It's getting harder and harder-to fake a smile

It's been a long time,now-it's been a while.

Since I looked in your eyes-and really felt

The love take over-and make my heart melt.

The thoughts I have-just don't seem real

But I can't help-the way I feel.

Daydreams of how-I think it would be

If someone else-was holding me.

I still love you-but it's not the same

I'm not"in love"-Am I to blame?

I try so hard-to make me believe

That I want to stay-I don't wanna leave.

But it just don't work-not anymore

I draw closer and closer-to walk out the door.

I know,now-that it won't be long

For me to leave-even if it's wrong.

And when I'm gone-and travel that mile...

I'll have it back...I'll have...a smile.