things i can relate to.
i've learned that you need to hold onto the good people in your life; one day you'll need them.

i've learned that you can't truly be in love until your hearts been broken a few times over by that one person.

i've learned that almost nothin can be kept secret. somehow, it gets out in the open and changed around into something it never was.

i've learned that the harder you try to make something happen the worse it gets and its better left alone.

i've learned that no matter how much you try to chance someone, they have to do it on their own.

i've learned that no matter how hard you try to please someone, its never enough and probably wasn't worth the effort.

i've learned that there's a certain time in your life when it seems everything is changing, for better or for worse.

i've learned that no matter how genuine of a friend someone is, at sometime or another, they'll dick you over.

i've learned that no matter what the truth is, sometimes you will believe a lie because the truth hurts too much.

i've learned that you have to fight for what you want, and not let it get to you when people say otherwise.

i've learnt that no one is as happy as they seem, a smile can cover up a lot of things.

i've learned that you need to shrug off arrogant, stubborn, conceited people. they'll get theirs in due time.

i've learned that some sorrows are too deep for tears, and some things can't possibly be said with words.

i've learned that you can keep puking from liquor long after you think you've finished. and even tho you thought drinking would make you forget the problem, it really only made you forget about everything but that one issue.

i've learned from you that no matter how much you give, some people still want more.

i've learned from you that some people don't bother to find out what your tears are from.

i've learned from you that hugs and kisses don't always compensate for everything else that's missing.

i've learned from you that trust is such a hard thing to come by, and once you've found it, it can be so easily lost.

i've learned from you that mistakes happen so easy, but regretting them doesn't take away the pain.

i've learned from you that  everything around you can turn meaningless if someone tears your heart up enough.
rules of life.
1] always say what you feel.
2] what doesn't kill you, will make you wish it had.
3] never say `i love you' unless you mean it. you can't take those words back.
4] never let the sun set on an arguement, you never know what could happen overnight.
5] you cannot choose who you love.
a few good quotes.
the end of pleasure is always pain, and all that shimmers, fades away.

slowly but surely, beginning not to care. slowly but surely, not needing you there.

when the day is over and through, think about who was really there for you.

love is missing someone whenever you're apart, but somehow feeling warm inside becaue you're close in heart.

i wish you could feel this stinging pain i get, everytime you break my heart like this.                  -written by me.
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