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Diary
Me
Currently
- Feeling: Tired but happy!
- Listening to:
BreakAway by Kelly Clarkson
- Wanting: A massage
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I'm getting very sleepy and I don't have much to talk about but I got the urge (ha, fun word) to write so here I am. It's 2:30 now, so I figure a little bit after this I'll get to bed, which will be pretty good for me seeing how this is Thursday (technically Friday) and school is Monday. Oh well, I'll get my sleep routine back. I'll be beat by the end of the first day of school, so I'm sure I'll be in bed early that night. I just want to soak up this little last bit of summer before I get back into the old routine, because I know I'll be yearning for leisure and boredom wants school kicks off. I just want to enjoy it while it's still here and while I still can. Funny how you don't know what you have until it's gone. This whole summer just FLEW by, and it's been amazing, but I guess I just thought it would last longer, and now here I sit, three days until school, yearning to go back, back where I didn't have to think about weeks left until school. But oh well, I'm ready and excited to go to school. I just wrote another poem before I started updating, called "You Can". I was gonna put it in here, but changed my mind. I was looking through old stuff earlier, just little stuff, like things I said, like how I talked and stuff from last summer, and I just kinda went "whoa". I have changed a lot since then, for the better. I feel older and wiser and stronger since then. I have grown, and I have learned. All of that is thanks to Matt. He is the reason for all that. He has made me a better person and I love him for that. He opened up a whole new world for me, one where I didn't have to hide or pretend, where I could express myself and say how I felt without feeling all sappy about it. I will love him forever. He's just so amazing. He's so fun to be around, he just gives off this positive energy because he's a happy guy and you can't help but smile along with him. He makes me feel great about myself. He is like my fuel for the day. He gives me energy and strength and motivation to do things. Well, I think this is it for tonight. I'll probably be back tomorrow with more rants, raves, and fun stuff I got on my mind. Gooooooooood night, ~Nikki~
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