Sometimes you think you’ve got it all figured out. Now I know that you don’t always have all the answers. Yes sometimes we think we have the right answers but do we really? Think about it, life is just a playground full of emotions, most of the ones we don’t want to feel and some we want to forget. I have learnt more in the past few days about trust and betrayal than I have about anything else in my life. For some reason, I know better than to trust everyone that comes along. Yes, I know that’s a very naïve thing to say. I built this really big wall that prevented everyone from getting to me or hurting me in anyway, well I broke the wall slowly and before I had a chance to say hello, I got hurt once again. Well some say well that’s life, get used to it, well sorry I don’t think so. Sometimes trust isn’t always what it seems, I’m starting to build back my wall, and I’m not sure I’m going to be breaking it anytime soon. I mean you get people to convince you to stop being cold, be nice, smile, be friendly, but you know what, Life is cruel. After stupidly letting down your guard, they turn right around and stab you in the heart, trust me it's worse than getting stabbed in the back. And you sit and wonder what the h…happened here, I thought we were supposed to be warming up here not creating reasons to get snow in. You know the first time hurts pretty bad, but so do the second, the third, and everything after. Personally I think going past three means you need some kind of surgery performed on you. I am not sure about being able to trust anyone ever again, because deep down we are all like those animals out there. We just want to get what we want when we still have the chance and get out. It makes no sense. Sincerely I am getting tired of the B.S. Why do people have to hide under some kind of white gown when deep down they've got a mix of colors, I don’t get it and sincerely I am getting tired of it. I can’t trust anyone and yeah I agree people with secrets are usually the most interesting people.