He is a thickset and burly creature, though still young; marked oddly but handsomely in black-and-ivory badger markings, he stands out uniquely from both shadow and family. His eyes are bright, luminous yellow which betray the deepened premature wisdom of his youth, and as he stands he regards you with utter distrust before slipping away, disinterested in anything you might have to say.

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Name: Jazovac
Name meaning: Badger
Age: Mid-pup
Color: Black
Markings: Marked like a badger; dark silvery grey body, with solid black forepaws and a black-and-white facemask. White markings on tail.
Eye colour: Yellow
Physical abilities: Very stout and strong, with exceptionally powerful forequarters and heavily-muscled limbs.
Mental abilities: Very quiet, and can appear unintelligent to those who don't know or understand him.
Personality: Quiet and sullen, and forever lonely, searching for something he will never, and can never, find. A tenacious warrior and strong-willed individual, with a special love of the outdoors and exploring, and a particular disdain for conversation.

[Family]


Coy

Jazovac has no special relationship with his mother; he loves her as a son does, but nothing more. Her attempts to close bonding with him in his youth did not affect him, and he pulled away from her and his family early on in search of something else, though he has no clue what it could be.


Daverone

Jazovac distances himself from his father, despite the loving relationship that is offered between them. Perhaps he doesn't see the need for the relationship, or the value in pursuing it further. Perhaps on a deeper level he is further made jealous by his more handsome, out-going brother. Or, perhaps, Jaz is just so simply intwined with his own affairs that he does not bother placing affections on his father beyond those simply required by their familial relationship.


Kim

The brothers are far less aware of each other than siblings generally are, and have been from the earliest stages of life. Kimeron has his own selection of friend and his own set of hobbies, of which Jazovac wants nothing to do. Fundamentally different in every way, Kim's personality does not allow him to be less than friendly to his brother, and Jazovac returns the favor in a quiet, begrudging sort of way. He is simply disinterested in everything Kim stands for.


Anna

Although they are slightly closer than Jaz and Kim, Anna is another creature with whom Jaz rarely, if ever, associates. They are simply to different in personality to enjoy each other's company--Bright, cheerful Anna and sullen, brooding Jazovac. Beyond a fond brotherly protectiveness, there is really no relationship between them.


Arumarna

As close to a friend as any in his family, Jaz is pained by her removal from his home, though he does not show it. The two share a thread of similarity in their quiet rebellion, although at heart their essences differ greatly.

[Friends]
Kavinek
An elderly raven, incredibly intelligent for his kind, whom Jazovac discovered in the aftermath of the raid. The bird was gravely injured and had been overlooked as one of the dead in all the turmoil; its master slain in combat, it was lonely and mourning. Jazovac found something strangely alluring in him, and took him home to nurse back to health. Kavinek, once his strength was regained, became a close friend and ally to the pup, and they grew a strong attatchment.


Alask

An older pup, estranged from his peers by an attack which left him cold and largely emotionless. Theirs is a quiet friendship, more a commiserating of their solitude than legitimate intimacy, but they share enough qualities that they may have a future as closer companions ahead of them.


Autumn

An attractive femme rendered weak by a heart condition, Autumn is estranged from her large family and their friends by her inability to join in their rough-and-tumble play. She and Jaz share an appreciation of nature and the quiet life of gardens and gentle exploration, and have come across each other on their investigations of the territory. When she was lost at the beginning of the Raid, Jaz elected to search for her, and the resulting adventure bonded them closely as companions.

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[Childhood]
Born the younger of identical twins, Jazovac never knew his brother; the other pup was stillborn, and their identical large frames nearly killed their narrow-hipped mother. Overcome by grief, Coy and Daverone resolved never to mention their fifth pup, and buried him beneath an old, flame-damaged tree.

Jazovac would never realize it, but he would spend the rest of his life searching for his other half, the half that had died alongside him in the womb. Had his twin lived, he may have fared differently; he may have experienced a close bond with his brother, a playful codependency and mischievous interaction of shared souls and minds. As it were, he grew only knowing intense loneliness, only knowing that he did not quite fit in with his siblings. His elder brother Kimeron was attractive, flashy, all bright colors and brilliant, winning personality. Anna, too, older than Jaz but petite and sweetly naive, was naturally friendly and flamboyant, beautiful and attention-loving. Jazovac held nothing in common with them, and shied away from their ever-increasing childish enthusiasm. Arumarna, his younger sister, was similarly quiet and withdrawn, though that was the extent of the pups's similarities; whereas she was antisocial and rebellious, Jaz was merely...lost. He would wander for hours in the wilderness, searching for something he didn't even know he was missing, enjoying his own company and rejecting that of others. No one ever offered the company or conversation that he desired, and he rejected it immediately without wondering why he did so.

He matured far too quickly within his puphood. Naturally quiet, he rarely spoke unless it was necessary, and then it was delivered in an unnaturally gruff, low tone with as few words as possible. Childish lisps and vocabulary never graced his white-and-black maw, and his yellow eyes were always bright with an understanding beyond his years. It wasn't that he was unhappy...it was just that he was never quite fulfilled by other people's presence, and he could do just fine on his own, except for that awful gnawing loneliness.

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[Adulthood]

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"When I'm Gone", 3 Doors Down
--Jazovac's Inner Monologue--
There's another world inside of me that you may never see
There's secrets in this life that I can't hide
Well somewhere in this darkness there's a light that I can't find
Well maybe it's too far away
Or maybe I'm just blind
Maybe I'm just blind

So hold me when I'm here
Right me when I'm wrong
Hold me when I'm scared
And love me when I'm gone
Everything I am
And everything in me
Wants to be the one you wanted me to be
I'll never let you down
Even if I could
I'd give up everything
If only for your good
So hold me when I'm here
Right me when I'm wrong
Hold me when I'm scared
You won't always be there
So love me when I'm gone
Love me when I'm gone

When your education x-ray cannot see under my skin
I won't tell you a damn thing that I could not tell my friends
Roaming through this darkness, I'm alive but I'm alone
And part of me is fighting this
But part of me is gone

So hold me when I'm here
Right me when I'm wrong
Hold me when I'm scared
And love me when I'm gone
Everything I am
And everything in me
Wants to be the one you wanted me to be
I'll never let you down
Even if I could
I'd give up everything
If only for your good
So hold me when I'm here
Right me when I'm wrong
Hold me when I'm scared
You won't always be there
So love me when I'm gone
Love me when I'm gone

Maybe I'm just blind

So hold me when I'm here
Right me when I'm wrong
Hold me when I'm scared
And love me when I'm gone
Everything I am
And everything in me
Wants to be the one you wanted me to be
I'll never let you down
Even if I could
I'd give up everything
If only for your good
So hold me when I'm here
Right me when I'm wrong
Hold me when I'm scared
You won't always be there
So love me when I'm gone
Love me when I'm gone,
Love me when I'm gone,
When I'm gone
When I'm gone
When I'm gone

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