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18 August 2006 不想再有任何關連... 偏偏又連上... 收拾好的東西...要交給你嗎? 電話號碼的登記人是你... 保險單上受保人仍然是你... 附屬的信用卡...上次你叫我繼續留著... 但我沒有再用...也想一併交給你... 我喜愛的jacob貓... 現在好像沒有從前般喜歡... 要拿回嗎? 我不知道... 反正...對你沒有用... 但我拿回...又有用嗎? 唉... 昨晚不小心將電話轉駁到你的手提... 只差一個字的電話號碼... 其實...我也真的不想再用... 習慣了...難免順手就輸入錯你的電話... 或者...你會發現到... 不過...已經不重要了... 881903的會藉... 神秘人續了會... 請問...神秘人是誰? 快現身吧... |
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27 July 2006 今晚唉了很多次氣... |
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21 July 2006 - v2 其實我真的復原了嗎? 如果復原了, 為什麼我仍然能夠流出眼淚...? |
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21 July 2006 難道你一點也聽不出... 今天晚上的我有一點怪...? 可能這兩天發現了很多人性醜惡的一面... 所以...有點受不了... 原來...我的世界很簡單...想法也太天真... 但願我沒有發現什麼... 依然相信我身邊的人... 為什麼要那麼複雜...? 為什麼不知足...? 為什麼不顧後果...? 為什麼...? 為什麼...? 為什麼...? |
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20 July 2006 世界跳躍日 晚上七點三十九分十三秒 這樣一跳...真的能夠有助停止全球暖化... 延長白晝及製造較佳的氣候嗎? |
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13 July 2006 分手之後遺留落o黎o既野... 真係唔知點處理好... 掉o左佢又唔係...唔掉又唔係... 就好似岩岩o個個星期日咁... 冇出街...o係屋企執野... 睇到佢之前寫比我o既野... 心即刻有d酸... 唉... 呢幾晚...猛咁食零食... 又開始有d唔正常啦... 昨晚放o左工...返到屋企食完飯~ 決定出一出去... 神神秘秘咁...其實係想去買d野... 除o左買到要買o既野... 仲買o左把粉藍色o既傘比自己~ 黑色...本來會係我一貫o既選擇~ 不過想落雨天o個陣~ 心情冇咁沉悶... 所以都係揀o左把粉藍色... 覺得自己唔能夠體諒你o既心情... 我都知好任性...冇理你感受...又好無謂... sorry呀... 想好好o地咁...不過硬係控制唔到... 總之...今晚真係特別down... 連睇小丸子都唔能夠開心返...可想而知有幾嚴重... |
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24 June 2006 昨晚...好匆忙咁去買o左份生日禮物比阿輝... 不過都有揀過下o架...唔係求其買o架... 希望佢鐘意啦~ 生日快樂!! 今晚...聽返好多年前o既廣播劇... 戀愛二份一 感覺就好似返去以前咁... 今日...o係公司接到一個電話... 係一間文具公司打黎推廣文具o既.. 咁通常接到呢d電話... 通常都會話...我o地暫時唔需要啦~唔該哂... 而佢o地通常都會即時cut線, 連bye bye都唔會講... 基本上...都習以為常... 但今日我真係嬲到...全身都震哂... 佢: 我係乜乜公司...唔該搵負責文具部o既負責人丫~ 我: 我諗我o地暫時都唔需要啦... 佢: 我宜家唔係問你需唔需要...我係搵你o地o既負責人... 我: 我o地真係唔需要啦... 佢: 關你咩事o者...我係搵負責人...你係咩? 我: 我係! 跟住佢就cut o左我線~ 之後佢再打黎... 佢再話搵負責人, 我話我係之後, 佢又再cut線~ 跟住佢又再打黎~ 阿政就幫我聽~ 佢見唔係我...阿政敷衍完佢... 都叫做冇再打黎~ 我真係好耐無試過咁嬲... 佢d態度真係好差好差... 收o左線之後, 成個人震o左十五分鐘左右先停... 不過諗深一層...佢做呢份工作... 每一日...可能打50個電話... 只有一兩個人會應佢o既話... 咁佢又幾慘o既... 但係...話時話...以前我都有應佢o地o架~ 次次都話寄d小冊子o黎...比哂地址佢o地咁... 結果...一本小冊子都冇收過... 阿yan同佢男友呢一排發生o左好多事... 係一d唔係咁開心o既事... 希望一切都快d回復正常... 支持您! 加油! 以前鐘意o既野...宜家已經唔鐘意... 再留住都冇用...所以...好多野... 都可以狠心咁掉哂佢... 如果o係你兩個之中揀一個... 我已經有答案... |
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13 June 2006 一個月的時間...經歷o左人生最忙,最累,最低潮的日子... 展覽...忙了兩個星期... 忙完...開始病... 開始想有人擁抱一下... 傻到去擁抱你... 之後因為呢一個擁抱... 更加清楚自己o既決定冇錯... 跟住...三個月之前失戀沒有哭過o既眼淚... 都喊哂出黎... 識得傷心...識得難過...係好事黎~ 我真係唔愛你... 感情就係咁令人又愛又恨... 有又煩...冇又煩... 我宜家根本冇可能去發展一段正常o既關係... 我唔想第時因為我份工作...而令到大家唔開心~ 咁既然係咁...我唔想去開始... Michelle有o左BB~ 多多走o左... 世事無常... 我沒法預計/掌握下一秒... 不過你誤會我...我真係好hurt... 原來你真係咁睇我... |
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14 May 2006 其實你係唔會知道... 當我每一次想講比你聽... 但又講唔出口o既時候... 我係幾咁大壓力...幾咁辛苦... 所以...如果要你一齊痛苦... 我寧願自己一個人好過... |
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19 April 2006 近來有一點困擾... 應該是受到工作的影響吧... 從來...有人的地方...都有是非... 唯有盡量做好自己的本份啦... 心情有d差=時常發嬲/脾氣... 有點討厭自己... 廖sir 昨日o係舖頭出面望下望下... 咁岩我見到佢... 於是佢就入黎睇o左一陣... 哈哈~ 好開心佢仲記得我... 亦都記得我畢業作做乜topic... 都叫做有d安慰咁啦... 不過話時話...同廖sir幾有緣~ 我讀大一o既暑期班o個陣都係佢教我~ 之後正式讀大一, 第一堂o既阿sir又係佢~ 到畢業作又係佢帶我o地... 今朝...企o係公司門口等開門o個陣~ 諗起一首歌... 喜歡你...我最清楚這感覺... 從前你是你...從前我是我... 現在縱使不清楚我最愛你什麼... 尋覓你...留住你...全憑直覺... |
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14 April 2006 前兩日突然諗起一套以前亞視播過o既日劇... 叫做<你令愛了不起>, 係一集過o架... 所以~ 其實我都唔知叫劇集定係叫戲好?! 以前...我錄底過o架... 但係唔知幾時...用o左黎錄其他野... 結果就冇o左lu~ 好想好想好想睇返... 我記我睇過幾次...幾次都感動到喊... 入面有首歌...叫Reality... ...................................... Meet you by surprise, I didn't realize That my life could change forever Saw you standing there I didn't know I can't There is something special in the end. Dreams are my reality The only kind of real fantasy Illusion sorrow come to fill I try to live in dreams It seems as if it is meant to be. Dreams are my reality A different kind of reality I dream of loving in the night and loving seems alright Although it show me fantasy. If you do exist, honey don't persist Show me in your way of loving Tell me that is true Show me what to do I feel something special about you. Dreams are my reality The only kind of reality May be my foolishness depress And may be now with last And see how the real friends can be. Dreams are my reality A wonderous world were I'd like to be I dream with holding moon light and holding you seems right Perhaps that's my reality. Meet you by surprise, I didn't realize That my love could change forever Tell me that is true Feeling that on you I feel something special about you. Dreams are my reality A wonderous world where I'd like to be Illusion sorrow come to fill I try to live in dreams Although its only fantasy. Dreams are my reality I like to dream of you close to me I dream of loving in the night And loving you seems right Perhaps that's my reality. ....................................... 感動...是因為愛吧... |
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4 March 2006 廿四歲了...生日快樂! 跟他分手了... 這個決定沒有錯吧?! 晚上...我只可以一個人... 在"梁山泊"吃一頓豐富的晚餐來安慰自己... |