My wish

Never knowing and never
understanding why
All these strange feelings keep growing
Deep inside
I become giddy around you
My hormones some what uncontrolled
I begin to get anxious and shake
And every once and a while
Steel a glance only to find you deep in
thought
While I twirl a pen around between my
fingers
Or sit writing in my journal
I watch you stare at your pen
Contemplating on whether to write with
it or not
You still look sexy to me
Wearing your snug blue jeans
And baggy sweat shirts
I just wish you would have the courage
to talk to me
Instead of just glancing over
When you think I'm not looking