[01-17-01]

I thought it would be a very quiet night, just books and me. And few thoughts about the test tomorrow. But I was wrong. I was wrong. Am I lucky women? Am I a women while I cant say , Thank you UNLUCKY for beautifying my LIFE. Goosebumps in all over my body and I was about to scream. Oh yes I shed my tears and blood in my lips. I guess I was too hard when I try to bite it. I guess I was too hard when I try to cure my self. I am not okey now! I am not! But I will be fine. I am sure of that. I`m sure!

Those screaming voices down stair….they were screaming too loud. Why???? For what??? I`m tired. I`m bored. I hate! Don’t they know that ….aaaaaaaaghhhhhhhhhhh!!!!

21 years now. I have no life since I was 5. I have reasons to say that. But I haven`t any to tell you why. Fight and argue , in breakfast-dinner and supper. Fight and argue in bedtime and bath time. Fight and argue in holiday. Fight and argue!!! Long live!!!

Akhirul kalam,