It's impossible to tell what it is about her that commands so much respect and admiration; she is tiny in stature, an unimposing dappled blue-white with milky blind eyes and delicate features. She is young and frail, prematurely aged and more eccentric and worn than handsome...and yet, there it is, impossible to ignore, a primal allure and drawing power, the stirringly innate urge to follow her commands. Despite her frailty, she seems utterly capable of murder, seems wild and dangerous; despite her youth, her blind eyes beckon you to follow her. A knowing smirk crosses her slim maw, and she saunters off confidently into the woods, with no doubt at all that you will follow.

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Name: Zandra
Name meaning: None
Age: Mid-teen
Color: Blue and white dappled
Markings: A soft, pale blue in color, dappled with offwhite, not quite clouds.
Eye colour: Milky, blind white
Physical abilities: She is blind and physically very small, not quite weak but clearly not athletic; she shies away from engaging in battle, much preferring to use her other capacities.
Mental abilities: Gifted with an inner eye that can see both the future and the present, despite distance; she has visions and may be slightly insane
Personality: Despite her size and disability, Zandra projects an inarguable presence of power. She is self-assured and never seems to be wholly in the present; she has been experiencing visions of the future since she was a young child, and she cultivates these prophecies into action. She is stunningly manipulative and very persuasive, and has the strange ability to convince even the most head-strong into action. She is mildly insane, although those she holds power over seem to readily look over this fact.

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::Zeodians::
The eldest of the family; he projects the appearance of power and leadership, having taken the role of leader amongst the siblings early on, but he is really the puppet of his sister and he is appallingly aware of it. Zandra has a complicated relationship with him, as he constantly challenges her authority, but she nevertheless loves him because he is a loyal servant to her desires--he has never questioned her prophecies.

::Shaahk::
One of Zandra's more adoring elder brothers; in many ways she is closest to him, perhaps because his loyalty has been unwavering thus far. With their new pack, however, he has started to spend less time in her company, and she is displeased with his new choice of servant...

::Insomnia::
Similarly adoring as Shaahk, although perhaps a bit more enjoyable in his company. They are perhaps the most similar, and while he does not prophecize in the same way as his sister, Insomnia's sleepless nights have yielded him a sort of wisdom and higher plane of understanding of his sister.

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::Zikarma::
This racer and messenger greatly amuses Zandra; he seems painfully out of place within his pack, although she may be the only to notice this. Seeing this weakness, she pursues him now to see what use he may serve her; he is unafraid of her sharp wit and uncanny knowledge, and something about this refreshes her. Thus, she has taken him in as something of a project, another mind to be worn down with her charms...

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[Childhood]
Zandralyn was a mere baby the night she made her first prophecy. She was asleep, curled against her mother's warm side, when she had the most wonderful, terrible dream. In it, her brothers killed their parents in their sleep; they drank their blood, and danced in the moonlight, and laughed, and were free. In the dream, they ran away from there with their newfound freedom, and found a new life for themselves--a pack which would cultivate their bloodthirst, a pack which would lend them strength. In the dream, Zandra rose high up in the ranks and become powerful and respected, followed a path toward greatness; in the dream, one of the siblings would die, and the other would be disgraced--but Zandra would rise to terrible, awesome power.

In the morning, she wobbled away from her family on unsteady paws; her blindness had been there since birth, and had never bothered her. The milky darkness of youth had never unclouded from her eyes, and she did not question this; she knew, on a deeper level, that there was a reason for this, and that it would lead to her greatness. Even from her birth, Zandra new things she shouldn't. The youngest pup, the runt, and the only female in a litter of largely boisterous boys, she was given special treatment and adored by her brothers and family. She never felt any particular bond to her parents who by their own choices, decided to live separate from the pack they had met each other in. They weren't really 'good' or 'bad'; it's hard to say what spawned the darkness in their pups, but it seems to be largely rooted in Zandra herself. She felt no remorse as she told her prophecy to her brothers, and while she never said for them to carry out the plan, there was no doubt that this is what must happen--there was no questioning her, as this is the sort of authority that Zandra holds over all life. Her parents were weak, and she knew, somehow, that without their destruction the beautiful, bloody path at her feet could never be trodden. She did not tell them about the second half of the prophecy, where one would die and one would be disgraced. It seemed unnecessary to her end.

She did not watch as her brother's slaughtered her parents, but she listened; she did not need to watch, because she had seen it all happen before. Zeodians, the eldest, led the attack, and leapt upon his father, ruthlessly tearing into his eyes before Insomnia stepped in beside him to rip out his throat; Shaahk took care of their mother, tearing open her throat before she could scream. They all sat in reverence and watched the blood seep from their parent's veins; some took trophies with them. They returned and bowed to Zandra in reverie, nuzzling against her lovingly; she smiled, satisfied, and in the morning--led by Zeodians--they set out to find this new life of glory she had promised.

[Adolesence]
They did not wander long before meeting a warrior of a pack which appealed to their sensibilities; it was called the Lupes of the Bleeding Moon, and they were accepted into it with little difficulty, being roughly the same age as the alpha's newest litter of pups. Zandra fell in with her peers almost immediately; her brothers had varying degrees of luck with them, and Zeodians is in a constant struggle of retaining power. His siblings no longer listen to his guidance, and their only common thread is Zandralyn; the family is falling apart, and the dainty blue lupess does not care. Her work has been done. She knows the fates of her brothers. She knows the fate of herself, her pack, her existance. She can impress her alpha with her prophecies and command total control over the weaker-minded; she can trade verbal sparring with the alpha's gifted daughter; she can work her way up the ranks and slowly gain influence over the pack members.

She is in heaven. Her family has become unnecessary to her now.

[Adulthood]

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How long how long will I slide
Separate my side I don’t
I don’t believe it’s bad
Slit my throat
It’s all I ever

I heard your voice through a photograph
I thought it up it brought up the past
Once you know you can never go back
I’ve got to take it on the otherside

Centuries are what it meant to me
A cemetery where I marry the sea
Stranger things could never change my mind
I’ve got to take it on the otherside
Take it on the otherside
Take it on
Take it on

Pour my life into a paper cup
The ashtray’s full and I’m spillin’ my guts
She wants to know am I still a slut
I’ve got to take it on the otherside

Scarlet starlet and she’s in my bed
A candidate for my soul mate bled
Push the trigger and pull the thread
I’ve got to take it on the otherside
Take it on the otherside
Take it on
Take it on p> Turn me on take me for a hard ride
Burn me out leave me on the otherside
I yell and tell it that
It’s not my friend
I tear it down I tear it down
And then it’s born again

How long I don’t believe it’s bad
Slit my throat
It’s all I ever

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