Lost In You

By: G. Barton

Parker is working latein her office. She hasn't seen Jarod
in serveral weeks but has heard from hiom. She missed his
touch on her body, him holding her tight at night. She
gathers her things and heads for the car. She gets in and
starts the engine. As she pulls out of the driveway a voice
from behind says, "It's about time."

She jumps. Then said, "Jarod, I am glad you came home."

He hopped in the front seat. He leaned the seat back and
replied, "I missed you terriblely." his hands move up her
skirt. He noticed she wasn't wearing any thing undernath.

She looks at him says, "I'm driving. Do you mind?"

"I can't help it. I missed you."

Then she says softly, "I love you, Jarod." as she glanced
over at him. She could feel his hand next to her thigh. She
drove faster to get home.

When she got in the driveway, she open the door and started
to get out. Jarod takes her arm and she turns back to look at
him. He looks her in the eyes and says, "Make love to me."

She looked at him and said, "Now...here."

"Yes," he raised up and gave her a kiss. He helped her out of
her clothes and pulled her over to the passager seat. She sat
on his lap and kissed his lips. He sat up and rolled her
over. His touch next to her made her forget where she was.
She missed him so much. Her nipples got hard as he ran his
tongue over her breast. She let out a moan as her hands
wondered down his body. He grabbed her hands and squeezed.
She could see the sky getting lighter through the windshield.

She whispered, "Let's take this inside."

She grabbed her keys and they got out of the car. She slipped
his shirt on before getting out. His pants were on but no all
the way. They went to the back door. He couldn't get the key
in the lock.

She said, "Let me."

He turned his back to the door. He kissed her neck and lips
while she slipped the key in the lock. He was leaning back
against the door when she opened it. They fell on the floor.
"That hurts." he said but didn't care. They did not move from
that spot intil morning. Parker woke up on the cold floor
next to Jarod and noticed he had a cut on his forehead.

It was long until he woke and said, "Damn, I have a headache."

She said, "Let me look at your head. You have a cut there."

As she went to get the stuff to doctor him, he got up and sat
in a chair at the kitchen table. She came back from the
bathroom with some rubbing alcohol and cotton balls. She
doctored him for a change. He watched her closely and pulled
her down on his lap. He kissed her lips. He wanted more he
thought to himself. He picked her up and carried her to the
bedroom. his lips touched her flesh inch by inch. She let it
all out. She never imagine that Jarod would have this effect
on her before. About the time they got lost in each other the
phone rings.

"Don't answer it." Jarod replies as she reaches for the phone.

He grabbed her hands to where she could reach the phone.
After it rang for what seemed ten minutes. She replies, "I
have to. I can't stand to hear it."

She picked up the phone. "What!" she yells.

"Miss Parker are you coming to work today?" Broots asked.

When she heard Broots' voice she hung up the phone.

Broots turned to Sydney and said, "She hung up on me."

Sydney replied, "Maybe she's busy."

**********

The phone rang again and she said, "Broots, I will be in
later."

The voice on the other end wasn't Broots. "Not feeling well, Angel." he said.

"Oh daddy. I'm sorry. I thought you were Broots." she replied.

Jarod stopped what he was doing and looked at her when she
said daddy. She glanced at him.

Mr. Parker said, "Are you okay, Angel?"

"Yes, daddy. Why?"

"You weren't at work. I thought something had happened." he replied concern.

"It nice to see you care for a change." she replied. Jarod
starting kissing her neck again. Then moved down her body.

"I have to go. I have some unfinished business to take care
of." she quickly hung up the phone.

"Where were we?" she asked.

Jarod replied, "How is daddy? I see he was concern for his
daughter or he says he is."

"Shut up, Jarod. Just kiss me." she replied back as she
pulled him closer to her. It wasn't long before they were
back to where they before they were quickly interupted. Then
they fell asleep. She got about three good hours before
getting ready for work.

She turned the radio on low careful not to wake Jarod. She
watched him sleep before finishing her makeup. She listened
to new Aerosmith song playing on the radio. She sang softly
to the words, "I could spend me life in this sweet
surrender I could stay lost in this moment forever Every
moment spent with you is a moment I treasure Don't wanna
close my eyes, Don't wanna fall asleep, Coz' I'd miss you
baby, And I don't wanna miss a thing....Thank God we're
together I just want to stay with you in this moment
forever.
"

She walked over to him and gave him a kiss. He woke up when
he felt her lips.

"I have to go to work."

He gave her another kiss hoping to chage her mind. She wanted
to stay but was afraid there would be more interuptions.
"I'll see you tonight." she told him.

"I'll be here. Don't work late."

"I won't." she responded as she walked away from the bed.

*********

She arrived at work. Sydney met her in the hall. "Did you get
your business taken care of?"

"Yes. How did you know?"

"Broots ran into your father. He told him you would be in late."

"Oh, so catch me up to where we are."

They worked for a while. She told Syd, "I'm calling it a day."

"But it's only 4:00." Broots responded.

"I know. I have something to do."

Sydney replied, "This unfinished busniess wouldn't happen to
be Jarod, would it?"

"How did you know?" she replied while smiling.

"Lucky guess. I see he made it home, finally."

"Yes, he did. I have to go now."

"See you tomorrow."

"Maybe." she replied as she headed out the door.

**********

She got home to Jarod. They spent the whole night holding
each other tight. Then Jarod said, "I have to leave."

"Can't you stay a little longer."

"I wish I could but I can't."

"I know. You have people to help. When are you leaving?"

"Tomorrow." he said softly.

"I understand. She replied. "Besides we have the rest of
the night."

"That's right." he replied as he turned off the lights and
rolled over to her.

**********

Two months passed. She saw Jarod on the run but didn't spend
much time with him. They kept in touch by phone but it wasn't
the same.

She sat in a doctor's office and waited. By this time she was
a nervous wreak.

'What is taken so long?' she thought to herself. Then she
remembered the last few months. As the thoughts ran through
her mind, she said to herself, "We didn't use birth control
like we should have but we are married now. Things do happen
spontagous. I could be. What if I am? What will I do then?"
The thoughts kept running through her head when a female
doctor walks in and Parker is sitting on the edge of the
chair.

"It's negative."

Parker breathed a sign of relieve and said, "Then why am I late?"

"I would say, stress. I take it you are happy about this."

"Yes, children aren't in my plans right now."

"Oh, I see."

"Thank you, doctor. I take it nobody will know about this." Parker asked.

"I can't discuss your medical history with anybody." the
doctor replied. She could see Parker was scared of something
but didn't know what. Then she said, "Are you going to be
okay?"

"Yes," Parker answered.

"You just seem like you are scared of something."

"No, I'm fine. Thanks." Parker got up and walked out.

**********

Three day laters, Parker went to work. She worked over again
since there was no reason to go home. She was getting ready
to leave when she heard a noise. Jarod walked up behind her.

"What are you doing here?" she asked him.

"I had to see if you were okay."

"I'm fine. Why? What is somebody saw you here?"

"Nobody saw me. I had come." then he handed her a picture.

"Where did you get this?"

"Someone mailed it to me. What were you doing in the clinic.
Are you okay?"

"Yes, I'm fine. I thought I was pregnant."

"And your not."

"No," she answered him.

"Well, do you want to be?" he asked.

"Jarod, I can't have a baby now. I have a hard time
explaining things now."

"Well, we could practice." he responded. Then quickly added,
"For when you are ready, I mean." He backed her up against
the desk.

She kissed him. He cleared her desk off and sat her on it.

"Here?" she replied.

"Why not? Nobody is here." he replied. He slipped her shirt
up with his hands. He kissed her on the neck.

"The security cameras, that's why." she responded but
couldn't push him away.

"Let Raines get an eye full." he said. he pushed her down on
the desk and climbed on her. They went after each other like
they hadn't been a part and the cameras were soon forgotten.
His hard muscular body on her was a pefect fit. Her hands
moved down his arms and back up to his neck. Then her nails
dug into his shoulders. She kissed his neck and ran her
tongue up to his mouth. He let out a moan in her ear, this
time. She knew shs had him right where she wanted him.

After a while she heard someone coming down the hall.
"Jarod." she said.

"What?" he replied softly but not removing his lips from her
body.

"Someone is coming."

With their clothes half way on, Jarod took her hand and said,
"Follow me." They went out the way he came in and made it to
her car before anyone could see them. She drove home and they
finished what they had started on her desk.

**********

The next morning, she found Broots. "Broots, Just the person
I am looking for."

"I haven't done anything." he responded quickly.

"I know that but you are going to do something for me. I need
the sercuity tape from last night. Can you get it for me?"

"Yeah, what's on it?"

"You don't want to know. I just need it."

"I need to know what I am looking for."

"My office about 9:00 pm. You will know when you see Jarod
in it."

Broots said, "Okay. I will see what I can do." He turned and
walked off.

*********

Later in the day, Broots walks in Parker's office. He hands
her the tape and said, "Here you go."

"You didn't watch it. Did you?"

"No," he quickly responded. He could look at her.

"Good," she responded. She noticed he was acting funy.
"Broots, you did. Didn't you?"

He turned red and said, "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to." He
quickly walked out.

"Broots," she said.

He turned around but didn't face her and she said, "Nobody
can know about this. Do you understand?"

"Don't worry." he said and walked out.

She smiled knowing Broots had to watch it.

After work she went home to Jarod. He stayed a few days
before moving on. They kept a closer contract with each
other. He came home more often. She caught him more than
usual but not to bring him in, of course.