Dear my daughter, hi, this is your mother. These days, I think you are having a hard time going to your high school. I fully understand what kind of feeling you have now because I also suffered when I was a high school student. You usually say to me, "I want to be you, I want to do what I like, and live my life more slowly." I used to say the same thing to your grandmother when I was a high school student. But, you know what? I can gurantee that you are going to miss your teenage when you become an adult. However, I am not trying to make you feel bored again with saying like an old woman. I wanted to help you. I thought I know the solution to the problem you have. I am not your friend, I do not go school with you, I am not in the same class with you. That means I can not be exactly sure about the major problem you got. And, now, I am here to help you^^. I have got a good~ solution that can solve all the problem you have. The thing that I want to say is 'Always, try to be happy, feel satisfied, try to smile' Sometimes, this can not be the direct solution to evey problem. On the other hand, if you start to do this, it would be easy to find what you can do now. All the solutions will be waiting for you right in front of you. I could change my life from misery to merry with that. It was the church day when I acknowledged it. On that day, the pastor told me, "You need to feel satisfied with your life. You are not able to do anything without being satisfied, and happy. When you think you are fully satisfied with yourself, there comes the power of your soul, and body." I heard this service when I was having hard time preparing for my mid-term exam. From that moment, even though I felt tired both physically, and mentally, I could endure. The way of thinking really makes a big difference. Try to smile, and try to think that you are lucky. I am certain that there is going to be something harder in your life. This will help you every moment. I am very glad to say this to you. I wish you feel this by yourself, and get to know the energy of this earlier than I did. I really love you, my daughter. Let me know when you get better. I think I will be late for my work. Eat the cake that I made for you. Bye, with all the love in your mother's heart,,,