×Ashley
Nicole×Rest In Peace
*1988-2004*
Hello Angel! There are absolutely NO words to express what I, or anyone else is feeling right now. Pictures and memories are not enough Ashley. We need you here. You really were going to be my sister in law. We were going to grow old together. You always had a smile on your face and a happy song in your heart Ashley. Keyboarding is still just as hard as ever. I can still remember the numbness I felt walking in there the day after the accident. I just cried. I laid my head on your desk and I cried. I know you've heard all of this a million times because I talk to you everyday. And, I know you hear me because you usually talk back. There is not a day that goes by that I do not think about you, talk to you, talk about you, or see something that you would have LOVED. I hope you liked your poem I brought to you. Ashley Nicole, you truly are our Angel. I know your lookin' down on us laughin' at the crazy shit thats happenin' down here without you. I love you so much Ashley, and I miss you with everything that I have in me. Ashley Nicole, I'll carry you everywhere I go, and think of you in everything I do. Your one of the best friends, and sisterinlaws, God could have ever blessed me with. I'll see you soon DixieChick! I love you always!!!!!!!!
Here Without You
A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that i saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And i don't think i can look at this the same
But all these miles that seperate
Disappear now when i'm dreaming of your face
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And i dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me
The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life was overrated
But i hope that it gets better as we go
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And i dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me
Everything i know,and anywhere i go
It gets hard but it wont take away my love
And when the last one falls
When it's all said and done
It gets hard but it wont take away my love
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And i dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me
A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that i saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And i don't think i can look at this the same
But all these miles that seperate
Disappear now when i'm dreaming of your face
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And i dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me
The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life was overrated
But i hope that it gets better as we go
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And i dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me
Everything i know,and anywhere i go
It gets hard but it wont take away my love
And when the last one falls
When it's all said and done
It gets hard but it wont take away my love
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And i dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me
December 30, 2004
Ashley Nicole!
Hey Sista! What's crack'a'lackin'!? LOL! Nothin' here. It's 11:26 p.m. and it seems every night when I'm drivin' home by myself I think about you. Probably cause I talk to you the whole way h ome, I dunno what it is. But, your always on my mind, ALWAYS. This fucking sucks. I still can't deal with the fact that you aren't coming back. I feel like everytime I come over to visit you your going to be waiting on me there. It's just like Kayla said, "Guys, I feel like we're goin' over to visit her and she's gonna be waitin' on us." Theres pages like these all over the internet in your memory. I think Me & Erin have a picture of you in every locker we have. In our cars, everywhere. I hope you liked your ornament. I dixiefied it for you. Just the way you'd like it. Me and Erin worked hard on that wreath. We figured you'd like that too. I've been talkin' to Jessica some. I know that makes you happy! :o) She's gonna come hang out with some of us hopefully! I always feel a little bit better after I talk to you. I know your still with us all Ashley, and I love you very much, SISTER-IN-LAW! Everybody does, we all miss you like fucking mad. I'm commin' over to see ya' soon. I'll talk to ya' l8er "F-in!" LoL. Those were the "F-in!" days! Haha.
LoveYaTons!-->TheaK--a.k.a.*LUCKY*BiTCH*!-(What I wouldn't give to hear you say that just one more time!!)
Ashley Nicole!
Hey Sista! What's crack'a'lackin'!? LOL! Nothin' here. It's 11:26 p.m. and it seems every night when I'm drivin' home by myself I think about you. Probably cause I talk to you the whole way h ome, I dunno what it is. But, your always on my mind, ALWAYS. This fucking sucks. I still can't deal with the fact that you aren't coming back. I feel like everytime I come over to visit you your going to be waiting on me there. It's just like Kayla said, "Guys, I feel like we're goin' over to visit her and she's gonna be waitin' on us." Theres pages like these all over the internet in your memory. I think Me & Erin have a picture of you in every locker we have. In our cars, everywhere. I hope you liked your ornament. I dixiefied it for you. Just the way you'd like it. Me and Erin worked hard on that wreath. We figured you'd like that too. I've been talkin' to Jessica some. I know that makes you happy! :o) She's gonna come hang out with some of us hopefully! I always feel a little bit better after I talk to you. I know your still with us all Ashley, and I love you very much, SISTER-IN-LAW! Everybody does, we all miss you like fucking mad. I'm commin' over to see ya' soon. I'll talk to ya' l8er "F-in!" LoL. Those were the "F-in!" days! Haha.
LoveYaTons!-->TheaK--a.k.a.*LUCKY*BiTCH*!-(What I wouldn't give to hear you say that just one more time!!)
March 08, 2005
Hey Baby Girl!
Gosh.. whats up sissy? So much shit has been going on lately! I am just itching to tell you about it, again! LoL. Ashley, I really wish you were here right now. Because you would have been the first person I would have went to with this whole situation! The only other person who's actually been in these shoes. The Siskboy shoes! *LOL* I never thought it would be over Ash, but it is. And I'm shocked. But like I said..everything is changing..I think I'm startin' to grow up. And, I'm realizin' there is a whole other world out there beyond this hell hole we call home. And.. I guess I'm just ready to start checkin' it out!! I'm gonna be startin' college soon. Hopefully you'll help give me the strength to pull all those late night study sessions I'm gonna have to have to get my doctrate! But.. I'm gonna go. It's 11:39 p.m. and I'm gettin' kinda tired! I love you tons sissy! Your always on my mind and in my heart!--Rest In Peace--LoveYou! (ThEa)
P.S.-->We have a sub in 2nd period everyday this month!! *Aren't you pumped!!!!
Hey Baby Girl!
Gosh.. whats up sissy? So much shit has been going on lately! I am just itching to tell you about it, again! LoL. Ashley, I really wish you were here right now. Because you would have been the first person I would have went to with this whole situation! The only other person who's actually been in these shoes. The Siskboy shoes! *LOL* I never thought it would be over Ash, but it is. And I'm shocked. But like I said..everything is changing..I think I'm startin' to grow up. And, I'm realizin' there is a whole other world out there beyond this hell hole we call home. And.. I guess I'm just ready to start checkin' it out!! I'm gonna be startin' college soon. Hopefully you'll help give me the strength to pull all those late night study sessions I'm gonna have to have to get my doctrate! But.. I'm gonna go. It's 11:39 p.m. and I'm gettin' kinda tired! I love you tons sissy! Your always on my mind and in my heart!--Rest In Peace--LoveYou! (ThEa)
P.S.-->We have a sub in 2nd period everyday this month!! *Aren't you pumped!!!!
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