<BGSOUND SRC="goodbye.mid" LOOP=INFINITE> Drowning In My Love
By:Megan Mcbride



The day has just begun and already I'm trying,
'Cause you don't seem to see that I'm slowly dying,
I'm drowning in my love, I have been for days,
And you don't even realize that my head's beneath the waves.

Someone pushed me in and I can't get out,
Like something binds me there, I have no doubt,
I struggle to break free and it won't let me go,
Now it's beginning to burn, but I can't let that show.

Your love still could save me, a lifeline in the fray,
Yet still you shun me, you just push me away,
I reach out for you, straining to catch hold,
But she pulls you away, because I am not so bold.

Her simple words are whispered carefully into your ear,
Confusing your heart as I watch, with a sickening twist of fear,
I suddenly feel hollow, so emptied out inside,
You won't let me breathe, you never even tried...

Now you refuse to hold me, so I begin to cry,
I don't understand, can't you see I'm going to die?
And then a light dawns anew,
She wears a disguise, a mask you can't see through.

She laughs and she taunts as my fear becomes dread,
'Cause you just don't understand that she wants me dead,
She pulls you away, your gaze cast down,
And I am left alone, so that I can slowly drown.

I fight to the surface but it's no use,
I scream but you don't hear, for I've taken much abuse,
You think you cannot help, that someone else will,
But you were my last hope, my one final thrill.

Silently, you slowly walk away from me,
And she laughs, and she laughs, as I slowly cease to be...