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April 16 2001Hi Atlantis I’m sorry I didn’t write you for such a long time.
So many things happened in the past few month. It was difficult for me to stay
in touch with you. Not only because my time was limited, but more because it was
emotional to heavy. I lost a few people that are very dear to me. I’m not sure
I want to tell about that, but of course it’s a big part of my life. Anyway, I
needed time to find myself back, to try to get in touch with my happy feelings
again. It’s only possible to be very happy if you know what it’s like to be
very sad. I’m so glad I was able to love those people. It’s better to loose
and have loved, then to never have loved someone at all. Today was a happy day again. This was one of these days
that every piece of the puzzle fell on it’s place. I told you before that
I’m studying again. So one day a week I’m going to school. It’s just as in
my teenage years. We’re all grown up people, but I learned that it makes no
difference how old you are. The last hour in the school desk everybody is just
as corny as kids are at that time of day. Today we where laughing about nothing
and hanging in the chairs in stead of sitting. It’s really hard to pay
attention and to be serious while everything you long to is some fresh air, some
coffee, or maybe just an apple. We had a lot of fun (the kids I mean, the
teacher a bit less, I guess!) For me it feels good to be
part of a group. I had so many problems with that in the past. At this
moment I learn a lot about group dynamics. Can you imagine me as a teacher?
Won’t be long before I will be one. Well, for my come back, it’s not very spectacular
what I have to tell you. Just give me some time. I have the feeling my life is
getting sunnier again… Love,
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