I graduated with one of the biggest lessons I would ever learn: UNCONDITIONAL ACCEPTANCE.
Happiness is a journey not a destination. This phrase strike a cord in me. I had always thought its a destination, maybe i had read too much of the "and they lived happily ever"
I consider i would had found it if i were to be together with Mark. The guy whom i had a crush on. I had never talked to him either i know him. Just met before. He is the altar boy from my church. I had once pucked enough courage to ask a friend about his name, and in the end didn't get to know him. Now i'm having regrets about it.
Sometimes, some things are inevitable, no matter what you do, how hard you try. The worst thing is, not everyone has empathy. Not all of us can feel how another person is suffering over the other side of the world as i speak now. One thing i noticed: its often an problem of choice. Its either you follow your principles or you don't. So, believe in your principles or believe in the feelings for other? Depends. You can't please everyone. You can never have everyone praise you nor will evryone condemn you. Never in the past, not at the present, and never will be in the future. Thus, di not be too bothered by others words if our conscience is clear. In conclusion: since we seems to be racial in our own thoughts, we are anomalies existing in the system. a strange and unusual feature of a situation or process that often makes it unsatisfactory or unfair