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 Name: s h e e n a DOB: 3/20/1983 Gender: chica Location: california Expertise: ask me Hobbies: dancin: hip hop, poppin; chillin, meeting new people Email: Click Righ Hea |
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| dope kutts: Summertime -Beyonce
today: so guess what i just found out. ooOooO, it makes me hella pissed off, frustrated, sad, and so helpless. so you know that place i was supposed to rent out in daly shitty. i talked to the lady and she said the place was mine, and when i come up with the money then i can move in. my plan was to move in this coming SATURDAY, but...
LiLxgQxpNoY513 [8:02 PM]: some other lady got the room
LiLxgQxpNoY513 [8:02 PM]: and she gave deposit right away
ok what the fuck. i thought we had an agreement. when i found out. i hella cried, because i thought i was actually going to be living on my own away from such negative people. fuck! this is not happening to me. i want out.
the tempting offer: i cant refuse this. but i dont want to put my hopes up so high any more though. roxanne's mom has a downstairs place that she renting out. the only catch is though..i gotta find someone else who's down to move in with me, because there's TWO ROOMS. i dont know anybody who's willing to move out. im so depressed guys. i was so excited to move out this coming week. and im working for NOTHING this whole week. im working 33 hours this week because i thought i was going to pay for rent. but not going to happen any more. how long will this torture of living here last. i hate this.
[posted @ 8:56PM] |
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| dope kutts: Way Back -Eryka Badu
yesterday: another long day at work. it wasnt that bad because my manager was there so i wasnt as stressed out as i was the other day. i know next week will be *BLaHhHh* cuz i'll be working pretty much EVERY DAY. it's ok though. gotta sacrifice the pleasure of going out, to working so i can pay for rent, bills, and school. so anyways, ali and i went out for lunch because last saturday i was his slave at work. lol. nah, i just did research for him and stuff so he treated me out for lunch as a way of saying thank you. we ate at some "white food" restaurant. thats what ALI called it so yeah haha. he's half white, half persian. hes a coo guy. very business oriented. it was a very slow day, so it made the day dragGggg like there was no tomorrow.
thoughts: so im looking at the pRoS and cOnS of moving out...
PROS: freedom (get to go out without having a dumb ass curfew)..that's basaicaly it..FREEDOM..but when i think about it even more..ill pretty much be doing the same thing because ill be extra busy with school and work. so the only time i probably will get to go out is on saturday nights and sundays. oh, and no more verbal abuse from the 'rents.. something to think about..
CONS: extra WORRY besides paying my three other bills on time, may struggle with rent if wfb screws up with my payroll, no turning back if i move out. im seriously on my own..
opinions people..feedback please..
more thoughts: some times i feel like i dont deserve to be treated the way other people treat me. with my parents, they always tell me that its me that has the problem and i make the family all screwed up by acting the way i do. but actually, its both the parent and daughter/son fault. it takes two. and then with aris.. dicks over chicks is his thang. always up to do whatever and whenever with his friends. but when it comes to me..its like he doesnt even wanna see me, and he's always SLEEPING. at least call me to see how im doin and keep me company for a bit? you dont gotta act like you're too busy for me and you'll call me 3AM when you get home. how do you expect me to talk when im sleeping at 3 in the morning...sorry babe..i gotta vent out. dude, my life is so depressing. now that i think about it. I REALLY DO WANNA MOVE so i can START NEW.. im out.
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| dope kutts: Resurrection -Bone Thugs n Harmony
meet my FAT bird, GONZO. he's hella cute cuz when he sleeps, he looks like a little FAT BALL. haha. i have another bird named GORDO (woohoo) but hes the mean one. he bites, so i dont like him. i just found out that birds are very messy eaters. putting their remnants all of the place! damn it!
today: pretty stressful day today. went to work, no managers on duty, so i pretty much took in charge along with the help of jason, a personal banker. i was literally running all over the place, approving the tellers, answering phone calls, helping customers in their safe deposit boxes, and the best of the best: getting BITCHED at by rude ass female customers. i swear give me a break! what joy! oh the love of working at a bank. *pshh yaw rite*
thoughts: 2 more weeks..just 2 more weeks and im finally getting my own place. celebrate! im getting excited people! i swear, my next paycheck better be fat cuz im working a total of 51.5 hours in two weeks, so i expect a good lookin number in my account.. peace guys. gotta wake up early to work. oh and happy 3 years and 9 months babe.
[posted @ 9:44PM] |
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| dope kutts: FUCK THIS SHIT
IT'S OFFICIAL..IM FINALLY KICKED OUT OF MY HOUSE. IM HELLA SERIOUS. ANYBODY HAVE A PLACE FOR ME TO STAY AT? HELP ME. IM A BUM AS OF AUGUST 17,2003 @ 1:54PM. she did it. her goal was met. my mom and i were arguing and she got my dad into it by bringing up the past. now my dad is cussing at me and telling me to get out of the house. to my sister rachel: i am sooo sorry that you had to hear the shit me, mom and dad were yelling at. you're such a good sister, and you didnt have to do what you did. it was between me, mom and dad. you've known for so long how much i dont get along with them..and today..reality hit..im actually moving out sooner than i thought... |
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| dope kutts: Closer -Goapelle
anyone who knows someone who's lookin to buy a CRX... just let me know guys. e-mail me. price of the car that me and my boy are selling is very negotiable. here's some pics.. its pretty clean. only negative about the car is that theres a minor dent on the passenger rear side part thingy. haha. my boy knows more about the car than i do.
[posted @ 1:13AM]
 
thanks babe for helping me with this and putting the song i hella like. i swear, this is like a chill song. i hella like it. lets see..i wanted to buy three stuff.. 1) Lizzie McGuire DVD, 2) The Starfish Plush from Spongebob Squarepants, 3) A Koala Plush...unfortunately i wasnt able to buy those items cuz they were either SOLD OUT or HARD TO FIND..all good..next time..im such a KID i swear. i dont feel 20. i got work at 8:45AM so i gotta skid-da-dull! peace out yo!
[posted @ 12:52AM] |
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| dope kutts: You Dont Miss Your Water -Craig David
today: you like? me and babe just got back from a little ROAD TRIP passed Eureka. it took over 2 hours to drive there just to let these people see our CRX cuz they wanna buy it for $2700. the guy was pretty coo. he's a senior in high school and hella wanted to buy it, but his mom was talkin like she knew her shit about cars. haha. then some auto body shop guy started talkin about the types of crx's like he was a pro, but he didnt know shit too. they're going to look at another crx in fresno tonight so they'll call us back to let us know if they getting it.
[posted @ 6:04PM] |
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| dope kutts: Destiny -Innervoice
you wanna hear the truth. i hate the way aris talks to me. he knows how to push my buttons. cussing when we argue is one thing he knows i get mad at, and he just goes ahead and does it like he dont give a FUCK! i hope you're reading this cuz you know what..YOU TELL ME TO FUCKIN CHANGE BIG TIME when all i ask from you is to quit wit yo bullshit language! you tell me you're working on that, but i dont even see you fuckin tryin, so how the hell are you going to tell me to change when you cant even change. FUCK! now you got me cussin!
[posted @ 11:51PM]
aiite, so im watchin Paradise Hotel right now and its so freakin hilarious! i swear! hahah..the new guy..can we say freakin weird ass geek! he's hella trippin. anyways, im so damn bored. i didnt do SHIT today except take NAPS. help me, im sooo bored!
dinner: the worst that you can present to me for dinner is FISH. i swear i really dont like fish. it tastes like the smell of the OCEAN. nasty. i think i'll pass on dinner tonight.
[posted @ 9:50PM] |
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| dope kutts: Almost Over -N.E.R.D.
today: you like that huh? hahah! sooo...switched back to my old version. anyways, so today i finally had time to catch up with sleep. it feels hella good to sleep all day. then aris called me around 6ish and he picked me up and went to hillsdale mall. derick called us and wanted to treat us out again so we met up with him and owen. after that, we headed to frisco and chilled at aris's place. then cliff called us up and told us that his homegurl was having a lil party. we went there and it was ehhhh..BORING. we bounced after stayin there for like 30 min.
i went with aris to see the place im planning on renting out last firday night. its hella small. claustrophobic small. i swear. but hey, as long as im living on my own im fine. $400/month isnt that bad right? utilities included. free cable. well, the only thing is that 400 for that damn small ass room. its like as small as a jail cell. like id know how small it is..haha..you know..the ones in the movies! dont be thinkin ive been to jail idiots! hahah..
yesterday: after work, i went home, took a shower and aris called me up tellin me that derick wanted to treat us, jon sal, and owen to dinner. we went to HOOTERS in frisco. lets just say that the girls there, well SOME of the girls there were very pretty and had big ass boobs. wow. this one chick..we were ALL jockin haha..she looked like that actress Rachel Leigh Cook. damn she was hella pretty. that day was coo. i had to share that cuz i wanna take crys there when she comes down this coming week. she'll love it haha.
[posted @ 11:57PM] |
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meet my FAT bird, GONZO. he's hella cute cuz when he sleeps, he looks like a little FAT BALL. haha. i have another bird named GORDO (woohoo) but hes the mean one. he bites, so i dont like him. i just found out that birds are very messy eaters. putting their remnants all of the place! damn it!
