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on Earth that's the same? It's that way on purpose. There's no one to blame. And just who is to say what is right, and what's wrong. Since they can't be the same, they've been right all along. |
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| Ok...So you peoples wanna know bout' me...Aight fine...I'll speak...I hate lying on my resume, so I'm not going to lie here...I am originally from MALAYSIA (my loving town IPOH)...I am BiTcHy...And if you just cannot comprehend the symbolic meaning behind rainbow patterns...I have no problem who people choose to Love, shouldn't be sinful. (sometimes we didn't choose life, life chose us)...yes boyz & gurlz...believe it!...or...STOP READING THIS! You know the one thing that pisses me off the most...is why people seem to care so much about sexuality, my hair and sTuFFz. But not my loyalty, faithfulness and worthy..TRUE color (luV) I want to see. Labels are for merchandises!! So lets just be REAL, be NATURAL. As A woman, I believe women ought to be beautiful. And beautiful simply define one that take very good care of themselves, that have desire wanted to be beautiful and shines. LOVE YOURSELVES!! or don't tell me that you have lots of love for anyone else! To All Women : I admire your STRENGTH! For all you assumers out there...I am only gonna say this once...so listen up... I know I have the bitchiness, strong personality...and most of all...conceited...Maybe it's the so call middle child syndrome...LOL...But let me make this clear...I am a VERY FAITHFUL person...just because my physical and personal aspects are positive in my favor...doesn't mean I lead the life of a selfish and weak human being...U'll have a person for life if U treat me right. I don't believe in cheating and I don't tolerate cheating on any level! It isn't something to be proud of; it is the most selfish and deceiving act to do to another person. |
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I tried LoVe...and LoVe tried me...LoVe is the best when ur with sumone who LoVes you like no other...when they would give anything just to see you, as you urself would do the same...when ur always smilin' cause you know ur being LoVed...when you get a phone call from them just because they missed you...
But...when that person you LoVe so much doesn't feel or act this way toward you anymore...As much as you don't wanna give up and wanna be with that person...Holdin' on for the both of you and hindin' the pain...can only last so long...and you must try your hardest to let them go... Without that LoVe and respect in return...your just slowly bein' crushed...and won't wanna LoVe again...And we all wanna be able to LoVe...cause it is what we live for...and like they always say... "One never knows (appreciates) what one has till it is gone..."I can't imagine one day i am not talking about LuV~ |
RECENT THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS Kiss me once, I appear...simple lying...I vanish in thin air... A tasteless love...unveiled to you...bittersweet...I feel you near....simplicity dies at your natural coming...frivolous thoughts abridged to your withholdings...flows drenched with complexity...keeps you wondering...aspiring to have it...for good... Kiss me twice, I do appear...but only knowing....I won't shed a tear... Oppressed feelings...out for good...danger is only eternal happiness...For love is somewhere...and I am there...hold my hand...don't look back... I'll never let you go... If i reach out my hand...hold it good and hold it right...or maybe losing me forever... Maybe because...I think I deserve better ! ------------------------------------------------------------------------- do u think i am asking too much ? i want somebody who sees the pointlessness and still keeps their purpose in mind i want somebody who will either put out for me reach out for me or maybe just put it all to words and make me go i never heard it put that way make me say, what did you just say? i want somebody who can hold my interest hold it and never let it go someone who can flatten me with a kiss or a sentence, that stops me like a brick wall IF YOU HEAR ME TALKING LISTEN TO WHAT I'M NOT SAYING i'm tired of being the interesting one just lay yourself on the line and i might lay myself down by you but don't sit behind your eyes and wait for me to surprise you i want somebody who can make me scream until it's funny i'm asking for an inexistent ?! ----------------------------------------------------------------------- Don't Take What Haven't Get... Don't Give What Haven't Want ! 5/04 Have u been this tire...like u r too tired that u can't sleep. Have u been this cold...like u r wearing down jacket wrapped in a blanket u still shiver. Have u been this quiet...like u have no more words from your mouth, u have said it all and wonder if it means anything. Have u been this lonely...like u r surrounded by a crowd and u r trying too hard to escape. Have u been this bad luck...like u won the lottery and still can't get the one tiny little thing is all u want. 5/04 Feel like you've been typing your life away, without coming across any sign of intelligent life, speak up ! I'm still listening ! Although I have a lamp and fire, Stars, moon, and sun to give me light, Unless I look into your eyes, All is dark night. 5/04 Life is a WAR...FighT ! YoU brave soldier !! 05/04 |
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| When U Love somebody, u can be selfish enough to give ALL, in the way they want... (From : Laws of Attraction) |
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| Song playing in the background : IF I AIN'T GOT U Some people live for the fortune Some people live just for the fame Some people live for the power, yeah Some people live just to play the game Some people think that the physical things Define what's within And I've been there before But that life's a bore So full of the superficial Some people want it all, But I don't want nothing at all If I ain't got you baby, If I ain't got you Some people want diamond rings, Some just want everything But everything means nothing, If I ain't got you, yeah Some people search for a fountain That promises forever young Some people need three dozen roses And that's the only way to prove you love them Hand me the world on a silver platter And what good would it be With no one to share Wih no one who truly cares for me Some people want it all, But I don't want nothing at all If I ain't got you baby, If I ain't got you Some people want diamond rings, Some just want everything But everything means nothing, If I ain't got you, you, you Some people want it all, But I don't want nothing at all If I ain't got you baby, If I ain't got you Some people want diamond rings, Some just want everything But everything means nothing, If I ain't got you, yeah If I ain't got you with me baby So nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing If I ain't got you with me baby~ |
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