Welcome to my homepage.
This site is about losing weight and getting thin. My dream is to be become skinny by any means. Healthy or unhealthy, I assume my choices. I'm not ana, but I developed manias related to food : I plan my meals in advance and gets mad if I have to eat other that what was planned. Eating on the days when I don't workout makes me scared, 'cause I know I couldn't burn the calories I will consume. I eat almost only the food of which I know the number of calories. I think about food all the time and count calories for everything I eat or dont eat. I look at the bodies of the girls each time I see one and wonder how much she eats a day. When I eat chocolate and cookies (my cravings), I don't do it in front of people, I have to hide 'cause I feel guilty. People around me tell me that I'm obsessed with food. I love losing weight and I want to keep this new "lifestyle-diet thing" forever. I just don't want to go back to eating normally.
I'm so obsessed with food, weight and calories ... this site is my healing place. |
