Hello and welcome to my home on the web. My name is Mary Julian and I live in the USA with my husband Lee and our little fur baby LadyBug. This site is in memory of three people that I have lost in my life. It started out to be just for my babies who both made the trip straight from my womb to Heaven. But unfortunately I lost my mother on September 25, 2007. She now has her own page on the site, I have posted the following picture here on the front page. It was the last photo taken of her before she became so ill..

I hope you find some comfort here. I write poetry and there is a lot of it here on my site. Please do not use or copy without asking me first.

Other than that, Please sit back, and relax and enjoy the site.
The graphics on this page were not made by me. They were made by a friend of mine name Sheila, of; Shimmering Shimmers. She was nice enough to give me permission to use them on my website.  Thank you Sheila I appreciate you.
Farewell To My Children
Written by Mary Julian
April 23, 2005
To my precious Lord and Savior
You mean everything to me.
Although sometimes I must admit
Your will I cannot see.

Like on the days my babies
Joined You in Heaven above;
Bypassing the love of my arms
On the wings of Your Spirit dove.

For the first time I'm rejoicing,
In this year 2005;
Knowing that they are with You,
There's no more need to cry.

So Father please forgive me
For wasting so much time;
When I've known from the very first That with You they're both fine.

I've mourned them for so many years
So many tears I've cried;
For twenty-seven years now,
It's been almost like I died.

So this year Lord I'm letting go
To move on with my life;
Knowing it will make me
A better Christian, friend, and wife.
Mommy and Me
Who is a Mother?
Written my Mary Julian
May 1, 2008

She is comfort when you are weeping
Safety when you are sleeping
Help when you are learning and
Counsel when you are yearning.

She takes the good with the bad,
Tries to smile when she is sad
Braves the terrifying for her child;
Yet with them she's meek and mild.

She is strength when you are weak
Encouragement when things look bleak
Prayer when you are sick and
Discipline when you are thick..... minded.

All these things make up a mother
But she's so much more than just another
Woman in the scheme of things
In fact she should wear crowns of queens

Be it sunshine, be it rain
If there's heartache or if there's pain
She's the glue that holds the family together
And keeps us in all sorts of weather.

Written in memory of my mother and my babies for Mother's Day 2008