Tokyo Nights

Sex and Affection, That`s what I want. That`s what I need.

I just started this page 9/17... will add more soon....or as soon as i get laid.

9/25.Well, I got laid. I guess what I asked for came to reality. I was at that Club in Shibuya. I was kind of bouncing to the music, when two girls walked past me. I noticed the tall one with a cheetah spotted cowboy hat. And I said..."I like your hat". We talked for just a little bit, and I think the too girls got bored of me or something and walked off. I walked over to them and asked them, more to the taller one if she (or they) would like to go out sometime. I think she said ok. We walked out of the room, exchanged phone numbers and talked some more. The tall girl's friend was pretty chatty and asked me alot of questions so I could tell them about me a little bit. I asked them a few questions, but tried to stay cool and relaxed. I didn't want to stay there all night, so I went home after a quick good bye. I called her the next day, actually I called and hung up, but my phone sent her my number and she called back. We talked a little bit and decided to go eat and watch a movie. I(it) was a wierd night. We went out Tuesday 9/22. We met at 7 pm, right after I got out of work. She took me over to the same restaurant that K- took me to a few weeks ago.We walked. We had dinner, I(it) was nice but still cool. This girl is tall and has a nice body, big cheeks, and big mouth. She looked fuckable. She talked alot. She asked alot of questions. I tried to stay calm, and ask her a few questions. We went to the theatre. While the previews were going I kissed her. She kissed back.It was a short quick kiss, but I felt better. The movie Pink Flamingos, was sick. I almost threw up. I wanted to leave, and I said lets go. We left, we didn't have anything to do really, so we started walking. We walked and talked for about 15-20-30 minutes. She likes to learn dirty words that aren't in the dictionary. Like dick, shit etc..and play with them..dickhead, little dick, eat shit etc..It seems to get her off.

I wanted to bang her really bad, but I felt like she might be playing with me. I asked to if she wanted to visit my place. She waffled. With a recent experience where the girl came to my home but we didn't have sex and I never was able to talk with her again, I was feeling used by these girls. I was kind of upset and feeling shitty. I told her I can make Mexican food like Tacos. She was interested. I said if didn`t have sex, would she come over. She was going over it. She said she would come over the next day. At the train station I couldn`t even look at her as the train left.

I made a quick call to her at night to make sure got home Ok. And went to sleep. Wed was a national holiday and I slept till 10 or 11. Woke up, ate , and went back to sleep. I finally called her about one or two and asked if she still wanted to eat Tacos. She asked if I would make them good, I said i think they are good, and she said OK. We would meet at the JR line in Harajuku at 6. I really cleaned my room good.

I wanted to make a good impression. I picked her up at the station.We went to the international supermarket and picked up the goods for the Tacos. We went to my place. We first played the CD she brought. I poured her some tea. She said she was hungry, so I started making the food right away. I set up table and we ate. She had about 3 tacos, but she said they were a little hot. I massaged her back and she got her to massage mine. But she wasn't good at it. I spoon fed her some yogurt. I drank some plum drink called Umesh, which is really good. She used the bathroom, then I did. I came out and she asked me a question about electrical goods or something, I gave some answer and kissed her. She said "zettai shinai" which I thought meant "I won't go all the way", but I kissed her softly and licked her neck. I caressed her check. Put my hand under her shirt and felt her breasts. About palm sized, and medium hard.I kissed and licked her stomach. Took off her shirt. Then she changed, up to that point, I had been the aggressor all this time. Suddenly she got in a rush to take off her jeans. She she went for my dick, undid my belt, and grabbed me. After getting her ready, we had sex. Unfortunately, even though she is a big girl, her hole is not so big. So she said it hurt after I put it in. For these Japanese girls, I have a big dick. So I had be gentle. She said liked fingering. After fingering her for a while, I had no problem putting it in and "getting to completion". later she tried to suck my dick, she was semi-good for about 2 minutes then said, I'm tired.

Later, she said she wanted to go steady. I said "really?". After asking her some questions, I said OK. But I figure we can do what we want. I don't know how much she might get attached to me. She is pretty enough to have a bunch of boyfriends. She said she liked black guys too, but was a little scared of them. I figure she will want to try eventually. So even though we may say "going steady", I really have no expectations.

Tonight the bike racer is coming over. Let's see what happens.

We had really rough sex. After wrestling for about an hour, we had pretty rough sex. I tried not to be too nice to her. But she kind of responded. Some women like it rough.

I mainly remember I didn't want to talk with her very much.

9/28-I went to a club last Saturday. I got a temporary Tatto by a cute girl. We exchanged phone numbers and I said lets go out some time. In the morning I went to a Chinese massage parlor, it felt really good. After finally getting home I went to sleep.

I woke up to my phone ringing. It was cowboy girl. She was in already at the station and said she was coming over. She brought some food. I was hungry and tired. But right from the bat, I made food and we had sex. We went shopping in Shimokitazawa and then went to the beach in Kugenuma. It was cold and raining all day. As soon as we got back to my place, we burned a cocanut candle. Took a quick bath together, and massaged each other. Then we had sex.

This girl also said deep is best. So I shoved it down her hole as deep as it would go. Made her sit on it facing me to get maximum depth and feel. Then did it from behind, then I suspended her in the air. She is tall but not heavy. Both times we had sex we took pictures with our cameras. She brought hers too! She wanted a picture of my dick to show her friends. I took a bunch of pictures of her to show my friends.

I called my friend asked if he was busy. I thought we could all go out. I got her to talk on the phone with him. I think its fun to have him talk with these girls. Maybe it will push him to get more active. He is a good guy. We will go out next Saturday.

10/5 This Japanese guy who is a friend of mine and I went out Saturday night. I called my friend the bike racer girl S, and we met her in Sagami-ono. We went to a billiard place and played pool for while. Suprisingly I kicked ass. I was a pretty good shot.

I asked her if she wanted to come to my place after playing pool, she said OK. Good, she is pretty open, We had kinda fought the last time she came over, because I took pictures of her butt with my Poloroid, but she called later to forgive me.

So thats why I called her again to she if she wanted to play pool. Then on Sunday, cowboy girl came over and we played frisbee and ate a pizza. We out out that night with my neibour who goes to Tokyo University and sang at the Karaoke etc.

I came to work this morning sooo tired. My back and everything aches. I noticed recently I've been having sex without ejaculating. I can get it up, but nothing comes out. So sex goes on and on and it never stops. I think this maybe caused by overfuck. Overfuck is caused by getting laid too much. Usually I do all the work and the girl acts like a "Maguro" Japanese for "tuna" and doesn't do anything. But the tables turned yesterday, The girl did all the work and I just enjoyed it. Matter of fact I almost fell asleep but my dick was still going. Amazing.

Im getting the feeling that I want to meet and get laid by another girl. Well, I'm still in my twenties. I like screwing with different girls. Its fun.

10/27

well I got screwed...I feel like crap.I met this girl about 2 and a half weeks ago. I met her at a club. We talked and she said she would go out with me. She was really cute, nice face and body. Well we went out and I thought things went well. I went back to the states for a week. I came back and tried to reach her. I left a couple of messages and she never replied. So I figure its over. At least I got to feel her breasts and lick them. That date was pretty nice. But as another girl told me before. It chemicals... meaning sometimes not everything works. The chemical reaction must not have been good for her. Well I bought some cool clothes in the US, so I plan to go clubbing this week and try and pick up some different ladies. What do I want with my life??? Girls are not everything. I said before, I want to make more of myself, and not just expend myself.

With this last girl, I knew from the beginning this might just be practice, because I don't go out with girls like her very often. She was kind of a ko-gal. But I like those types. They can be very sexy. I wonder what they want though. I should ask some of my friends who are girls.

What do they think is cool? And what do ko-gals' like? Cause I like their style. Well I think I have to just keep trying and practicing and maybe something good will come along. I have to believe. Another thing is I need to check out what other work might be available. I need more money. I want to pay off my credit cards and get out of debt. Another thing is I need to start saving for the future somehow, someway. I don't have any money in pension, no savings nada - nothin'. I need to get that started. From my next paycheck. maybe I'll start putting away 1,000 to 5,000 yen away every paycheck for savings. I bought enough clothes on my last trip to the US. I have about 4-5 girls I could just call anytime, arrange a date and probably have sex and or get affection. A,S,H,N(maybe),Y(maybe)

So I have some needs taken care of. I even have a semi-steady girl, the cowboy hat girl(H).

what I don't get about some girls is how they will dump you without giving you any reason why. I mean I thought I had a good date with that last girl. When we left she was still trying to hold my hand. I don't get it at all. It must have been my follow up call. It must have sucked. Either it sounded too cool (like cold) or over emotional, which I can be. Verbose Waxed.

That's why I think it must be chemical thing, because some girls like or dislike guys who talk. I sometimes like to talk and sometimes like to be quiet. It depends on how I feel. Weeeeel sheeeet.

Writing this page helps me get through some of this sheeeeeeet.

I forgot to write about my trip home to the States. The first thing I did after returning was to find a party or club and talk with some white girls, which I did, and had fun. I went to a massage parlor and had a body to body massage. So many white girls have fake boobs. What's the deal?

I think I will start a new page to mark a new beginning in my search for happiness. Go to New start

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