Living in Oblivion It's my page, simple and polifacetic...poems by me, pictures, basenji, spinone italiano... a little bit of everything. Its about being yourself when no to many ppl accept you.
ALL ABOUT ME
      Well, right now Im in a state of transition from Panama to Honduras.. I´m trying to adapt to this completly different life-stlye here... so far I´ve had my ups ands downs... I laugh, I cry and I miss, but at the same time I am expecting the unexpected.. I´m curious bout my future here... I think it will be interesting....
    I'm starting over...jaja... just like the tv show... I´m trying to figure things out, put my shit together and move on...
I now have to choose which path will I follow... It's time for me to end this book and begin another...
  My  dreams, my goals: That's easy (I just wish it were as easy said as done) and that's to be happy....
   Well, I moved to Honduras on August 2003, I'm living with my mom, step father and 3,  1/2 brothers...
    So that means I have to learn to live in a family...share, and follow more rules...
    There have been a great amount of problems cause of misscomunication so I've figured you have to be clear on things when you talk.... blablabla...
  
   
  
  Missing KARELIA... Damn thats hard... I miss her so much.. I sometimes think its sad that I'm so in love with my Karelia... I can't really say how much I miss that big, hugable, hairy, sweet, spinone...  but hey I also miss Teddy and Andy.. but of course not that much...Why? well, cuase there is a special bond between me a Kare and nothing will ever change that....
My fears: To be lonely, to wake up one morning with nothing to say, to loose all that inspires me in life...
I fear loosing my mind... I fear to get sick of something so bad I won't be able to be me... I'm afraid of myself, of my depressions, of having no one to hug, no one that really cares about me...
I'm so afraid of so many things.
I thought I would get stronger with time but I don't, I seem to get weaker, I'm loosing all strength... I just hope it's not to late...
New Member in the Family
KANT
Well, he joined are family in August and he is Karelias boyfriend and together they will give wonderfull grandpuppys.
I just met Kant and he´s adorable, little problem thou he is a threat to the furniture. We cann´ leave him alone for a second. I belevie he did not like the patio so that´ probably why he has decided to  rearrage it.
Live journal.... just incase you are interestead...
FOR A BETTER PROFILE
Now some of my fears have been washed away...I've found someone that brightens my days, someone who is always capable of putting a smile on my face.. Someone that for the fisrt time gives me as much love as a I give ... GIO...thanks...
TO READ A LITTLE BIT MORE ABOUT MY LIFE...
Something dedicated to
Promo 2002 Sek