Already Bryan and I had endured things in our relationship that were unexpected, The group that Bryan was part of (Westside) went on tour with Boyzone, for two months I only saw Bryan four times, Westside were now on a real buzz and received masses of critical acclaim. Although we only saw each other a few short times, Bryan and I were constantly on the phone, every free minute we had was spent talking to each other. I missed him terribly. I went to see him perform twice, it was all so amazing, and again I was so proud to see him there. I went along with Georgina (Nicky’s girlfriend) and Keely. Keely and I had become really good friends with all of the band and with Georgina; it was good that we all knew what each other was going through. Keely and me would sit up in our flat till all hours in the morning just constantly taking the mick, or having serious chats. I was really happy for her, Shane made her feel as though she was the only woman in the world, so much so that She had been to Sligo, met his family and stayed over too. One night, Keely came and sat next to me on the sofa, "Rav," she said, tearfully, "hey Keely, what’s up?" "Rav, I think I’m in love" "Keely, so why the tears?" I asked as she wiped her tears from her cheek and continued "cos I love him too much" I leant over and gave her a hug, "hey don’t worry, Shane loves you too" she looked at me and smiled, "oh, I’m just being silly" she said, "I’ll be fine" she assured me. "You sure" I asked, "Yep" she said, I got up and went over to the kitchen, to get some fudge cake, I called out… "I know just the thing to cheer you up…"