Lost thoughts

I thought about all those time that I did you wrong I thought about all those times I broke up our happy home I was not a gentalmen I was not a friend thats why the love between us had to end Do I think about you yes all the time I often  say to my self that  I must have been blind to claim to be a man when I was really a jek Im sorry it was your feeling that I had to hurt I committed a sin I commmitted a felony When i thought that you did not love me I was blind as a bad deaf as a tree because I could not see the smile on you face ever time you said that you loved me My friends keep tell me that I did you right But my dreams keep telling me different each and every night When ii smell the perfume that you once wore My heart and sould begin to fill sore I wished I would have gotten caught Maybe I would not be haven lost thoughts