dope kutts: What A Girl Wants -B2K

today: im back from a four day vacation. im happy, but at the same time im sad. happy cuz i had a dope time with aris; sad cuz im at home facing reality once again. we got a hotel on friday and checked out today. friday and saturday were chill days. i got to spend time with just me and aris FINALLY! it was sweet. *sigh* SUNDAY.. went to Waterworld in Concord..hella fun! hahaha..lots of laughter. went with me, babe, and his homeboys. freakin sal is scared of insects, i swear. and i thought i flip out when an insect flies near my face. dude, his reaction is worse! hahaha. some bug flew by his face and he was hella trippin and he tried to hold his laugh cuz he just realized he was actin like a bitch haha and instead of letting out a laugh.. his ass spits hella saliva on my freakin face. hahaha..i swear it was nasty but funny at the same time. we went to the very top where they had the big ass waterslides that were hella fuckin high!! that shit scared me. i swear my stomach left my body. it was like riding a freakin roller coaster. that shit hurt. the wave pool was coo. aris's friends are hella funny. they make me laugh at the shit they do. oh yeahh..i think the best was the lazy river. there was a waterfall and we kept goin to it. we were all laughing hella hard. and owen, ris, and D kept flippin out of their tubes. that was a good day. after that, we went our separate ways and me and ris went back to the hotel to take a shower and then ate out. went to eggettes..called his homeboys to see what was crackin, but we ended up goin back to the tele and knocked out. haha. we were hella tired. oh..we watched Pay It Forward. i liked it.

thoughts: aris went bowling with his homeboys at union city. i miss him. im hella bored. why is it that when you're having a good time, the time goes by so fast, but when you're doin somethin like working, it feels like forever! i hate that!......patrick made dope ass stuff. he's such a random person. he makes me laugh haha...i just realized...doing what i did for 4 days is a "SAMPLE" of what it'll feel like when i move out. good times, good times.

[posted @ 10:28PM]

dope kutts: No Letting Go REMIX -Wayne Wonder feat. LL Cool J

lets just say that today was a dope ass day with lots of laughter. i swear, my cheeks were hurting so much cuz all i did was smile and laugh. saw a cloud in the shape of a heart. awww! "in those jeans" kept on playin. saw those rv trucks named FLAIR. dude hella trippy. so many signs out there or maybe just coincidence..haha..wut else happened today..was walkin at a park. some stupid FROG jumped in my path..i got scared as fuck! lol.. HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY: we were jus chillin right..and this lady is carryin some black garbage bag..and she goes beside the cliff..and STRUGGLES to roll the bag to the edge. WHAT IN THE FUCK WAS SHE DOIN?!? OH, and to top it off..next thing you know. we see the lady with a freakin chain saw!! she was just "gardening"..BUT..BUT..why you gotta throw a bag of leaves over a cliff? EVER HEARD OF GARBAGE CANS?? PLUS, there was a sign that said "FINE OF $1000. NO LITTERING". SUSPICIOUS or JUS TRIPPIN?" i dunno..you decide hahaha.

[posted @ 12:41AM]

dope kutts: Thats How You Like It -Beyonce feat. Jay-Z

i cant sleep. im hella mad at my dad. we got into this big ass argument for the 10billionth time and im really getting tired of my dad always thinkin so negative about me. i seriously want OUT! hes hella negative about me, love, and life in general. i swear its no joke. he says i go out a lot and im never home. ANYBODY can testify that i am not always OUT! fuck, it frustrates me how my dad verbally abuses me and thinks im such a disgrace. aris, cliff, crys, and rox are the only ones that know what im goin through. aris and crys can actually say they've heard and seen my dad verbally abuse me. no wonder why my self-esteem is so low! its all makin sense now! GRRRRR! why does he think so bad of me. im hella good, i swear! IM SERIOUSLY MOVING OUT OF THIS PLACE ASAP. someone please help me. im not kidding. im not happy living here. i got this place to move to, but i just need to SAVE! i want out guys..i want out...

[posted @ 1:03AM]

dope kutts: Big Things -NAS

sooo..my summer vacation is DOPE so far! havin so much fun. here's a couple of pics of me, aris, cliff, jon, and derick hella DRUNK..haha that night was hella fun!


that night..open house..no parents..hella funny! we were all hella drunk and ARIS and JON ended up yacking..and freakin Derick was jus enjoyin it hella laughin at them hahah. well actually jus jon..haha jon was like,"i dont know how to throw up." hahaha it sounded hella DEEP and shit..hahah..

LA pulled through..it was fun..hella HOT..im so lazy to blog..PEACE

[posted @ 11:52PM]

dope kutts: Right Where You Stand -Gangstarr

so its been over a week since i last blogged. guess i got lazy and i've been busy wit other stuff/work. imma cut it short though. this coming saturday..me, aris, cliff, derick, jon sal, and tracy are goin to LA LA LAND..we'e going to Six Flags and then jus touring tha area..OH YEAH..my parents are gone for a week starting this saturday..they're going to CANADA cuz my cousin is gettin married.

[posted @ 12:10AM]