• I used to write for the school paper. It was a fun job, really. 4000 words a week, ye haw. Anyway, here's the crap I came up with.

  • Because of the crappy writing job for the paper, I developped this need to vent my frustrations in text. Here's my journal, aka bitching forum.

  • I have my opinions about what's cool and what's not. Are you cool? Probably not, but you never know.

  • Dark, depraved, depressing poetry. If you're into that kind of stuff, it's not half bad really.

  • To take you ... ummm, to the homepage.

So yeah, this is me. Excited aren't we? Yeah, I didn't think so. :)

Seriously tho, i lead a very very boring life. One filled with constant screwing in an uncomfortable place for girls . And usually not in a sexual manner either, more like in a very very non-chalant manner. Gads it makes me sick, lol.

But on a good note, I'm a happy person. I just finished school, and am currently trying to find a job working in the pharmaceutical/biotech industry. So yeah, if you work in one of these places, lemme know. Yeah, I want to work in a lab. Doing lab stuff. Specific ain't I? Yeah. My future is broad open, it's kinda refreshing really. I can go anywhere, and do anything, and it rocks! But it's scary too. And and ... yeah i got nothing. Hehe. In fact, yeah I just finished school right? But I'm considering doing more. Yeah, I'm crazy. Perhaps it's my destiny to like, be a permanent student, lol, who knows. :)

I'm back living with my parents now. You know, how like, most people claim they could never do it because their parents were crazy or some shit. Well I can understand that, but my parents aren't so bad. I think they're just too in-tune with today's generation, and very understanding of the weird, and don't hold it against us kids .. too much. Yeah, my parents rock. They actually paid for my tattoo that I got for my 20th bday. And they paid for my sister Kris' eyebrow piercing. They're very supportive people, and firm believers in the learn-from-your-mistakes way of life, tho they still give you their opinion/view on the matter before you walk in blinded. I think honestly that if we really did listen to our parents more often, life would be a lot easier, hehe.

I have a very strange personality. I'm a pessimistic realist, in the simplest of terms. For the longest time (meaning years) I was a total believer in the non-existance of love. Then I fell in love with a guy and started reconsidering it. He dumped me. So yeah, I took a year off dating to re-evaluate everything again and decided there is no such thing as love. Then I dated another guy, and fell in love with him. He dumped me too. So now it's not so much that I don't believe in it, because I know it's there. I see my parents in love and I know that it's true and genuine. So my new theory? Love exists, but only so it can hurt you somewhere down the road. :P

So yeah, who am I? Well umm, yeah doing this always sucks, lol. Cuz you don't wanna sound egotistic, right? Well okay, I'm a 23 yr old chick from Ontario, Canada. I'm mainly a science geek, loving anything chemistry, biochemistry, virology, or microbiology related, but I'm also minoring in being a computer geek. I love taking my computer parts out and putting them back in, ripping/burning tunes, and learning programming in my spare time. Yeah, geek. I need glasses, and have glasses, but don't wear them because they just make me look geekier. I used to have braces as a teenager. My clothing style is confusing; kinda like a mixture of goth/skateboarder/retro. I'm mysteriously drawn to the ugliest pants in the store. I currently have reddish hair, and I still have my blue/aqua eyes. I'm no skinny bitch, hehe.

My fav authors are Anne Rice, Michael Crichton, and Lewis Carroll. My favorite bands are impossible to name. I love alternative, punk, and techno music, and I have developped this insatiable craving for cds by indie bands. My favorite item right now would have to be my Skechers sneakers. My favorite word is indubidibly. My favorite perfume is tied between Original Vanilla and the Strawberry Body Mist, both by The Body Shop. Favorite Winnie The Pooh character is Eeyore. My favorite nail color is black. Ummm ... favorite movie would probably have to be Monty Python and the Holy Grail. Favorite ex ... does anyone really like their exes? Otherwise they wouldn't really be exes would they? Hehe, just kidding, but I'm still not answering. :P

What else ... ummm ... I like the sun, I like the rain. I like giggling, I like crying. I like blowing bubbles in the wind, or sitting in the dark thinking. I like blue, I like daisies. I like smiles, I like looking into people's eyes. I like smiling from what I see in their eyes. I like life, I don't fear death. I have downs, I have highs. I don't let a bad attitude ruin my day. I like love, I like happiness. I like who I am, in all I do, all I say, all I think. Despite what others may say or do to try and make me feel otherwise about myself, they fail and nothing changes.

OH! Here's a dialogue that explains me well too. :)

Scott (about music): You are so close minded!
Me: I'm not close minded, I'm just judgemental.
Ray: And clearly very honest.

So yeah, that's me. Hehe. :)

Now about the pink pie thing. I like frogs, I like pie. And I thought that that shade of pink was cool. So I came up with Pink Froggie Pie without even considering the possible reprecussion and misinterpretations. And you know what? I still like it anyway. And if you don't like that, well pffft, too bad for you. :)

- You know, I loved you so much, and so hard that it hurt. And i've hurt so much that i don't think it's a pain i want to experience again. Being in love, that is.

- Voici Sarah!

- Stress makes your head implode, headaches make your head explode. Basic chemistry.

- He's a git-arse! He says this for 6 friggen months and then does that. It's fucked up! Men are not worth the Monopoly money they're printed on.

- To understand men is to understand insanity; to understand women is to understand madness.

- I go to classes because I have to. I'm paying for 'em. If i wanted to actually learn something i'd watch PBS.

- 'You know I love that about you' "You love me?" 'No no ... well, maybe'

- You know, it's just sex. It's not like it's some big mating ritual or something.

- 'Can I kiss you on both your cheeks?' "Umm, sure" 'Do I get to pick which cheeks I kiss?'

- You always get more of it when you're not getting it.

- If you want a faithful companion, get a dog. If you want a pet, get a man.

- The condom is the glass slipper of our generation.

- If you love something, set it free. If it comes back, it's probably broken.

- Sometimes our hearts can make us feel miserable, angry, excited and confused. All at once. But at least my heart is open. I'm feeling. I'm breathing.

- Without pain, without sacrifice, we are nothing.

- I don't search to be found, I search to be lost.

- And in his eyes, I was beautiful

- The only thing worse than knowing your ex-partner is screwing someone else is the fear of how you rate compared to the new one.

- It's better to have loved and lost than to have ended up with a jerk.

- Every day is the worst day ever.

- Masturbation is self-improvement, not self-destruction.

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