Sunrise


The moon is setting,
The sun will soon rise.
The glow of the sun
Puts a smile in my eyes.
Longing for the sunrise.
Missing sunny days.
Knowing that the sunrise
Is at the end of a maze.


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Questions? by leela


what about the future?
what about the past?
can the past come back to bite you
so nicely and so fast?
could life be so sweet?
could life be so kind?
stirring up emotions
I was hoping not to find


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Heart Shaped Flask

First time I saw your face I knew.
My heart was bound to brake with you.
Fell in love with your pretty eyes,
Filled with all your hidden lies.
Told you my life, Told me your story.
Our lives fit ‘cause the past was gory.
We knew just what we had,
Love had found us and we were glad.

~ C: ~
'cause I was drinking fast from your heart shaped flask
Intoxicating with your laughing gas.
Now all the memories are sharp as knifes.
And I’ll be hung over for the rest of my life.

I promised you would always be mine,
You say I’d be the only for the rest of time.
Sometimes life gets in the way,
Of all the pretty words we did say.
Promised I’d love you till the day that I die,
That’s one promise that I wish I had lied.

~ C: ~

Every night now I dream of you,
Life that we had, now that is thru.
Missing your face more every day.
My love won’t die, nor will it fade.
These days lookin in your baby’s eyes,
Thinking of she could have been mine.

~ C: ~


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2,002 Black clouds

Black clouds shaping in my mind,
Body is acing, I'm not fine,
Lessons I've Learned in my life.
Things you said still cut like a knife.
Worries take over my head.
Makes me wish I were dead.
Sadness Pain and misery,
The Sadness is filled in side of me.
A baby is born she makes me cry.
She reminds me of your lies.
Is love real I'm not sure.
Thanks to you I'm insecure.




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Addiction
Leela

How i curse the Heart
The heart broken by the man
The man that makes me weak
So weak that i can't stand.
Standing just like superman
You are my Kryptonite
Kryptonite is just like him
When he is holding me so tight
Tight just like our friendship
Friendship stronger than love
Oh his love is my addiction
And there is no anti drug.



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Lonely in Love

You dont' know lonely,
Untill you've known love
till you have fallin'
from flying high above.
the rest of the world
watches you fall
and you could have sworn
You had it all.


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I came up with this poem in pioneer school 'cause Joanna wanted to read one on my Poems... so i made it up.

You are


You are the story of my life.
You are the stabbing Knife.
You are the reason I'm alive.
You are the reason that I cry.
You are the smile of my face.
Your are my saveing grace.



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Stupid Boy
by Leela Tromm

Most move on,
But you stand still.
Reflecting on your life,
That is growing ill;
You don't understand
what making it sick,
No not you,
You treasure it.
You love the thorn
that pricks your hand.
You know boy
i'll never understand,

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Mirror Image

18 years make you so smart,
You've got forever down to an art.
4 years come and 4 years go,
Now you are certain
there is nothing you know.
Pieces of you fall all around.
the person you are can not be found.
No one can see thru the smile on your face,
Using your smile as your hidding place.



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Maybe Its Me
by Leela Tromm

Maybe if I was taller, prettier, or thiner,
Maybe if I was Smarter, brighter, or wiser,
Maybe if I was sweeter, nicer, or Kinder,
Maybe if I was stronger, meaner, and bolder,
Maybe if I was Everything all at once,
Maybe you would have been true for once.


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Lost Inside

think of it always
since that day.
all the directions
and diffrent ways.
twisting my
mind all apart.
feels just like
a broken heart.
when will these things
come to an end?
Will these crushed
feelings ever mend?

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End?

Is there an end in sight?
I feel there must be tonight.
nothings gone wrong,
but nothings gone right.
In this dark tunnel,
there must be a light.

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Running away from me

I'm in a northen state on a south bound road.
where will i end end up? I don't even know.
I can't stay here pretenting to be
Someone i'm not, Please let me be

~C~
I can run away from everyone
But I can run away from me.
and I swear this longing my my heart
is driveing me to Insanaty.

~C~

Most of my joy. All of my pain.
The reason I'm a little insane.
The source of my tears, and why I laugh.
There might be a future.
But I can't out run the past.

~C~

So, I'm in a northen state on a south bound road,
The wheels spin fast as my heart beats slow,
and here I go to start over new,
These skys are gray but in the south they're blue.

~C~


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Save


Would you be my Spider-man?
I'd be your Mary Jane.
Save me from the rest of the world.
And I'll help you feel sane.
Working hard to help everyone
& I just want to save you.
I'd take all that comes along,
for the chance at something True.

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Beautiful

Every things great and you "love me so".
How could you love so much you don't know?
Let me guess I "have a beautiful face."
It's just a miserable girl's hiding place.
Yeah I look "so beautiful," Oh, I look "so great."
These shallow words just make me irate!
I'll grow up & this "beauty" may fade.
I fear that kind of "love" just doesn't stay.

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How Cruel

Do you think its fun,
to play with someones heart?
you played with mine,
and tore my world apart.
You know my heart is true,
my feelings do not lie.
Thats why i tried to keep
them hidden deep inside.
I should have known better.
I should have been smart.
Promised myself not to let
anyone close to my heart.

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Let Go

I've always been
the girl of your dreams.
Your close you eyes
and wish she was me.
The times we'd have.
The things we'd do.
With the love of a girl
who is more like you.

course:
With a love that
can't be had
the happiest moments
seem so sad.
Forever in thought
always in heart.
never together
always apart.

Your try to keep it
hidden deep inside.
In your note book
is where you run to hide.
In your guitar strings
it all comes pouring throw.
Just like me,
and this song about you.

¤C¤


Just Brakes your heart,
When Love feels like a sin.
& there's no such thing
as what might have been.
So please let go
of this memory,
I'll just be a page
in your History.

¤C¤

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The Perky Song

you make me feel like I am brand new
you make me feel like I'm something to you,
'cuase in your eyes i see all of my dream,
When i'm with you, you make my heart beam,


When i'm with you I can't help but laugh,
'cuase when i'm with you I am fully relaxed.
When i'm with you all the world feels right.
Oh man i wish you, could hold me tonight.


a beautiful man, right down to hi soul.
the only one that makes me feel whole.
I'd let you go, If i thought that i could.
But in my heart you know that i never would.

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