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DEEP INSIDE MY MIND

I recently went though a sort of tranformation over the past year and I am proud to say I am not the same person who wrote these thoughts contained in this website. I took the time to reread every word written and couldn't help but feel sorry and in a way ashamed of the way I used to view the world. It was actually pretty hard to relive some of the moments my words had described. The world was so dark and scary to me back then, as you may be able to tell. I've tried to express my new opinions and views on life, but I think my talent for writing was possessed by the demons that used to control my spirit. So this website will probably never have anything new added. All those words were written when I was a teenager, although I am not that much older now, I have overcome those young and hopeless days. Maybe it was all just a stage in my life, but I'd like to believe I finally found the courage and strength to change the things that used to make me unhappy.

         I will write these words for you to read,
                      And possibly even enjoy.
                   I will write what I have to say,
            And your mind will play with it like a toy.
                    I will not write about love
                        Like many others do.
                       I will not write about pain
                   And try to get a tear out of you.
                 I will not write what this is about,
         Because, I, myself haven't figured it out.

One word can sum up a hundred emotions.... pick one....

To anyone who reads these words I have written
I hope you remember them well.
I am no one special,
Just a little girl
Whose mind is filled with dreams.
Dreams of someday,
Someone like yourself will take the time to appreciate
Something I have done.

JOE