Tokyo Nights

I made this homepage to tell people how I think. I hate that Geocities put their crummy semi transparent logo all over the place. Try to ignore it.

The biggest of my hobbies is girls. I have caught some, but I feel like I`m fishing, if its one I`m dissatisfied with, I throw it back. I`m looking for that tall, beautiful girl, nice shaped body, well balanced proportions, and has a brain that is interesting enough to keep me interested but not so much as to overpower me.

So, basically I am interested in the opposite sex. And right now, and for most of my life, they have been on my mind. I want to bone all the cute ones

I have been told my mind is in the gutter. This one girl at work claimed I was looking at her alot, and complained to management about possible sexual harrasment. Man, that was a all BS! On top of being embarrasing BS. I would love to slam that girl`s head through a wall, rather than bang her against one

On the other hand, no girl has complained to me directly. If I notice a girl doesn`t want me to "be around" I can take a hint. I don`t like any girl that much.

I like girls about 4-5 years younger than me, meaning, in their early 20`s. I have a good job, make almost 50K. I could take them anywhere they want, buy them nice stuff, but they usually don`t go for that, and that doesn`t bother me.

Of course if she wanted or needed money, so we could have fun, depending on how interested I was , I could accomodate. But I do not want a prostitute, period. I want to think I`m better than that. But all guys have a common denominator. I`m just saying, I don`t mind forking over the funds to go out to nice places, buy nice stuff, enjoy life, live a little.

I met a girl at a club recently. She was a stewardess. Asian girl, late 20`s ?? We danced, I touched and grabbed about every part of her body over the next few hours. At least I can say I had fun. If she didn`t like it, she could always say bye. But she said "Ok I am going home". I said Ok bye, she said several more times, like she really wanted me to know she was leaving now, I thought did she want to take me home? Did she want to exchange phone numbers, what?

So I said, "What are you thinking?" , then she said "I`m not that kind of girl", I said I didn`t think I did anything bad, and said goodbye. Hopefully, I won`t see her again.

I met this really tall cute beautiful girl at a dance club. She was with her short ugly friend. I wanted to bang that cute one so so sooooooo bad. BAANG BOOM BABABABBABAB BANG!!!!

Why? As we were dancing, I had my hands all over her, and seemed like she wanted it. I kissed her. I kissed her lips. Man she had nice lips. I couldn`t stop kissing her. She was kissing back. I kept kissing and kissing and kissing. A long long kiss.......... like really LONG>>. And that made me crazy. here I was with 50-100 dancing people around, super loud blarring music, and I was engulfed in this awesome kiss with this beautiful woman! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I want her, I would drop everything right now to be with her again, but there was a problem..the friend!!!!!! you can sue me for being rude, nasty, mean, a pig what ever! But her friend was IN THE WAY! I was at that beautiful pinnacle, the point where i would and maybe even could do ANYTHING to bone this awesome girl(phrase taken from "Dumb and Dumber"). But it wouldn`t happen because the friend was there. The friend didn`t say anything or do anything I know of in any mean way, but by being THERE, my dream girl had to leave. I escorted her to the station, she left, I wanted to go with her, I didn`t, I should have, now its over.... I will think of her always........end of that story.

continued later........

Just the other night I was at a club. Oh there was some fine fine (what shall we call them? I`ll leave that to you) maybe I`ll quote Coolio, the rap star, "kitty" at that club. Anyway I saw one paticular kitty with a fine butt and fine face and fine oh so fine everything I could see. But before I could manage to get the guts to go up to her and try and dance, start a conversation whatever... a big Mr. Stud, sure even I thought he was handsome, walked up to her and started dancing. And after I saw how he was all over her, and her all over him after that, I kinda felt like mushy lumpy crap. Anyone relate?

So I danced with about 4 or 5 other girls during the night. I found a girl with big (place expression for a girl`s chest here) and we danced till the club closed around 5 pm.

I thought I could go for this girl and they turned on the lights. I got a clearer picture and decided I did not want to pursue her any further.

I have been semi-after this one girl for over several months. She came to my apartment last week. We had decided on the phone earlier she would be spending the night, but I honestly had 0 expectations. I made her an Italian dinner. We had candles, music, and incense. We began dancing to the music. We started kissing. We moved to the bed (small one room apartment makes it easy to go from the living room to the bed, its all in the same room) slowly began taking off this and that, etc etc…

Surprise! Its` her first time.

Maybe most guys would be happy in this situation, by I thought I don`t want to be her first. I sure as hell didn`t love the wench! So the event kind of got called off without really saying anything.

She`ll be coming back next week. What should I do? Maybe I shouldn`t have invited her back. Why did I? Its obvious, but not what is really in my or her best interests, but I decided I would liberalize her from her virginity. Kind of like the GIs going into France, I will be a hero. Plus I get something good for free.

. The previous Saturday my friend and I went clubbing. First we went to a place where the girls (about 30) dance on a stage. If you're close to the stage guess what you can see? We stayed there for about 2 hours, then went to a pick up bar.

We moved around. Finally I found a pair of girls who looked somewhat accommodating. It was almost funny. I'm sure she wanted us to notice her because she was dancing right in front of us shaking herself like a (hmm something strange) facing us. I started to dance with her, she danced with me. I held her waist. She was wearing T-back panties. This is a good thing.

We danced body to body.Her skin was so soft it was unbelievable.Like softer than a baby`s. And I mean everything on her was soft, but not me. She could tell something hard was pushing up against her. I said, don`t mind, thats my portable phone in my pocket.

My friend was with her friend, so no friend was in the way.She kept telling me how sexy I was, so hint hint, she was ready and able. I even brought "Gomu" also known as rubbers just for this kind of situation.At this point, how could anything go wrong?

She was a psychology major.She had a brain.

Not that it was a powerful, or even effective, but somehow it got switched on. She cunningly asked me, what did I want to do. And I did one of the stupidest things I ever did and will not make the same mistake again. I told the truth.

Its exactly, EXACTLY like when facing a lawyer to wants to put your ass in jail or the IRS

The truth must be kept hidden at all costs.

Why tell the truth? Lawyers, the IRS, and women have the amazing ability to use the truth against you. Against you!

Anyway I ending up saying something like let`s be friends. even though I had pawed her up and down all night.

Well, we ended up exchanging phone numbers and go our own ways at the station. I have thought about calling her sometimes. But I never felt like trying.

8/10 Its been some time since I`ve updated this. All the previous stuff I started wrote from May till mid July.

I had the best time last Saturday night. One of my friends who works on a military base around here told me there would be a fireworks show a the base that night. Not having anything else to do I went. I thought I might get lucky. I called this cute girl I met thursday to see if she would go with me, but she was busy. I called this girl, who I spent many nights with over the past 6 months.I`ll probably talk about her later so I`ll call her A-chan. She is usually up for anything anytime, but I got her answering machine. I went to the base anyway, After a little trouble finding the right station, I got off and walked to the base. Its funny, when you get to the gate, the military MPs check your bag and ask you "Do you have any bombs". Is that so stupid. Like anybody would say "oh yeah right here you fucking idiot".

Just as I got there it started raining.I walked arounf a bit. The base was big so I kind of got lost. I finally found where the festivities were going on and walked around. There were lots of cute Japanese girls wearing Kimonos. Drums beating from a Drum group performing in the concert area, and food and drink vendors. I heard cool music playing from near one of the buildings. I went over to check it out. There was a big staircase leading up to the building. At the top there were two huge speakers blasting dance music,rock etc. people were dancing, drinking and what looked to be a good time. They rain stopped and I joined in. My hair is short so I kind of fit in, I think everyone mistook me for a army guy.

Slowly girls started coming up. They wanted to have their pictures taken with the military guys. I talked to few of them. I met this girl and we kind of hit it off. I danced with her and it was really fun. We danced body to body. She was 19. Alright. She said she was a local bike racer, she and had a nice body. Her face was cute, and I liked her hair. It was brown with a very blond streaks which is the fashion for her age now. Her skin was dark and tanned, and she had a nice smile with good teeth. We talked a little bit, she was friendly, easy to talk with and she seemed impressed I could speak Japanese.

She had to use the restroom. So we walked off in search of one. I put her on my shoulders so she could see better. Her butt was warm and soft.After locating one, we found a place to sit and watch the fireworks which just started. We kissed. I wanted to take her home. After the short display, I asked her what she going to do.She said she would go home. I asked her if she would visit my house that night. She said well she might not be able to get back to her home that night. I said well that`s OK.She said OK. Alright! I got her to my home. I just was feeling my way along. She might not have wanted to do anything, but I was nice, and having a good time. I played the music I like for her, drew pictures with her,massaged her body, kissed her, slowly got to kiss more and more of her. We had great sex. I was really happy we slept together that night. In the morning, after a long walk in the morning air we went to the convience store, bought some more food and condoms, went home and had great sex again. Wow. She did some stuff I was pretty impressed with.

We mad plans to meet again tonight. I think I need a rest. But we`ll see how it goes. in the morning we went our own ways because I had a date at 12 noon.I went to Yokohama to meet a girl I met about 3 or 4 weeks ago. We went to a movie, ate out, shopped a bit. I bought some CDs.But I was thinking about that girl from Saturday night. It is hard to get her out of my mind now. I wonder if she got her american guy for the night and will be off for the next. I don`t know. I know I will need to see other girls. But I guess it would be nice to have another friend who you can have great sex with. We will see.

Back now. Well, we first went to see a movie, Man in the Iron Mask, but it sucked so bad we left in the middle. We went back to my place. I fixed her homemade tacos which were so good she ate about 5 of them. i played more of my favorite CDs for her and we started to get closer and closer.Then we had more incredable sex.This girl is deffinately an athlete. Without getting more explicit, all I can say is wow.....But the thing in my mind is that she said last Sunday morning or maybe Saturday night, she didn`t want a boyfriend, that she didn`t want to be tied down. It was hard to try and be cool, because i wanted to be closer. But when you only know a girl for 2 days and most of the time you were in bed, I should know better than to think we are going to be more than friends instantly. It was nice she asked me if I thought we could be friends, I said yes and asked her and she said yes too. I guess the term should be sex friends. Then this morning we did it again. And it was better than last night! Geez! Ahhh! Her back arched so high a couple of times I thought she was going to snap.

If she lived a little closer that would be nice, but she doesn`t and I don`t know how easy it will be to maintain our friendship. But I think we can somehow.We may not see each other every day or week, but when we do get together it will be memorable. This weekend surely was.

I would like to go out with her and her friends, I think we would have fun.I need to get more guy friends to go to parties with, but I haven`t found too many guys similar to my thinking and way. I think I`m cool, but sometimes cold. Its a fine line for me

Man I am about to fall asleep. I hae gotton about 2 and half hours of sleep in two since wed. its fri at 4:20. The bike racer took the late night train to where I live and spent the night. I just remember we were in bed all night and I wasn`t sleeping, I think she did a little bit.

Then on thursday I went to a club. I was dancing and having a good time. I spotted the cusest and easiest looking girl dancing. She was grabbed about 3 or four times by different guys who seemed to want to have a good time. After dancing with her friend and some other girls I danced with the cute one. she seemed really drunk and kept falling and had to practically hold her up several times. I took her home. We were going to take different trains a couple of times but she came home with me. As I was getting off the train I held her hand and couldn`t let go, she followed me and I asked, well would like like to visit my home, I would make her some food etc. She said I must be crazy etc etc but she came. When we arrived she got real cold, she just sat in the chair at my desk wouldnt move, and ate the food I made and said things like she would sleep on the chair etc. I felt like oh shit. So I became real cold, I worked out with my barbell and listened to music, I played the cd she liked lit candles. Suddenly somehow we got to talking. I just kept thinking about snopp doggy dogg, he doesnt love bitches etc, and so I tried to keep the same mentality, I wasnt gonna fall in love or pretend to get broken hearted by this bitch. I just wanted to screw her. But I figured if I didn`t screw her life would go on and I wouldn`t worry about it.

She decided to take a shower. I gave her clothes to wear, she wore the shirt but she said she didn`t need to wear the shorts because the shirt was big. I noticed later she just a t back on. Anyway I was going to sleep on the floor, but she said she wasn`t worried about me, she trusted me etc and invited me to sleep on the bed.

So I did, face down. She started moving etc, she wanted to kiss. She kissed stopped, then said Im sorry. I thought sorry for what. She really was stupid.

I massaged her neck, she kept saying that feels so good etc. We talked a some point , probably before the massage etc about her xboyfriend. She just wanted a boyfriend, but he wanted to get married, she said no, she is also 19. I got two 19 yr olds in the span of 3 maybe three weeks, and screwed them both.Unreal. They both really like me, but I don`t care a whole hell of lot about them. even though they are both cute have good faces and bodies and do some good stuf in bed....unreal...

Its real damm f``king unreal. Anyway the one from Wed is coming back 2 night. Geez, my dong is still hurting.

I could tell the neck rub was having a major effect, she seemed to be getting major horny. We kissed more etc. She rubbed my back. I gave her some baby oil to use. After a lot of foreplay I got her. Man, she was shaking. She was shaking really hard, this was a first...everytime I hit the pleasure spot she was shaking and shivering like she was having a epeleptic fit. But I figured she was enjoying it, I asked did it hurt etc a couple of times to check, I think she was just silent.

I put her in some of my favorite positions and she really was shaking. Later she said now I know why that girl cried, refering to a story I told her about this girl who cried when I met her because she said her last boyfriend who happened to be a forigner went back without a word, I didn`t tell her it was why we were having sex she cried, but somehow this girl I was with now figured it out. Wierd sense girls have, truly amazing/wierd/scary.she kept calling me terrible etc, which I figured was good. When I asked her if she minded if I let go, she said ok, I said did she want to go a little more, and she said "Juubun". I think in a good sense that means she had had plenty and was exhausted.It could mean that I was bad and she didn`t want anymore, but I don`t think thats what she meant.

I think these girls like deep the best.

I was bored Saturday, after some work in the morning I went shopping. As I went to a music store the girls outside were laughing at me. As I left the store I asked them if they knew any good places around there. They said there was a fireworks show near the river. I live near the river so it was perfect. I called the girl who turned me down to go to a fireworks show a few weeks ago and she accepted to watch the fireworks with me that night.

Outside, we listened to music, ate and drank a bit, I got her to my apartment. She told me she had a 34 year old boyfriend. Well I wasn`t going to worry, I touched her body, she had great boobs, I almost got to screw her brains out, but it didn`t work out she had to leave. So I went to a club, and that wasn`t so great either. I met another girl “the bike racer” at my apartment the next morning so she could pick up some stuff she left behind from Friday. We slept together until about 12. I was still pretty sleepless but I promised this another girl to meet her at yoyogi at 1. I met her and we went to this man made island in Tokyo Bay. It had a huge Sega game and amusement park. I got sick on some of the rides and still never recovered from going to the club the night before. Man I feel like crap today(Mon). But I called that girl I met last Thursday to check if she still wanted to come to my place tonight. She said she was thinking about it. Well crap, I just want to bone her anyway, but she probably figured that out. She said how about meeting in Shinjuku or something. I said, how about Harajuku? Since the train from there was on the way to my home, but a hotel would be just fine, there are plenty in Shibuya 15 min away. I thought a hotel would be better because this girl likes to yell out alot anyway. We`ll see if I can even get to bang her at all tonight. I certainly don’t want to spend any (like $00000000) money on her.

8/27

well that mon was one of the wierdest nights of my life. i met her, screwed her and went home, but how I screwed her was what made everything sooooooo fxxkxxg wierd. First we met, We walked from Harajuku to Shibuya, I was so stupid I thought about taking her to eat, glad that didn`t happen it probably would have been the worst thing to do. She suggested like a pub, after quite a bit of walking we landed at a place she knew. We drank. I tried to be cool but nice, but everytime I tried to be nice it seemed like she got turned off. I got her to talk about her x-boyfriend she seemed to like to talk about last time, and it helped lead me to sex with her before.She said he was a jerk, never took her anywhere, got angry easily, called her a brat, got jealous easily, basically came off as a selfish asshole. She said she dated him for a year and a half. i asked her what did she like about him, she couldn`t think of anything. So I thought man, if she likes that guy, but blows off nice guys left and right there was only one thing to do.... treat her like shit. So I did. We left the bar, I said I wanted to go to hotel, she said what for, I said so she could lick my balls. She said something blah blah blah, i didn`t pay much attention, I could feel I was going in the right direction. I acted like i didn`t want to talk to her, actually I kind of ignored her. i said I couldn`t understand Japanese people blah blah blah.We started walking. I walked and kinda pulled her behind me to the hotel. We went inside, I got what I wanted and did it kinda rough. But I felt good. Either I`m complete asshxxx or I was good and gave her what she wanted. I`m kind of in a quandry. Oh well, I got what I wanted. Maybe these girls want sexy guys who just treat them like shit.

the next night I went to a hostess Karaoke bar. I am such a fxxxxxg psycho perv sometimes. Well I kinda wanted to have a party that night. So I went, I met this girl who went by the name nene (all bar girls use these fake names), anyway while I was holding the mic and belting out Bon Jovi, my other hand was feeling her up, bust, crotch, ass everything. I got her to play this game I know can always win, so she would have to take off her clothes. I played the game again, and I won so she had to give me a hand job. She was down to her lingerie. I licked her neck, back , kissed her mouth, I could have practically screwed right on that sofa. I was getting kinda plastered but had a good time. We exchanged phone numbers. I really wanted to bone her, so I told her to call me after her work. She didn`t. I called her the next day and tried to arrange a date, she said Sept 1st looked ok. But obviously, she works at hostess club, I better not kid myself too much. She`s probably a slut. Shes gotta a be a slut, cause she said she was a nurse too, and I heard in Japan, they are all sluts too.

Why do I want her? I liked her face.I liked her soft skin, I liked how she was kind of slutty, I liked how I could easily get her to give me a hand job. There is always a thrill in getting it the first time. But after that I tends to go down hill. I wonder if the rest of my life will be like this. The beginning was a thrill, but now its all down hill....we will see.I would like to think it gets better, or changes for the better. I can treat girls nice, but it feels really good to treat them like crap. Its kind of a turn on. And It seems to work the opposite way too.

But I just want to bone her once, and if its good maybe a couple more times... but once is enough, because as Snoop Doggy Dogg says "Silly of me to fall in love with a bitch...." we will see.

last night I boned the bike racer girl again. I could like this girl, but several things remind me that, she is a slut. She screws almost anything. She tells me about it. I actually would like to screw some of her friends, because they were cute.

I love this song on his CD Doggy Style... Last night I met you baby

before you opened your gap I had a respect for you lady,

But now I take it all back

Because you gave me all your pussy

And you even licked my balls

Leave your number on the cabinet

And maybe.. I`ll give you a call

next time I`m feeling kinda horny

you can come on over, and I`ll break you off

and if you can`t fxxk that day baby,

just lay back... and open your mouth

because I have never met a girl

that I loved in the whole wide world..

etc etc etc....

Thats the intro..it gets better from there...

9/2... Well I had a date with the girl I like last night. I like her because she is naturally beautiful, and has a attractiveness/appeal I can`t figure out real well yet. I really can`t figure out her appeal. She easy to talk with while being very difficult to talk with. She is beautiful and sexy in a mature way, but I think she is still a bit naive. She is 4 years my younger.I met her while she was in the University, but now she works. She seems to have become an adult before my eyes.

Right now theere is a girl in my office with a great ass which is facing me and its hard to concentrate on anything ellesse....

Ok Im back...

I had dinner with her at a nice Japanese restaurant. Then had some drinks at a bar. We have met maybe 7-10 times since we met and practically never touch each other. Thats what I want, Thats what I need, some sex and affection (words from a good song just came to mind)

yesterday I treated the date like it was the last one we would ever have, and it seemed to have made things easier. I always get nervous when im with someone I really like. Gee whiz, probably everybody does...

After the date I went home and felt like shit. I called two friends, a guy and a girl, and told them how I was feeling. THey both basically said, if you like the girl you should keep trying. But I want to give up, I want to quit and be relieved of the pain this relationship is casuing me. I guess it may not be her completely. I lied to her about some things when we first met, so that is making me feel guilty. So I can`t talk with her so easily I as should be able to... So I sent her an email: Dear K-chan Thanks for introducing me to those places last night. I had a good time. Next time, why don`t you let me make dinner for you. Thats it nice and simple. If she says Ok, she will come to my place and I can try to get to ---1st base---(ahhh) with her, how pathetic. Or 2 she says no and of story, move on. Or maybe we just go on to another restaurant.... then I would say, nahhh, forget it. I like her brain, but I want her body. Thats what I want, thats what I need, some sex and affection... So what if she doesn`t give that to me...I can get that from other girls. Maybe thats what she is thinking...Aw, he can get that from other girls. Well that may be so, but do I or don`t I want a girlfriend, that is the question.

9/7 Lets see what did I do last weekend. I went to a club Thursday, danced and had a good time. Met two girls who seemed to be pretty interested in me, but I honestly didn`t have a lot of interest in them. Wow how times have changed. Before, I might have done more to try and get with these girls in the past, On the other hand maybe not. But I don`t feel like calling them. I thought one of them was ok. She was 24.

Anyway, on Friday... I what the hell did I do. I think I went to club, I can`t remember....

On Saturday I met a nice girl that I met a week or so ago at a club. She is a very cute girl. Probably one of the cutest I have dated. Uh oh. Well I better get a grip. Just by writing this I can see, I like this girl. Danger Will Robinson, Danger! Well, I guess I will call her later and see if she wants to do something later. Like screw, which is all I want to do with her.Thats better....

The night before we went out, she told the boy she likes that she liked him and wanted to go steady. He declined, and she spent all night and the next day crying. When I met her, she was still buming pretty hard about that guy and kind of used me as a sounding board. Thats Ok because I grabbed her body all the places that felt good. I could really care less about that guy, this girl is cute enough to find lots of guys. But the reason she liked him is because he was "Kakkoi" which means really cool. She said he was cool because he was working really hard to become a DJ, so he had passion and the work he was pursuing was cool. She also sadi he was kind and fun to be with. She said she just met him in July, which kind of stunned me becasue she was so broken up by not being able to go steady with him. I always find myself underestimating girls for one reason or another.

So what will happen? I guess the thing I need to do first is call her and see how she is. Invite her get together. Because what I need is sex and affection. But more than that, I need to get on with what I am going to do with the rest of my life. Fucking is not a way of life. Ever hear the saying..Don`t live to eat, eat to Live! Maybe it could also go, Don`t live to fuck, Fuck to Live! meaning Fucking is for fun, to make life more fun, pleasurable, but not the reason we are here. I have got to believe God put me here for a reason. Humans will move on from the earth into all parts of the universe, and this is just the beginning, how can I be a part of it? What contribution can I make. but fucking is important too, I don't and can't ignore it. I need it, want it everyday. I like to be with girls, and fucking is the ultimate way to be close to someone. I need completely fuckable (beautiful, sexy, a little nice, affectionate) girls. We will see.

I found a good place to find the girls I want. A found a nice club in Shibuya that has many totally fuckable girls. And I want to get laid so bad right now I could blow a vain in my head. So I decided I will go to that club every thurs, fri, sat, or other night as well until I get laid. My second goal is to get a totally fine looking girlfriend. I will work hard for that too. I want to be able to just call her, say come over or better, go to her place, screw her all night, and go to sleep. And she keeps begging for more.And she would be so beautiful, all the right everything, and give me some good advice sometimes, and listen to me, and do all the things I want. Man, would that be like heaven? That seems too good to come true. But I can always hope. Ahhhhhhhhhhhh.

i called the girl who liked that DJ, left a message, but she never called back. I figured something went wrong and she wasn't interested anymore.

I went to that club I spoke of. I saw so many fine girls. pain pain pain pain pain pain. I gotta win, I gotta practice, I gotta get what I want. Thats it. I got to get what I want. I got to concentrate, focus, get, win. I want kids, I want to get laid by a beauty, I want to get out more, enjoy life, I want sex, I want children, I want to be healthy, I want a satisfactory job. But one thing I havn't cared so strongly about was money. But that is not a good thing. I know money is important I should and need to get more. But I don't push myself so much.I need to practice great sexual transmutation, don't know what that is? Read Napolean Hill - Think and grow Rich.

SEX!

I forgot to mention the great Sunday I had last weekend. today is 9/17. Sunday the bike racer came over we played frisbee, had great sex, listened to music and had a pizza. I really had fun.

I almost wish everyday was like that. MORE stories from me about my crazy life

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