December 3, 2004


To all of my friends and visitors,

Nobody likes everybody, but someone out there really dislikes me.  For over two years now, someone has been harassing me.  The harassment has included multiple acts of stalking and  vandalism,  ten acts of damaged homes and cars that have been recorded and reported. And after all this time, I still don't know who it is, but they certainly know who I am.  Three of my dear friends' homes and cars have been spray painted, and not just once.  My home has been painted twice. And my friends have experienced worse than me. There have been threats in the US mail and  harassing phone calls. Even random cars on the street at a bar I used to visit have been spray painted.  And this is all because of me.  I just wish I knew the reason.

I want it clear. Not one person said give in. Everyone has encouraged me to hang in there, but I just can't anymore. The only thing I can figure out is that I really pissed someone off and I have no idea why.  Whoever you are, I'm really sorry for whatever I did.  Please stop. Here's my proposal, and I will keep my word to you.

To you who call yourselves Worlds Greatest Hackers and  Smooth Criminals,

You win.  I give up.  I've agreed not to attend the pub you care about so  please leave those guys and their customers alone.  I'm removing my web site. I will not publish online.  I will let the domain expire. You win.  I give up.  Please stop.  Once the domain expires, this letter will disappear as well. 

You win.  You proved that with thrown rocks, a telephone, the US Mail and cans of spray paint, that  you absolutely can hack my web site. It would have been a lot more fun had you actually used a computer. At least I would've had a fighting chance. It's no longer worth my pride to have my friends and innocent bystanders violated because you hate me. So, please make this deal with me.  I'll stay away from "that club" and I'll remove the website. You leave me and my friends alone.  I'm glad you haven't gone from vandalism to violence.  Please stop it all here.

Somehow or another, let me know we have a deal.  You certainly have my number. You win. I give up. Please leave my friends alone. Believe it or not, you can talk to me and I will try to work out our differences, whatever they are. I've made this offer before and it's still open.  I have the capacity to forgive  you and believe it or not, I can even be a lot of  fun. At least I used to be.

To the Cream Girls,

Sorry dollies but everyone that has been vandalized is a Cream Girl, except for the pissed off  people who owned the tagged cars on the street.  That means you could be a target too.  I love you all.  Stay in touch.  To all my other friends, I have truly enjoyed keeping this site up and free. It's always been popular, because of all of you. This thing has  kept me from enjoying it over the last two years.  It was a site I used to love to keep updated and try to surprise people with.  I'm truly sorry it's been ruined by hate.  All the positive feedback I've received over the years has allowed me to be close to our community and appreciate the diversity that makes each of you special.  And I've had a ton of fun  See you around.. 

Smacks,

Rox