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Name ¬ Ailleen
Nickname ¬ BabyAyeh
Age ¬ sweet 16
Birthday ¬ Feb. o2
Marital Status ¬ taken
Gender ¬ Female
Nationality ¬ Filipina
Occupation ¬ Student
School ¬ St. Thomas Aquinas HS
Hobbies ¬ just being me
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"Ohana means family.
Family means no one
gets left behind . . .
. . .or forgotten."
         - Lilo and Stitch

I Love You Rodan Dalmacio Jr.
you're my family babe






to my dearest

My Baby Jay

my love, my soul, my boyfriend, my best friendbaby... you know how much love i have for you.of course we have fights and arguments.. whodoesn't? you've been my love for three yearsnow and i can't imagine who else would bebetter for me. you treat me the way a girl issuppose to be treated. you act like a gentlemanin front of my parents, even if they still don'tcompletely accept me having a boyfriend. you'remy best friend because you're there for meany time i need you to. i'm sorry for all the shiti've put you through. but now, after a period ofhard times, i now realize that you are my onetrue love, my soulmate. no one can understandthe love i have for you.. no one can understandthe reasons why i stay with you. but babe, noneof their opinions matter to me. to me, you'reperfect. all the sweet things you do make meso happy. so all in all babe, i love you.. fromthe bottom of my hearts to the depths of my soul.your love, your soul, your girlfriend, your best friendLove Always and Forever,


babyayeh






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no picturess .. sorry. it loads too slow.
b a b y j a y baby .. relationships are never perfect, we both know that. our relationship has been a rollercoaster for three years .. but finally, after all the shit that we've gone through, i can honestly say that our love, our trust, our friendship, it's now perfect. everything is perfect. and i'm so glad that i already know who i will spend the rest of my life with. i love with wholeheartedly and i never want to ever hurt you again. thank you baby, for making me the happiest girl in the world. at such a young age, i'm happy to have found my soulmate. i love you.


no specific order


j o a n n e we've only gotten to know each other better during your leave to college and with that short time i feel as if i've met the sister i've never had. thank you for all the good advice and for always helping me relax through stressful times. thanks for those long talks about boys and friends. thanks for allowing me to feel comfortable with you. i know you are truly a friend to me. thank you for being such a true best friend.


d i a n n e i see you like everyday now! lol but anyways, we've been friends for so long. we grew up with each other i mean 'ComE On!' lol. we know almost everything about each other. and you always help me in work lolz. i don't know what i'd do without you. plus we crack on the same people (sh!) but that will be our little secret. thanks for always being my best friend throughout the years.


a d d i e hie buddy =) i've known you since forever and i'm so glad we're still close. you complete me. lol you are like the other brother i never had. even though you don't say encouraging words or caring ones or actually anything at all.. you still know how to crack a joke on my stupidity. =) but i got your back with them cracks too!! lol. we click and i'm so glad we are so tight. i love you soo much!


a t e h - j a n a i've known you ever since i could remember. and even though you and nonoy were best friends we still ended up being close too. =) i want to thank you for everything you've been through with me in my life. we been through all the hard stuff together ateh, and no one will ever have a better understanding of my pain than you will. i love you so much. thank you


d e e thank you ading.. i can't express how much gratitude i have for you. you have always been there for me even though we live so far. even though we might not have started out as being best friends, i feel as if we have been best friends all our lives. talking to you is so easy, i can open up to you so easily. thanks for always being there for me, to let me cry on your shoulders. thanks for bringing a smile to my face when i'm down. i wuv yOo!


n i k i over the past few years i've seen how you've grown to become such a beautiful young girl. i'm so proud of you. i'm happy we're still friends after all that shit that went on in our past. just know that whenever you need me i'll be there for you. haters will come .. but don't worry. we both finally realize that we're too mature to let little shit break us down. thank you for understanding me when no one else really did.


r e l damn, i wish you didn't leave at the time you did. we were just getting our relationship going again.. become closer. i miss you SO much and i never ever want to lose touch with you. you really were annoying to me before. but we both grew up, we realized what was more important. and you truly are one of the best friends that i have. thank you for always understanding me, for making me a stronger person, and for helping me become mature. i love you.


n o y although we have our differences, i know that you still understand me and love me. brothers are suppose to be assholes to their sisters, likewise sisters are suppose to be bitches to their brothers. i'm sorry for all the shit i put you through.. i really want you to know that i truly love you..


k a r l a your mom! lol. thanks for being cool with me. whenever you need to talk, i'll be here for you.


j a m i e i wish we didn't fall apart. =/ you were such a cool person to talk to and you made me laugh so much. miss yOo . i'm here for anything..


m e r c e d e s even though we might not have the same classes at the same time or that we were ever best friends, thanks for always talking to me and helping me cope with things.


i c e e hi ading! i STILL wish we went to the same highschool. but maybe in college, we'll be together. miss na miss kita!


m o lol kuya you're so funny. thanks for EVERYTHING that you've done. for making me smile, laugh, feel comfortable. for EVERYTHING. i love you and i hope we still stay close. good luck with Ate Grace because she is the SWEETEST girl i've ever seen and you two are PERFECT for each other.


r e g i n a heyy ateh! (hope your knee feels better soOn) have a FUN senior year. and you better give me your picture! (one with the feathers) and hopefully we both get our licenses soOn. good luck with everything that you are going through! mwhhhhh!


e l e n a hey! i miss you in my science class. you were my best lab partner. now i have weird people. lol. anyways, you are so SWEET and i'm really glad to have met you. we've been friends since freshman year and i hope that we still stay friends. xox


m i k e hey foOk. hmm .. hope your babies stay healthy and CUTE! i love JinJin .. hopefully Jin#2 will be just as cute. Jid is so pretty and you two make the PERFECT couple. lol =)


m a r y you are one of those girls that just makes all the stress go away. lol. thanks for always calming me down when i stress out, for all those talks that help me realize certain things, and for understand everything that goes on. you give me self-confidence in myself which i definetely lack. thanks for everything.


e r i k a hey coconut =) i hope you like your webpage. hehe, you are SO sweet and SO cute ! i luv yOo! we've been friends since freshman year and you have been the sweetest girl from day one. hope school isn't so hard anymore! and we need to sit together in lunch again! =( miss yOo! lol


l a goshh .. hope you have fun at college. don't party too much. the car seems empty without you.. miss you! you have to come back and visit again .. that was fun. =) wuv yOo kuya LA!!


and the rest... angello - ally - foluke - christine - jen - celia - mandi - jenny - nerissa - cj - chris - aileen - michelle c. - lauren m. - lauren w. - michelle l. - nicole - tracy - daniela - leslie - danielle - lana - brittney - honey - carlota - and to all those that i missed.
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My Love Story of Jay and Ailleen
It was just another typical day, nothing new, the same boring life I was living. I was just hanging out with my best friend, Dianne when I saw him, Rodan Dalmacio Jr. Now, only she can understand how he blew my mind. Throughout the rest of the day, all I could think of was how much I wanted to be with him and how much he looked soooo freakin gOod. The days flew by and all I could do was think about him .. he wasn't even mine!I started telling everyone about this guy: throughout school and my friends who didn't go to school with me at the time. Three weeks flew by and my friends who knew him helped me get the courage to talk to him .. but it didn't work. That's when all my wishes were put on hold because it was the last time I would be able to see him ... or so I thought.



That same day I went home, all my dreams of being with him slowly dying. Later that night, those same friends, who tried to make me talk to him, gave me his screen name and gave him my screen name. But I still couldn't talk to him because I was too shy and I didn't want to get into a relationship that would be connected basically through the phone or through the computer. Instead, he IMed me. It was just a typical conversation but it meant so much to me.



The next day I went to school and I told my friends all about what happened that night. All I kept saying was "Damn! He's so CUTE!" When i went home, I found out my friend, Jamie, talked to him, and she opened up to him about how I felt about him. But she did me a good thing. That's when I found out how he felt about me. We ended up talkin on the phone and that's when he asked me out. I was SO happy. .. that was September 20, 2000 at around 10:45 our anniversary.



Our relationship started out as a normal typical one. We were "head-over-heels" about each other. And two weeks into our relationship he told me that he felt that he loved me. But if you knew me, then you would know that I couldn't possibly feel "in love" at that time. But I told him I loved him too because I didn't want him to feel that I felt as if we were moving too fast, even though i really did. I felt bad though because I wasn't really allowed to have a boyfriend, the timing wasn't right. I was suppose to focus on getting into a good highschool not on a person. But it didn't matter to me how I was restricted about that. I still tried everything to see him .. even if it did get me in trouble a few times. It just made me feel .. happy. And I never really felt like that before.



We talked on the phone everyday. We beeped each other every morning and every night. Most of the time, we called each other in the morning just to tell each other "good morning" or "i love you." i LOVED how that felt. It was comforting to know that someone can actually love me for once. I had friends that took care of me, but other than one other person, he actually made me feel good. He formed who i was at the time we were going out. I was happy.



It was the beginning of November and I was out with my friends to celebrate Jamie's birthday. She also invited him in order to make me happy because I really never saw him after he asked me out. We were waiting for him so we can watch a movie, but he didn't show up. So we watched the movie.. without him. But .. after the movie we ended up bumping into him and his friends. I found out later that he had forgotten his beeper and that's why he didn't show up. So our friends gave us time to ourselves. We just walked around the mall for a while and then we just stopped. We stood there holding hands and looking deeply into each other's eyes. I couldn't help but smile because I was just happy to have him holding my hand.



That's when we kissed .. our first kiss. It was soft .. Yet I still wasn't sure if I truly loved him ..



Christmas came and he had to go to the Philippines for vacation for two weeks. It would be the first time that we were actually not going to talk to each other everyday. And wierdly enough .. i missed him .. ALOT. He called me twice but I only got one call. We just talked for a while about anything. That's what I liked about him. We could talk about ANYTHING no matter how pointless it was. He came back and the basketball season started again.



February came and I became another year older. That was around the same time my school held a carnival. It was Sunday and I was already pissed off that day for things that happened the day before. Nearing the end of the day I met up with him again, He made me relaxed and we just hung out for a while. it was raining, but we still walked together. We reached a little garden by my school (at the time). We stood there in each other's arms hugging and kissing each other. It started to get cold and I started to shiver. That's when he held me closer - I could hear his heart beating. It was the sweetest moment I ever had with him. I could still describe that night .. the moon was out and its bright light shone down .. even though it was raining .. the stars were out and the weather was cool. That day that's when I knew ..
.. I knew I loved him ..



After that day, all we did was get closer to each other. I got into the highschool I wanted to and life was going good. Things that were bad would happen once in a while, but I can't recall anything like that ever affecting me. Things happened and all it did was get me closer and more dependant on him. I was still standing strong on my own .. I knew that nothing can really ruin my life .. and that was the greatest feeling I had ever felt. The school year ended and the summer of 2001 came.



My summer wasn't that .. good. i didn't spend the time i wanted to with him but I didn't care because just talking to him made my day. I had summer school and it kind of blocked my time with him. It was three months since i last saw him .. and I found myself getting distant from him .. I guess he saw that too. One night .. we talked on the phone for a long time. It wasn't a good conversation though. I was feeling mixed about how he felt about me and about how I felt about him. I knew I loved him but it just wasn't working out for me. I missed him too much and I just needed to see him and have him hold me. That night was one of the worst nights I've had. He ended up breaking up with me. I hung up the phone and I couldn't feel anything. I was numb. It took me ten minutes to realize that he actually did that. I beeped him with "I LOVE YOU" and he beeped back telling me to call him. So I did. We were crying together but only I really knew how much it hurt only because I was the one who knew he could let go. He couldn't realize that I couldn't ...



The next day I went to school. I couldn't concentrate. I sat there thinking back to that night. When I got back i called him and we talked to each other. He knew I was hurt and I knew he was too. I couldn't take it .. and neither could he. So we got back together knowing that we couldn't live without each other. That made my day .. but I wasn't completely happy .. I was holding something back from him that i just wasn't able to tell him. and still haven't been able to .. and that's probably what will cause the end of everything.



We started going out again and I became happy once more. Things happened that made a BIG impact on my life .. and it allowed me to know that he truly loved me. And I loved him too. It was certain that he was the only one who I would ever love. And that was that.



The summer ended and school started. Now we were both in highschool .. just not the same ones. But it was ok. I knew he wouldn't cheat on me and he knew I wouldn't do that either. One year came and it was just good to know that we lasted a year. I was so happy to know that I had someone that could help me through everything I was going through. Only life with him wasn't good anymore. We started to get into fights EVERYDAY and i couldn't understand if it was just ME or the fact that he just might not want ME anymore.



For Christmas he came to my house because he was going to New Jersey for vacation. I was going to miss him so much. So we sat there in each other's arms .. i missed him. The last time we actually went out with each other at this point was the beginning of November. I felt as if we were falling apart again. But I didn't say anything - I was scared to lose him. When time came for him to leave we said "I love you" to each other and we left .. but only one of us wasn't sure if we really did love each other the same way.



During the time he was gone .. I was able to recollect myself and to figure out how I can deal with the feeling of us falling apart. So i wrote a letter explaining everything .. how I felt and everything I ever held back from him. He came back .. and the next day .. my letter reached his house ..



The winter vacation was over and school started again .. that same day I could tell he read my letter .. it was like he was holding back .. a lot. I could tell he was hurt .. but he just couldn't say anything. It was like that for the next two weeks. I was getting hurt everyday .. he just kept getting further from me and I couldn't undertand why. I started to cry .. first it was just a little tear that dropped .. but it soon became that I was crying everyday. I couldn't take missing him as much as I did .. so I told him ... The next day .. he wrote back to my email .. and it was discouraging. And that night .. we broke up again. But this time .. it was for good. He told me he was tired of hurting me and that he needed time to just be by himself. So i accepted it .. but emotionally I was getting drained... that was January 13, 2002.



For about three months i wuz really upset .. i loved him sOo much n i couldn't understand why or how he could do that to me .. i was ready to just commit suicide. everyone kept telling me "Ayeh don't worry, you can get better" or "ayeh forget about him .. hes not good enough for you". but only i knew that he was. he might've hurt me. but i didn't care. i loved him sOo much and i just couldn't love someone else. He was perfect and i thoughtthat i wasn't the one good enough for him. we stayed friends, but it just wasn't the same.



One day he came over my house. It was cool, we chilled for a while. And before he left he kissed me. Not the way you kiss someone as a sign of respect, but he kissed me. we got back together and we've been together since.




*Edit
so now it's been 3 years. a bumpy three years, but a happy one. our three year anniversary was PERFECT. he picked me up and went out to dinner at the Rain Forest Cafe. then we headed over to Dania beach for a little one-on-one time. it was SO sweet .. sitting there in each other's arms. it's like my dream come true. to finally sit on the beach with the stars out with that special someone that i plan to spend the rest of my life with. i love him so much. i truly do.

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so i guess that's it.. hopefully
you liked how this site turned
out. that's all... so with the words
of Britney - "get on the floor...
... baby lose control.." lol peacee

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