So much to do, yet so little time
To get on with these chores of mine.
I can't decide what's right nor wrong
Can't believe in what I heard today

You told me it was all okay
You said the world wouldn't come crashing down
So why did the sky just fall? Why is it I hurt so much inside?
Seems like all has just gone tumbling down to the ground.

It just makes me wanna cry
Makes me wanna scream aloud
These tears of agony, of pain of joy of everything
Seem to head nowhere.
I wonder what that's all about
Wonder where the end begins
When do I start to crawl, or am I already on hands and knees?

Tell me, come one please.
Let me know what my future holds.
It's just a long long road.
A road on which I travel all alone.
No one in my sight, for miles out and miles in.

You seem not to comprehend.
My tears, my joys, my pain inside.
Tell me why I feel so alone.

Is it because I am,
A loser, a lost case, an intellect?
Is it because I am dumb?
Because I'm mad, not good enough?

Explain to me my story.
Cause I am illiterate, can't read nor write.
The writing on the wall, is all I have to guide my way.
My nights so dark and shady.
No light to brighten up my days.
I'm calling out your name.

Is it because I am,
A loser, a lost case, an intellect?
Is it because I am dumb?
Because I'm mad, not good enough?

Answer all my questions, if I was able to I would.
You know me better than the rest.
But I have got no answer,
No explanation why.

I'm standing in the dark,
The clouds have gotten the best of me.
I am trying to find my way, crawling on my hands and knees.
I crash into a wall. Bump my head.
Wish it were the end.

But I see you not far away,
You laugh at me, and come to aid.
The poor, the lost, those in misery. Why am I all-alone?
Why can't you seem to understand?

Is it because I am,
A loser, a lost case, an intellect?
Is it because I am dumb?
Because I'm mad, not good enough?

Because I am... All of the above?

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