a man of great wisdom once said all the world's a stage and we are merely players. we play these great roles, whether it be our fascination of ourselves, the hidden truth underneath our skin, or just a facade of everything we ever wanted to be. we act to be loved, to be accepted, to be happy. throughout my play of my so called life, i've been lucky enough to have met so many different actors, each playing a different role in relation to me. they have all played the role of an inspiration, a lover, a giver. and so, i credit you for all your efforts.

the brothers - alan lee & steven lee
we've been acting together for so long that i can't even remember the casting and the auditions. we were chosen involuntarily to become best friends for life, and you have played that role so well i feel that you both deserve oscars. it hasn't been an easy one, with so many ups and downs along the way. but whether on or off the stage, you've become so important to me that i can even bare to think about living with you.

the sister - christina lin
are there words to describe how vital you are to my play? you're the humor, you're the life, you're the spirit. without you, i'm afraid the play would have fallen apart. thank you for always keeping me sane through the most chaotic of times. thank you for always smiling with me through the best of times. thank you for being my best friend. and no, that wasn't scripted, improv baby. haha.

the best friend - patrick yu
you didn't have to audition, the casting was obvious. no one is this world is more suitable for this role than you. through your sarcasm, your humour, there's a sense of comfort and love with everything you do. you kept me calm and alive through the hardest act of high school and i can only pray that you will continue to play this role for the rest of this play. your smile and your laugh lights up the stage and you capture the heart of everyone around you.

the mentor - mark kilcup
you were only supposed to play the role of my teacher, but your character developed into something more. you became my friend, my support. thank you for your hugs of comfort and all your words of wisdom. thank you for always wiping away my tears and telling me i was beautiful. through boys, eating disorders, depression and stress, you were always there to remind me that you loved me and there were other people who loved me too. thank you for making me feel important and loved even when i felt the most alone in the world.

aLL Ab0uT DiS c0mPLicAtED giRL

!! Currently !! as of Saturday, October 12, 2003 12:19 a.m.
Listening to: steve's ludacris stuff
Thinking about: painkillers
Lovin': how good i'm feelin'
Hatin': that i can't get fucked up tonight
Person: sean from the third floor

i would die in ecstasy

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jus the basics...
name: elaine-rz
location: federal way, WA (originally from bklyn!! 11220!! sup to 718!!)
ethnicity: azn...g0t rIcE?!
what's your sign? leo (yes, i'm a stubborn bitch, but you still love me)

'cause i never felt like this before, i'm naked around you, does it show? you see right through me and i can't hide, i'm naked around you, and it feels so right

Dates to Remember

why you gotta go and make things some complicated? I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else, it gets me frustrated

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Alan, Lissy

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