~*Thoughts from Dave*~
12/06/01
Yeah today is the first day im making this page. I got the idea from David C and from my AA page. Im so worried abt skewl lately... i wonder wuts wrong with me. I dont kno why ever since college started i havent been able to concentrate. I feel like i am so lazy that i dont care wut happens... i hate this feeling. I wonder if i go on probation if it will wake me up. IN the past when something bad happens to me it usually wakes me up... hopefully this term will teach me to study no matter if im on probation or not. On other thoughts... Half Life multiplayer rules!! so much more fun then cs now. CS has been so stupid lately getting me all stressed out. Anyways i hope i can eventually enjoy cs again. If not then i guess ill just stop playing cs... yeah thats right u heard me. Anyways im tired so im goin to bed. nitenite.
12/07/01
Well today was such a waste of time. I was suppose to go to the library to get some work done and then i find out that i cant use the articles that i needed because i left my stony ID at my dorm. So now i wasnt able to complete the stoopid f*cking assignment and now i am going to have my grade lowered by half a grade. GRRRRRRRRR. I cant afford this crap. I just kno im goin to be on probation... but then maybe that will finally wake me up and make me realize that i have to start working or im goin to have to drop out of stony and go somewhere else for college. That would dissapoint my family greatly. So i guess next term im goin to have to get working. Actaully these last two weeks im going to have to get working. I think if i do wel these last two weeks i mite be able to save myself. Good news i got today was thati can pass Chinese and since i PNCed it its all good!! no bad gpa gets averaged in. Whoooooohooo. I finally got the xmas songs from the Amy Grant cd. Its sooo nice. She has to have the best xmas album out there right now. I recommend the cd to everyone. Me and David Chang put a lot of gaming in today. haha like 2 hrs of Half Life in and 2 hrs of Starcraft in. I still suck much at starcraft but today in Halflife i was 120-20 whoooohooo. i started out 78-4 too!!! kekeke this game is mad fun i tell u and its so less stressful then that other stupid ass game. I HATE COUNTER-STRIKE!!! but why do i keep playing it? o wellz. David Chang changed his wallpaper on his site for his NewUD page. go check it out its that x wing thing a majiggy. haha anyways i wrote a lot so im going to go now. nite nite ppl.
12/09/01
Right now im on David Parks computer... i think after a few days i mite try to build a site using flash so if that happens u can say goodbye to this crappy newbie page =). Blah i went xmas shopping today and didnt find the stuff i wanted to get until 745!! grrr but i brought myself a new J Crew sweater. It was on sale =). o wellz, i really have to fix my sleeping hours. ive been going to bed so late and waking up even later. sheesh. Anyways, only 16 more days til xmas and 15 for eve which is when my family celebrates this wonderful holiday. Hope all is well. nitenite
12/14/01
Gosh this is not goin to be a fun next couple of days... O my gosh. I have to write a 5 page paper by 5pm today and its 445 AM right now. Im goin to wake up around 12 and finish the paper. boo =(. o wellZ. I also have to write a 7 page paper for Monday which is 40% of my final grade. Then i have a anthro final on tuesday and then a syke final on thursday. WONDERFUL!! keke well at least it will soon be over and i get see some ppl at home which im really looking foward to =). But still have to go thru this week first. Hopefully i will get thru it a-ok. if not i mite not be so happy for a day. But i found out i passed Chinese which made me sooooo happy =). o wellZ im a bum ill talk to you guys later. BubaiZ
12/17/01
Hiyo ppl, yay i just finished my final paper. Gosh that was annoying. I had to write a stupid thesis on a stupid book, incorporate a stupid article. grrrr. I got Oni for my computer! that game is mad fun! too bad i suck at it =P. But im doing better in cs now =) i get like 1.5-2 ratios. yay. Stony played Bing and beat them pretty bad in cs hahah =). go USB. if its anything we take pride in its our cs playing =). yay xmas is coming~! that should be fun i get to go home. see ppl in the city, it will be fun =). Aiya its late and im pooped from that dumb essay. im gone. *poof* nitenite
12/20/01
Here it is 8 hrs away from my final final and im updating my blog. I must be mad dumb. This test covers 120 pages!!! gaaaah and its not even cumalitive(how do u spell that word). O well, at least Vacation will be here soon but vacation wont be as fun prolly this year as it was last year. Stupid Stony is being mad mean to me too they wont give me my f*cking room transfer!!! motherZ.... i hate this skewl. AND THEN they decide its the last couple of days so lets deactivate davids fone!!!! grrrrZ y is my skewl so dumb and mean. O well i havent registered for my classes yet either... im so skrewed. Speaking of skrewed my final final is coming so i should leave soon. Wut else is on my mind? Im almost done with my Xmas shopping... i still have to go buy some more stuff but i guess ill do that in the city. My brother finally got AIM that stupid bastard... o shnap he can see this... wassup bro. I can bother him at work now too! maybe i can get him fired. Ive gotten addicted to spades again too. Me and Mike have been playing on Yahoo and we have built up pretty high recs and high streaks but its not anything compared to my MSN record... yet. Anyways i SHOULD go back to reading my stupid syke textbook so i shall be going back to studying. BubaiZ
12/27/01
Happy Bday Katy! Well Xmas has come and gone and it was pretty good i got some decent amt of money but unfortunatley i cant buy a ps2 with it cuz my parents want me to save. O well i guess they are right. Sherry says that i shouldnt get it anyways cuz i dont need the distractions =P. Seems like im the only one who wants me to get it hahaha =). O well i guess ill just save and eventually get it. Anyways i hope u all had a good holiday and we are coming upon a new year! yay! keke. Have fun guys. See you soon
12/31/01
Last day of 2001... What a year... i started with a gpa around a 3 back in 1/2001 and now that its almost 2/2002 my GPA is now around a 2 =*(. Gosh... I WILL WORK HARDER NEXT YEAR! 9/11/01 one of the worst days in American History. I was one of the lucky few who didnt kno anyone who perished in that accident. My prayers and sympathies to those who did. In the end it will all work out, Bin Ladin is a marked man and he will be found. 2001 was the year the Yankees world series streak ended, alas all good things must come to an end. 2002 they will just start all over again. I played Ghost Recon today, it is soooooooo much better then Rainbow Six oh my gosh. I dont care if they are made by the same ppl i like GR so much better then that crappy R6! I also saw pics of Alien vs Predator 2 i sooo need that game too!!! gaaaaah games better then cs!! finally! AnywayZ, I wish everyone a very happy, prosperous and safe New Year. See you in 2002!
1/24/02
YAY!!!!!! IM IN MY NEW ROOM WHOOHOOOOO!!!! this room is so much better then last year. i finally got a roomate that i like and that i can talk to. And of course my suitemates are friends from Bronx Science. And my schedule so far is pretty awesome except that one 3 hr class from 7-10. Hello to Sherry who just got back from Taiwan! Happy Early Bdays to Trev and Bobby. Hope all is well with u guys. The big 2-0, guess wut? thats half way to 40. I got my cell fone and i already cracked the cell's case. I got to see Emily Lee for the first time in a while and we went shopping. It was so nice to see her again, shes such a good hearted person, I really enjoyed her company. I also got to go Ice Skating with Lelei Flo and Igz. That was a bunch of fun too except when the skates cut into my ankle that kinda hurt. And then i fell trying to do a power slide. o yeah!!!!! i got my Dreamcast!! so did igz! whoooo!! free games!! Now i need to get me a ps2 and ill be happy =). What is wrong with my professor... i found out hes assigning TEN papers. 10!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WAT THE HECK IS WRONG WITH THESE PPL. 10 PAPERS IN 15 WEEKS!! GRRRR. o well that was abt the only bad news that i got. This is all for now, Hope all is well with everyone. BubaiZ.
2/11/02
6 more days til the 2-0 dont kno what to think. Its kinda scary not being able to be called a kid anymore... as corny as it sounds i dont want to grow up... and as my friends know i hardly act like an adult i have the maturity of a 2 year old =). 3 days til V-Day =) I finished V-day shopping on the 10th and i brought my bday gift from my brother and dad early. I got me the new Nike Quest Hockey Ice Skates... they are without a doubt to drool for haha. Man running around the mall today lookin for gifts was tiresome. My roomate was telling me that V-Day was made by Hallmark just to get our money... I thought that was Mothers Day but i guess it makes sense. But regardless of whether im single or not I enjoy Vday... If u arent u have time to spend with a signifigant other and if ur single u can think of the person who has caught ur heart. AND of course whether or not if ur single u ALWAYS think of ur friends cuz friends are such a big part of ur life. I love my friends dearly... yes even my guy friends... Why cant u love your guy friends just like u can love ur female friends? I mean its not signifigant other love... its friend love =). Yeah so i feel like im rambling now. Onwards to skewl... Skewl is not too bad my morning class on Tues and THus is ridiculously boring and dumb... not a good combo. Room114 is such a vast improvement on my previous dorms... omg there is no comparison. Man it feels weird not having Mike Jiang here in Stony... I really enjoyed going to skewl with him again. I miss the Bronx Science Days... I hate Stony... I hate the ppl here too(excluding my friends here, who are 99% from Science)... everyone here is mean. Well on the plus side of things... I havent cs'ed much at all. I think im finally over that game. Thank goodness... hopefully my grades will show it =) Man Ive been in such a good mood these past two days after being kinda down last week... it just goes to show u life is one big rollar coaster... i just hope im not coming up on a downfall... Life right now is pretty good yet room for improvement. Like everyone else, im just hoping my wishes come true. Thats enuf for today. nitenite
2/17/02
Ugh i turned 20 today...
2/18/02
David Chang insisted the other update wasnt an update o_O so i added another update. Happy Bday Sherrell =). Alcohol is bad for you! too many ppl got drunk at my party(not me) =).
2/25/02
Talking to someone today made me realize that maybe my views on life is strewed. He says i care too much abt what ppl think abt me... this is too true. According to him i should just live my life cuz no matter what u do someone isnt going to like it. Makes sense to me. I also need more confidence in myself and just not give a damn whether a person is goin to dislike me for what i do or say. I mean im not goin to act like a dick or anything im just goin to live my life the way i should live it. No more worrying or anything. Life is too short to go abt it worrying all day and night whether or not he/she is goin to like u or dislike u. Just be urself. Anyways me and calvin have been having a ball teasing Tina on AIM lol. She knos its all in fun tho =) poor girl gets so much abuse from us. haha but she knos its in love, right Tina? hehe. Anyways have a good one.
2/27/02
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3/09/02
damn it... gambling is bad for you!! i just came back from gambling and im so lucky i didnt lose that much. I was in the hole for 30 dollars and we were playing til 11pm and it was already 1030!!! but then thank goodness i was able to win 20 dollars back fast before i owed them too much money. *sigh* i was sure i was goin to win some money before goin there. I was so syked to win some money. Oh well =( someone has to lose. Just wish it wasnt me. Im not goin to gamble anymore until i can get a job and afford to lose money in case i do. =( oh well 10 is better then 30 i should be somewhat happy. nitenite
3/14/02
Been playing too many games lately =P. I have to start goin to class again. So far ive been doin pretty decent in skewl this term and i want to keep it up. For once ive been studying. I just gotta start goin to class again and everything should work out fine. Im just worried abt my morning class... i may have to PNC that class cuz i missed so much of it and there are only 2 classes. Either that or i may have to withdraw from the class. Too much starcraft lately. I want to get good at it but ive come to the conclusion that perhaps i should also study too lol. Everyone seems so stressed lately. Talked to a friend in Bing and shes goin out of her head, and 2 of my friends in Cornell have been under a bunch of stress too. I wish all 3 of them the best and dont worry u guys are smart things will work out for yoou guys. Everyone please send me a pic of u so i can add u to my site of pics... too little pics up there =P. That lady who killed her 5 children got the death penalty... Ive always been against the death penalty. Even in such a heinous crime as this... I dont think its our right to decide who lives and dies. Even tho this women committed one of the worst acts ive ever heard of... I really dont think we have the right to judge who lives and dies. I believe that is only a judgement that God can pass down on us. Ive added a new page on my website, go check it out. Its just a section abt me =) i didnt add a section on myself here and i saw other ppl have a section abt themselves on their sites, so i was like what the heck i should make one too. Anyways go check it out. Time to write my paper. ttylZ =)
3/20/02
*sigh* skewl has not been good this week i overslept 2 days worth of class and i have a killer test on thursday which is worth 45% of my final grade and if i do bad i may have to withdraw from the class so my gpa stays hopefully over a 3.5 this semester. I hope I hope... i can pull this term off with a really good gpa. Cant wait for spring break =) get to see everyone over the break that i havent seen in a while. Sherry, Sherrell, Tina, Mike, Albert =) but Calvin and Kay wont be down =(. Been playin too many games lately... sigh... gotta straighten myself out. I want to go see Resident Evil... hopefully i will find ppl over break who will want to go see it =P. Anyways, thats it for today ttylZ.
4/01/02
Happy bday Dave Chang =) Hope ur 20th bday brings u lots of fun and enjoyment =P. Uve been a great friend and an even greater suitemate. Ive enjoyed my time living here.
Got to see ppl last week =). Was fun. Got to see Ice Age with Sherry, Tina, Tinas lil sis and Mike. We also got to chill in Sherrys house and watch Heart in Atlantis. Was fun fun fun =). Anyways, im tired... this is all for today. nitenite =)
4/21/02
*sigh* had a rough day... broke down mentally after a small incident with a friend... came to realize that im too immature. Made me think a lot abt the person i am and if this is the person i want to be. Made me think a lot abt that helpful criticism that person gave me over spring break. Made me worry a lot abt the person i am and i kno there is always room for improvement. I need to improve on my behavior, gotta stop joking around a lot. Sigh. I dont want to be alone... i dont want to lose friends, and i want to make friends and i want to reaquire the one lost friendship from HighSchool that i so regret. I hope in time that friendship will come back. I would especially like to thank Sherry, David and Jackie for helpin me today. Thank u for ur kind words and everything. Today was the first time i cried in the longest... it made me feel better and it also made me feel worse. Im not one to cry easily but after today i just broke down, i dont really see crying as a weakness but i still usually like to keep it in. I want things to go right in my life... i want my goals to be accomplished. I wil not give up... even if the goal is far from me now i want to accomplish it and hopefully in the next couple of years they will be accomplished. anyways, i hope i feel better in the morning... gnite.
5/15/02
Been a while since i updated this page. sorry, been busy and also have 2 other blogrings. Even tho this one is the most important out of them since this is my site. Lessee whats been up lately? Ah, second year of college has come to an end, sophmore year was much better then freshmen year. Hipefully Junior year will be even better. Sigh, I have to take so many math classes next semester. Yeah, i finally declared my major, its going to be AMS. Found out i have to take calc3 in order to complete the AMS major. Sux much. I also have to take a CSE class so i guess ill take CSE 110. Congratulations are also in order. First one goes to Kay Yeung. She is graduating in only her second year of college!!! amazing stuff. Congrats to u Kay, and u found a job too which means u can buy me xpensive gifts =D. Also Congrats to Sherry for her getting that business internship in the city. hehe I told u, u would get it. No worries. Lastly, congrats to Mike for crossing his business frat. Finals
Finals havent been so bad this term. Took me the entire 2 and half hours to finish both my AMS finals but i did well on them i think which is the important thing, right? Took an IQ test. My IQ didnt lower as i thought it would =P. Its still around a 120. Wish i could have Trevs IQ tho. He scored a frickin 150... thats mensa level. Ah well, anyways see u in the summer guys. Gluck on Finals.
7/05/02
Wow, its been a long time updating this site, sorry =P. I had been busy with my xanga site and stuff that i totally forgot abt this site. Well things have been much different but things now are fine. 2 months til my junior year at stony brook. Time sure has flown by. Ive started to like stony brook this past year, it hasnt been as bad as i thought it was goin to be after 1st year when i totally hated the school. 3rd year hopefully will be a blast =). I found this really cute story, here it is:
A little girl walked to and from school daily. Though the weather that morning was questionable and clouds were forming, she made her daily trek to the elementary school. As the aternoon progressed, the winds whipped up, along with thunder and lightening. The mother of the little girl felt concerned that her daughter would be frightened as she walked home from school and she herself feared that the electrical storm might harm her child. Following the roar of thunder, lighting, like a flaming sword, would cut through the sky. Full of concern, the mother quickly got into her car and drove along the route to her child's school. As she did so, she saw her little girl walking along, but at each flash of lighting, the child would stop, look up and smile. Another and another were to follow quickly and with each the little girl would look at the streak of light and smile. When the mother's car drew up beside the child she lowered the window and called to her, "What are you doing? Why do you keep stopping?" The child answered, "I am tryin to look pretty. God keeps taking my picture."
Adoralbe!! hehe well thats my post for today. C yas =).
7/14/02
This entry is dedicated to my good friend David Chang. Dave, tho we didnt talk much in HS we got to kno each other more in college and ur friendship has become one that i have been able to count on and one that i have appreciated greatly. I kno that right now u are going throught a very tough time in ur life and i just wanted u to kno that Im sorry and that if there is ANYTHING i can do just ask me. You are a loyal, funny and a great friend. There is no need to appologize and i just wish u the best and i kno will see you soon Dave. Tho I kno that times will be a bit harder, u have been one to persevere and one that will conquer this obstacle with flying colors. I will never lose my faith in you and there is no need for me to forgive u for you have done nothing wrong. I will always believe in you dave. Dont worry, I am here for you. Us Daves have to stick together =). See you soon Dave.
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