Unknown Thoughts
By Liza Carroll
Copyright © 1998, All Rights Reserved
I miss you!! I need to see your face. I
miss the way you sit next to me.
I miss you talking to me when I'm
depressed. I miss the way you always
make me feel better, even when you don't
try to. Today I was sitting at
the kitchen table just thinking of you.
Nothing else. Just you. I've
never been away from you this long. I
know I just saw you last week, but
I need you. Yes, that's what I've been
wanting to say to you for a long
time. I Need You!! I think I love you. I
know I sound crazy. I know that
I'm not supposed to be feeling things
like this, not yet. But I love
you. I do. And I miss you. And I need
you. I am experiencing feelings
that I have never even dreamt of before.
I have never felt like this for
another person. Not ever. Please come
back. I need to see you. I just
need to be with you. We don't have to
talk or even touch. I just need
you here with me. You and me. I need to
tell you things. I need you to
understand what I'm going through. I
know that none of this is getting
through to you, but please just listen
to me. I Love You. I need to
hear you say something. You never say
anything. We never talk to each
other like we're people any more. We
just say what needs to be said to
get the main idea, but its time we said
more. For God's sake I don't
even know your favourite colour. I need to
hear you tell me things. Tell
me you love me. Or if you don't love me
tell me. Because I'm afraid that
if you don't tell me now I'll do
something drastic. I don't know what
I'm saying anymore. I'm not making
sense. My brain is just a large mass
of thoughts trying to figure out what
I'm feeling and what I'm gonna do
if you say you don't feel the same way.
Now please just tell me, Do You
Love me????
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