@~}-~ Why..? ~~{~@
Why did you do this to me?
Hurt me so?
Why did you do it, huh?
I thought you loved me..
Or, at least, you said you did..
Now I don't know what to believe anymore.
The truth mixed in with the lies..
Nothing meaning anything..
I hate you, despise you.
I can't believe I let myself fall like that..
Fall so hard and fast..
I should've know better.
But what did I know..?
Nothing, apparently...
There were things you made me feel..
Things no other could arise in me..
You made me feel so special,
Knowing all the right things to say,
Whispering to me that I was the only one..
Now I know that isn't true.
What else have you said to me?
What else have you lied about?
The special feelings are now gone,
Replaced with hate and contempt,
Pain and sorrow..
I hurt so much because of you..
I can't believe it..
Why? Tell me.
Why did you do this?
Once, I told you,
I couldn't picture my life without you..
I gave my heart to you..
You cared then..
Told me you would always be there..
Lies.. That's all they were..
What happened..?
A life so easily crushed..
The pain too much..
I hate you..
For all you've done..
I still can't believe it..
Don't want to...
Please...
Just tell me why?
Why did you do this..?
~6-4-03~