needed things such as a cell phone haha...Today has just been the typical Sunday..My grandma cooked and family came and ate. Well nothing really exciting to talk about so Im gonna wrap it up. Peace!

Monday, February 16th 2004: 8:30 PM
Music: None
Mood: Bored
This weekend has been pretty decent I guess. It was boring at times though because I didn't do anything all weekend. More snow came the other day and caused us to miss another day of school. Yeah it is becoming a routine and it seems like graduation just keeps getting farther away haha. The good about school is I have a rediculously easy schedule: Latin 2, Individual Sports, Art 4-3d and Art 4-2d. It is great! So school is going good and overall I have have been pretty good lately. Me and Brittany are friends again which is cool. I don't really know whoh I like these days..it's all just too confusing. So oh well haha. I'm still doing the Atkins diet thing and it is workin for me. I have already dropped like 30 pounds in the 2 months I've been on it so I guess that is really good and I get compliments from everyone about how they can tell I'm losing. That's really about all thats going on so I rekon I'll end this entry. Holla!