To mah beloved E-Family,

Well it’s official, the roller coaster ride we called the E-Family is finally over. About one year ago on New Years was the first party we threw at Orinda. Daym, one year ago. It seems like it was five years ago. To those who remembered the first back to back parties at my house, till it got too big, then to all the raves and parties we went to, till we were so unsatisfied with the standards of what other people called parties. That right there is how Orinda was born. I didn’t think it could happen but we even got too big for Orinda. Daym, we put that city on tha map. I mean, they had city meetings about our house. During the Orinda parties I felt our activities accelerating and accelerating and I knew it was going to come to a boiling point.  It finally did when we threw that party…fuck that…when we threw that rave in Oakland.  We didn’t even know where we were going to have it until an hour before we broke down the door to that warehouse. OH MY GOD. Not to be vain but the E-Family was known everywhere on the party scene as the one place for a guaranteed good time. Well, except for those peeps that had to get their asses beat. Hehe.
To get to the point of this letter is this. To all members of the E-Family, cousins and all, some I haven’t spoken to in a while and some I speak to on a daily basis. I have no bad feelings with any of you. If some of you think that we are on bad terms….we’re not. Anything bad that has happened has been forgotten. And to those I haven’t spoken to or let alone visit. Please don’t think that I don’t care or that I don’t think of you, cause I think of all of you everyday. When I’m driving along and Blue comes on the radio or when I’m in a store and smell Vicks or when I park at Paul's house and on the fence next to his house I see in spraypaint EFAMILY, it all comes back. The E-Family isn’t my first group, in fact I’ve been though several, and because of that when we were in the middle of everything I tried to keep myself a little distant just cause of the fact that I knew it would end, just like all the others. I tried not to get too attached to any of you, because I knew that you all would leave me. I never asked to be the E-Daddy and I still don’t have any idea how I became but I was. And I fell in love with all of you. I got attached and I miss you all terribly. Don’t mistake this for a cry for help or anything, I don’t want you all to call me tomorrow. I just thought that I should let you all know how I feel. A while back an E-Family member (you know who you are) asked me to bring it all back. It almost brought a tear to my eye cause this person…who is thought of to be pretty hard core, is looking at me with such sadness saying that they still had love for the E-Family and wanting me to bring it back. It was at that moment that I realized I wasn’t the only one that missed everyone terribly. But I knew that even if I brought everyone back, it wouldn’t feel the same. I would rather have the great memories of what we were than to have a bad reunion memory. I don’t know. Maybe I will. Throw another party, that is. I just hope that everyone would go. Well I’m going to let you go now. I’m sure you read enough of my rambling. I just needed to let you all know that I LOVE YOU ALL and that if anyone needs anything….you only have to ask once.
By the way…I don’t have everyone’s email address so if you still talk to peeps in the family, cause I know that we all branched out into our own groups, ask them if they got this letter. THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT. As the last wish of this E-Daddy is that everyone get this letter. It will be posted on our website also. “ www.oocities.org/theefamily “ so whomever you talk to or email make sure everyone gets this. Love ya. MWAH….

iNDo

P.S. NO IM NOT ON E!