"Sibilant and macabre walpurgis sauntered in  skies lighten with five-pointed stars the work of crafts surpassing sin as she graced the window ledge an orphan gypsy nymph this issues of the forest's bed skin flushes with sipped absinthe her eyes revealed as broker's peak tried once concealing hell a snow white line of devine freaks in riot where they lie...The  circus lurches in a ring of promised delight for seven days and seven fun festival nights what wonders lie within the confines of the panther's den .She watched from a maypole on the tip of her tongue the restless sprit of a christmas to come a Greta sick of merely sucking her thumb then gingerbread men. Spawned scored abhorred by the arial she was the light of the world going down war-torn forlorn and malarial she was found born in a burial gown.Unloss the chain of her god given cross seduced now pagan ribbons swath her repose in a carnival of souls sold and similarly lost. Too many decades misfit and mislaid in innocence a tender legend of prey parades her second coming now they're running afraid. Spawned scored abhorred by the arial she was the light of the world going down war-torn forlorn and malarial she was found born in a burial gown. Now she moves with a predator's guile beyond the fire lit circrcle of life she sooths your cold heart for a while the matches it's beat synching it with a knife she wrestles her dreams with such delicate ease espied by her cross on the wall and should she away through embrace or mistake she would take jesus blest foot forward and all...Sibilant and at last the circus crawled away with another lover in its arms dancing on her grave....." 

Life's Unfair......Kill Yourself Or Get Over It.

Ok well now I'm going to go on and  on about my self....seems fun huh.....Well I'm 15 my name is Chrissy aka sway and also Toxic _Angel .I live in a rinky dink town in Virginia .I'm also goth I get off on the sick things in life hehe .Elizabeth Bathory is my idol  for those of you who don't know who she is she killed over 650 people in the 16th or 17th century in some of the most brutal ways she could literally rip people apart  ,she bathed and drank virgin's blood. She had mass lesbian orgies with her aunt (she was a kinky bitch huh).She was later caught(by her cousin or uncle i forget which) and locked in her tower with little food and died 3-5 years later.

           Welcome To My Fucked Up Demented World.

Kittie is my favorite band they aren't the best but there good Jack off Jill is better though. Cradle of Filth is amazing .Gwar punkesh band but fairly good except for the wretched vocals. Slipknot woohoo for them. Coal Chamber hint the nick sway. Manson is god .System of a Down kick ass best song has to be spiders Rob Zombie Ozzy NINStaticX Finger Eleven MSI(Mindless Self Indulgence)Soundgarden Godhead Nothingface kick ass too and  some other bands I can't think of. And i think that's about it besides the question without music what's the point in living?

     To Change Is To Grow, To Stagnate Is To Die.

Well This Is Just Stuff That Popped In My Head None Of It  Makes Sense But It Makes You Think.

There is no end to the fucked up lives people lead death is the only way out any yet death is just the beginning.

As I sit and look into your cold dark soul  all I see is pain and misery but I didn't expect anything less because all you inflict is pain and misery.

Judgments lead to labels labels lead to misery misery leads to death death leads to life leads to judgments its all a downward spiral.

 

"I pace alone in a place for the dead overcome by woe and here I've grown so found of dread that I swear it's heaven.Oh sweet Mary dressed in grief roll back the stone. With these words scrawled in a severed hand tears fell like shards of glass that band in rivers like sinners swept with me to join the dammed darkened sky the day that laughter died fell swiftly into night and stayed within her sight staring at the knife oh God how easy now to sacrifice my life to have her with me. So farwell to distant thunder those inept stars I've worshipped under  fall father their father lies in wait in below flames whilst my love a blood red flower  calls to me from verdant bows. Graveside I cry please save me from this hell I know. A darkened sky the day that laughter died fell swiftly into night and stayed within her sight staring at the knife oh God how easy now to sacrifice my life to have her with me. An eye for an eye as espied n the bible my faith is lost to the burning of idols one less cross to press upon the survival of this lorded agony. And I much as I have tried to bury her from my mind fate's tourniquet was tied when she died...)still since her presence so devine lithe arms about my throat like pining swans entwined footfalls at nightfall close to mine. Suicide is a tried and tested formula for release. I snatch her whispers like the wind through cedars see her face in every natural feature midst the mist and sleepy hollows of fever...With glee delving me. Suicide is a tried and tested formula for release. hear her voice from where the grave defies her siren song to sing along no finer suicide notes harmonised in a minor strike a cord with misary.No light nor reef no unsinkable  of romance keeps me safely from the stormy seas now drowning resounding death knells pound my dreams unthinkable to dredge through this listless and lonely winter frieze. A darkened sky this day hereafter dies falls swiftly into night and stays within my sight staring at the knife oh God what ease it was to sacrifice my life to have her with me. No more victim of crusades where souls are strung from moral palisades I slit my wrist and quickly slip away  journey now on jeweled sands beneath a moon to Summerland's to grace her lips with contraband the blaze once in my veins."

Sunset expect this to be your last with our vast return as death is set at three sixes where hill-beacons burn. Darkness undress your descending skirts yield a thirsting altar blood-red yet still unfed lips distend ending time to falter. Welcome arms wide and crucified....The slaughter. Lightening freezes seven outtakes from the rape of the world sins expelled from Heaven. Where the tragic in theory and practice fell. Last prayers hang in the air each unto their own rag and boreal saviors strung where crippled vultures dare Golgotha coughs another cross to grave God's failure. Once the forest spared nurtured in nature's heart now great cedars feed the pyres now-fires lit for greater harm as her children toy with razors. Sightless and deeply scarred and the moon arose to phase her cracks a grin so wide it hides the stars.Ang lights our path black through the shattered glass. We come like drumming thunder tides enwreathed in scum and plunder kraken-teeth to tear asunder all those too blind to see...)Deranged uncared we rage like a pelage through this age of greed sowers of discord growing wars to reap a terrible crop to beat a vicious retreat. Scorched Earth rebirth disinterred in the writhe of the lone survivor whose worth is worse then the curse of Sardonic us choking on his own saliva. Who shares the last laugh now dead wedded fates fulfill their vows? Foot in mouth of sacred cows face down in the dust and poisoned ground....."

"A thousand nights once succored me in the shadow of Miss Thorpe-Sat gargoyle-limbed amid my licking flame. A cruel tongue at work in her secret vaults sent rebellion's embers into revolt the coming extinction synched to whimpers of my name...Legion I arose a flood of inhumanity an acid reign to purify the world the asp at pharaoh's breast the atom split under duress a sniper at the gates of spattered pearl. My heart torn apart left a rifled grave...Save for an unfurled flag of hate to enthrall a mindless zombie race. All hail all hail all hail the serpentine's gift all hail love fails all hope lies in eclipse. Black bibles I inscribed the words "Damnation through design" seem a bitter truth far better for a lie for as hope was felled by reason forlorn became the season and death was swift to swallow on the hells of life. Lowered souls growing cold tendered easy prey when heaven's flock a fair game dropped I bored a war with God with greater thrones to claim....All hail all hail all hail the Libertine's wish all hail love fails all hope lies in eclipse. (There was not a prayer left in this wretched world.) Then between the past and the ravening dark  a sly messiah came in the thick of treaty with obligatory greed she stole the soul hate had sold away. When love lay bleeding and fates sate feeding from wands gored'neath those cherubic wings she kindred light gladly sacrificed eternity just to be with me. As the moon whose silvered fingers play on words and dreams too cursed for day she led my hand to lands I'd not accrued where the Faun Dawn bathed her golden hair  and faith renewed leapt joyous there I pries there worth then planned their conquest too...All hail all hail all hail the serpentine's gift all hail love fails all hope lies in eclipse. All hail all hail all hail the Libertine's wish all hail love fails all hope lies in eclipse.....And ignorance is truly bliss."

I've felt the hate rise up in me...Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves...I wander over where you can't see...Inside my shell, I wait and bleed...Goodbye!I wipe it off on tile, the light is brighter this timeEverything is 3D blasphemy My eyes are red and gold, the hair is Standing straight up This is not the way I pictured meI CAN'T CONTROL MY SHAKES!How the hell did I get here?Something about this, so very wrong...I have to laugh out loud, I wish I didn't like thisIs it a dream or a memory?I've felt the hate rise up in me...Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves...I wander over where you can't see...Inside my shell, I wait and bleed...GET OUTTA MY HEAD CUZ I DON'T NEED THIS!Why I didn't I see this?I'm a victim - SINNED-BY-JUSTMakin' my mind up and takin' your breath awayI've felt the hate rise up in me...Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves...I wander over where you can't see...Inside my shell, I wait and bleed...GOODBYE! You haven't learned a thingI haven't changed a thing My flesh was in my bonesThe pain was always free I've felt the hate rise up in me...Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves...I wander out where you can't see...Inside my shell, I wait and bleed...AND IT WAITS FOR YOU!

Gently, my mind escapes into the relaxing world of pleasure,a pleasure that'll take my mind off the reality of my life,my past life...life as I know it now.And whatever may come,it slowly disappears to somewhere in the back of my mind.it will remain there,until I wish to retrieve it. Yes,I will stay here for awhile,for I need the break.A break from the pressures of life,and everything that lays in the palm of life's hands.This mode is incredible.It's out of this world.Too bad I must always leave it......but that's life.

Tattered and Torn That's where my soul is wornTattered and Torn That's when I was bornTattered and Torn I broke away from me Tattered and Torn I knocked me to my knees Tattered and Torn I drink my own cells Tattered and Torn A decomposing wellTattered and Torn Roaches in my head Tattered and Torn I become the living dead Tattered and Torn Tearing myself apart from the things that make me hurt

Enemy - Show me what you wanna be I can handle anythingEven if I can't handle you Readily - Either way it better beDon't you fuckin' pity me Get up, get off... What the hell am I sayin'?I don't know about malevolent Sure as hell decadentI want somebody to step up, step off Walls! Let me fall! FUCK YOU ALL!Get a grip, don't let me slip 'til I drop the ballI - I want it all!Fuck this shit, I'm sick of itYou're goin' down, this is a war!Who the fuck am I to criticize your twistedstate of mind?You're leavin' me suspect - I'm leavin' you grotesque Feels like a burn from which you never learn Cause and effect, you jealous ass Press your face against the glass - SUFFER!I - I want it all! Fuck this shit, I'm sick of itYou're goin' down, this is a war!I've just begun It's about that timeGotta get mineYOU CAN'T KILL MECUZ I'M ALREADY INSIDE YOU SICK

Here we go again,motherfuckerCome on down,and see the idiot right hereToo fucked to beg and not afraid to careWhat's the matter with calamity anyway?Right? Get the fuck outta my faceUnderstand that I can't feel anythingIt isn't like I wanna sift through the decayI feel like a wound,like I got a fuckin'Gun against my head,you live when I'm deadOne more time,motherfuckerEverybody hates me now,so fuck itBlood's on my face and my hands,and IDon't know why,I'm not afraid to cryBut that's none of your businessWhose life is it? Get it? See it? Feel it? Eat it?Spin it around so I can spit in its faceI wanna leave without a traceCuz I don't wanna die in this placePeople = ShitPeople = Shit (Whatcha gonna do?)People = Shit (Cuz I am not afraid of you)People = Shit (I'm everything you'll never be)People = ShitIt never stops - you can't be everthing to everoneContagion - I'm sittin' at the side of SatanWhat do you want from me?They never told me the failure I was meant to beOverdo it - don't tell me you blew itStop your bitchin' and fight your way through itI'M - NOT - LIKE - YOU - I - JUST - FUCK - UP  C'mon motherfucker,everbody has to diePeople = ShitPeople = Shit (Whatcha gonna do?)People = Shit (Cuz I am not afraid of you)People = Shit (I'm everything you'll never be)People = Shit

I'm a pop star threat and I'm not dead yetGot a super dred bet with an angel drug headLike a dead beat winner,I wanna to be a sinnerAn idolized bang for the industry killerA hideous man that you don't understandThrow a suicide party and I'm guaranteed to fucking snapIt's evilsonic,it's pornoholic Breakdown,obscenities it's all I wanna beIf you're 555,then I'm 666If you're 555,I'm 666(What's it like to be a heretic?)Everbody's so infatuatedEverybody's so completely sure of what we areEverybody defamates from miles awayBut face to face,thay haven't got a thing to sayI bleed for this and I bleed for youStill you look in my face like I'm somebody newTOY - nobody wants anything I've gotWhich is fine,because you're made ofEverything - I'm - NOTIf you're 555,then I'm 666If you're 555,I'm 666(What's it like to be a heretic?)3D seconds,16,8,4,lemme tell you whyI haven't the slightest,I'm teaching your brightestThey're listening,clamoringAll the money in the world can't buy meG0 AHEAD,LIE TO METell me again how you're torturedI wanna know how you aollowed your ordere so wellYou're full of SHITYou had a dream,but this ain't it

I know I know the faces that have disappeared in timeFind me wrapped in glass and slowly soaked in limeAll my friends have pictures made to make you cryI've seen this and wondered what I've done toCalcify...(I ignore you)As I close my eyes,I feel it all slipping away(I come toward you)We all got left behind,we let it all slip awayI can't stand to see your thalidomide robot faceDon't even try it! You had to be a liar just toInfiltrate me - I'm still drowning(I ignore you)As I close my eyes,I feel it all slipping away(I come toward you)We all got left behind,we let it all slip awayTake...this...away...I can feel it on my mouthI can taste you on my fingers I can hear you like the holy ghostAnd kill you if you get too close

Ok Born in a burial gown ,Lord Abortion,Her Ghost in The Fog ,Suicide and other comforts, Scorched Earth erotica,  All hope in eclipse,and Satanic Mantra are by Cradle of Flith.Wait and Bleed,Gently,Tattered and Torn,(sic),People = Shit,The Heretic Anthem, and Left Behind are by slipknot. Those song are some of my favioriets.And by reading this don't think I am just a "normal" gothic teen trying to get attention because you would be proven very wrong. but also consider I have given you very little information about me ....And this is my first web page thingy so bare with me. And if you want to contact me my email is Toxic_Angel00@hotmail.com  but i hardly ever check it so its useless .

I was born with a birthmark of ciders debris cast from the stars and Mother a ring of bright slaughter,I spat in the waters of life that ran slick from the stab wonds in her.Dub me Lord Abortion, the living dead the bone saw on the backseat on this bitter night of giving head a sharp rear entry, an exsit in red lump in the throat,on my come choke the killing joke worn thin with breath.I grew up on the sluts bastered Father beat blue keepsake cunts cut full out easing puberty throug.Aah!Nostalgia grows now times nine or ten within this vice  den called a soul dying for resurrection I dig deep to come again the spasms of orgasm on a roll....I live the slow serrated rape the bucks fizz of amyl nitrate victims force fed their own face tear stainds on the drapes.I should compare them to a warm Summers day but to the letter, this is better to lichen their names to a grave.Counting My years on a abacus strung with labial rings and heartstrings undone.Dub me Lord Abortion, the living dead the bone saw on the backseat on this bitter night of giving head a sharp rear entry, an exsit in red lump in the throat,on my come choke the killing joke worn thin with breath.Horroscopes My diorama a twelve part (so far) psychodrama another chained I mean to harm her  inside as well as out a perverts gasp inside the mask I'm hard,blow My house of cards  all turned up death ,Her  bleeding starts in brute vermillion parts...Now I slither though the hairline cracks in sanity,best watch your back.Possessed with levering Hell's gates wide liberating knivies to cut Humanity slack.My ambition is to slay anon a sinner in the hands of a dirty God who lets me prey,a Gills De Rais of light where faith leads truth astrey. I slit uts and free the moistest faeces corrupt the corpse and seize the choicest pieces her alabaster limbs that dim the lit carnal grin vaganal skin to later taste and masterbate within."My heart was a wardrum beat by jugular cults eerie jungle vaults when number thirteen fell in my lap lips and skin like sin,a Venus Mantrap my appetite wetted,storm crows wheeled at the blurred edges of reason `till I was fullfilled whors d`oeuvers eaten,I tucked her into a grave fit for the Queen of Spades she whent out like the light inmy mind her face an avalanche of pearl,and ruby wine...Much was a flux,but the mouth once good for fucks came to retirement to prove she had not lost her touch I kissed her vicously,maliciously,religiously but when has ONE  been able TO best seprate the THREE? I know I'm sick as Dahmer did,but this is what I do Aah, aah, aah I'll  let you sleep when I am through..." The suspects shadow where they lest expect my burning grasp to reach.The stranglehold,the open arms  seeking sweet meat with no holes barred. Rainbows that my razor wrung midst her screams and seams undone sung at the top of punctured lungs I bite my spiteful tongue least curses spat from pimal lairs freeze romance where angels,bare are lost to love,bloodless,dispair I weep, they merely stare....And stare and stare and stare and stare.

"The moon,she hangs like a crule protriait soft winds whisper the bidding of trees as tradgety starts with a shattered glass heart and the Midnightmare trampling of dreams but oh,no tears please fear and pain may accompany Death but it is desire that shepherds it's certainty as we shall see...."She was divinity's creatuer that kissed in cold mirrors a Queen of snow..Far beyond compare  lips attuned to symmetry sought her everywhere dark liqoured eyes an Arabian nightmare...She shone on watercolors of my pondlife as pearl until those whocouldn't have her cut her free of this world.That fateful eve when...The trees stank of sunset and camphor  their lanters chased phantoms and threw an inquisitive glance,like the shadows they cast on my love picking rue by the light of the moon.Putting reason to fight or to death  as their way they crept through woods mesmerized by the taffeta Ley of her hips that held sway save the mist over the rise (a deadly blessing in hide) her ghost in the fog.They raped and left...(five men of god)....Her ghost in the fog.Dawn discovered her there beneath the cider's star silk dress torn,her raven hair flownto grown her beauty bared was starred with frost,I knew her ost I wept `til tears crept back to prayer.She `d sworn me vows in fragrant blood "Never back to  least jealous Heavens stole  our hearts " Then this I screamed "Come back to me Iwas born in with thee so why  should  fate stand inbetween" And as I drown her gental curves with with dreams unsaid and final words I espied a gleam trodden to Earth the Church bell tower key...The village mournedher by the by for she'd been a witch theire men had longed to try and I broke underunder Christ seeking guilty signs my tortured soul on ice.A Queen of Snow far beyond compare lips attuned to symmetry sought her everywhere trappistine eyes an Arabian nightmar...She was erzulic possessed of milky white skin  my porcclain Yin a graceful Angel of Sin.And so for her...The breeze stiank of sunset and comphor my lantern chased her phantom and blew .Their Chapel ablaze and all locked in to a pain best reserved for judgements that their bible construed... puttting reson to flight or to flame unashamed I  swept  from cries mesmorized by the taffeta Ley of her hips that held swat over all those at bay save the mist on the rise.A final blessing to hide Her ghost in the fog.And I embraced where lovers rot... Her ghost in the fog.

1) Get teens from all over the world to join together and over throw their local government officials.

2) Kill all pop icons, and rappers

3) Come up with an alias so people who dislike me well not no to protest against my plans

4) Some how rape Dani Filth

5) Give each of my contributors a country

6) Have hot wild sticky animal sex with Drew

7)That’s kind of it