(verse one)
I can only blame it on myself
Myself and not anyone else
For the consequences I knew
I would have faced, its due
Breaking the night's silence
The sound of crying softens
Can no longer held my head high
Wish I could close my eyes and die
(verse two)
I was hurt by the humiliation
Nothing of this could've happen
If I could turn back time
Turning it back to the prime
Deep down I couldn't answer
So I turn to god with a prayer
It didn't pay to be wrong
The wrong doings that I should
(chorus)
This heart of mine is broken
The soul is gone and its stolen
Dirty secrets deep down revealed
Didn't want anyone to know until
Today, where the story unveils
No one knows how I feel
I feel sorry for myself
For being sorry for myself
(verse three)
Why should I feel sorry?
When no one listens to my story
It was meant to be a lie
Behold the lies of a tragic life
It was a beautiful disaster
It just didn't happen earlier
Now my heart of stone sank
Beyond the borders of length
(chorus)
This heart of mine is broken
The soul is gone and its stolen
Dirty secrets deep down revealed
Didn't want anyone to know until
Today, where the story unveils
No one knows how I feel
I feel sorry for myself
For being sorry for myself
(outro)
Don't feel sorry for me
Don't cry just let it be
I didn't mean to cheat
I'm sorry because I'm defeated
Parcels of grievance thoughts
Stack on my mind but I fought
Until the day I die
And all I want do is to fly
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