Lyrics
Iowa
Relax...it's over, you belong to me, I fill your mouth with dirt.
Relax...it's over, you can never leave.
I take your second digit with me...
[Love]
You are...myfirst, I can barely breathe.
I find you fasincating
You are...my favorite, lay you down to sleep.
It's all that I can do to stop...
[Love]
So blue...so broken, paperdoll decays.
I haven't left you yet.
So cold...subersive, your eyes are full of bleach.
Tomorrow, I will do away again...
[Love]
You are mine, you will always be mine, I can tear you apart.
I can recombine you
All I want is to covet you all
You belong to me
I will kill you to love you......
[Love]
Scissors
I play doctor for five minutes flat
Before I cut my heart open......and let the air out.
Three bugs, a pound of dust
Some wind spilled before me.
In the strangest mannor that had
Broke away my tear spout

As I lie there
With my tongue spread wide open
A black widow had offered me
A
sweetheart tube
As I injected
The candied heart that I selected
She said don't hesitate
Just do what you have to do!

Its hard to stay between the lines of skin
Just cuz I have nerves, don't mean that I can feel.
I wasn't very much fun to be with anyway
Just let the blood run red cuz I can't feel!

Biding my time untill the time is right
Biding my time untill the time is right
Biding my time untill the time is right
Biding my time...
It's time.
IT IS  -  TIME
UNTRUE
Where have you been? I've been here.
Waiting, anticipating, coping with tears.
Where have you been? You've been UNTRUE
I've seen it before and I see it again.
It's quite clear now. Your phone rang all night.
I waited here.  Waiting, anticipating.
Coping with Fear.  Where have you been?
You've been UNTRUE. I've seen it before and I see it again.
You can't stop me, you know who I am
This justifies new what I am.
You Crucify me won't lay by my side.
And now you'll need me until I die. I'm
DeaD.
NO HOME
No home. This is not any form of home.
home...home is where the
heart is.
no home...no heart...no home...no heart.
THis your viewing room. Your room no view.
Nothing seen, nothing heard. Your home no heart.
Shut up, I'll kick you out
Shut up, I'll do you in.
This trap, your crap. This is not my thing.
No soul, no heart. No home, no Heart.
Shut up, I'll kick you out. Shut up, I'll do you in.
Our wounds heal slowly. They grow into mold me.
Home...cany you trust me?
I've lived here for so long. I won't change.
So long sometimes..can we just be enemies?
MY MERCY
I'll die with my mercy, when she cries...I'll cry with her.
In my life, see I've loved an angel. My mercy, my mercy.
In such glance, the softest of skin. What's dripping, is paper thin
Remember oils, those vision of plenty, oh this memory....
How it still haunts me, we are love....we are love.
When I die, I'll die with my Mercy. And when she cries,
I'll cry with her...and in my life, See I've loved an
angel.
My Mercy eternal to me...we are love, we are made of many.
we are two, we are made of few. You take my lofe, and left me,
to plan it. You will never understand, what shade.
I will die for my Mercy, cant you see
Eternally...
Eternally
We are love, we are made of many
We are two, we are made of few.
BOTHER
Wish I was too dead to cry.
A self affliction face.
Stones to throw at my creater.
Masochist to which I cater.
[You don't need to bother
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on
I won't let go till it bleeds.]
Wish I was too dead to care
If indeed I cared at all
Never had a voice to protect
So you fed me shit to digest
Wish I had a reason
My flaws are open season
For this I gave up trying
One good turn deserves my dying.
[You don't need to bother
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on
I won't let go till it bleeds.]
Wish I'd died instead of lived.
A zombie hides my face.
Shelf forgotten with its memories.
Diaries left with cryptic entries.
[And you don't need to bother
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on
I won't let go till it bleeds.]
[You don't need to bother
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on, once I hold on
I'll never live down my disease.]
Could Not Ask For More
Lying here with you, listening to the rain. Smiling just to see, a smile upon your face. These are the moments I thank God that I'm alive. These are the moments, I'll remember all my life. I found all I've waited for, and I could not ask for more. Looking in your eyes, Seeing all I need. Everything you are is everything to me. These are the moments, I know heaven must exist. These are the moments I know all I need is this. I have all I've waited for, and I could not ask for more. I could not ask for more than this time together. I could not ask for more than this time with you. Every prayer has been answered. Every dream I have's come true. And right here in this moment, is where I'm meant to be. Here with you, here with me. These are the moments I thank God that I'm alive. These are the moments I'll remember all my life. I've got all I've waited for, and I could not ask for more. I could not aks for more than the love you give me, 'Cuz it's all I've waited for, and I could not ask for more...I could not ask for more.
FOR YOU
To your mother, to your father,
It's your son, or its your daughter,
Are my screams loud engough for you to hear me? Should I Turn this up for you?
[I sit here locked inside my head
Remembering everything you've said
This silence gets us nowhere
Gets us nowhere way too fast]
The silence is what kills me
I need someone here to help me
But you don't know how to listen
And let me make my decisions
['Cause I sit here locked
Inside my head, remembering everything
you've sad. The silence gets us nowhere
Gets us nowhere way too fast.]
All your insults and your curses make me feel
Like I'm notta person, and I feel like I am
Nothing, but you made me so do something
'Cause I'm fucked up because you are
Need attention, attention you couldn't give.
[I sit here locked inside my head
Remembering everything you've said
This silence gets us nowhere
Gets us nowhere way too fast.