Messed Up
Copyright (c)2001 Raquel Lung(Dedicated to Alisha...with MUCH Love,always.)
(By SweetGirl)
In a house we knew-was not a "home"
So your Journey continued-when set free to roam.
Different crowds-people so new
A billion dreams-you set out to do.
A girl,still young-forced to grow
Your time had come-it was time to go.
An Act of Prejudice-as you were shoved out the door
No kiss Goodbye-no "GoodLuck"to explore.
Naieve and sweet-a man had his turn
What you thought was Love-was just a burn.
You carried his child-as you carried your Shame
Made to believe-you'd lost that Game.
Feeling alone-no parents to care
You suffered through Labor-a daughter you'd bare.
She wasnt enough-to heal your Heart
For a girl,so young-so torn apart.
You began,once again-to find level ground
You shared with me-new hopes you'd found.
It's so messed up-as I sit here and write
About your Life-about your Fight.
It's so messed up-when your Hopes were so high
Why'd you get in that car-why did you die?
It's so messed up-the words They would say
"She was so messed up-she lost her way".
You're more than that-and I know inside
THEY are the reasons-all your dreams died.
I cherish our memories-the way you'd smile
Our late-night talks--were SO worthwhile.
It's so messed up-that only memories can share
Locked up as Treasures-I'll keep them there.
I hope to meet you-in a Virtual Dream
The 2 of us,again-a team.
It's so messed up-you were always so brave
It's so messed up-as I cry on your grave.