I also hope you have taken time out lately for yourself.. this is necessary for survival.... I know that to many people it is important to be a person who looks out for family, friends, and stability in the community, but the whole time you are looking for those things,please don't forget to look for YOURSELF. yes, that is correct what you just read, i said look for yourself.
at the end of each day, sit or lie down and truly try and search for YOU. where are you? how are you? what are you feeling? ask these questions to yourself and see what you come up with. don't forget to check if your heart is still beating. lol
I have realized that being a good Muslim, wife and mother is not all that I can be in this lifetime. I can also be ME and that is a very special person to be. some of us put our special needs off far too long and by the time we remember ourselves....some things that we really used to enjoy doing for ourselves are no longer able to be done. why not try and pick up goals you left on the shelf a while back? will it hurt? is it too much work? go ahead, ask yourself !! just do it silently, that way nobody thinks you are a nut lol.
the main idea of this special note is...if there is a special task that you let go and you truly desire it to this day..... go for it and do it now, before it is too late. Some people say it is never too late, but believe me when I say that sometimes it is. So, whatever you have been wishing and dreaming for; go do it now. I don't care what it is, just do it!!
while you are doing it, think of me and smile
