Talk To mE

Salam(Hi)
I already have a great month so far!!! 21-year old and a member of a Star Track.... I guess the success went to my head and suddenly I was not in 'good ground' anymore!! :). A'ha! did I tell you this that, I had 3 meeting with that girl which I discuss on my last BLOG? She is so fine, I still remember the cake which she paste on my face on her birthday.

anyhow! I just update my Wallpaper's Website! 20 new Wallpapers dancing there, so just check it out! I hope you like it! *EnJoY*

http://www.ArtInmE.CjB.NeT

I Am Always 21! ^_^

Salam(Hi)
Birthday gone! now I'm 21.... I wrote this blog on the day I was coming home from the very interesting meeting with that girl whoes give me a party on my Birthday.... It was our first meeting in real, before this we find eachohter via internet and after that we had decide to meet coz we have some questions in our mind! as she said! haahaha :).

However it was a great week.... Full of fun and excitement! I do remember our little party in my local area, it really felt like the ultimate climax when they bring a cake for me.... I wonder how life should be at it's best....

Funny how everthing changes for me, stuff like that take me away.... Each time I think about, wish to be save the moments which I travel though with....

Friends is such a most important part of our life, as one of my friend KARiSMA said in email that, "lyf is indeed like a book... not only that the pages keep turning until the very end but that people read it... lyk books, our lives are being read by people... and they either smile when they read us, get mad, get hurt, or become sad... it depends on how we carry every relationship (family, friends, all kind of relationship) that come into our lives... it would depen on how we value people in our lives :)... it is my hope and prayer that when people read ur life, they will be encouraged and blessed... but i pray more that when God reads ur life, He will be really pleased".

I don't know yet what the future brings in it's hands for me and what tomarrow brings, GOD knows better! But it's a PRAY for HAPPY Life! =)

A'ha! I wanna say thanks for Wishing Me!!! Phill, Ivori, Jack, Shehzad, Imran, Jessie, Julia, Cecilia, Leona, Haris, Linn, Framlin, Saba, Rachel, Rita, Mishal, Becca, Joseph, Jessica Ann, Sehar Batool, Batool Fatima, Shoaib, Filiz, Jenny, Alexa, Hospes, Jonas, Ulf and Erin.... I hope, I haven't miss any, if then please forgive or just remind me! =).

Now 21 Always 21 (it's cool)
Young and Proud
Rizwan.

I'm not blaming to my God

Salam(Hi)
Was the last 2 weeks to be recorded, I was so upset and lost the way.... However! Right now am feel ok! =) Things were back again the way were I like to travel though.... But still one thing is missing as forever.... A dream which I seen as far as so long....

Last email which I had sent to ma' every friend, I reprint here:

Problems just tumbled about me, and heavier came each task.
Hmmmm.... "Why doesn't God help me? I wondered.., He answered, 'You didn't ask' (maybe)  haaa Haa Ha.. ok ok God, My ALLAH! am gonna ask.. make my and my friends wish true... Ameen.

I've been trying to overcome the mental blocks I've got... GOD loved us, then why he didn't respond to all their please? Haaa... Wish this time ma' Pray work! Ameen(Insha'Allah - if GOD wills)

Friends! here am gonna ask you, will you please Pray for me in Religious Center'? ^_^  Haaaaa.... am in somekinda problem... all I need is PRAY.... will you do it for me? both right now and when you go to Religious Center! ^_^ Please your PRAY is more than a HELP for Me! :)

However, STiLL - Hot summer streets and the pavements are burning, I sit around. Trying to smile, but the air is so heavy and dry. Strange voices are saying (ah, what did they say?) Things I can't understand, It's too close to comfort, this heat has got right out of hand... It's a cruel CRUEL summer... Leaving me here on my own...

The city is crowded, my friends are waiting for me and I'm on my own... Hmm.. not fair... It's too hot to handle, so I gotta get up and go, and go.

In reply I've got lots of emails from my friends and a short messages via ZonkBoard(Message Board) on my site... In most replies, Things were going other way. Most of ma' friends think that, am blaming to my God!! However! I clear that, I didn't blaming to God for all this. I knew problems are also the part of the life, always have and always will.

They look at something from a different angle. Let me tell, I likes to share problems and happiness, wish for goods and help when things are bad. So I did in last email, am sad and around in problems. So I emailed to ma all friends for Pray. Coz I wanna be open book, which easy to read. It means so much to me to sharing stuff. Most of my friends, share their problems and asking for Pray. So am I do so. It's simply the best idea to share. however! maybe it's sounds stupid.

Sukriya(thanks) for those who email and support me. About my problem, hard for me to spell it via webbe... you know, sometimes we try too hard to please. But we should have let problem comes naturally and sometimes, we don't know what can we do? However, that is ok 'cause I knew it's all part of the mystery.. and I believe this too that, I'm not the first one which fighting with problems. *Sigh*

Wa'Alaikum(bye)
Friend forever,
Rizwan.

A'ha yes, I wanna say thanks for reply and support to Sis Batool, Sis Nur, Jenny, Alexa Beth, Shehzad, Linn, Jack, Phill, Ivori, Imran, Rachel, Framlin, Jessie, Julie, Cecilia, Saba, Evia, Jessica Ann, Maria and Erin... Always have, Always will be in ma' Prayers Tree!!!!

Surkiya(thanks), so very Sukriya for being a part of my life. =)

Message from GoD

If you were to get a mail from GOD........Hi,

As you got up this morning, I watched you and hoped you would

Talk to me, even if it was just a few words, asking my opinion or thanking Me for something good that happened in your life yesterday - but I noticed you were to busy trying to find the right outfit To put on and wear to work.

I waited again. When you ran around the house getting ready I Knew there would be a few minutes for you to stop and say hello, but you were too busy.

At one point you had to wait fifteen minutes with nothing to do Except sit in a chair. Then I saw you spring to your feet. I thought you wanted to Talk to me but you ran to the phone and called a friend to get the latest gossip.

I watched as you went to work and I waited patiently all day long. With all your activities I guess you were too busy to say anything to me.

I noticed that before lunch you looked around, maybe you felt embarrassed to talk to me, that is why you didn't bow your head. You glanced, three or four tables over and you noticed some of your friends talking to me briefly before they ate, but you didn't.

That's okay.

There is still more time left, and I have hope that you will Talk to me yet you went home and it seems as if you had lots of things to do.

After a few of them were done you turned on the TV, I don't know if You like TV or not, just about anything goes there & you spent a lot of Time each day in front of it, not thinking about anything. Just enjoying the show.I waited patiently again as you watched the TV and ate your Meal but again you didn't talk to me.

Bedtime I guess you felt too tired.

After you said goodnight to your family you plopped into bed And fell asleep in no time. That's okay because you may not realize that I am always there for you. I've got patience more than you will ever know.

I even want to teach you how to be patient with others as well love you so much that I wait everyday for a nod, prayer or thought or a thankful part of your heart.

It is hard to have a one-sided conversation.

Well you are getting up again and once again I will wait with Nothing but love for you hoping that today you will give me some time.

Have a nice day!
Your friend,
God

P.S. Do you have enough time to send this to another person?

Introducing Comments window! ^_^

Hi.. I just introduced a comments window on my site... and for this I wanna say a big big thanks to ma' friend, Angelie.. She is so kind and supportive!!

Thank you Angelie for being a friend and Affiliate! ^_^

Value of a One

Nothing special, just these values! ^_^ E n J o Y ^_^

To realize the value of One Year,
Ask a student who failed his or her AP exams.

To realize the value of One Month,
Ask a mother who gave birth to a premature baby.

To realize the value of One Week,
Ask an editor of a weekly magazie.

To realize the value of One Day,
Ask a daily wage laborer who has six kids to feed.

To realize the value of One Hour,
Ask the lovers who are waiting to meet.

To realize the value of One Minute,
Ask a person who missed their train.

To realize the value of One Second,
Ask the person who survived an accident.

To realize the value of One Millisecond,
Ask the person who won a silver medal in the Olympics.

May 23, 2003

Mere Words

Salam~HolA! ^_^
Long time no seen! lots of friends ask me this already... Was busy actually! ^_^  Didn't really mean busy but was busy! sounds stupid.... Think my previous BloG (May 7, 2003) had make a little bit misunderstanding... clear one thing here that it was just a Romantic words and nothing...

Anyhow, special thing is that my sister was came to me and said that her teacher give her an essay on 'FriendShip'... So she need my help to submit the best one.... So I had just mixed couple of things in that Essay or Article.. See! ^_^ It's kinda like that :

Sometimes in life, we find a special friend. Someone who changes your life just by being part of it. Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convince you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it.

When your down, and the world seem dark and empty, Your forever friend lifts you up in the spirit and makes that dark and empty world, suddenly seem bright and full.

Your forever friend gets you through the hard times, the sad times, and the confused times. If you turn and walk away, Your forever friend follows, If you lose your way, Your forever friend guides you And cheers you on.

Your forever friend hold your hand And tells you that Everything is going to be okay. And if you find such a friend You feel happy and complete, why're you waiting for Tomorrow to tell them that you are my forever friend? why not do it today? For if tomorrow never comes, you'll surely regret the day, That you didn't take that extra time for a smile, shake hands or a hug and you were too busy to grant someone, what turned out to be their one last wish.

So hold your friend ones close today, and whisper in their ear, Tell them how much you love them and that you'll always hold them dear....Take time to say "I'm sorry","Please forgive me", "Thank you" or "It's okay." And if tomorrow never comes, you'll have no regrets about today. Because you have a forever friend for "life" And "FOREVER FRIEND" HAS NO END.

I hope you like it.... It's also my theory about Friendship... and yes I wanna say this to my each Friend, who come here OR who listen me, even new fellows too that, "I like Ya' Thanks to being a part of my life! ^_^ You're great... now pinG Me... am waitin'"  **Sigh**

A'ha! I wanna listen you via ZonkBoard! Talk to Me! ^_^

Travel to May

Cest la vie

Salam! Hola,
I've nothing to say about.... so better have to leave ya with new stuff and this wonderful speech :)

A GOOD EXCUSE, TO NOT STUDY

Tell me where is the time to study in just 365 days?

Days in a year = 365

Sundays = 52 days
Sunday are meant for rest
Days left = 313

Summer vacations = 60 days
Weather is very hot, so it is difficult to study
Days left = 253

8 hours of daily sleep = 122 days
Sleep is necessary
Days left = 131

1 hour daily for play = 15 days
It's good for health
Days left = 116

2 hours daily for food = 30 days
Chew the food properly, don't care for time
Days left = 86

Examination days in a year = 30 days
Giving exams is necessary
Days left = 56

Winter vacations = 25 dats
Weather is cold, it's difficult to study
Days left = 31

Other holidays = 20 days
These holidays are to enjoy
Days left = 11

Illness at least once a year = 8 days
Because of illness study is difficult
Days left = 3

Result days = 3 days
Going and taking result is necessary
Days left = 0

See, it's no limit of the student, now is it ????